Joanna, has taken me up on my offer to allow others to share their realization on this space. It gets so old hearing myself, and it is lovely to hear you all. Thanks for stepping out on the plank and jumping off with so much joy, Joanna:P All voices of realization and multiple selves welcome!
Written by Joanna...
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Wow. I’m still getting used to all this. I’ve spent the last little while in a very normal appearing human life, in a normal human relationship (there’s always more but this is the surface). During this time, however, I’ve deepened myself, met more of myself and was supported physically while doing it. I’ve isolated myself somewhat, but I’ve been in and out of many states of being….and I’ve had the respite here to do it. This has now flipped on it’s head as I head into Phase 3 as I call it…it’s time to move literally and figuratively again. Doing this video alone has moved something for me personally and I see a collective thing here too and it continues....something I'm sure I'll talk about in the near future.
A snippet of the linear walk-back-through:
While for the last 15 years I’ve been infusing who I really am in increments, there were two main ‘events’ that stand out in particular….what I call for explantation sake: 1. The ascension experience 2. The realization/embodiment. The latter came in one fell swoop into the body, it all came together into one…on one particular morning in May 2013. I will share my walk through in a video soon. This was some of our paths…like we talk about there are many.
I’m choosing video because it’s important for me in particular, to Voice…. this is part of my being, a big part, and pretty much why I’m still here. This is what She wants…all that I am. I’ve had an issue with this, both mine and not mine haha. While many old things really do disintegrate, not all issues go away immediately (or sometimes ever) in realization/embodiment. What changes is that it doesn’t matter as it used to…this is consciousness embodied….aware of all of it together.
I’m personally actually doing a really thorough clean out of my being - this is actually a different layer of all of this - of what is coming next for some if they so choose, and not everyone is going to want to. When the time is right, I’ll be sharing this part as well.
So there is both my issue and the realization that it’s actually NOW that is my time. I don’t have to edit here as I once did, with everyone. I know these are conversations that bloom, grow and create the new and won’t get stopped in their tracks.
Since about October last year, I started to sense it was time to step back into that original state of ‘enlightenment’ again….it’s original but changed (the meld of me is more substantial). I also started sensing a space around me… it was this space we’ve all created. There was also a ‘brown guy’ hanging around me as I felt it…I later discovered this was Yogananda (I’m not that great with names, not even my own haha). But I no longer consider this consciousness outside of me (that’s another story too! not really a past life one though). Reading his story and his book, it’s funny that his bestie was James J. Lynn.. I am Joanna Lynn (Lynn was once my middle name and I legally dropped both old last names I had).. maybe just a funny coincidence….who knows! There’s a Saint Joanna and a Saint Lynn… let’s bring it all together…you may address me as such: Saint Joanna Lynn. Ok, kidding… don’t….I’m off on a tangent…
Moving on.. I’m not much on Facebook, so Xanthe told me about this physically. I did, however, check out Lauren from afar before that, I could smell the ‘real deal’ hahha. Whoever smelt it dealt it takes on a new meaning here… but actually I read some things here and there and I just knew. I call most things I sense ‘smelling’, I’ve been a sniffer all my life, quite literally….food, people, you name it (ok no butts).
So once again, so very deeply happy to be a part of this all. This has happened so much more organically and feels so much more right than what I thought I could’ve and should’ve done on my own. Still so wow.
THANK YOU - from the multiplicity of ME!