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Sovniverse - Wisdom of I AM, AND

4/11/2018

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Hey friends, I love all of your shares and will respond...eventually...yet I wanted to share what is going on with me right now and why it is so hard to read, respond, etc. on here. Well, hard is not the right word. It's not 'appropriate' to respond in this current context. 

Sometime last week, I began having conversations in my dreams (nothing new here but the conversation was). I was going through an awareness of the difference between my soul voice and the voice (not the right word but for the sake of story) of my master self. Like El Morya I find the word master far too limiting and a bit puke-worthy, so perhaps I will just call it the I AM. 

So I was discerning between my soul wisdom voice and the deep knowingness of the I AM. Waves of the I AM have been rolling in...I don't have anything to compare it to. It's not integration. It's so far from processing. There is no trash to burn off. There is no fear.

There is discomfort. That feeling like I wrote in my 'Notes' post - like you left the stove on but know you did not. My body feels stretched...I won't say new, because it is too familiar at the same time. 

Yesterday was particularly uncomfortable. I was in the bathroom getting something from under the counter and Damaian was out of the house on his own. As I leaned down in the tiny bathroom here at my California home, I felt a very large presence behind me. Damian is a big dude - tall, muscular build. I said out loud, "D, is that you?"

Then I realized the bathroom door was closed. I was alone. Duh. And...

Then I realized this tall figure (HUGE, almost dark - a black hole...) was me. No, I'm not integrating an aspect. Having thousands of experiences in that experience, I'm 100% clear on what that feels like. This was me - this figure was my I Am (my master self). 

So I decided to take a long walk alone - even without the dog - a long walk with the huge I AM. 

I asked a question without words. An inquiry without a solid question. The "answer" I received about what I was experiencing ...

You are in the Sovniverse - like omniverse. OMNIVERSE is defined as the collection of every single universe, dimension, realm, reality and all the wisdom that goes with it.

In this context, the word was changed to add sovereign. So, my I AM was telling me "we" are in the sovereign omniverse of SELF. 

Well, okay...makes sense if you do not think at all. 

The GRAND figure continued to walk behind me. I invite it in. More so it is less coming in, that I am letting go.

Letting go of Earth nature, letting go of my biology, letting go of human constructs like systems, concepts of right and wrong. Sure, I did this before as you have but another layer in the spiral of the return to self is seamlessly occurring. Yet, I am still stretched, melting into myself. 

I do not care if I die, I tell it. There is nothing I have left to do that cannot be done without a body, I say. I am complete in life. Just come in already and quit following me around. It's so 'time.' Time for the end of separation and a new era of sovereign one-ness (for lack of a better term). The clear drop of consciousness, I think Joanna called it....

No fear. No resistance. I have already died a thousand deaths in this body and lived. I am no longer attached to this body. It's ready to go. But I know deeply I will continue walking on Earth for sometime, just not in a biological vehicle.

By the end of the walk the I AM (master self for you Keahak people) is touching me on my back. I feel it coming into merge with the spinal cord. The base of the neck so irritated from this whole thing. 

I realize I cannot create - we cannot create what we wish to do with the Banyan Tree - until each of us are in our SOVNIVERSE. I will not be ready to share until the I AM is done doing whatever it does. Yet, I do have a timeline. That will be June. Then, and only then, will I really be able to ..... create....with you....and not lose myself....without even a molecule of agenda or force....

So until then, I am inviting you to step into your sovniverse - create at will. Create forums on Ryver at will from your sovniverse. You don't need my permission.

I invite you to gather at the Banyan Tree on April 16 from the space of your sovniverse. I have been driving this vehicle for so long, I couldn't pick up the reigns if I tried.  It's not that I don't care - well that too - but instead of caring, I'm going to let the seed blossom on it's own. It doesn't need me to water it anymore. The wisdom you add here is plenty. 

Like Joanna said and like I stated so clearly in the manifesto, if you are here, this is your creation too. And this creation needs no leadership. It doesn't need anything, of course, but what will make it blossom is more people in their I AM-ness.

Next post, I will share a beautiful poem by Kim, which is the song she is singing to herself and the wisdom she is lending to the Banyan Tree. 

One final note, I invite you to sense into archetypal realms that are left from "previous" ancient civilazations, such as Atlantis, Avalon, The Vedic Period, Ancient Egypt....and ponder if that is what the Banyan Tree could be.

Long after we have finished our last lives on this planet, could we possible create something as GRAND... could the achetypal energy/ wisdom of the Banyan Tree exist on for eons of time for those choosing consciousness over automation.

Perhaps we are laying the groundwork, creating a portal/ an energetic pathway - without force or persuasion - into true freedom for those who will live in the age of the machine. 

For me nothing is more exciting. And I am not going to taint it will any human garbage, so I will wait until June. 

See you under the Banyan Tree on April 16. Perhaps if you have been "using" the tree to heal, fill yourself up, gain something, perhaps you will grace it with your sovniversal wisdom instead. 


20 Comments
jacqueline salsby
4/11/2018 14:06:30

Sometimes , when i read your writings Lauren, I feel as if i have stumbled upon an open diary ......... so honest, so raw , so innocent...........without any purpose in particular.
I remember a comment you made , a question mark over the 'word' integrity............and yet , isn't this exactly it . A truth spoken between i and I , a clarity only found where there is no other.. no muddying of the water with language/belief/opinion..
there we meet in love , i and I , devoted ,loyal no need for poetry - I Am ... the only poem...
thank you

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Karen
4/11/2018 16:43:49

Jaquie, so wonderfully expressed. Inspires me to say amen.

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Karen
4/11/2018 16:45:35

And to say ditto to you Lauren

Lauren
4/12/2018 07:56:54

Thanks, Jacqi - there is so much wisdom in your comments I am creating a file for them. Glad you are here.

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Xanthe
4/13/2018 08:10:17

Your words express so beautifully how I feel reading Laurens words, thanks Jacqui.

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Guillem
4/11/2018 15:29:23

Thank you Lauren as always. I don't know what is the Banyan Tree. Perhaps it is just the place where we find our sovereingty. Each one of us. The only thing I know is it's not a place to get something but to BE, as you suggest at the end of the post. And WOOOW to this: "Perhaps we are laying the groundwork, creating a portal/ an energetic pathway - without force or persuasion - into true freedom for those who will live in the age of the machine".

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Guillem
4/11/2018 15:52:51

And I'm feeling a bit stretched this past week too with some discomfort in my bowels. This combined with increasing moments of expanded clarity and becoming.

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Lauren
4/12/2018 07:58:11

Thanks for sharing, Gulliem. My stomach is a bit iffy these days. Can you shit out your biology? - asking for a friend:)

Guillem
4/15/2018 14:06:22

Yes, no problem to go to the toilet. It's more a stress discomfort. When my human gets mentally stressed or if I try to do a lot of things these days I have these bowel symproms, mainly aches&pains. I've started to eat differently: no gluten, dairy and sugar. I tried this for 3 weeks last summer and I went to the toilet 3 times per day - and so much more fuid - versus1 time per day when I eat bread, pasta, milk, etc. Want to try again. This allowing thing is stressful to the human some days.

Zabrina
4/12/2018 10:25:45

As I read this, I feel my spine getting straighter and reaching for the sky. I sit with ease and lightness in my body, and yet I also have an image of my soul self curled into a fetal position laughing with joy and abandonment. I have not thoughts on why. Last week I received a book in the mail that I ordered because I thought it was about animal communication. Inside were energetic processes that were new to me. I ran the allergy process on myself and I haven't sneezed or had itchy eyes from my cat since. It took about one minute. Just sharing because I am still in awe.
I am glad Lauren referenced that uncomfortable feeling as like thinking I left the stove on. I can so relate to that these days!

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Lauren
4/13/2018 08:04:54

Wow - thanks for sharing Zabrina! Always a joy!

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Karen
4/13/2018 10:05:01

Zabrina...curious about the book and the process. Would you pass on the title and author? Thanks.

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Zabrina
4/22/2018 08:03:29

Sure Karen! I felt a nudge this morning to check comments here. I'll share on Ryver to be sure you see it .

Joanna
4/13/2018 16:19:47

Soniverse. Perfect. It's all I've got. :D

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Ruthraven
4/18/2018 08:14:18

Wow,Wow, As I read Lauren's treatise and your comments I am struck by how we are all going thru similar situations. As soon as it's spoken or written the thoughts/energy (don't really have a word for it) is taken on and in our sharing we realize it's flooding all of us. I also have this sense of a large being behind me, I also have been having bowel issues and body aches. At the banyan tree I felt energetic bodies that weren't fully present and in my coming and going the phrase repeating was "Come as you are, Leave as you wish to be"... I'm loving this journey with the all-ness of us.

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Lauren
4/19/2018 08:11:49

I love that story and share, Ruth. Thank you.

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Joanna
4/19/2018 08:49:42

"Come as you are, Leave as you wish to be" Just perfect.

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Deneen
4/18/2018 11:23:22

There is such freedom in this post Lauren. For you. For us. A letting go of the reigns in order for us to step into and take responsibility for our creation. Truly beautiful, thank you.

I tried to partake in the Banyan Gathering, however, my attempt was thwarted by foggyhead/napfest/sleep (twice). Perhaps it was my transparent agenda giving me the middle finger. Either way...message received (and appreciated).

Yesterday was a different experience. During my morning ME time, I had the inspired thought to look up the definition of Banyan Tree as I have been feeling into this PDF that is being created by all of us. “A Banyan is a fig that begins its life as a plant that grows on another plant, when its seed germinates in a crack or crevice of a host tree” (thank you Wikipedia). Feels a bit like lives being lived simultaneously to me.

And then... the other night I remembered I had a dream that included wasps (that “nasty” insect that “attacked” me as a child while I played in the forest amongst the trees (seriously they ended up in my ears and I had to go the hospital and whatever!). (Ahah! INFORMATION received from childhood - ring a ding ding). (The dream had no other meaning other than to remind me of wasps). As I read more into the characteristics of a Banyan Tree, aka. fig fruit bearing tree, “...the tree supplies shelter and food for fig wasps and, in turn, the trees are totally dependent on the fig wasps for pollination”. I then distilled this beautiful wisdom nugget down to: we are all pollinating the Banyan Tree. Yeah we are! Weehoo : )

I feel that, for me, I limit myself (possibly with agenda) to having to hang out at the Banyan at a specific time/date. Whereas if I allow a few days before (my wasp-y dream) and a few days after (the inspired Banyan Wiki thought) it eventually comes to me. Thank you clarity.

These excerpts...”Long after we have finished our last lives on this planet, could we possible create something as GRAND... could the achetypal energy/ wisdom of the Banyan Tree exist on for eons of time for those choosing consciousness over automation.” “Perhaps we are laying the groundwork, creating a portal/ an energetic pathway - without force or persuasion - into true freedom for those who will live in the age of the machine.” ...moved me from a place so deep I don’t know whether to weep or lose my shit in excitement. So, I did both. For I believe in our legacy and I have the freedom to choose what I leave behind.

I agree with being in our own SOVNIVERSE while we lay the groundwork. This is my creation too. Here’s to sovniversal wisdom.

So happy and grateful, as always, in love to you all, Deneen, xo.

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Lauren
4/19/2018 08:13:25

Wow, Deneen! Thank you. Michael wrote a song about bumble bees and shared it with us on Ryver - speaking of wasps and buzzing. I feel your buzz and I am so thankful you shared with us.

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Joanna
4/19/2018 08:47:47

Love this Deneen! Can feel your deep passion behind the words and happy that you shared this! I'm so thrilled that we are both here!! Much much love to you.

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