Fuck Clarity, It's Divine Will

I've heard it to many times in my life. How do you get so clear in making decisions? I don't - the human never will. 

The human doesn't ever get real clear. So often I feel like I wake up one day and can't do anything else but what my soul already decided to do. 

It's not like I got a clear vision and human certainty about selling my house, moving, and leaving a consciousness group. 

Instead, it all just happened. (seemingly) Suddenly, I had a place to live in California, the money to move, and the realtors who were competent enough to prepare and sell my house in a week. (seemingly) Suddenly, I could not go to a group event anymore without feeling like a caged animal. 

It all comes back to divine will - and the absence of human free will. That is the crux, the cog in the wheel of everything I write here.

The human is not in charge ever - though it may think for a time it is. INSTEAD, the clarity of movement comes from the will of the soul, of the GodSelf. This is what we are doing, this is how we are being in our 'new' state of awareness. 

So if there is anything you are waiting to get real clear on at the human level to make an informed and logical decision - I would say there is no thought involved in divine will - there is no logic, no logic decisions. I would argue there is never such a thing as a logical decision - only the perception of it. 

All of this is going to appear like chaos to the human brain and subsequent emotions, yet to the soul it will seem like a grand plan. To the soul, decisions - which are never really a choice - will not appear "clear" to the human. 

So if you are waiting for the human self to get real clear on a direction, decision, or vision, in my experience, that human type of clarity won't come - until the gift of hindsight is afforded or you become so non-linear at the human level you can see it right then. 

Instead, I say fuck clarity, and go with the flow of your soul instead. Surrender to the divine will of God - that is neither external or internal - a God that ceases to be limited by the dualistic constructs of inner and outer - those are simply mental categories - and mental categories have no place in divine will.

In these shifting tides of the soul's will, the clarity for the human comes afterwards - and the lag time gets shorter and shorter - until you become so non-linear it happens instantaneously (as everything does in the infinite NOW).

Small human example - the soul's desire to be free from virtual spaces other than this (i.e. facebook)...My partner sent me a conversation that was being held on  facebook group yesterday. Something my human would have loved to be a part of. 

Oh, the linearity and mentality of the conversation. My soul said, "see we have no place in there, no dog in that fight, no need to convince anybody of anything or any audience to convince of our enlightenment with a mental test or any test created by another's brain aspect."

Then in the hindsight, the human catches up. The delay becomes shorter and shorter in the linear time. Even if we wanted to be involved in such a situation, we could not, for it is not the will of the soul. 

The master is busy BEING - so busy it does not have time to be involved in mental discussions about an experience that has no words but can only be felt. The energetic effort - much too expensive.

So much more to write, but that's my note for today. 

PERCEIVING CLARITY THROUGH THE EYES OF THE DIVINE & (THEN) THE HUMAN CATCHES UP,
​UNTIL THE NON-LINEARITY SETS IN COMPLETELY

If you are new, here's some of my posts on divine will....

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