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Weaving the Cobwebs of Creation: An Invitation

4/4/2018

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It's been a while since I have written something of substance here. This morning Xavi asked me some questions on Ryver. I love that so much because without the question, the answer would not form. So here are my answers and an invitation to join me on something I sense will be amazing, especially if you add your wisdom to it as well. 

First, I want to start off with a little except from the Thirty Days of Self-Love, Chapter 3...

March 15, 2017
Bend, Oregon to Waldport, Oregon
 
Yesterday Ollie and I made our way from Bend to Waldport, Oregon, where the Alsea River meets the Pacific Ocean. We took the road less traveled, which took us through piney, mountainous woods and dropped us softly into the lush, temperate Willamette National Forest.

As we weaved through the winding roads, I sensed into what I was creating for myself on this journey. I sensed with each curve I took on the road, with each turn of the steering wheel, that I was weaving the cobwebs of creation for the experiences that lay ahead of me.

Weaving the cobwebs of creation is a concept I have been experiencing and sensually examining for some months now. For me, it is about experiencing creative senses in addition to perceiving senses. Of course, the two go hand and hand.

We use our perceiving senses to get a sensual lay of the land, and at the same time, we can access our creative senses, which we can consciously use to build and experience our reality, minute by minute, second by second.

As masters of Self, we are spiders spinning our own creative webs, weaving the energy designs which will attract and manifest anything we dream or desire in our creative cobwebs. The energetic design of the web determines what we will ‘catch’ and ‘dine on’ in our lives, if you will.

For spiders, weaving a web is instinctual. As masters of our lives, creative senses also come from a place within our body of consciousness, within the universe of Self, that is beyond the human mind and emotions - beyond even intuition and imagination, as creative senses are far more sophisticated. Creative senses come from the soul, or master Self – from the core of who we truly are beyond singular human existence.

Spiders do not use rush or force when spinning their webs. Their movements are gentle, delicate, and precise. Consciousness gives rise to precision. If we choose, we can be completely aware of the energetic designs of the cobwebs we are weaving. We can be as energetically precise – beyond human details – as we would like in our creative abilities.

I share this because while my human was not aware then, the web I was spinning on this day more than a year ago was the creation of the Center of Being.

Center is not a word for an organization or a physical space. It is the center of being that is the individualized source spirit that lives in us all. It was a place for sovereign beings to share their sovereign center with another - in a place that exits beyond physicality, duality, linearity and gravity. 

This is not only my creation but yours as well. 

For me, this whole experience has unfolded and continues to unfold in some sort of divine (beyond human agenda) format or blue print because we are 'making it up'/ creating it together- each from the point of sovereignty within each of our being - as we go along. Each person who connects to the creation adds their wisdom to it, and it changes shape and form continuously. Transfiguration. Alchemy of Spirit. BEING - a perpetual state of becoming - never static, always dynamic. 

Today Xavi asked me some questions and shared some of his views, and I wanted to share the response with you - why I have not shared El Morya's channels, why I am taking a break from big shares until June, and finally, an invitation to ask you to grace this space - this creation- with your wisdom. Of course, you are always doing so by BEING here, but maybe we can share a bit more about this with human awareness, if it something you would like to do. 

Xavi first referenced an article by Geoffrey Hoppe in the Crimson Circle magazine in reference to recent events when Adamus St. Germain asked people to leave who were still in lack among other things. I bring this up because it is related to how each of us interact with groups (CC or other) from a different space of ONE-ness, Being-ness, soul sovereignty, and/or divine will.  Total disconnection - to reconnect from a space of sovereignty (covered more below). 

"Regarding Geoff, I'm surprised that so few people have reacted to it (Adams's imperatives for leaving and staying in the CC). According to Geoff or nobody saw the last shoud or 99.9% of Shaumbra is ok. Well I have another theory, many have not taken for granted and have decided to deny their reality. --- Important question --- This makes me ask myself, in short, what are we doing here at the Center of Being?

Are we going back to the CC because Adamus is finally cleaning? Because it does not seem that the reasons why we gather here are giving.

Let me explain: for me the Center of Being 
@The_Center_of_Being , or the Banyan Tree, is a non-place where everyone can experience their own EEE process at their own pace, without groups marking the tempo; and share it with others if you decide.

That's great, and that's what I want to do now. On the other hand I realize that we are not going to work or travel in the EEE as a group here, and that is why I imagine that the two channels of El Morya per month have never been given or will not be given. I'm afraid we're going to have to keep going to the CC from time to time to catch up."

​It's a great question - and please note I love this kind of exchange - it is not upsetting to me at all. The opposite - so helpful. 

Here is my response (also on Ryver where this sort of exchange occurs and shapes these posts and shares immensely): 

"Xavi, I'm always glad you bring things up. I am kind of going with the flow. I do not really consider this a group but a gathering of sovereign beings who come together from time to time to share. We don't have rules, regulations. El Morya did ask me to do some channels -- and then he and I both felt a shift. I don't have a real clear direction - I'm honest about that.


Nothing is so black and white for me and schedules and control/ organization makes me cringe because it takes away from the free flow. Also, unlike other channelers, I really feel I must understand something and live it before I share it with other people. I'm not there yet. At all. But I will BE. 

Currently, I am experiencing all parts and pieces of myself coming together as one. I sense disconnection and yet I am still able to connect from a different space. For example, I used to go to CC and other conscious/ spiritual groups to get wisdom - to fill myself up - to get my fix.

Now, I feel like I can add my wisdom and observe without needing to fill myself up - I am full - soul full. So for me, CC is still there, Adamus is still sharing wisdom I like to hear. As far as the human game over there. I'm so done. Control is just another form of energy feeding. 

I guess what I'm trying to say is two things. It's not an either/ or situation (the mind tends to want that but the mind is dead) - it's an AND. The more you disconnect to become THE ONE SELF the more relationships expand into the AND.

Finally, most importantly for this space, 
both El Morya and my soul/ higher voice called Sar'h or whatever - I hate the definition and names right now (cringe) - we will probably create a new name for this collective voice (El Morya just told me that) - is planning or creating, rather, something for June.

"Please be patient," - Lauren
"Be ready to be wowed" - El Morya & Sar'h

(One example of my fragments coming together right now....)


However, what we share will NOT be wisdom to absorb and learn from. People will not come to the Banyan Tree to ask for answers or it will back fire and shoot them straight out.

It will be an exploration of I AM and creation from being in which your own soul's wisdom will guide you!


So, moving forward, if you come here looking for guidance from outside of the soul's passionate wisdom - not only will you be disappointed you will probably get sick.

Right now I am attuning my physical body to be able to handle what El Morya and Sar'h as a 'collective consciousness of BEING' will share.


Until that feels complete to human Lauren, I will not share or be beholden to any timeline. I am not going to blast myself into a sick bed or out of the body. We still have too much legacy to leave behind -- as do you all!

I sense this will be a complete radical shift in what is shared here. I ask for human patience AND MORE SO for you all to contribute your wisdom to this collective being consciousness and the CREATION FROM BEING  experience - if you choose.

Xavi - thank you for playing your divine/ soul will role to perfection. I am so serious when I say it is appreciated!!!"

So today, as my soul asks me to hang on a couple more months for what will be shared this summer, I invite you to contribute your wisdom under, in, and throughout the branches of the majestic, golden Banyan Tree, if it is your will. If you choose, maybe share below as well. So helpful for human me right now...

In total honor of you and your unique experience and what wisdom you bring here!!!

By the way, how can anyone charge for something that is a mutual expression of creation - in which everyone is bringing their wisdom to the table/ banyan tree???  It is beyond comprehension these days. An old game. 

THANK YOU from the Center of my Being to the Center of Yours!!!



Got Wisdom? :)

12 Comments
Joanna
4/4/2018 12:23:27

So excited for this! I got wisdom.. coming very soon. No, really, soon. haha.

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Xanthe
4/4/2018 15:22:04

Woohoo to that Joanna lol!

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Karen
4/4/2018 15:28:44

Popcorn in hand Joanna in anticipation of the share!

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Xanthe
4/4/2018 15:21:21

I loved this share! Particularly for me the description of the weave of creative and perceptive senses.....just feeling into those words that describe my own experience, delicious!

Reading it this particular morning for me evokes my experience in group last night (school one) of this delicious weave, fluidity of Self I so enjoyed. Where there was much self disclosure from various people, and for me the sensing of a flow, yet entirely unaffected, unable to connect to any distress experienced by others, yet joy in being present to witness.
Illustrated perfectly in a simple statement by one of my fellow classmates, at break. I felt calm and relaxed at where we got to prior to break, feeling something was about to pop or had. And she was amped up, stressed.
It was quite the delicious experience all of it, watching shifts and changes happening in the moment and feeling yes, precision in the timing of my own expressions, for I too have found that in increasing consciousness there certainly is that, effortless living.

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Karen
4/4/2018 15:31:09

Love how you expressed the flow, or fluidity of the experience, and the ease and grace that life takes on while in that flow.

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Lauren
4/8/2018 08:35:07

"delicious experience" "effortless living" and on- Xanthe - your words! - more and more of these creations every single moment - thank you!

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Karen
4/4/2018 15:25:29

Here’s my “working or walking wisdom” at the moment. :) I continue to ponder and explore the “roles” I/we play. Yesterday I clicked on the link that Lauren sent me re a Tobias channel that spoke to being tired. As I read the article I came across a part that was talking about the Divine Plan which had a hyper link to an earlier channel from 2003 on the “Divine Plan” ( http://gejirin.com/spirit/083-divinehuman_09.htm ) so clicked on that.

(PS, whoever has done all that cross referencing and linking to other channels has done a lot of work! Great resource.)

Not only are there individual Divine Plans, but there are Group Divine Plans, and there is one for Shaumbra. This is what Tobias said: “There are Divine Plans, not only for individuals, but also for groups. There is a Divine Plan of Shaumbra that you created. You can feel it if you allow yourself. The Divine Plan is for a group of humans who have been searching… a group of humans who have been trying to understand… to come to new consciousnesses… to move together… to share together… to support each other… and to bring an entire group energy out of Old into the New… into a melded, unified energy.”

Tobias also noted that the Divine Plan is no plan at all. It is a “becoming” that is always taking place. But, it is a “becoming” that at times has a certain direction or a certain bent to it. It has a certain desire, a fulfillment to it.

Then I read Geoff’s article in the Shaumbra Magazine, and it was interesting to me to observe that I went through this deep release of poverty consciousness and role this past month, right after Adamus delivered his “release it or leave us” speech. So I wondered whether in doing my own releasing and distilling if I played an energetic role in cutting some pathways for other Shaumbra to do the same. The timing of the Poverty Reduction Strategy input and my involvement in that seems very synchronistic.

So I find it all very interesting in the experiences we have for ourselves in our own evolution and the possible double duty this has in a more expanded role within the context of a group.

I do feel like I’ve had a separation from CC, but as I ponder it, it feels like I have moved more into my Sovereignty and no longer have a dependency on CC. And yet I can and do go back and read the Shouds and skip over the stuff that doesn’t appeal. And on occasion Adamus says something that resonates…either something I’ve just come through, or like last month, something I’ve wanted to move through and beyond. So I am wondering, actually feeling, like I am still connected to CC albeit in my own Sovereignty. Perhaps having let go of my Shaumbra identity and yet continuing to play a role in that evolving Group Divine Plan. Not feeling stuck in the “molasses loop”, but continuing to have my energies there in support and in service to the forward movement of the group. Interesting to ponder.

The other night I wrote in my journal about releasing my identity/role as a disabled person and whatever that all entailed. It is good to know that I can make that inner choice and declaration and not know how that will be released or how it might impact my physicality, and yet know my Soul will bring this about. So far I feel an energetic lightness for having done that. So we shall see what happens next!

And re the sharing of our own wisdom, Adamus noted in a February channel done together with Robert Theiss/Michael, that what is needed is the wisdom of those people in their I Am-ness coming forward and sharing their wisdom. And he has encouraged this for many years already. So yes, I feel, see and appreciate this space as one in which to do this, to acknowledge our own Sovereignty and to express our Wisdom no matter what “stage” we are at in our becoming. It is a declaration to ourselves and to others that “I know that I know”, whatever knowingness is in that moment. To me this is the Safe Space Practice Podium for sharing.

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Lauren
4/8/2018 08:37:07

Divine Plan is no plan at all - Karen! - you must have been in my dreams - because all night long I completely re-wrote how I perceive divine will - so much is changing or more so gaining a depth in which I was not aware. I just read this in perfect timing. Your contributions - pure gold. You are a master distiller of wisdom! A vault of undiluted consciousness. The keeper of wisdom. Not blowing smoke...I really deeply appreciate it.

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jacqui salsby
4/5/2018 00:22:59

I loved reading these posts!- all confirmation that my ""no plan at all'' ( thanks Karen for the reminder ;) ) is absolutely the way of it ... and having finally integrated the 'and' - I realise there is never any real leaving of anything , relationships included- it just changes shape , moves , shifts - and is always still there in the centre of my being , even if physical appearances would suggest otherwise !! .. right now I realise I'm trying to integrate fear itself - or maybe that should be fear of myself - and i find i'm resisting this one .....I see it serves as a 'friend' - why else would i accept roles and experiences which spin me in my life and ultimately open me up to the joy of wisdom gained-- thanks to it -- but well - fear still frightens me if I'm honest... so maybe it's a process - waitinf for that too to shape shift and remain there in the centre of my I Am .. thank you Lauren for given shape to those grey areas x

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Joanna
4/7/2018 21:12:46

Ah! Thanks for sharing this Jacqui! It certainly is what you said here: "and having finally integrated the 'and' - I realise there is never any real leaving of anything , relationships included- it just changes shape , moves , shifts - and is always still there in the centre of my being , even if physical appearances would suggest otherwise !!"

Certainly feels good doesn't it?!

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jacqui salsby
4/8/2018 05:59:55

Thanks Joanna !! - <3 . it certainly does ever expanding and never changing..

Lauren
4/8/2018 08:39:10

Jacqi - I am just now "getting this" - I realise there is never any real leaving of anything , relationships included- it just changes shape , moves , shifts - I am going to add that to the next Center of Being publication we will be creating for this summer. I love this. AND, I have just realized this for myself, which I talked about in my notes post. You captured it beautifully and in perfection for me. THANK YOU!




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