In Divine Will, you are not surrendering yourSelf (your soul) to any external force. Rather, you surrender the free will of your aspects to the will of YOUR true God nature. In that surrender of free will of the aspects, they become facets of SELF, in service to Self...
MY PERSONAL UPDATE, FIRST
Hello, friends! I hope everyone had a lovely celebration of the Christ Consciousness seed planted on the Earth some two thousand linear years ago. For me, it seems as if it were yesterday, and I suspect on some planes of existence, I am not far off.
I spend my days pondering Divine Will in a modern context. External god, internal God...my mind tries to wrap its pretty little head around it to answer your questions - ones I sense deeply whether you type them or not - ones I intend to find the appropriate words for. God is that which can not be described, that of which has no words, and in Eastern thought it was never even considered, according to Master Morya, that God might be an external force.
God is within - in the Orient. God is without - in the Occident. And that has been the lives work of Morya to merge the two together - bringing the best qualities of the East and West together. Again, Yogananda's legacy. Mahavatar Babaji has overseen the whole shebang. It was the work of Yeshua, too, but another story for another time.
For those of us who grew up, in this life, in the Western world we were told often and repeatedly God was external. It is no wonder when we try to make the shift, we can easily feel it in our consciousness, yet the mind simply cannot fathom the unfathomable. The mind's programming still lingers - the residual - and is ready for the integration, disintegration, and distillation of which I talk about below. Aspect becomes facet. Mind analysis becomes knowledge.
I have been researching a lot for my upcoming books. The Red Lion. Siddartha. El Morya's channels to now ascended master Mark in the early 1970s. Ancient texts that line the walls of my basement shelves. I am told I need to be able to back up everything I share with the place from which it came. To follow the path of its molding and shaping as it moved through the Earth's gravity and linear time - a creation in sovereignty in and of itself.
There is nothing new, as my partner reminds me each day - the more I research the more I know that, the more I can back up my statements to another's mind who still believes it has free will. No small task. In fact there is nothing more compassionately irritating right now for me than to try to converse with someone who has given free reign to their mind analysis aspect. In time, I am told this irritation will dissolve completely into equanimity (covered in the last post).
Every single little thing that has come out of the mouths of Tobias, Adamus St. Germain - everything I have read on the embodied enlightenment experience. None of the concepts are new - they are all deeply rooted in the wisdom of the Far East. Everything Yeshua has ever said - rooted deeply in ancient principles of the Far East. The sutras. The Upanishads. That text dates back to 6th or 7th centuries BCE. The Zoroaster (a possible El Morya incarnation). That was approximately 1,000 BCE. Abraham. Approximately 2,123 BCE.
You catch my drift. There is absolutely nothing new, yet I have the task from my master teacher - The God, also, within - and El Morya to remind me of everything I brought with me into this physical form - to take all of this wisdom and put it into the modern language.
To think all the work Master Morya has created becomes obsolete in the minds of modern masters because they cannot get past the language of the time. It's a shame, and has created such work for me. Yet, I am happy to "make it new" if that's what it takes, to leave the written legacy once more, one people can relate too. Yet, in thirty years, it will sound as old as the New Age itself.
Instead of dismissing something because the language is not flashy and "new" enough, there is another option - one some might quite enjoy. Read with your consciousness, and only allow the mind to act as the servant to the will of the soul.
However, I will say translating this into "new" language feels entirely natural like I have been studying and practicing for the role, this act of consciousness, for millenia. In my sleep, my studies in the mystery schools come back to me. My private tutorials with the Masters of the Far East pour in. I am in at least six places at once.
I am under the Banyan Tree. I am daily with M. Babaji and he shows me the enlightenment map - the Earth spread out and where the corners of the million souls waking up exist each day with little starry dots across the black Earth.
I don't just read the books on my desk, I go inside of them and interact with the author and his or her intent and the choosing of each word and the energy placed in the space between each word and each punctuation.
I talk with you all on what questions you have remaining in your final steps into the Third Circle or the questions you have in the Third Circle - whether you are conscious of it or not. I sit with El Morya and he goes over the conversations we have held for eons. Remember. Remember. Remember.
It is the unfolding of the next phase in this Divine Will experience for me. The first being trusting enough to create a no energy needed space for the Center of Being - no advertisements - no fees - no social media systems. The next was abundance dropped off at my front door stoop in a giant freaking bag.
Yet why now? Why am I just now ready?
It is all coming to the surface, yet it is only coming to the surface now because of the Divine Will experience I describe below. Without it, I was just playing old games with my remaining aspects and calling it enlightenment. Irreversible. No going back. Imposible, in Spanish. Nicht möglich, in German. No going back.
THE ENERGETIC DYNAMICS OF ASPECTS TRANSFIGURING INTO FACETS OF SELF
Through the Divine Will experience:
Back to my original point. Hopefully, if needed, I talked you out of your mind by now and into the vast expanse of the oceanic waters of your consciousness.
The sacred art of surrender is not a surrendering of the Soul over to God external, which is not a being but a consciousness. We all understand that here.
Rather, it is a surrendering of the free will of the aspects - roles, past lives, humanly passions that disastrously distract - to the Will of the Soul.
Yet, that Soul also contains the Will of God - the part of that greater God creator consciousness that lives within us. No matter how much we have attempted to destroy it throughout our cycle of lifetimes on Earth - it is always there and always will be. You cannot fight that, though some of us have tried and tried and tried.
Then, in our 'last' lifetime, we integrate those experiences of the roles, lifetimes, and in between lives. Man have we ever integrated.
If you have been with the Crimson Circle for a while, you have integrated again and again and again. If you have been part of the spiritual, new age communities, you have released and released and released.
I beg to offer a new energy dynamics - though it is not new at all but simply said in what I hope are modern enough terms for you, the modern masters.
Upon integration/ release/ whatever the heck you want to call it, the "matter", the knowledge gained from those experiences (now finished) of the soul like any matter disintegrates - the death that occurs in all nature. Upon death, or disintegration, is the resurrection, the new life. The cycle as a whole is distillation of the wisdom gained through the entirety of the cyclical experience.
Like the grape vines growing in my back yard, each winter the leaves fall off in death and then disintegrate. The vines themselves become brown and dormant. The same dry leaves that fall to the ground in their deaths provide the moist fertilizer for the soil housing the roots of the vines as they decompose.
The sun shines, the rain pours and by September, the grapes appear back on the vine - sweet, sweet grapes - and the cycle continues.
Yet, the grape vine is not the same. Through each cycle of the seasons the vines spreads, the grapes become sweeter, more mature. That is why wine makers in France produce quality wines. The matured vines they boast are centuries old. The vines have become the masters of the production of their fruits.
Speaking of France, I go back to the Gospel of Mary Magdalene and an old Sar'h Story.
All that is born, all that is created, all the elements of nature are interwoven and united with each other. All that is composed shall be decomposed; everything returns to its roots; matter returns to the origins of matter.
That is why so often Mary of Magdala is depicted with a skull at her feet, like in the statue many of you have seen at Rennes-le-Château. Without death there is no life, no resurrection. Aspects do not turn into facets without death. Without death, there is no enlightenment.
In the releasing of the free will of our aspects, in surrendering the free will of our aspects, in integration of the free will of our aspects, they too die like the unpicked grapes and the leaves of the grape vines. They disintegrate and then upon hitting the soil below integrate in their decomposed state of existence back into the soil - the all that is, the body of consciousness, the Universe of You.
In their rebirth, in the Divine Will experience, the aspects take on a new form - that of facet. The facet is then a chela (Sanskrit "to serve", a servant) to the I AM, the soul, the master self - whatever verbiage you may resonate with. The facet is in service to the Divine Will - the will of the Soul or God Self.
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I want to keep this space free from all the things we agreed on - no advertisements, no ostracizing no matter how radical the view, and more so free from heavy mental judgements which seem to plague other spaces. Also, for me, I do not want to have to explain very basic understandings of enlightenment. This is place for those deeply and madly in love with Self- realization and the embodied enlightenment experience - for those who have ended the karmic cycle of lifetimes and ponder what's next, those who want to create what's next.
To read the old, with your consciousness and your mind facet which has become knowledge driven rather than logic driven.
To read the words of El Morya from linear year 1973.
To know it was Tobias who brought it back some decade ago.
To know it is nothing new, yet your understanding of the God Self could be transfigured - once again.
An experiment for the truth, if you will.
HOW I CONNECT WITH YOU
I can actually feel how each and every one of you reacts to what I write. As soon as someone reads something I wrote, I know their reaction deep within the cells of my body and in between the cells. I know what I must do then to circumnavigate doubting aspects or find new language which suits the current situation. I know what is your I AM speaking to me (generally, and as a group whole) and I know what is not, with both discernment and compassion, and without you writing a single word. It allows me to mold and shift my words to fit your passions and desires to capture a snapshot of this beautiful embodied enlightenment experience. My human would not choose this role, but my soul has. Trust me, before I hit publish, my human heart skips a beat, and my I AM shines like a diamond - simultaneously.
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