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From Sensitivity to Sensuality

11/17/2017

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Hey, friends! I made it home to Colorado yesterday. Whew, that was a long drive. I had "planned" to spend some more time in New Mexico, but the notion to sleep in my own bed for the first time since August 26 set in, and I could not deny the temptation any longer. As I was driving up to my home the crystalline mountains shone their brilliance, I felt elated. And then as it was not until I walked into a dirty house that I realized something. 

I have been living on New Earth, on Theos, and under the Banyan Tree for all the these months gone. I have been in shady Asian hotel rooms and simultaneously in the golden palace of my own divinity, learning how to interact with the world in this new state of being enlightenment.

Then I walked into my house - BAM - I came crashing down to this physical reality - one I had not seen for some months. The house felt stale, piles of dirty representing the stuck, mental energy, which plagues our planet - though some of it appears to be moving quite rapidly these days. 

I became aware of how so much happens in two months. To those who do not know, we might appear to be doing nothing, to be wandering the Earth aimlessly, in some cases, but indeed, we are spiraling into the essence of our divinity in the most grand experience to be had as a human being - the embodied enlightenment experience.

For those who don't know, they will not be able to see. Only a master can know another master of self when they see one in instant recognition. 

I will not say I was pleased to enter a dirty house after a 12-hour drive, but I am thankful for it showed me something, as contrast often does. It showed me the expansion of consciousness I had been operating for the last month or so - I saw in the dirt piles what my new normal had become.

Old Lauren would  have gone into despair that the house was not in order. It is what it is, I sighed. I'll admit I'm borderline on what some call autistic, or extremely energy sensitive. Further, it's not dirt that bugs me, but the stale, stuck energy it represents - energetic OCD, you might call it.

The contrast was in my steady sensation of feeling all shiny and new inside and a deep desire to my surroundings to reflect that. I realized making my bed, vacuuming, and unloading my car was not just a human task; it was the human physical action to bring my own newly reclaimed divinity back into my home.

Rather than being sensitive, my soul suggested we might spiral even deeper in awareness into the sensuality of it all. The sensuality of the dirt piles, the noise of a city, the seemingly unpleasant state of the Earth. And when we move from sensitivity into sensuality, we can remain in the serenity that we have found under the Banyan tree, on Theos, or wherever the flow of our soul's wisdom has taken us - the Third Circle of Creation, the Third Circle of Self-Awareness. 

I want to talk more about my "sight" expanding along with my consciousness, but I need a few more sleeps to distill it into words. I have so much to share, but for now, I'm going to drink a cup of coffee on my porch - after I dust out the energetic cobwebs and make it home again - and view it all through my new lens of sensual perception, rather that heightened sensitive perception. I can breathe with that. See you tomorrow under the Banyan. 
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Liz
11/17/2017 10:53:12

I've been experiencing very similar "energetic clogging" is how I refer to it. Just last week I was narveling at how my expanded state was reflected in the sudden appearance of floor space in my house. Now this week it seems there is crap on every single surface in the house including the newly found floor space. Ha ha, I realise it's me clogging it up by trying to hurry along changes that are happening 🤗

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Karen
11/17/2017 11:25:42

From sensitivity to sensuality...am going to give that a go. I've got two noisy construction sites going on right below my apartment. Actually it is amazing how I've been able to handle the ongoing noise and still feel the peace within. Today, lots of clanking of steel and metal as backhoes move debris and load into trucks. It is still in the deconstruction phase. And the noise sort of reminds me of "industrial" music I've heard.

I've long felt the energetic debris of dirt and dust as it gathers in my home. And in contrast, whenever it is cleaned it feels so "light". I physically can't do a deep cleaning, but on occasion I bring in a cleaner. She's OCD, and is fabulous at her job! :)

Looking forward to tomorrow's New Moon gathering. Enjoy sleeping in your own bed!

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Guillem
11/17/2017 16:24:28

Yes, "from sensitivity to sensuality", what a concept these four words hold! I'm bothered also by the internal dirt. Sometimes - especially this last week - the external dirt of the world triggers my own internal stuck energy... Sensuality still requires a conscious choice for me, it doesn't happen 'by default' all the time. A few times, yes, though. It's like I remember it and jump in, and a new infinite reality opens in front of my nose - as oposed to the cage in the zoo :)

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Momo
11/17/2017 22:33:58

Excited for tomorrow....which feels like its already happening right now.
And today...OMG the sensuality (that would have felt super over stimulating and triggering if I was the way I remember experiencing life before) was sooo different!
A Momo of the past would never have entirely enjoyed the day I had today which was spent almost entirely dealing with ("other people's") physical world "challenges" and "breakdowns" and "messes" and "problems"...all the while feeling like I was in a really fun live "game" and playing joyously with it all.
I feel sometimes like divine nature has a really big sense of humor and loves to tease...and at last Im just beginning to get the joke.

Welcome home Lauren...
Your story reminds me how interesting it will be for me when I know what "my own bed" even is...its been sooo long!
hahahaha.

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Lauren
11/18/2017 06:59:01

Love this story, Momo. Thank you everyone for sharing. I sense you all here in this space and it truly does feel like home.

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