Good morning, everyone. It's a joy to wake up here to your comments - a breath of fresh air. Over on my old new energy creator page, people are still arguing whether twin flames exist and talking about punching each other. Shoulder shrug. (I can't believe that old post gets people so angry! It's about self-love.)
That is one of the reasons I have almost abandoned that website. Once that information gets into a book, I will take it down. I want to say that while I am really focused in sense not mentality on no energy creation is it is where I am spending my days, I'm not opposed to new energy creation at all. No energy creation = Creating from the Source of the I AM, through pure consciousness of being New energy creation = Creating with consciousness or awareness + energy. I associate it with allowing but its semantics... Or whatever your own definition is for you! I find I am mostly on Theos, a new earth designated for those in the embodied enlightenment experience, during the day, in which there is only no energy creation. Then I am dropped back down on old Earth for a bit, in which new energy creation seems to be the best available, at times. Both are conscious forms of creation. Additionally, I offer another view. You can create from source, or no energy creation, and then add energy to your creation. For example, the money which has recently appeared through no energy creation, will be used to create whatever the Center of Being will be - not sure yet - waiting for soul wisdom on that one. (It will not be a hotel like the new Villa Ahmyo - I don't have the human patience required to put up with hotel guests) Then, if it is a physical space or even a virtual space, I will add conscious energy or new energy to that creation to bring it into the physical. I do believe as we step into our third circle of creation, the ahymo life and divine will, those new energy creations will begin to appear as no energy creation. But please know - and I know it sounded that way - that I don't think there is anything "wrong" with creating with energy - I am simply so excited (you have to remember I have the mentality of a five year old most days and just get so excited like my parents are taking me to the zoo or something) that I abandon all my old projects and go all in on the new experiences. My enthusiasm can also appear like judgements. Y'all - I am not capable of judgements anymore. My pure excitement is only that - passion. Also, I love your comments - Tobias stuff, Gene Keys as we have two people from that school of consciousness, whatever. It is so cool to see how it all relates. So I'll share a personal story. My birthday is coming up. It's been such a special year. I'd love to celebrate it - although I do want the actual day to be all to myself. It sounds a bit strange to want to celebrate by yourself but I really want to honor me, spending the day with my favorite person - ME! Yet, I also want to celebrate with my friends in Colorado. D is not back to Colorado until December. But I don't want to do the normal stuff your face with food and wine thing. Here's why. This last life on Earth is flying by. When I go to these big group gatherings based on face stuffing (that's fun too or used to be) - I feel like I don't get to really truly deeply connect with my friends. There is so much chatter I cannot focus on what is being said. The energy also shifts with the amount of alcohol consumed. And, the energy of the party lingers in my house for about three days. I cannot sleep in it after. It's too much for me. So what I really want for my birthday is present and meaningful conversations - master to master - with my master friends without all the other energy interference. To many, a party without alcohol and food sounds dreadfully boring. It would have to me three months ago. But imagine this. Two or more people showing up completely in their essence, in their third circle, in alignment and looked you square in the eyes and really connected with you in conversation. Mastery multiplied. Before I depart from this Earth, I hope to have as many master to master conversation unfiltered by outside energy. I hope to make eye contact and be fully present with each of the people in my life - without the veils or heavy outside energy influence. I understand some energy influence is always there on old earth. I experience that contrast every day. I may not get my birthday wish right away, but I am putting it out there. Although I think a few people believe I have totally lost my mind or I'm being rigid. In fact, I am offering the expanse of myself - without boundary - to my friendships in a way I have never done before. I may be eating cake and drinking tea (which is what I invited people to do) with Ollie, El Morya and ascended friends only, and I'm okay with that. I find I simply cannot do the big food and alcohol focused party anymore. On Theos I could. You should taste the whipped cream there. Holy shit! Go do it now:) I wish I could on some human level because it sure would make me more appealing to hang out with, but its not an option. Perhaps I will be boring to other people, but I find myself ultimately more interesting on a daily basis. Why am I writing about this? It's new territory for me, and writing helps me understand what is going on within me. I have already moved through some static just writing it. That the magic of the written word, it moves everything around. There is no one size fits all Triple E (embodied enlightenment experience) but talking with St. Germain and El Morya and Kuthumi - they too indicate it does come to point where it feels weird to watch people stuff their faces with food. It's not a judgement. It's like meat to me. It's not gross - it simply does not resonate with my internal vibrations. I have found recently my time on old Earth is very limited, and I am seeking with passion connection to my fellow masters with eye contact and with minimal energetic interference. The parties I used to have were loud, aspects where left to play in the kitchen for days, and I was left feeling empty in the void of meaningful communication and connection. What I am opening myself to is pure connections - I may have a much smaller circle of friends, but that's okay. I simply cannot do the old way. These transformations are happening so quickly. The human has surrendered control. The surrender does not come from the master but the human surrendering its limits (in this case the limits of friendship) to the flowing rivers of soul and source, making their way into the vast ocean of consciousness. I feel if I wait a bit longer others will join me - finding too much stimulus in what was a normal level of stimulus - as well. Please note I do have several friends living near me who can hang out in the manner described. I love and honor you all so very much. Thank you. I don't want to make Facebook videos and pictures at a hang out. I want to look into your eyes and experience friendship in a way I have not before. I want to open myself to the reflection of mastery I only experiences in my soul sessions but without the money exchange. That is going to make people very uncomfortable. Is it anything new, making people uncomfortable? my souls asks. No. It is nothing new. Like Kiara said, we can talk to Ascended Masters all day long, but it sure is nice to talk to embodied modern masters. I am making a space for this connection in my life beyond this space. Is it a judgement on those connecting in the other way? No. I would so join you if I could. Life would be easier that way. Enjoy it as long as you can, for it will likely not be possible in the future. Who here has read the Red Lion? That gives a glimpse into this shift that occurs. El Morya is also comforting me with his stories of his two best friends in his last life, Kuthumi and Dwal Kuhl. And beyond them and Madame B, he lived in the woods with very little interaction. It's not that you renounce with human will power this kind of social activity at all. It is that you do not want to play in it at all. The will is no longer there - at all. I was the most social human before this. I still am in a state of disbelief at this massive - for me - shift. Master M says having two embodied master friends is more than anyone can expect. I say just you wait and see. I'm still holding out. So that's what I am doing. Being here and waiting outside the veils. And in deep appreciation for the connection here. You all are amazing. On that note, perhaps you will join me for tea and master connection on November 26? I'd love to have you. We'll meet under the branches of the majestic Banyan tree that day. I want to thank my physical friends in this life for allowing me the space to turn around and go a different direction. I love you. This is a truly a "I am processing post" of the naked and vulnerable variety. Just so you know what goes on before I post something like this. First, I resist the urge to edit it ten more times. Then, I take a deep breath hoping you understand my intent. Then I hit publish.
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