Hello, friends! I wanted to check in with everyone to see if they were settling in to the new space gracefully.
Speaking of PTSI (Post-Traumatic Soul Injury), I was having a cup of coffee this morning on the porch. The wind was blowing and howling, and I was reflecting on something that quite surprised me. I found myself breathing a deep sigh of relief for being in this magical new space, AND...
I had not realized there would be some residual trauma - the trauma of noise - leaving facebook and the social media world. It had become such a normal level of stimulus in my life, I found it did not seem noisy. Then I was traveling and that stimulus was replaced by other noise - traffic, airports, endless negotiation with Indians. Then I was with my mom, which was a lovely visit much to my surprise...
Yet, it wasn't until I got home, found my peace and quiet once again, that I realized the imprints of the noise of the social media, internet world had made on my soul.
It was a bit of an initial shock when that came up in the New Moon gatherings and then it made total sense this too would be a trauma - the trauma of over stimulation - that would appear in this transfiguration - I do not want to use the words release or integrate, but rather distillation of wisdom and transfiguration of divine will, which seem more appropriate for the moment.
Going back to Divine Will Communication, I sense we always held this gift, the experience, yet it had been drown out by the noise, which in my case, caused a trauma imprint on my soul space. In filling those imprints with my own divinity, it opened me up to something much grander.
As I have said before it may seem that my human self is becoming boring (I did go to sleep sober, with no food, at 7:30 p.m.), yet I am becoming infinitely more interesting as a soul, as a master. This space is too sacred to taint with old human tricks to manipulate how I feel. Regardless, wine used to work to manage my energy, and now it does no such thing - I don't feel right, so even if I wanted to it is simply not an option. Instead, how I feel without all of that is too good to taint.
Mahavatar Babaji and El Morya, who live in the space beyond the noise, were simply there to remind us of it's glory. The animals too are noise sensitive and use no words, yet they communicate volumes and only raise their voices when it is necessary for survival or to alert their human companions of something.
I am beyond grateful for the experience and the gift of experiencing every last bit of this with you all.