In June, I decided I wanted a new place to live - to be. I made a list - not from the human or soul - but the place of no separation on what that space would look like to live out my embodied creation years on this Earth and the simultaneous realities I operate in. Then I forgot about the list.
One morning in mid-August, I woke up, and just like that called my landlord and said I don't want to live here anymore. He said no problem to break the lease. "I just want you to be happy." Okay, wow.
So I rented a storage unit and scheduled movers without a destination in place. I'll simply wander. No planning or what ifs.
Then, as I often do, I got in my car and drove off with no plans. My dog and I drove up the Pacific coast through Oregon. Somewhere across the California border and about an hour into Oregon I saw a balloon on a 'house for sale' sign.
Though I had no appointment I drove up the winding road to the estate - an artist designed home and apple orchard overlooking the jagged Gold Coast of Oregon.
Without an appointment the owner met me there. he was standing in the driveway when I drove up to show it to me. Alrighty then.
I bought the house and will move in next month. Not much of a story. And if you ask me, not my grand creation right now.
You see something else has been occurring in my awareness that has no edges, no center, no human needs to be met, no conversation between what you all here call master and human. (Adamus addressed this in the last channel - beautiful!)
I am one with me - a vast ocean of consciousness that flows through with no boundaries. No distinction between physical world needs and experience of the Infinite I (human/ soul/ I exist/ master/ whatever all as one cohesive, constantly in motion being).
What's really at stake here - and for all of us allowing all of who we are to come in - is that we are here embodied on the planet in the Age of the Machines as Adamus St. G calls it.
Our role and our experience here in allowing all of ourselves in is that when we do it for ourselves - our self alone, it also restructures and re-wires all the various consciousness containing multiple potentials and possibilities.
As I drove through Northern California, I felt the post apocalyptic world scenarios beyond linear time move through me. I do not push these streams away even it it felt a bit off or ugly; these realities flow freely through me, without the pull of a dualistic view, yet I remain sovereignly in tact. I moved through artificial intelligence scenarios with the same freedom. And many more...
I am but ONE sovereign part of a huge network that I never lose myself in.
Yet, even though I have no agenda, even though I never attempted to mold and shape these realities and potentials -- when these streams run through us in our embodiment, they do not leave unchanged. The potentials and probabilities renew and hit a tipping point of no return.
Buying a beautiful house is more than the perception of an ahmyo life. For me, it is a tiny creation. It feels more like moving doll furniture around in the limited perception of the physical world. "You go here" I say as I lift the house and put it on the Oregon coast in my tiny model of the 3D world.
What's really at stake... is you and me, all of us here, embodying ourselves fully at a time when the world is full forward - to the point of no return - in its evolution into a fully technocratic state of existence.
We will not be carrying signs on a picket line. We will not be scared. We will not say the sky is falling. We will hold our own space - silent and firm in our embodiment.
I don't know about you all, yet as the Age of Machines - which is already here simply not as visible yet - I'll be on my porch overlooking the ocean, allowing all streams of consciousness flow through me.
A state of no agenda, no inner boundaries, where nothing leaves unchanged as it moves through me. I don't move through it/ them/ they, it/them/ they moves through me.
Perhaps after twenty years of throwing the kitchen sink at enlightenment and still finding ourselves worrying about what color to paint the kitchen, what car to buy, firing someone or not, whether we have $5 or $50,000 in our bank accounts, we'll turn our awareness, our consciousness and our keen sense of focus to what's really at stake here - the big picture of planet Earth and it's various relaities.
Perhaps in doing so, all those limits and questions of should I or shouldn't I will take care of themselves, in knowing and remembering why it is that we all came here to experience for ourselves and in return, how it molds and shapes reality without lifting a finger. Energy serves us AND the planet will never be the same.
I never realized how truly limited I was when previously I worried about where to live, was I realized or not, did I get the channel or not, what other people were doing in their lives - these questions cease to exist. Also obsolete was questioning all the limited human crap, not just the stuff above - and I truly did not know how long that list was. Holy hell.
It seems these days each consciousness layer/ reality/ dimension that rolls through me, also allows those limits to come up and dissolve in the grandness of my being. A constant state of limits flowing through me, and coming out the other end completely re-written.
All that time wondering about should I buy that plane ticket or not, seemingly sticky relationship situations - do I have a partner or not, should I attend this workshop or not, can my biological body handle realization or not, why can't I lose this last five pounds - is in the end the most ridiculous garbage to spend any energy on. It is unfathomable how rediculous all this is in a limited human state or constant worry and anxiety that is only focused on the tiny human self and survival.
The paradox is until you allow all yourself in and let go - finally, you cannot fathom what's at stake. What's at stake is only a few words written on a page or so eloquently and amzingly explained in a ProGnost update.
And when you cross that threshold, there is no going back into the separation of human and divine. There's no unseeing what you came here to do, or to BE, rather. What's at stake is far too important to even ponder worrying about moving the doll house furniture around in this tiny human world. You have become much too big for it. Suddenly, you no longer fit through the door. You ate the mushroom in Wonderland.
After twenty years, can we not make a decision to move forward into that grand creation? Are we not ready as a "the most advanced" group of humans on this planet? What's at stake is far to important for all of us to ignore anymore.
Isn't it happening already? SURE, yes it is. But to bring your embodied awareness into it is one of the greatest gifts in the world you can give yourself (the richness can not be captured in words), and in turn the greatest gift you can offer humanity without being tied to the outcome.
In honor of you,
Lauren Hutton (Sar'h) writes adventure novels and short stories about the embodied enlightenment experience. She fancies herself a humanizing divinity journalist and DJ, and shares that work joyously on this page.