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Surfing Into the Expanse

8/16/2018

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Oh! to put words to what has been created in my life by my Infinite I (the master, human, and I Exist as one) these past weeks, seems such a daunting task. 

First I want to say how important and fulfilling my friendships are in this realized lifetime - not even realized or enlightened captures this state of Being - far too limiting let's try this - life of FREEDOM. Being. Freedom. A resonance without words.

It wasn't until I stepped out of my Vancouver hotel to the bench across the street that I realized or saw with fresh eyes how truly beautiful it is to have friends like you all. 

There sat Karen, Joanna, Momo, Maureen, and Ruth. I saw the beings before me in all their soul expanded glory. Momo and Ruth - friends that never came through the CC materials - just as sparkling and aware, and equally unique sovereign souls. Karen, Maureen, and Joanna, who once resonated with CC materials and then made their own unique paths. It's as if super nova occurred in each of the souls, and I was privileged enough to witness it beyond linear time.

A supernova is a transient astronomical event that occurs during the last stellar evolutionary stages of a star's life (the proverbial last human life), whose destruction is marked by one final, titanic explosion. It's not so much a destruction but a massive explosion back into the true nature of self, and into the Third Circle of Creation.

​I could see the timeless evolution. The first circle in the oneness, the second circle as we places a piece of ourselves into this Earth reality, only to have the experience of knowing we are God also through that perception of duality - human and divine - that we were never separate. The two parts of self merge into human and divine AS ONE, and we return to wholeness while in physical form - not oneness with others but with the self in a beautiful show of brilliant fireworks that celebrates the remembering we have always been one with self. 


All I could 'think' of was the word honored. I was in complete awe and honor of these beings who showed up physically to hang out with me and each other. Perhaps honor is the soul side of the human recognition. No matter how realized you are, no matter your level of awareness, as long as you are still in a human body that desire to be seen and to see others does not go away. You are still complete without it, but my creation is this space where we honor one another instead of making comparisons and having to help or heal or teach one another. 

These words played through me. This is my creation for myself; these people who showed up chose it for themselves, too, and it brought us together.

The meeting is everything I wanted the other organizations (CC and Masters Hub) but weren't. And I realized until someone is honoring themselves, there is no way they can honor another. As long as someone is judging or comparing themselves, they will do the same to others. If they have not allowed the emergence of human and divine as one within them, they will continue to place others on a pedestal and then seem to enjoy tearing them down. How do I know? I've done it! 

There's something about this. Leading up to realization, we bring situations into our lives to reflect our inner states, so things can come up for integration. For example, if we are still battling internally, for example concepts of right and wrong and the emotional states that go with us, we will bring mirroring situations into our lives that allow us to move beyond dualistic concepts. And then, one day, the mirror stops. More on this below. 

What I want to say in one sentence is: what each of you bring to this space, what I bring to this space, is that honor that can only come when the duality of human and divine has merged or emerged into one, that can only occur in a consciousness that is beyond separation of self and the dualistic, linear perceptions that come with it. 

In my personal life, I have been in the effortless creation state, and allowing my human perceptions to catch up. It coming in quick too. I'll borrow some words from Keahak...I've been spent to a level of experience that has no basis on the past. Before experiences were predicated on the past, or shaped by past experience. That's all karma ever is and was: The law of cause and effect. This happened in the past, and now I have this experience based on that. 

Creation is beyond linear time and has no basis on past experience. For example, I have been persecuted and shut down in groups in the past, so I sit back and share rarely even when I have something to express. In the integration of the human and divine (Infinite I), you go beyond linear time. All those past experiences that told you what was safe and what was not, no longer apply. 

Creation from nothing, seems to cover this. Creation from no prior experiences. It's the swimming metaphor I have used before. When you swim you push off the side of the pool or the bottom of the ocean to get momentum to start swimming. This no energy creation, or true creation, you don't need to push off the wall or the ocean floor. In other words, you don't need to use a battle situation to move enough energy to catapult you into the next experience, for example. The no energy creation is creation without momentum, without effort. Motion requires no movement. 

It started about three weeks ago. My energy aware neighbor moved, and an energy unaware couple moved in. A heat wave hit. The electricity went out. The internet went out. Suddenly, I have ants and a moldy smell taking over the bedroom. My dog is ill.  

So annoying and how did I create this, or better yet why? Well, a week ago I realized I am feeling so trapped and anchored by this condo. The day to day grind of living somewhere is not me. Some people are house people and some are nomads... I'm the latter. That is where I thrive. Freedom to move about the cabin, no safety belts.  

All of these little annoyances piled up, in a moment of frustration (I feel frustration on the edges of my being, not inside of self anymore, that is a calm ocean no matter the external) I called the owner of the house and said I'd like to move and break the lease without penalty. He agreed immediately. I called my mom and was direct with what I needed and wanted from her. She agreed to fly out, hang out, and we'll drive my cars and Ollie back to her house while I travel for a bit. I called the airline to change my ticket for the Europe trip. They waved all the fees because it took them an hour to change the flight. I ended up being cheaper and I got a refund. This all happened in three hours. 

There is no mirror. There is creation. 

Based on my past experiences, I remembered that I would have needed to examine why I was creating shitty neighbors and a shitty living situation. A year ago I would have wondered what I needed to integrate within me. This time is was totally clear that this creation was mine and it was actually a really beautiful and smooth creation to move from this space into one that better suited me. It was a steady laid out 'plan' to allow me to float out of my lease and into the next phase of my life. Creation unfolding in a simultaneous moment. 

I am surfing into the beyond. I have been surfing here the whole time. And while I used to write about moving into realization and share from others support for that experience, what I will be writing and sharing now is simply how I live in this space of freedom and effortless creation, and I hope you will as well. In deep honor and appreciation of Self, that can be felt by others also in honor of themselves. 

Something new is brewing and I'm going to paddle directly into that wave. Oh wait, I've been riding this wave all along. It's instant, this knowing. 

That's the theme of realization these days. You have an undeniable moment of clarity in realization (so limiting a word but for reference), and that moment returns and returns again and you go back into your life and all its defining moments and you become aware that you were only pretending to be un-enlightened the whole time.

It's like a gentle Earthquake that creates a a rolling effect across the planet of self. The roll causes the streets to lift from the core and land in new places and new patterns.

The pathways to the core of your being that branch or expand from your center in all directions. They open up and become clear. These conscious pathways rewrite themselves. Sometimes there is no center, no core, and no edges because you go into the no separation even more. Expanding in and out at will of the passion. 

The past is re-written and then it doesn't exist as all because there was never a timeline. In the infinity of simultaneous living, you create from no thing because you are already everything. You don't need to grab at an experience to make a mental decision, you don't even think about the next six months because its already contained within you. 

​My things will go into a storage unit, and then I will walk, surf, and fly into my creation, knowing I am already in it. And I will write about it. 

I took a pause to come back and read this to see if I captured the moment. A yellow breasted bird flew up. No it was not a master friend visiting me. It was me visiting me. I do not need the ascended master to reflect anything back to me. The bird perched on the chair beside me. Me staring back at me. Empty eyes, ready for the mirror-free creation. 

The bird had empty eyes just like mine, free from expectations or past experience. Free from seeing myself through the eyes of others, but as exactly as I am. That I am.

12 Comments
Joanna
8/16/2018 11:28:31

Wow Lauren, no words,,,ok maybe a few haha. I absolutely love how you captured this. How you used the branches was awesome... I had experienced it as the bubbly things that Donnie Darko sees coming out of people, except mine were all directions. I'm so amazed to be able to share this experience...different flavours yum!

I just started an article called in part 'no centre' as it's what I would rather share about for the most part...it is my new article for the book lol....and I also knew what you were moving into after seeing you this weekend (and already did). She's moving from centre to no centre I thought... This is why I say that 'master' is a doorway or an access point rather than an end all be all place to arrive at. The non-verbal conversations we have! The best!

Thanks for lighting the fire...and meet me in the same spot for the rest of the transmission..... <3

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Lauren
8/16/2018 11:36:36

Also, there never needs to be a lag time between creation and its representation in physical form. Why have an experience in human world that doesn't match your insides? It doesn't have to, but why not choose that in celebration of self realized. Choice in experience.

I do find I have no center at moments of awareness and I go back to the center, which I consider the I Exist, both are states of being that run simultaneous - I like to access both perceptions of consciousness in myself. Why limit to the no center state of being?

Love the non-verbal communications. I borrowed a lot here. Stuff from Momo, D and everyone in Vancouver. It's a blast to share without losing yourself in something. Sharing where Sovereignty is a given.

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Joanna
8/16/2018 11:59:22

I totally agree, I don't stick to one state or another either....but I have freedom to access whatever within myself ... my preference is no centre though :). I'm talking about coming into awareness of the different consciousness spaces either simultaneously or freely moving into whatever is chosen and realizing it's not just about being a master/soul/michael (he he) or whatever kind of definition. The funny thing is that in certain states, and the state I moved out here in, I seriously didn't care what my 'experience' was....I just wanted to be here fully in the physical.... but this has shifted.

The time lag for me personally, well I'm writing about this all right now....and it's also no longer. :)

Lauren
8/16/2018 12:02:45

That makes a lot of "sense" - I get it now. Moving beyond those clear delineation between soul and human and so on. The integration of the human and divine beyond separation. Thanks for explaining. I feel you but the words and where you are coming from is so helpful. Like I get it now what you are saying in the most basic terms.

Joanna
8/16/2018 12:14:13

I'm always interested in how to explain the experience and I know you are to...and it's good you ask me or challenge what it is I'm saying.. it gives me clarity in how to say it.. it's one of the challenges I have in writing it...which is why I like video...and no I don't do it enough lol... but how you described it, well, it's the best description...could see it clearly what you were experiencing.

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Lindsay
8/16/2018 12:15:52

Beautiful post, thank you. I so appreciate the space you have created here.

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Sue
8/16/2018 14:50:59

WOW and more WOW. Thank you Lauren xxx

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Les Montgomery
8/16/2018 19:57:07

wow is all I can say. During my 30 some years in the Pentecostal movement we had a phrase that we used that sounded like this. Wow that was really an anointed message. And that took place when whoever was giving the message was speaking by the the spirit and from their spirit,it was like a Holy Ghost thing. :) but all that is passed now so now I say "wow"all that you have said came from your soul passion, the passion of the soul, the passion from your sovereignty. Anyone can lay down a bunch of words on paper or in a book but when the words come from the heart come from the soul passion the soul of the one hearing the words or reading the words can feel the resonance.. SO,,,,, think you Lauren,Joanna and all the rest of you who were at that Vancouver meeting but not only limited to that gathering BUT "think you" to all of us that are on this river ride .... LOVE is truly loving us.

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Karen
8/16/2018 22:24:54

Amen Les! I grew up Mennonite and had a brief foray into a Pentecostal experience so I get the gist of what you are saying from that experience.

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Xanthe
8/16/2018 20:23:04

Wow!!! So loved reading how you expressed this movement Lauren and it crystallised something for me re no centre, so richly described by you.
And I’m in the midst of writing my final essay for group and there are things that went pop for me as writing it, regarding sharing my experience and no mirror.

And half way through reading what you wrote I found myself in my Uluru experience of vastness, moving from one space to another, reading your writing yet feeling that for myself.

And this also well served by the conversation with you and Jo above also!

Feels so delicious just to sit in it! Thank you!! ♥️

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Maureen
8/17/2018 10:33:25

Really love the way you expressed this Lauren and the conversation between you and Joanna. I am feeling that more and more - centre/no centre . Love the surfing feeling - and, bonus, I don't get seasick!

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Guillem
8/18/2018 11:19:21

You always actualize it to the best with your words, Lauren. They make me re-order/expand as I read. What a beautiful description of your gathering and such beautiful clarity in your move adventure and next steps. And so loved the bird experience! As always, THANK YOU, and loved the comments too, Joanna and everybody!

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