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1/4/2018

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Master Friendships & Loneliness

Every morning I wake up. I have a cup of coffee, sit on my back patio (or the patio of the rental I am in) to get some fresh air and look at the moon, sun, or stars, depending on the time, and then come to my computer to write.

With D here I never feel alone, even though he is usually down in the basement studio by now working on his latest sculpture. When he is not here, I never feel alone because I am writing to you and for you, capturing moments of realization with the words available to us, and perhaps introducing new ones.

Indeed, Este has created a new story board on Ryver to collect the flashes of realization as they occur in a moment. You might check that out and share an Aha! or two. I love to go check in on that page for some conscious conversation.

The words I share are not new rather but a blending of the concepts of realization from the language of the Masters of the Far East and the blending of Western concepts of realization, currently dominated by the Crimson Circle organization - at this point in time and space. 

Further, my - or our - ascended master friends, including but not limited to M. Babaji, P. Yogananda, El Morya, Blavatasky, Mark Prophet and Liora AND whether I say it or not Kuthumi is always here too.

When I go through conversations with the beings who grace my space and this space with their presence, Kuthumi always sticks his head out and says, "Me too. I am here." My friend Tess also has a deep friendship with him like I have with Master Morya, and he seeps in that way too and always brings a laugh between the two of us. 

In one of the comments, I am not sure if you missed it, D so eloquently captured the essence of something. We were discussing realization-related organizations and he said Crimson Circle was a way to keep us alive and entertained while realization happened naturally. For me, that could not be more true and there is always an AND or many ANDs.

First of all, the Crimson Circle program called Aspectology gave me the words to describe what was happening as all the past lives returned to me. It allowed me to begin to discern what was the voice of my master self, of the soul, or the I AM, the part of me that has always been and will always be - from the aspects of self.

Who was in charge here? Who was creating my reality? AND, it made me feel as if I was not going crazy. I was talking to all these different parts of Self, negotiating with them before I knew better, and basically going on my daily hikes talking with the many voices that make up Self.

Modern psychology would call this multiple personality disorder or schizophrenia. My Austin, Texas New Age community would say they were evil spirits and would have sold me a session with a medium to clear out the spirit. I could go on...Yet, the Crimson Circle class told me I was not alone and I was not crazy. What a nice gift.

Geoffrey, who founded the Crimson Circle, wrote about this in the last magazine article, that was emailed out yesterday. My curiosity gets the better of me and I like to step into how others view things from the inside. I also like to see what similarities lie between what I share and others share, in hindsight.

Another thing he talked about other than Crimson Circle classes and workshops being an anecdote for loneliness what something I have said time and again. There's a whole host of beings - who want to be your friend and support you in embodied realization. You are never alone. In fact, the company is quality - no feeding, infinite wisdom, no social media forum needed. 

This is founding tenant of this space - A place for embodied and ascended masters to join together for a time, something we will do again on January 16th's New Moon, yet you need never wait for a formal gathering - something I lay out on the Magic page. 

But first back to the classes as an anecdote for loneliness on this experience of embodiment. When I first joined Keahak in 2014, it was a saving grace for me - just like the Aspectology school. I had no friends to talk to and met a few on the Keahak forum, and enjoyed them until the conversations became draining. 

But once we go beyond the classes - there is nothing left for me to take - and the forums on the Keahak page and Facebook no longer resonate with us - is it then we are alone?

No! First of all I have created this space for such people. What happens after the classes and workshops, when we do not want to pay thousands of dollars to hang out with our master friends and sit in rows of chairs for hours on end, when we no longer need it or seek the experience of it? 

For those, there is the Center of Being. And hopefully, other pages and spaces will pop up as more and more people finish their studies and begin to LIVE the TRIPLE E (embodied enlightenment experience) rather than study it in separation from application.

I do not want to own this space of graduates. Instead, I hope to see more and more of it expanding for people from all walks of life. I hope to keep this small and know each of you beyond a number in an excel spreadsheet. That's not my way. 

If you have not looked through it, there are over 55 comments on our Introductions page HERE. We have sixty people registered for the website and about half of those joining us on Ryver. If you have not read through them or responded to new people - Ruth and Sue - just introduced themselves, I would encourage you to do so. For those who find words escape them right now, or it is simply too laborious to type, I understand. I sense you and I offer an alternative.

Send me a message or your friends here a message or reply without using the computer, or a pen. I can hear you all loud and clear, though my human does appreciate the feedback and works to incorporate it back into the offerings as much as possible. I will respond in kind in the method of the message delivery. 

Going back to Geoff's article, it also mentioned in the last Keahak, and something I have repeated time and time again. There are so many beings who are honoring you and supporting you in your journey. Beyond what I write and share, beyond the workshops, books, lessons, and channels, there are Ascended Masters who would love to share directly with you without the influence of maya, or duality. Masters who are not beholden to any energy outside of themselves. 

Most importantly, in the last Keahak session, Adamus St. Germain said something that really disturbed me AND I am so glad he brought it up. He said he had an etheric gathering with the master selves of each of the participants and came up with a list of things that the Master wanted to share with the human (I will post this list on Ryver).

For example, dear human, don't expect the Master to solve your problems, don't beg the master to solve your problems. Another part of the homework was the human consciously talking with the master. He suggested having time each day to talk with the master. Wait, people are not doing this already? It was hugely informative for me and without judgement. 

If this is still going on, I am so glad Adamus brough it up. You cannot move forward without this relationship. I will also note, these basic principles were covered so well in Adamus' book "Act of Consciousness" as was New Energy Creation, which Adamus said is something he will cover in Keahak. It was all in that book - everything - he is repeating it - yet again. I am in awe of how much he has to repeat himself and his commitment to do so until people begin to live it. It is an unwavering commitment. 

For me, and many of you on here, the master and the human are no longer separate. They are One. In the divine will experience, you no longer grasp onto the human perceived free will (the perception of control) for divine will of the I AM, the soul, the eternal...and the human simply becomes integrated as well. I feel no separation anymore. However....

The process Adamus lays out is very helpful. It was helpful for me - like I wrote about in my book - to separate the human from the soul voice and have those deep conversations.

That was what my New Energy Creator business I had for three years was about. I taught hundreds of people to have these sacred conversations with Self. To discern soul from human, from aspects. And, it is something I would recommend until the two merge in divine union within you. 

Back to the loneliness - as I said I do not feel it anymore yet it was once debilitating - however, when I hear a Keahak session like the last one and visit the forums several things happen....

1) Compassion for people still struggling to locate and speak with their "master" selves.

(Xanthe - I don't like the word either but not have not something to replace it. When you don't have separation between "human" and "master" indeed the words sound funny...)

2) Behind the short wall, I am cheering my ass off for those courageous enough to embark on brining the master into their physical body and bringing awareness to the conversations between human and master, which already occur. No longer taking clients to help them find their voice, I feel I truly am behind the short wall for the first time in a while. And as I said, I am cheering with radiating my own light rather than clapping and yelling from behind the short wall. 

3) At a personal level, I realized months or perhaps a year back I no longer fit into the group I once found refuge in.

My friend Iiro once told me don't get off the roller coaster too soon, you'll be standing in the amusement park parking lot alone. 

Am I in the parking lot? Yes. Alone? NO.

For there is a Banyan Tree just beyond the edges of the roller coaster theme park. Only those who can see the path unfold before their eyes will be able to find it. When they are ready. Something they can only decide for themselves. 

There, they will find me and Master Morya floating under the majestic, golden hues of the Banyan Tree of BEING.
Never alone, human and master as One Self. 

BEING is defined here as perpetual becoming. It is never static and always dynamic. Instead of human control, there is a divine unfolding. We may appear to not be moving to any destination, yet motion does not require movement. 

Motion does not require movement. 

If you are still dividing human and master, and bringing awareness to the conversations between them, BRAVO.

That is truly amazing, and I will tell you they do merge as one soon enough, so enjoy the ride.

AND let me tell you a story about creating the ONE of Self below.  

Creation Notes

D told me yesterday the words for human free will and divine will are different for him. He said he like perceived human control and divine unfolding, instead. Indeed, I love the unfolding piece.

When I was pondering no energy creation laying in bed one night, I saw creation as a blooming flower. The seed begins to sprout and the petals unfold one at a time until the flower can no longer hold itself constricted and simply bursts open in bloom. 

What I see with having to mechanize conversations with the human and soul is that it can go two ways or both ways.

It can coax the flower into blooming. It can be the water to the soil and the sun in the sky that supports this divine unfolding. If you allow it to be so. 

Yet, if it becomes too mental, too forced - as I have seen in my previous client work. It would be like trying to glue the petals onto the flower mechanically, without allowing it to simply bloom. The application of the materials is always up to the listener, the student. Yet, something to ponder in creations as well. 

I see "masters" trying to build things instead of create things (through soul expression) in the same way. They raise funds to buy petals and glue. They say their soul's desire is to have these funds to buy the petals and glue that is needed to create the flower when really that is the human's way.

It's a conscious creation they say. Indeed, they are aware they are creating a flower, but it's fake. It's not really a flower, it's an illusion of a flower. The master who exists within the veils of Maya, the great cosmic illusion, rather than expanded beyond the veils of Maya, our new series...

In no energy creation, you take a seed, one that you found while strolling peacefully on a walk. You plant it into the ground and say if it blooms that will be nice, if it doesn't, that will be nice, too.

If it's the will of the I AM, to express itself in this flower, the seed will begin to sprout. Each day it will grow a little taller.

As it grows, the master does not feel attached to the outcome at all. It does not listen to or allow the begging and pleading of the human: "If I just had this flower, I will be whole. Please master make this flower bloom."

No. That's not how it works, and eventually the human surrenders its perceived control to the "All that is" within themSelves.

One petal in the bud will open under the glowing sun. The master may go on a long hike, gone for weeks, and then walking back down the path the master is surprised to find a fully bloomed rose bush to enjoy. He or she will say: "I had forgotten all about the seed I planted."

The master laughs at the beautiful creative expression of Self - one he or she completely forgot about in the state of Being Enlightenment -  and then sits down to enjoy his or her creation until it returns, disintegrates back into the soil from which it came.

The Body in the Triple E

The body issues we go through are much like the flower blooming. The seed when it cracks open to sprout will feel some discomfort. The seed does not go to a doctor or homeopath to bandage and treat the open wound. It knows it is part of the divine unfolding. 

A personal example: In November when sitting in my New Mexico rental I felt a deep tension in my back and neck. It was no where near the surface, so it was not ready to come out yet.

"We (human and master as one) are going to release that soon, " I heard voice from within say. "Okay, no worries, no hurry."

Then in December I woke up one morning to a sharp pain in my back. I took note and went about my day. By the evening the knot had moved up to my neck. 

"No worries. No hurry."

Two days later my lymph nodes in my neck swelled to ping pong balls. The next two days it was a sore throat, yet the lymph nodes went down and the back had long since stopped hurting as the dis-ease in the body moved around like a lose marble in my physical body.  

The flower was blooming, and with each perceived discomfort moving through my body, that which no longer served would bloom into a beautiful rose, and then disintegrate back into the earth's soil from which it came, my body. 

​I will write more about the body but please note:

I am not a doctor. You are responsible for all your life's creations. This is not advice but for entertainment purposes only. Please use discernment in the body for which you are solely responsible for. 
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Deneen Kehler
1/4/2018 12:03:01

Thank you Lauren, once again, for sharing your wisdom and radiating you. I needed every bit of what you shared today. Grateful to you AND mySELF ... finding comfort in wisdom gathering and remembering today.

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Lauren
1/4/2018 14:43:57

Thank you, Deneen!

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Xavi
1/4/2018 12:33:53

What a great post Lauren. I just want to comment on an issue: Having a friendship with an Ascended Master.

I am very leery of having that experience or that kind of friend. You always tell us that they are best friends since they do not ask you for anything in return; and yet that is precisely what makes me deny that experience. I'm afraid they'll ask me for something in return that I do not want to fulfill. Because I do not know about you, but I have the feeling (and it could be wrong) that because I am part of the Crimson Circle and the Crimson Council, they are asking me for something in return.
Adamus said: "I am going to help you in every step of your EEE, but in return I want to ask you for certain commitments, remember that you have committed yourself to stay at least seven years after your enlightenment."
Vows or commitments to the experience of the Enlightenment, which ultimately is to liberate oneself, do not go well together.
I am afraid that after my physical Ascension, I will be in the Masters Club and Adamus will start looking for "volunteers" for his next crazy idea that needs a thousand more incarnations for his development, while he remains comfortably on his throne in the Club. I do not want to have to feel obligated to him in any way to accept his help.
But Xavi, are not you already accepting their help? you could say. Not quite, I listen to what he says but I never talk to him and of course I never ask him for advice. What I have done has been to argue with him, to anger him so much that I end up kicking out of his presence, twice. Maybe that's one of the reasons why I do not want to have any kind of obligation with him.

Or maybe, all this is bullshit and I'm so proud that I want to do it on my own with as little help as possible. I refuse to be another number in the account of souls that Adamus Saint Germain has helped to Ascend.
I do not trust the El Morya either. I think a Master too severe and demanding with the human side .... I would like that experience would have followed with the Kundalini Yoga and Yogi Bhajan that was already quite severe in itself.

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Xavi
1/4/2018 14:47:55

Thank you so much for your always insightful comments and questions. I can understand. I don't want to be paraded around as one of St. G's success stories for in the end, I am the one who "did it"/ became myself.

What about friends with one of the new masters, like Bob, who recently ascended. Does he want something?

Indeed, service runs deep for me and El Morya, and I often feel like we are a team and that I can leave at any time but don't want to.

Embodied enlightenment is an experience for us and us alone yet it provides a service to the world - it creates a potential for self-realization multiplied.

When I talk to someone like Babaji it is in the absence of time and space - so how could he ever give me something in the present and I owe him in the future. There is no past, present, or future.

You bring up great points but why not fathom them beyond the veils?

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Lauren
1/5/2018 00:53:40

Lauren, You are right about changing the prespective and see beyond the veil. However, I just want to emphasize that I mention "I do not want to have to feel obligated to him in any way to accept his help". I never said that they could ask me something or not. I said that if they did, it could well be that they asked me for a favor by invoking our friendship; I did not want to feel inside forced to return it.
Because if I do not have any Ascended friend and then they ask me for a favor, I will not feel obligated to grant it. If I had been his friend and asks me for a favor, I will want to sacrifice myself with pleasure for this friend.

Once a Kundalini Yoga master gave me a warning when I told him about the CC and the Ascended Masters. He told me: "Be careful with them because they will ask you to do what they can not do, since they do not have a physical body. They need you."
So I'm going to be careful with them, at least as long as I have a physical body.
Afterwards, it will be seen.

Nataly
1/5/2018 10:55:07

I am also one of the independent-crazy- rebels ones who wants to do it on my own way. Did I take advise from the Master?...definitely! but there was always discernment from my part. When I discovered CC and began to listen some of the shouds one of my first perceptions was, " We are an experiment. We are the guinea pigs of the Masters" considering that they have always emphasized that this thing call Embodiment Enlightenment never has been done on earth, so the evidence is very clear here. But I stated, back then, to be my own experiment. And I used to ask them for clarity, not anymore. When I 'need" something I just tap into my I Am, My Master Self and the answers comes like epiphanies. I feel the only thing the Ascended Masters ask from us, the humans, are commitment and trust. And probably this explains why Master Morya stated he will show up from the standpoint of a Master to a Master. I guess if one does not trust itself and has no commitment with itself, there is nothing in this freaking and hard "journey" of enlightenment.

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Lauren
1/5/2018 11:27:50

Indeed that is what I wanted to capture. It all comes back to trusting our sovereignty and our will to decide what is our path and not ours and in that trust we never have to worry about making agreements or being in the debt or owe system, which is part of the maya.

Lauren
1/5/2018 11:28:24

Thank you Nataly! So helpful to read your comments.

Karen
1/4/2018 14:57:13

I so love the words Being & Becoming. I’ve used them as the title of my 2018 e-journal. My Soul pronounced the other day that our desire is to Be & Beam (aka B&B) I also like the “unfolding” word/concept. It really fits with my experience. This lovely, gentle unfolding and becoming. I just wrote down in my paper journal this morning some of El Morya’s words from a post you wrote: “I want to remind you of what you already know. In the space of divine will, the God internal does indeed take care of your worldly desires in ways your human never could – money, relationships, everything in and beyond human imagination. It is the true creator nature that unfolds in releasing the free will of the human, which requires no effort, force, or materials to create the lives you desire.”

I think it is so funny that Adamus said in Keahak that the Master is not here to solve your problems. Well if one is in divine will, there aren’t any “problems”. It is the “ahmyo” life, unfolding with ease and grace. Any perceived challenge the human may see/feel is managed through ease and grace and solutions appear. Yes, the releasing and transfiguration process is difficult at times, and is something the human goes through, but in awareness it is still not a problem to be solved. More like what can be done to alleviate any pain/discomfort if there is some.

Although I continue to have conversations between my Human and Divine, I feel much more integrated. It’s like a conversation between two great friends. Two pieces of the whole. My human feels more like an honored facet these days. I have a few echoes of some wounded/fearful voices, either mine or mass consciousness, that pop up on occasion but don’t linger because I see them for what they are, and that is not “me”.

I like how you have described how some Masters are attempting to “build” rather than “create”. I see this as well and have been through that phase. It is a good description and discernment. Would make a good separate article or chapter of a book.

I appreciate your descriptions of the body experiences you’ve had. Curious question, do you speak to the cells of your body, or just allow whatever is happening to happen? I’ve heard of both. I’ve been deferring to Tobias’ recommendation of being in divine will and just breathing in “divine balance”. It feels less “human directed” this way. Otherwise my human wants to get in there with the laundry list of specific things that need fixing.

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Lauren
1/5/2018 11:30:38

Karen, thank you so much. This clarifies a lot for me. To answer your question, I do not talk to my cells anymore - though I have with images and sensations - now I just sit an observe knowing whatever needs to happen will do so without any interference from me, the human. My soul "has got this" and I totally trust it.

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Karen
1/5/2018 12:00:50

Thanks Lauren. That resonates with my inner senses. And this is where I debate with Adamus that the Master/Soul does not care about the human conditions, aka the body and other human concerns. There is a deep interconnectedness here in the EEE. The Soul is coming into the body, and this is where the transfiguration occurs. And seems other ascended masters like El Morya and Tobias indicate that when in Divine Will, solutions to the human desires are beyond the human imagination. Seems it is back to being in Divine Will and allowing that to unfold in all its wonderfulness...part of which is the body transfiguration.

Lauren
1/5/2018 10:10:16

I created a whole post on this topic because I would really love to hear from others. Here's a part of that post:

It's a good question. The years I spent in the New Age community was full of drones acting on their guides' advice all the time without any sovereignty whatsoever.

In my work with El Morya, if he ever felt a dependence starting with me to him, he would immediately disappear and not come back. If I asked him for answers, he never gave one, but instead showed me a place to look. I have always felt in charge of me. I feel he is a support for my creations, and I am not a support for his.

I look at the channelers of the world. The big ones. The busy ones. Their life is not their own. My life will always be my own. I will always be able to go on vacation when I feel like it. I will always be able to work or not if I don't feel like it.

I think of Geoff talking about how Adamus is pushing him always to write his age of the machines book. No judgment but that will never be me. This life is my own.

I will add El Morya has never pushed me to do anything. He either shows up as a presence that sheds light on concepts and experiences or he's not there at all. He's never asked me to do anything but has only suggested word changes or ideas to add to the recipe of creation.

Thank you so much, Xavi, for bringing this up. I have spent the last day really pondering it. What are the boundaries in our friendships - human, masters, or anyone beyond the Self????

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Xanthe
1/5/2018 17:07:23

Lauren I so loved reading this post!
What an enjoyable ride, smooth river flowing. And yes, totally get no other word right now and why you are using it, both consciously and with integrity. It does serve a purpose in conversation.
And that’s hilarious re Keahak comment.

Aa I was reading enjoying your beautiful expression, there were many moments of resonance, not much to say right now, but more to come. Thank you.

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