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Spiraling into an Ever-expanding Definition of Sovereignty

9/22/2018

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It's been an intense time for me in allowing yet even more of myself to come in. 

Being - a perpetual state of becoming - is a full time job.

I am reminded we can hit pause if and when we want to, yet I have hit pause so many times of the course of lifetimes, it is simply not appropriate for me anymore. 

I friend told me, "You know you can slow this down."

"Actually, that would make me really sick," I replied. "It's at the tipping point - one little molecule of consciousness has tilted the whole thing out of balance.

You cannot go back; the only way is to find a new equilibrium that has not been reached before. To go back, would throw off the very nature of my being, might even blow up my body or more likely, my mind."

Further, Joanna said it best in her last article. It's not like you are saying "goodbye, I'll see you next lifetime."

When we died a physical death after our failures in Atlantis and the mess that was the crucifixion, we knew there would be other chances.

When it didn't work out with our soul mate, we knew we would meet them again and again and again in another lifetime to "try again."

The goodbyes I am saying in this state are indeed forever at least in the ways we are familiar with. It's not like I'm going back to the bridge of flowers again to prepare for another life when I leave this physical vessel.

I'm stepping into the third circle, or I am there, and I never left it, I realize.

There's no game that can be played again the same way - the one we all know how to play pretty well. 

Saying goodbye to my family, to those from Atlantean lifetimes (also to all space or star connections), all family and friends from the times of Yeshua, from the Vedic period in India, from the shores of Avalon and beyond - well, its not just leaving a club (thanks for those words, Joanna), it's a final farewell or sorts. 

I was not crying from human emotion this past week.

The tears roll through my physical body, yet they are the tears of the I AM - well beyond human thought and related emotions.

They are the tears of a non-human BEING from space who came to Earth to create something and messed it up so grandly. There is no forgiveness involved here - only a deep awareness and the necessity of allowing it to roll through every last bit of myself without hitting pause. 

With the ever so popular human trick of compartmentalizing, we, for example, say, when something is off - that's just the human side and not reflective of the big picture. That's just their human acting out...That's just this or that. Anything you separate from one another to keep it in line in your head compartments...

Yet, once your mind stops working that way, or you move beyond it, that human dualitistic way of compartmentalizing becomes a tool you can no longer access or rely on. You can't just write off behavior as the human or its last hurrah. Let's add in some maturity here.

Maturity being a balance in awareness and the resulting energy surrounding your current state of being.  

Maturity being not taking every single organizational buzz word and applying it directly as a filter of your experience.

You are still allowing yourself to be defined by others through this habit, by the way.
A need to place an experience into yet another category. What if an experience is beyond category?

In other words, I cannot do the old human defense tactic of compartmentalization.

It's the tactic that allows for us to make excuses for people - another strange human trait - instead of feeling into the overarching consciousness of something or someone and deciding if we feel okay to have our own consciousness meld with it in creation.

These are not little decisions. When you connect with something, you create with it. Where you place your energy, or consciousness, rather, is not just a trip or vacation, it is creation.

Doing so without awareness, well, you can feel into that. 

Every breath you take creates. Every step you take creates. Where you put your money, that too is a creation. Everything is connected and the only way to disconnect is to see that real clearly. 

Yet, in saying firmly "No," to these old relations whether it be biological or angelic family or organizations, "I am operating as a sovereign being," means never operating in those loops and stories ever again, not in the same way. Yet, it is not a disconnect into a void (at least not yet for me). That will come later. Or perhaps it is a reality I can access now???!!!

It's a complete restructure of my relationship with everyone outside myself and thus, a changing relationship I have with myself.

As more of ME enters this physical vessel, I expand. 

In the expansion, more layers of myself become visible to me. 

I took an ancestral freedom course as a singular human, and completed it. 

Now as more layers are in my awareness, I begin to see and realize what that means for me beyond this lifetime and this human self called Lauren and her identities which no longer exist.

Or the definition of human expands and as we pull those parts and pieces into awareness, we move down the spiral and revisited everything we once knew to be true. 

So often in the dogma-laden vocabulary of the Crimson Circle and other organizational ties, we talk about disconnect. 

And it is appropriate -- yet in the "disconnect" I begin to see the complex webs of connection.

It's not like you can remove yourself entirely from everything - at least not right now - what you change instead is your relationship with them. I'm not talking just about people and organizations.

I'm talking energy and even more so how consciousness streams (senses) and archetypical energies (so hard to pick words) interact with one another and what they create. 

The "ties" don't go away completely, yet the look and feel much different. We are not cutting cords with etheric knives, for heaven's sake.

In other words, the streams of the overarching (archetype) consciousness that flow within you and between you and what is outside of you, begin to change direction.

Everything supports you now instead of hindering your personal evolution, but there is a shifting tide is not without tugs and pulls.

There is a regime change, you are now the king or queen (all of you not just a small portion of you - it's not an external concept floating in the clouds that you post about on social media but completely internal and overtly sensual) of your own domain.

You do not rule over people but over SELF - all of it. Even the parts and pieces who have never touched down on Earth. 

Oh, how thin I had spread myself, my consciousness of who I AM. Wow. Come back into my awareness right here, right now. 

For an example that is easy on the brain, seeing my mom for three days about a week ago, I realized just by being around me, she was profoundly affected, and unknowingly to her narrow-view human awareness she was changing her karmic relationship with her ancestral body and family. 

The first night my mom was terribly sick to her stomach - throwing up and the other... She said it was bad food (If you still are pointing to food poisoning and such as a reason for your symptoms like a friend I have who is a twenty-year Shaumbra, well, I got nothing nothing left for you).

I could see so clearly in the spiral of allowing more of who I am to expand, I was also disconnecting, or rather, re-writing the connection between myself in my ancestral lineage. My mom - well none of us operate in a vacuum - we are sovereign and yet what we do has a ripple effect that moves beyond the space-time continuum - was feeling that at her deepest layers too. 

After she got back home (got her a plane ticket back - three days is plenty!), my mom's estranged brother who had not talked to her in twelve years contacted her and demanded a copy of my grandmother's will. He planned to contest it. He didn't say, "Hi, I am so sorry. I'd like to reconnect." He came out with his swords in hand. 

All the old junk for her and this family coming up for release just because she was in my physical presence. 

It's easier for me to remain behind the short wall to watch all of this when it comes to my human physical family lineage. Much easier than any connection from Yeshua and Mary Magdalene timelines and Atlantean dramas. 

Last night I saw my great grandmother Helen (passed long before I was born but who was with me most of my life) and my grandmother Lillian, who died last summer, cross the bridge of flowers.

Realizing they were not going to heal or transform this deep ancestral wound from the near Earth realms (they learned from watching me all this time), they both made the decision independent from each other, the best thing they could do was return to their angelic families, get a full life review, and transform themselves, rather than the agenda-laden, string-pulling which is a defining characteristic of near Earth realm living. They could come back to Earth with a fresh life start. 

I too see this happening in the Crimson Council connection I have. I was deeply rooted in this space for an amount that cannot be measured in time, but can be measured by how much of myself I put into it - all of me. 

It comes in more and more as I move down the spiral of the new-ness of myself I have brought into this physical body or more so the awareness in this point of being.

My sense of focus is no longer creating an image of my realization happening in a vacuum. My sense of focus has expanded to realizing my embodied enlightenment affects everything around me - even and especially when I am firmly in a no agenda observation state.

(The Banyan Tree specifically, more later). 

Somewhat necessary was this focus to think realization was only about me. Now I simply cannot make my focus that narrow anymore.

Choosing realization for yourself is like throwing a giant rock in a still lake. The ripples reach out infinitely, as as you deepen into the realized state of being, your awareness of who you are and why you are here expands infinitely as well. 

The vacuum was an illusion, and the definition of sovereignty is as dynamic and ever-changing as my state of being. 

​I'm pleased to report the tears have stopped. I could have watered the Sahara Desert with them. My I AM is that big:)

9 Comments
Xanthe
9/22/2018 17:28:56

Thank you Lauren for expressing so beautifully and clearly. They have sparked more clarity for me and well simply just feel ahhh reading your article sitting an outdoor cafe this morning!
I resonate with much, like the entire experience of not doing it just for Self, that feeling of being came in in recent times, of moving beyond individual self concerns, for there aren’t any in the vastness of I am.
And yet your unique perspective also adds to my experience. I know we all do that for each other and I love the experience and dance of, moving and expressing from these big picture places. You touch my heart (tears roll down as I’m writing this).
Thank you for being, becoming you so exquisitely. 🙏♥️

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LES AND KAREN MONTGOMERY
9/22/2018 20:12:50

How interesting. Les is in the hospital. Kidney failure. When I arrived at the hospital room a cheerful, fun loving nurse was in with him. She asked us both questions. And then the fun began. As her shift came to an end she came by to tell us she wished we had come earlier because we could have had such a good time. Then Nurse JONI appeared today. Not a smile anywhere on this womans face. As she walked out the door I said to Les, "SHe needs to be lit up." I left the hospital and returned a few hours later. She was about two doors down from Les room. She looked at me, smiled and waved. At shift changing time she entered his room all smiles and laughing and very friendly and reminded us that she would be his nurse tomorrow. When the doctors at the ER realized that Les was in renal failure I briefly thought about it and wondered who we would meet at the hospital and what interactions we might have. Can't wait to see Nurse JONI tomorrow and hopefully continue to share some laughs.

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Xanthe
9/22/2018 20:44:38

Loved reading your experience Karen. And all the best for Les at this time. ♥️

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Joanna
9/22/2018 22:38:40

I love it.. Joni will never be the same again. :)

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Lauren
9/23/2018 11:56:02

Love your outlook. Yep, Joni won't be the same. Thanks for sharing with us, Karen. Hugs and a great big smile to you and Les!

Joanna
9/22/2018 22:35:03

Love love.

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Deneen
9/25/2018 09:28:18

Loved this Lauren ~ as I do all your shares, for you captured what resonates with me once again. Thank you ♥️.

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Les Montgomery
9/30/2018 08:53:13

Good morning boys and girls, allow me a few moments to ramble on a bit as I get some thoughts that are bouncing around in my head down on paper so to speak. The Les Montgomery part of me was not physically there when the call went out and the order of the ark was formed. So now I have all the wonderful stories told by Tobias and Adamas St. Germain and all the others that has given us channeled information from the other side. This information felt so right on, and a part of me deep inside has been screaming yes yes yes this is right. So the call went out and I came as a representative of my family of beings. It seems like there were 144,000 of us that came to do this new thing, to take this new journey to this place called earth. I guess you could call it a mission impossible or Possible. So we set things in order to come here and took on this thing that we called the human with the stipulation that we would not remember, that we would have amnesia, the veil of forgetfulness. Tobias and Adamas St. Germain told us that we went into this place called a cocoon and from there a Part came down into physical bodies to live out many lifetimes in a very slowed down format so that we could realize how things were created, how we created things in a really slow down process. Somehow in all of this, I have this, don’t ask me how but I have this knowing that I have been here for eons and eons, many lifetimes. Now if I have this part of the story right it seems like some if not all of the original 144,000 of us that were in those cocoons have decided to wake up, and in my case wants to come to the part that is the Les Montgomery to join together as one. The part that was in the cocoon is/was IAM that I am. That cocooned part is and was always a sovereign being, now this human part this Les Montgomery part has said yes yes yes I recognize I realize that I too am that IAM a sovereign being. I had a story, an identity for these 73 years. From the other side Tobias says that he created a shell body that he called Sam in which he put apart of himself and at a certain appointed time Tobias would enter into that shell body, that human that he called Sam. And at that time Sam would begin to re-cognize, realize that he was, IS the embodied essence, sovereign being of Tobias. This, right here boys and girls is how, It is the picture of how it was done with all of us. Now the Les Montgomery part of me has never experienced what it is like to be The Sovereign ME. It is rather easy for him to become frustrated, to get his panties all in a wad, uptight you might say, and I have to give him the same grace that he gave me before I fully came into his body. It is no longer he and me it is now “WE”…… WOW….. This truly is a New Game the New Day has dawned, and what a ride it is. Miss Lauren
(Sar'h) I’ll see you in Italy. As we are Spiraling into an Ever-expanding Definition of Sovereignty

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Momo
10/6/2018 19:14:44

Full being smile reading this Les. Thanks! :-)

And Lauren, I have no words for the wisdom you are transmitting, here there everywhere...

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