And with that, my graphic is obsolete - I will make a new one. Cross out transfiguration:P
Today’s Banyan Tree conference call and experience included the theme: I AM CREATION.
On the video chat, we talked about what we are creating – I like to sense into the words embodied creation in and beyond the realization experience.
To be realized without the embodied creation would be such a waste after I have come this far, my “Infinite I” says on days when an edge of me feels like it’s time to peace out.
As Karen so artfully pointed out on the call, she is not focusing on a goal or intention of creating in the future (no agenda and beyond linear time), but rather observing the creation that is already happening right now – infinite now.
In other words, it is the knowing that I am already creating with every breath I take. Why not take a look at that which is already here and ongoing in the state of being – the perpetual state of becoming – enlightenment.
I shared that what I was creating was a “light” body – I referred to it some months ago as the body of the beyond and I tend to lean toward that terminology for now.
And Ruth stepped into share that in the Gene Keys, Richard Rudd talks about the glory body– a term that reverberated through the call.
I’ve been wanting to write about the body I am creating and what my Infinite I (master, human, I am/ I exist in one grand shining light with one communication) has been sharing with me.
Last week I was having the suffering again – tired, swollen, and the worst - extremely slow digestion. It’s not as bad as it used to be because I don’t have the emotional body and the mental body that amplifies such things. Man, those thoughts and emotions can take a tiny ailment and turn it into a massive one if we allow them…and I have…
So, like Karen, I decided to observe with wisdom what was going on. I want my digestion to work. I want this transfiguration to be done.
Then the Infinite I said – THIS IS NOT A TRANSFIGURATION AT ALL. NEVER WILL BE!
Transfiguration is defined as a complete change of form or appearance into a more beautiful or spiritual state. It is Jesus on the mountain top. It is an alchemical transformation from one state to another – from density into lightness.
It seemed I had been holding onto this beLIEf for so long and now I was being told to let it go. Right now!
Instead, the Infinite I showed me that I had one body that was biologically run and energy-consumption driven. AND, I was consciously creating a separate body – the body of beyond – the light body – the glory body. AND, as soon as the body of beyond was ready I was going to jump ship from the biological one (that is essentially dying) and embody the new one.
Of course, the two bodies are not so separate. I feel them in a nanosecond of separation. One lying in one reality and the same one lying in another reality, simultaneous and overlapping realities.
Yet, just like we talked about seven chakras when they were one and just like we talked about a master and human separation when they were all one, I’m going to talk about them separately to bring the mind along. The mind as a computer for information processing rather than analyzation or aspect conversations. D calls it the second mind, and I like that.
With that, here is my big fat AHA! For the week. It is only for me and like always you get to decide what is for you.
Instead of transfiguring, referenced in all the old texts leading up to now – forget the ancients, we are doing something new – and we already transfigured in another lifetime to the best of my wisdom ---
I find I am transmigrating. Transmigration is the passage of a soul after death into another body.
Metempsychosis rather than metamorphosis. Let the butterfly image go…
Only I am not going into a baby body; I am going into a body designed for me and by ME!
Now that IS creationJ
So, all this time I was wishing for better digestion and metabolism (something I have enjoyed off and on), this new body won’t even digest in a biological way.
That’s why for the past few months the Infinite I has been saying – it doesn’t matter what you eat, how long you sleep, blah blah blah. JUST BE. Just be. Just be.
For example, I really had hit the glass ceiling on my own enlightenment thinking not on the surface, yet somewhere deep down inside of me that the saying you can eat whatever you want meant I would obtain an amazing metabolism. Metabolism isn’t even going to exist. Let’s shatter that glass ceiling.
In my massage today, to sooth all the aches and pain, I realized the validity of Ruth’s comments on the call – for me.
Ruth used to be a hospice nurse and like many of us who have worked with those leaving the physical body, she noticed how much the biology wants to live, to hang onto life as it perceives it, even when the soul or spirit is to ready to cross into its next life.
In the massage, I understood the tense muscles were not just knots, the knots were actually the muscles physically holding onto my bones for dear life.
Like someone drowning would grasp onto a life raft thrown their way, my muscles were grasping onto my bones because the cells that make them up know death is coming.
All that neck pain, the tooth pain, it’s all the biological resistance to this death impending.
It was only when I severed the emotion and mental body response to physical body’s continual discomfort that I was truly able to see the actual and pure physical biological reaction to this transmigration.
I feel like I am dangling on a rope from a moving helicopter way up above a very large mountain range. The helicopter pilot (also me) has been told to signal to me (dangling one) at the exact moment to let go of the rope. And as soon as I let go, the wings that I have never used before will pop out and I will soar. I suspect it’s like a heart transplant only a whole body one. Human example, but for the sake of story and writing things down.
If this terrifies you, and you would like to talk to someone who has actually experienced it. Serapis Bey is hanging out beneath the majestic golden rays of the Banyan Tree. He cannot do it for you, but he can answer questions. And, as always, your Infinite I is there to show you exactly what you need to see in any given moment.
I cannot stress enough that is my own creation. Perhaps some of you are transfiguring rather than transmigrating or something else entirely. I’d love to hear from you.
On the call, I blurted out that perhaps one might “do” a dream walk for the dying body, but when I went a bit deeper into the infinite I, I sensed the creation of the body of beyond is my wide-angle super soft focus and this old biological body doesn’t need any more attention than it has been given the past few thousand years.
Still developing and feedback welcome and appreciated. Without the call, I could not have written this. Thank you!