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Life in the Beyond Continued: Beyond Disappointment & Into Sensuality

12/18/2017

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Continuing from my experiment in the last post in which I was letting go of any Shuambra ties, I wanted to share a bit about what came up yesterday. 

First, I mentioned a dream about ancestral release, like the spiral we talked about before, I had done this on many levels already, yet went even deeper into this in the dream in which I was carrying my grandmother's heart next to mine. 

Then yesterday, I woke up in deep sadness, yet I knew it was not mine. Upon further discovery, I realized the deep sadness was a pattern of many lifetimes. The sadness came from great expectations. In my life with Yeshua, for example, I had great expectations that his planting of the Christ seed consciousness would awaken many souls. What came after was dark ages, wars over what Yeshua had taught, a mangling of the feminine for thousands of years. 

I can recall the deep sadness felt then. From a human perspective, it was death, chaos, and destruction. Yet, from this expanded master perspective, there is an understanding - a knowing - that indeed the christ seed was planted and is being harvested right now.

It is similar with Shaumbra and the Crimson Circle. Those human expectations that people would understand the words and implement them in their lives was there. So of course, when the human observes people talking one way and living another, it reverts back to those previous lifetimes of watching the hypocrisy spread, or watching the teachings be mangled in translation. 

So I choose to go into the expanded perspective once again, Crimson Circle is planting more seeds, and the few who are getting it are right here and sharing their wisdom. As I realized the pattern of deep disappointment, it began to dissipate once again. 

I realize this is what I felt at the Should. It transported me back to the lifetime of Yeshua and Mary Magdalene - and watching those teachings be mangled and twisted beyond recognition - all over again. 

What I had released came back and stuck on my body of consciousness once again. And were integrated once again. This time we moved further in the expansion of the spiral. 

TIME TRAVEL

On a brighter note, with the expanding senses, I have found I am interacting in new ways. 

For example, we watched two days ago the movie, The Lost City of Z, about an explorer in the Amazonia. I found I was right there with the explorer along the Heath River. 

And then yesterday, D and I went to the Denver Museum of Art to see the new exhibit about women painters in Paris. Once again, I traveled through time and space and I was right there in the paintings that seemed to come alive with my master vision. 

I could hold a conversation with them. I could feel their emotions and hear their thoughts from the paintings. 

It was really quite the experience that transported me through time and space. These words don't do it justice but I am sure you understand what I mean. How a simple human experience of going to an art museum is transformed into time and space travel when we view it through the eyes of the divine. 

PAINTING THROUGH THE EYES OF THE DIVINE

Because words are so limiting, I'm headed down to the basement to work on my painting in which no words are needed. I hope to share that soon and have decided to illustrate my whole next book myself - plus Eiril's amazing work. 

Speaking of which, Eiril's paintings are headed this way to be hung in my Colorado house, which will house the Center of Being for now. 

I'm also playing with the idea of a gathering in Galway, Ireland when it warms up. Anyone interested in meeting us there?


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Xavi
12/18/2017 07:56:07

Amazing Lauren as always.
Ireland is close to me, and if it is on summer has to be beautiful full of pretty redheads girls.

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Karen
12/18/2017 10:18:29

I look forward to more of the sensual expansion...it sounds marvelous! I've had tastes of it, but not to that degree yet.

And interesting about the feeling of sadness and disappointment. I've been experiencing similar things. I was having reactions wherein I felt people were blind to their own aspects and misperceptions, and I eventually moved through that into the master's perspective that all is well and in their own timing they will become aware. Grappling a bit with judgment versus discernment. And the master's perspective always brings clarity.

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Sylvia
12/18/2017 10:39:55

I love what you are writing about time travelling. It feels so familiar. I must have done it before. I so want to leave my human limitations behind now.

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Karen
12/18/2017 11:25:52

Me too Sylvia. Me too.

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Eiril link
12/18/2017 11:20:38

Dear Lauren
I am also crying spontaneously and hard this days, but my smile is also more real than ever, going from crying to serine smiles. I have been humming for some days the Bee gees song how deep is your love, and my heart aches from even deeper openings. I am forced to be still with all of me in the center.

I have been sitting with you watching beautiful art.

I also see beyond in art and in nature itself, especially out here in the forest where everything is pure and white at the time.It is as living in the crystal cave of glitter from the snow.

It is sure time for being with myself unaffected by any soul family patterns just to be with me. I also feel the need of doing tibetan rites and feel what it does to my body.

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Sarah
12/18/2017 11:56:36

Galway gathering - yes :)

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Juls
12/18/2017 15:42:25

So much resonance with your sharing, thank you Lauren!

I experienced the ' talking one way and living another', especially at an energy management level, again at a CC event this Autumn from the channeler's wife and a few attendees! Much more acutely this time!

I observed the games from a distance, and I can truly relate to the feelings of human sadness and disappointment too and I also sensed my Master was the closest ever with me and all was well!
I knew this was my last live event.

I would love to come and play in Galway, I'm just over the Irish sea in Scotland!

Had a wonderful experience in Southern Ireland some years ago at a fabulous place called Dingle Peninsula, which is further south than Galway, and has a magnificent beach called Inch Beach.

Even met a Leprechaun, now that's a magical story for another day as its getting late now and I want to get ready to join all who are gathering under the Banyan tree :)



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Karen
12/18/2017 17:36:39

Juls...I would love to hear your Leprechaun story! There is a woman from Vancouver (Tanis Helliwell) who wrote about her summer in Ireland with the Leprechauns. Book is called Summer With the Leprechauns. Here's her website

http://www.tanishelliwell.com/the-leprechauns-page/

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Sarah
12/19/2017 15:09:44

Karen, I loved that book !

Karen
12/19/2017 15:59:10

Yes, wasn't it great Sarah!

Juls
12/20/2017 02:46:42

Thank you Karen for the reminder about this book and the link! A friend also shared about this book after my trip and maybe it's time for me to read it :)

I will share my story, maybe when I see you would be perfect............had to have my beloved cat euthanised yesterday so feeling in a tender, quiet space.....

Lauren
12/20/2017 08:47:21

I will have to check it out.

Lauren
12/20/2017 08:46:21

I too want to hear the Leprechaun story!

Thank you for sharing your live event experience. Every time I write about such things it is not about judgment but an observation about what is going on within me. People will be people and the disappointment brought up seems like another thing to release/ integrate - which I do through words. Though my human is deeply appreciative because it means I am not making things up.

I am going to check out the place in Ireland. I'd love to meet up with people in Ireland and Canada this year, just to have a sensual field trip/ adventure of sorts. Playing with Leprechans, engaging with landscapes, not sitting in chairs in a hotel conference room...etc...

Thank for sharing!

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Sue
12/19/2017 17:29:12

Just wanted to send a smile of delight. Thank you. :-))))

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