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Life in the Beyond: Seemingly Random Notes at 4 a.m.

12/6/2017

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I woke up at 3:49 a.m. Once this would have annoyed me, yet now it is so nice to be awake and with mySelf before the world around me has woken up.

When the veil has been removed, as you know, you begin to sense and see all sots of things that your human self never pondered existed.

In 2013, after the veil had first been removed since I was a child, I could see again all that lurked in the near-earth realms. I could see humans parading their perceived free will and watched as earth-bound spirits and creatures ruled the same humans with emotions, mainly fear and human desires.

It found it disgusting and enthralling all at once. Disgusting because these people - like I once had - walked around believing they were their own person, when really the ghosts of emotions and other illusions where playing on their every thought, their every action. 

Before the sun comes up, those men and women are tucked safely in their beds with their own contaminations, allowing me the space to breathe and expand fully in self-awareness. It is the golden hour of awareness before the golden hour of the sunrise occurs. 

Once the veil was removed, I became used to the near-earth realms and the laws by which they governed themselves. Then I was able to move on beyond into the crystalline realms and finally to the only truly sovereign realm that is the self-realization experience. 

I'm not sure if you know this, yet every time a concept is brought up here, I spend days with it. I make it my new best friend and take the time to get to know it's soul. I view it like a brilliant diamond and take a look at every facet or face of that diamond from all levels of awareness.

Lately that concept has been boundaries. 

We have already spoken of Divine Will boundaries changing as the perceived free will of the human is released - or the veil is lifted and the illusion destroyed. But this morning I awoke thinking about boundaries in the context of self-love, which we covered so vastly last spring. 

What we will tolerate and will not tolerate when we do not know ourselves fully, or love ourselves fully, was one thing - one type of existence.

Humans tend to tolerate what they believe they deserve. They call it kindness or politeness or empathy, yet allowing the behavior of others at various levels is all about how we perceive ourselves - is it though the lens of love?

Then when you know yourself, and come to love yourself, what you tolerate in your sphere of awareness changes, internally and thus, externally. However, there really is no distinction between internal and external, for they are merely reflections of one another in this great picture show called human life. 

Rewinding, so in self-love you do not tolerate that critical voice from within any longer and as a result you do not tolerate it from another. As the veil is lifted, you can actually hear the critical and judgmental thoughts of others, whether they speak them or not. If you do not hear them, you sense them.

Side note: We all know this critical and judgmental thoughts are not really against us but the person who is making them. Furthermore, those critical and judgmental thoughts are not even from the person but from some aspect of sorts hanging out around them without their awareness (yet).

Going back, as we tolerate that kind of nonsense less and less within ourselves, we tolerate it even less in the people around us who are blind to what is occurring within them.

In your mastery, you no longer feel the need to point these things out, unless that soul is ready and willing to hear it, yet you will remove yourself from the situation. 

You might try it politely and subtly at first, and most will leave, but like moths to a flame, some will hover. And then, the intolerant master will speak the words, "No more." It may be spoken aloud or through the radiating consciousness of the master. 

The human inside You will feel bad for a time thinking it hurt the feelings of the friend. Yet, the only thing you are insulting is the aspect which has taken over the body of the human in place of the soul. Once you see that, all of the residual emotions  dissipate. 

Which leads me to something else - my next diamond to examine from every facet - in mastery, there are no emotions. You can feel a sense - a sensuality of experience - but the emotions go with the integrated aspects, including the judgement-ridden mind. 

I was working on my next book yesterday - with soul wisdom distilled filling the pages - and what I noticed was that when you go back and share an experience from the perspective of soul, or the master Self, you find that is hugely and vastly free from human emotions and instead filled with sensuality. 

If you would like to have some aware fun with yourSelf, really ponder beyond the mind the contrasting nature of human emotions and soul sensuality. You won't be disappointed. Perhaps you have. Go deeper. It's beyond words. 

Alright friends, I'm going to go back to reading my book by the fire now, enjoying the last hour before daylight, but sensed some of you might appreciate some "random" notes, as you remember what it means to be an embodied master walking around on the shores of enlightenment. 

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Xavi
12/6/2017 06:02:12

Certainly, Yogi Bhajan talked a lot about 4 am. He always said that it was the best time of the day for spiritual practice since the rest of the people were sleeping and the electronic devices turned off.
He always insisted that we should get up at 4 am, take a cold shower, do yoga and meditate. Then they asked him if he was already a Master why he keeps doing these things. His answer was because he wanted to remain a Master.
The truth is another, all his students are following a procedure with a rule and practice to continue trying to force an expansion of consciousness. Yogi Bhajan despite telling everyone what to do, he got up at 4 am to practice alone. Nobody knew what he was doing. I always suspect that he did not need to do anything, he just sat in contemplation. But to convince his students that they did, he sold them the story that he did too.

I have tried for years to get up at 4 am to meditate and I have never been able to, I was always too asleep. At 5:30 am of course! Before that? Impossible.
As you well know it is not about doing this or that, in your case it has happened naturally and you have realized it, you have enjoyed it and you will choose to do it again. There is a big difference between believing that you have to do something, to do it naturally. I say it for others if they start thinking that maybe they should get up at 4 am.

On the other hand the issue of intolerance, I just had one. The other day I tried to ask my family not to congratulate my saint. The discussion ended in that I did not like to be compromised to see them when I saw them too many times. Then my grandmother is really upset with me. Today he came to eat at home and I did not kiss him because he was already eating. When she was going home, I went out to say goodbye and kiss her, explaining that I could not do it before, and she told me why I did not accompany her to her house with my father? After telling her that I do not go out because it was cold and I did not feel like it, he got mad at me.
My response has been: "I came to say goodbye because I could not kiss you before and now you asks me to accompany you (after the discomfort I've had)?"
She's even more angry. In the end I told her that I was not going to join her and I closed the door and I left.
It is a silly example, but it shows that if I try to be nice and give a little bit of myself, people may be more demanding. In the end I had to take out the intolerant Master. Luckily you've written this Lauren and I can let go the little guilt I felt for "send my grandmother to hell".
Oh God. Christmas is coming and I will have to see them all even more because my parents house is the Reunion point.

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Lauren
12/6/2017 09:39:25

I love these stories. He was probably trying to have a moment of peace. I get that. It's true when people are not self-aware you show once inch of kindness and they take a mile. My last house guest and the ones before showed me that. It's wonderful we no longer feel guilt for such situations in drawing a firm line of No Way!

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Lindsay
12/6/2017 10:05:01

Lauren you must be reading my mind...lol. Have been examining this same thing- boundaries and self love. As my self-love increases, what I was previously simply tolerating in my life, especially in the area of relationships, I can tolerate no more. I can see that I only accepted what I believed I deserved. Now I see I deserve so much more. Thanks for sharing. :)

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Lauren
12/6/2017 10:23:00

It's exciting for human Lauren to capture what is already undergoing within us. Truly, owning what is ours and not ours can sometimes be painful (at least for me it was) yet it is always worth it!

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Xanthe
12/6/2017 12:52:19

Yes I too love waking up at those early hours of morning, enjoying the quiet and stillness, being with me.
And very much so, whether it be within my being or a fiery expression, no more gets expressed when it is time. It’s so effortless these days or perhaps natural is a better word, knowing when I have had enough.
Though the deepening of the experience of love and trust this year in particular has allowed for much more spontaneity in expression.
And sensuality so different and I love diving into that all the time and such a difference most certainly to emotions.

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Jean-Pierre
12/6/2017 14:58:48

Boundaries in the context of self-love, you've explained it so well and also the sensuality of the soul in contrast with the emotions, it really enlightens more presence for me to approach the needy, fearful human that have been dumfounded with boundaries with a new perspective. Enmeshment and PTSI are the same for me.
So I receive this post with a breath of life ♥

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Liz
12/16/2017 09:08:24

Very much aligned with what I am experiencing too. It is amazing how clear I see everyone now and the hoops and jumps they insist on going through and then are baffled because I refuse to join them. Games. It is all a game to make themselves feel 💜

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