My Shoud Experience: Walking the Tightrope of Compassion and Discernment, With Ease (Finally!!!)

Has Adamus St. G been visiting this space?

Yesterday was important for me. I told Xavi in a private conversation I feel I need to be able to walk into any situation and not be bothered by it. To hold my space, and not take on the junk of others (which is not really even theirs). 

Energy is simply communication (from Keahak). I love that. It is so freeing. People (objects and well everything communicate with energy) and then we can decide if we want to invest in that dynamic or relationship or not. 

Energy is just communication. It allows the SPACE for compassion and discernment. In judgment and the human "need to be right" there seems to be very little space. The space of interaction becomes crowded with emotion. 

And...in my visit to the Crimson Circle yesterday, nothing felt crowded.

Linda hugged my partner in front of me and said she was glad to see him and never made eye contact with me. No emotion. No right or wrong. Only observation. The house guest I had who had gossiped about me - she was pleasant enough but her posse friend group snarled at me like dogs. No emotion. So much space. And a little internal laughter. 

Truly what an amazing feeling to watch all of this as energy communication and nothing more. I cannot stress the FREEDOM of that. I was able to smile and nod and be polite to everyone with compassion - seeing through the eyes of the divine.

I too was once involved in the gossip of who should we ignore and who should we snarl at such events. What an exhausting game I used to play. I can be polite and acknowledge people and then discern where I want to invest my time and energy. Also, I had some nice conversations with those who also held the open space. It was easy to find them in the crowd. 

My Shaumbra friend down the street called this the annual "God" shoud. Indeed, the first shoud I watched in February 2015, Adamus spoke of the same things. Yet, there were some Magic of Being nuggets, too. If you had the eyes to see them, and the ears to hear them. 

I always want the microphone at these events. I love to share. And, it has never happened and will never happen. 

I asked Adamus, while he was standing on stage, why I couldn't share on the microphone. He said, "You are not a Shaumbra. You have never been a Shaumbra." Then their was a pause and a laugh, and he added, "...and that's a 'good' thing. You don't need this. You are supporting this when you choose."

Meh....

I also was shocked he used the word beLIEve. Come on. If I had the microphone I would have said:
"I don't believe in anything but I KNOW God." 

Truly though, as you all know, knowing you are God, also, in an experience and not something he or anyone can teach. 

In this Should, I found it quite funny that he covered things of which we have gone into depth here over the past few months. In my last post I talked about building vs. creation. He called it evolution vs. creation and stated twice and firmly: 

"True creation has no agenda. True creation has no agenda." I summed that up Friday in this POST, on Ryver, and in the Keahak forum. Excuse me Adamus - that's copyrighted! :P

I found Adamus' message quite opposite to the big shout out to the Masters Hub movie, which is clearly building, not creation. Yet. I am not stating that as a judgement. I am just seeing it for what it is.

The energy being communicated from the Masters Hub right now is the total opposite of no energy creation or true creation as Adamus called it yesterday. It is pure building with perceived human will which is falsely labeled as divine will. 

Someone sent me some of the posts on Facebook about this coaching cafe since I am not on Facebook. This is no judgment, yet the words simply felt very big, yet very empty. What in the world did these words mean?

I'll admit my human is a bit sad. I love Sandra and Jonathan and it's not fun for my human to say, "No. I will not be a part of this weird human building experiment. And I honor you in your experience you have chosen." 

The thing is the Masters Hub does have an amazing potential to operate in the divine will space if the human control and obsessive need for human recognition and flattery and money, money, money could be set aside.

I have sent two letters of honor and compassion to both Sandra and Jonathan stating that their grand potential and possibilities could really be a creation rather than a strip mall building. I have not heard back, nor to I expect to. 

I don't need to be right, I don't need to convince anyone. I did my soul's passion to illuminate a potential, and then I have stepped away in compassion for their experience and discernment knowing I do not want to be a part of that experience. 

They had asked me to be in that film and I am so glad we had not filmed it yet because there is no cell in my body that wants to be a part of a strip mall building. A creation? Sure. 

The GLORIOUS thing is I can see myself in all of this. Guillem, you said it best, and correct me if I mess up your words. It is like watching all my old aspects acting out a play on stage. There is the need for attention and recognition aspect, the aspect that needs to be paid big bucks for their expertise, the aspect that cannot resist any opportunity to promote itself. 

It was only four short months ago that I was allowing these aspects to run wild in me. That's how I can have compassion. I am really truly not that far away from my own experience there. I am a babe learning to walk gracefully in this divine will space. 

And, I go back to the space I talked about above. Compassion - the Masters Hub is having its building experience where the raise money to buy petals and glue for the fake flower (reference to last post) and over here, we are not. It's that simple and there is no right or wrong about it. It is experience and expression and who am I or we to place judgement on that. No. The discernment is just a sign to pull my car out of their driveway - that's it. 

In the shoud, Adams laid out some rules or imperatives. The first was one of ours here, which we have extensively been talking about: GOING BEYOND LINEARITY. If you have not watched the Shoud, you might just fast forward to that part because it fits in so well for our experiences here. I also have an experience to share next week on that. 

The other was there is no longer room for processing. Adamus said when filming master's life five course he could not share what he wanted to because the heavy processing got in the way. Don't buy that one, wait for Six on creation:P

Here at the Center of Being, I sense we are at about 88% over this whole processing thing - maybe more. Perhaps it is why many of you felt called to this space, and I felt called to create the forum. The forums of the old were all about this incessant loop of complaining. Sure, state it once, get it out, and move on. 

I can see in myself how I allowed emotion and concepts of how people should be treated (that's human duality) seep into this space. I would apologize, but that's so human. Instead, I'll just take another step forward - or backward, rather - into the space where such things don't matter. The hissing, the gossip, whatever. So over it. Blah. Boring. Let's talk about non-linearity and moving beyond the veils of the Cosmic Illusion of Maya.

Truly, I can't believe I spent so much time and energy on worrying about other people!!!

Further, I will note, it has been so helpful to observe to discrepancies that plague the channel world and the "conscious" organizations out there. It was important for me to observe with passion how people can say one thing, deliver a message and live another way. I needed that experience without the judgement-laden human in charge. 

In my divine will space and in knowing who I AM, I will never ever share anything with you or anything from El Morya and other contributors that I do not actually live myself. It's not a promise - again, so human.

It is a sharing of a deep inner knowing of the point of no return within myself that I simply cannot live in the Maya anymore. It's too boring, and it's simply time for another adventure, heading backwards toward the future already lived. 
 
I/ We have so much coming up....

...side effects of going beyond the veils of maya
....allowing a physical space to bloom without agenda or effort (learning curve!!)
....ways to bring the human along in the non-linear time experience
....articles from Este and others on their embodied experiences (so excited).

In honor of you!