This letter was dictated to me by El Morya on September 12, 2017, in Kuta, Bali, Indonesia for the patrons of the page. The pledges totaling about $2,500 from Patreon, will pay for this website to run for the next five years. All of us at the Center of Being greatly appreciate the support. - Lauren
Dearest friends and patrons of the page,
My what a journey we have been on the last few months, and well, lifetimes. Yet, you all know the embodied enlightenment experience is not a journey arriving at any particular destination, but rather an experience beyond linear time and space.
We looked at discernment. We looked at judgments. We examined human systems – both their benefits and limitations.
You already understand deeply there is no right or wrong once perceived through the duality of human judgments – yet there now there is only what serves now and what no longer serves.
Discernment is just that - knowing what serves you and lifts up your soul’s ignited passion to know itself- to know the God self within - and knowing, firmly yet with compassion, what no longer serves your divine purpose - beyond distraction.
Finally, and most spectacularly, we explored the depths of sovereignty. Rather than myself or Lauren telling you what sovereignty looked like for you, we held an expanded space for you to discern what sovereignty looked like both for your human and God selves. We looked at reconciling the two at a personal level.
Some of you yes, may still be giving sovereignty, or free will, to your thoughts and emotions. Those ever critical, sometimes blaming, sometimes fearful, repeating thoughts cycling through the Universe of You, are not something to be ashamed of. They are residual of the human lifetimes past.
As the thoughts clear in protest of no longer holding free will within the Universe of You, they tend to get louder just before they realize it is a lost battle, for you have no fight or force left within you at your core SELF. Let us wave and smile as they walk out the door, knowing how much they served us at a point in our existence.
Some of you chose to dive deeply into what free will looked like for the human self and have chosen to melt seamlessly into divine will, as part of the natural evolution of SELF.
You are just now beginning to understand the ineffable magnificence of God, which resides within you. Yes, I am here to tell you, of course, there is much more when you are ready.
Others are still waiting and watching a bit unsure of giving up the free will of the human self – the free will of your thoughts, emotions, and yes, your human creations too. Knowing you do not ever have to renounce anything external, the inner renunciation takes some time, or relaxation rather, to unfold. You and you alone can only define what perceived fear is holding you back from stepping into divine will.
Lauren personally asked for me to help shine a light on these remaining attachments, in which her soul showed her (not me) exactly where the fear resided. All it took was awareness of SELF for those attachments to dissolve. I am always available to support you personally. All you need do is call me and show up as the master, as you would say.
For some of you, Lauren included, it may feel like you are abandoning your human self by flowing into the divine will of the soul. I can assure you it is not happening. Instead, you are moving from any human construct that is not in resonance with your divine will.
You fear you will lose your uniqueness in this transition and the recognition you have come to depend on at the human level, but it is not so. You are all diamonds radiating the will of God in your own light.
In this experience in my last life on Earth, I found I became more of myself, not less of – “much more muchier” as Lauren once wrote in Thirty Days of Self-Love.
I know you do not like the word service, and I understand that completely. Service once meant indentured servitude and locked you in a prison in other lifetimes. Service has dimmed your light, and those life experiences have been distilled into the soul’s wisdom.
Any pain or trauma from the concept of service has been integrated and turned back into light. When I say light, I do not mean light in opposition to the dark. I am speaking of a cellular shift – one from density into expansion, from physical to ethereal. It was only in the attachment to a dualistic view of right and wrong that the word lost its true meaning.
Instead, please allow me to honor your legacy instead – a word that stands in resonance with many of you.
- Here El Morya is sharing a deep sensation of appreciation and honor without appropriate words. -
For every thought pattern that loses its grip on you, for every emotion which no longer holds free will governing your life, you open up a passage, a creative potential, for individuals in the world consciousness to move from mental focus into soul focus into the God consciousness, should they choose it.
– Master M says he is so glad he can use the word God now without it being misconstrued - the traditionally Eastern understanding of God within SELF. -
In conclusion, I want to remind you of what you already know. In the space of divine will, God internal does indeed take care of all your worldly desires in ways your human never could - money, relationships, everything in and beyond human imagination. It is the true creator nature that unfolds in releasing the free will of the human, which requires no effort, force, or materials to create the lives you desire.
To put it into your language, we are moving from the allowing of the human and master self to cohabitate into BEING in which the true sovereignty or independence of your soul rings in the totality of freedom.
I 'cannot wait' (he exudes passion here) to explore this more with you. It is an exciting ‘time’ from the view of the Ascended Masters, and we hope you will feel that joy from within the Source of Self, too.
I am with each and every one of you – though not needed - should you extend an invitation. Perhaps we can enjoy a cup of tea together one morning as friends. I would very much like that.
If you choose, pay close attention to your dreams. Not the human ones, but those from the God within you.
Expect miracles and a gift that could never be wrapped for it is far too grand. It is not a gift from me but rather from the God within the Universe of You.
In honor of you,
P.S. Perhaps as you move into divine will and left free will behind, you will mull over the word service once again outside the duality of teacher and student concepts – just like we have the concept of light above.
For Lauren, it has taken on a whole new meaning.
Housekeeping: I am currently going back to add the Patreon posts to the blog, so everything will be there. I am also posting the edited chapters of the 30-Days of Self-Love under that tab. This may take a while...Also, if you have not check out the Honors page. I am loving this new space and our comments. Thank you.
Some of the below story is a recap, and the new part is the in second portion.
Going back in time…In late September I was on an Balinese Island called Nusa Lembongan with my partner, who I call D. We did not do much while we were there - the beach, sunsets, playing cards, and I was writing a little.
One night in my lucid dream state, my soul said to me, “What if you had to give up one form of sovereignty for another?”
“Wait, what?” I couldn’t understand what the words meant. Then it hit me, I was trading the concept - some call an illusion - of human free will and trading it for another - divine will.
The series of events that happened afterwards were quite intense. For example, I had a deep soul notion that divine will meant for me closing down my business. Soul Session, El Morya channels for others, Patreon - basically all forms of income tied to my embodied enlightenment experience. It also included removing myself from all systems, when possible, such as Facebook, any groups other than this one, etc.
For new readers, we dove deeply into systems this summer before heading into divine will.
When I finally released it - the New Energy Creator experience - somewhere in Laos - and made the announcement that i was “retiring” and no longer playing in the channeling, soul session circus, I knew money to support me in my embodied enlightenment experience - if you are new we call this the triple E - was going to show up some how. And, 11 hours after the public announcement, a very large check was sent to me - one that would cover some years. Funding to be in the space beyond the noise - thank you, soul!
Yet, it wouldn’t have mattered. I’d be living in a forest if it had not because I simply cannot work even if it was conscious work. You can put lipstick on a pig, and it is still a pig.
Those of you who have been on this ride for some months already know this, yet we have a few new people, and I like the recap sometimes. Here's the new:
So between these events, D and I were in Hoi An, Vietnam. Here, riding bicycles is the way to get around. D was taking woodworking lessons with a master woodworker in the village nearby. The man have invited him over for a beer and dinner, so we were going to part ways near the bridge to the village from the town of Hoi An. I was going to find a place to people watch while D had his male bonding time.
Once he rode off, I started to feel very strange. I stopped my bike at a restaurant, and ordered a small appetizer. Then as I was waiting for it to arrive to my table, I had a horrific vision. I saw D floating facedown in a river. I knew somehow he had been struck on the head and then thrown into the river. My heartbeat in my chest was pounding so hard. It felt so real.
I attempted to calm myself down, to examine what I had saw. Then I could not longer resist it, and I went after him on my bike. After the dark ride, I ran into him, the woodworker, and his wife on the road outside the woodworking studio, and everything seemed to be okay. It was divine timing as they were headed to the couple’s house, which was deep in rice patties, of which I would not be able to find him. That surely would have caused a huge panic in me.
I did not tell D the story until we were riding home from the dinner.
“That’s so strange. I had a strange feeling, too. What if this was the last time we saw each other?” D said.
Back to the hotel safe and sound, I let it pass, yet I also knew it was some sort of post-traumatic stress incident. I know the feeling of that from what occurred after my father’s death. Anytime to the phone rang, I would sweat and hysterically cry, because that is how I was coldly notified by one of his neighbors of his death.
We continued to travel, and it did not come up again until we parted ways in India. I got on my separate plane home from Kolkata. On the plane ride, I saw it again - D facedown in river, beaten. Now logic actually came in handy - there is no river in the airport, and I knew D was not going to leave the airport to go into the chaos outside of it.
Yet, every cell in my body was lit up in trauma, in distress. I was crying involuntary. I was shaking. It was madness as I am usually not drawn into such dramas anymore.
Then, a more complete picture had come to mind. It was another (simultaneous) lifetime in which D was my partner and was killed by Roman soldiers and dumped into the river. I had found him there, and the trauma still exists. I'm sure you can image the trauma because you too have had the experience in so many lives.
In this lifetime, I was told it was the Will of God, and I didn’t understand the Will of God to be so cruel. It was the puzzle of lifetimes, and I understand it now, though I do not have words right now.
So as we bring up Divine Will - Soul Will - the Third Circle - whatever, I know first hand these traumas will shake themselves from our bones. And I use the word bones intentionally - as we discussed before - a lot of the rewiring of the nervous system has taken place to support the Triple E - for me, at least - and several of us talked about how the “upgrade” is now in our bones.
Right now I feel it in the space where the spine attaches to the back of the head. It’s a dull, annoying pain, in which remembering why it is there helps ease it. Hot water (the mineral hot springs were amazing) and a heating pad have worked wonders as my bones transfigure deep within, ridding the residual traumas, whatever they may be, without too many stories attached.
That's what I have for today. I am still recovering from all the travel and putting my house back together. And, I am so deep within myself it's been a bit harder to will the words. I'm sure it will loosen up soon as many of you have seen. I know I have said it too many times but I love our gatherings like the New Moon so much. It feels so supportive and beyond what we could do sitting in a room here on Old Earth. Thank you, again.
What magic I feel from this shift over to the new space. It really feels like freedom expanded. A new person has joined us - Deneen - who I met at the Threshold Reunion. I have written the story of our Banyan Tree gatherings - where it originated - and have information about our next Banyan Tree gathering on the November 18th New Moon.
I, Lauren, was laying down in a hotel in Saigon, Vietnam one afternoon in late September, when I found myself simultaneously elsewhere. El Morya, my beloved friend of lifetimes, was making his usual visit, yet we were meeting in a different place, or so I thought.
Awake in my physical reality and aware of the simultaneous reality, I saw the dark-eyed magus levitating cross-legged in the lotus position beneath the canopy of a grand Banyan Tree. The branches hung down low and golden glittering consciousness - not energy, pure consciousness - flowed from each branch into the ground and then back up through the tree trunk in the movement of the dynamic infinity symbol.
"Won't you join me?" El Morya gestured toward me without making a sound.
As I moved beneath the Banyon's branches, I found I too levitated in the crossed-leg, lotus position. I have been there ever since, simultaneous to the reality in which I write. Perhaps I have been there all along.
After the experience, the Banyan Tree began to represent - to myself and the group - a gathering place in the space beyond the noise. Some might call it Theos. You may call it what you like, but it does not exist in the physical form most humans consider real. You cannot get on a plane to find it. Perhaps it holds a similar quality of Avalon in the mists of Britaine - the home of King Arthur, another name by which El Morya was called - a lifetime we shared together.
As the Banyan Tree was adopted by the group eagerly as our new gathering space, Xavi remarked the flow of life in the Banyan is a lot like the flow of divine will in the Universe of You, of SELF. Truly, I sense this intensely.
Every New Moon, we gather under the glittering gold consciousness of the grand Banyan. You are welcome to leave all the human mentality behind and levitate with us, if it is your soul's will, also called passion.
On November 18th, El Morya, Sar'h, and super honored for the master of no word communication and so much more - deep honor - Mahavatar Babaji are opening the space for exploring communication in Divine Will. Because words take energy and the third circle is a no energy space, we will be exploring, or remembering, no energy communication under the Banyan tree.
Pets are a wonderful example of this form of communication. Perhaps you enjoy this form of communication with them already - pets from any lifetime. I am going to have Master Ollie by my side for this one. You are welcome to bring your compassionate friend with you. No poop bags and leashes needed!
Speaking of which, I massively appreciate your patience for me as we made this shift in consciousness and the virtual move as well. Much love, infinite gratitude.
First of all, divine will is something that cannot be taught. It happens naturally and takes over your life in such a sweet way that you don't care about anything else. Really.
I'm pleased to say, so far, it also comes with all human needs and desires being met without effort - either that, or I'd be the happiest bum living in the forest and sleeping on the beach right now.
Instead, the less I give a shit, the more money keeps piling up for the embodied enlightenment experience or being enlightenment gathering space.
I recently doubled my old human life 401k retirement fund in the cryptocurrency market hitting a few buttons on the computer screen. Three months invested. Yeah, and not tied to any of it. (This is not financial advice. Please, no. I have no clue what I am doing but playing...)
I am watching it all in awe. I know it is 'not polite to talk about money' but we are going to have an amazing space to 'no energy' gather once it is done piling up and the perfect space presents itself. It's also going to have to have a surf beach - that's my only human caveat. A reef wave to be exact.
So you cannot teach divine will, but what you can do is share experiences, and then when the person is naturally going through the process they will recognize it happening. That's about the only option, and St. Germain and El Morya have been up to this for a lot longer and it's the same way they go about it.
Also, there is the stigma associated with the words divine will. For me, it feels so sensual to say it and permeates my body of consciousness like a warm blanket. Further, it is not my responsibility to change the words if there's an old hang up about them. I am not Adamus marketing genius machine and sometimes it feels cheap to keep re-packaging the same old stuff. Like feeding a baby with the "in comes the airplane" trick. We're not babies.
Maureen wrote me the other day, she said, "I keep trying to find the new in new energy business but never found it."
That made me laugh hard. At myself, too. What I am saying is no matter how we change the words, there is nothing new. So all the re-branding becomes a bit tired after a time. Like now:)
Plus, you all know how to make up your own vocabulary that works for you. You don't need another person playing consciousness word police with you. It's so old, and actually feels more makyo than the new age right about now. Further, someone taking out their unintegrated I hate the church aspect from lifetimes ago on me is not cool. (That person has left).
Someone asked the following....And I cannot stress how helpful these questions are to me in my writing process...
About your saying: "I would say - for me - divine will, the third circle of creation, and the Ahmyo life is when the flowing river of the soul's wisdom meets the river of Source, your divinity that you were separated from at the Wall of Fire, and the two rivers flow into the ocean of YOU, the ocean of the I AM."
I also talked about soul and source of self on the same infiniti symbol, meeting in the middle...
They said, "I don't understand the two rivers ... How I understand up till now is that my Soul is the same as my Divinity ... ? My Divinity is now enriched with my experiences, and when integrated being wisdom ... or what do you mean?"
And it was not the only person who asked me - are you externalizing God - so that why I am answering it this way.
My answer - in this space of being - is there is no internal and external - those are old mental concepts. As you expand in all directions, every single duality dissipates.
External and internal is a dualistic concept. In expansion, those linear lines cease to exist.
Finally, when I write about divine will, I am describing my own experience. It's really up to you to have your own experience, to create that space. My experience will not be yours.
I will tell you that what you are passionate about when you enter this space is not to teach divine will (and you cannot). Instead, you might like me be deeply passionate about first, spending many hours and days alone, and second, you desire to share deeply with others in the same space. Or, that is my case and Morya shared the same sentiment.
And, people's human free will actions will drive you nuts for a time, too, especially when they act as if God anointed them himself (joke). But I am told it will go away. That can't come soon enough.
Keep your questions coming. I really appreciate them. I also want to write about relationships more. In the hungry planet world, power couples are it - even in all these conscious groups. The channelers of change...cough....
I have been thinking about the NO power couple, the no energy relationship. More to come on that.
I spent a lovely day on Mustang Island in Corpus Christi, Texas, and friends, it was superb. I chatted briefly with the Kuthumi to my El Morya. What a fucking gift! And I talked to the "energy does not require force" embodiment - Master D. Ah, and I never brushed my hair or put on a bra. Woo Hoo. #ahmyolife :P
Someone asked me about posting to clarify the "pearls before swine" comment often made by El Morya and myself. The terms "pearls before swine" and "casting pearls" refer to a quotation from the Bible verse from the book of Matthew 7:6.
In Jesus's Sermon on the Mount, he says: "Do not give what is holy to the dogs; nor cast your pearls before swine, lest they trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you in pieces."
Perhaps if you have posted on a "consciousness/ spiritual" group page on Facebook you have experienced this first hand.
Or perhaps, you have bared your soul to a friend and had them take your pearl of wisdom - not knowing how precious it is - and destroyed it - and maybe even you for a bit.
The saying is about not placing your precious pearls of soul wisdom (your soul story) before just anyone or it will be shred to bits by the dogs and trampled by the pigs.
The last use of the quotation was referring to El Morya's suggestion that perhaps it was start time for me to sharing only with those who have the consciousness to know a pearl of soul wisdom when they see it.
Dr. Brene Brown who specializes in human behavior says someone needs to earn the right to hear your story, but so often we find ourselves telling our stories to those who least deserve to hear them to convince them of our worth. That's not my word choice, but it is the same sentiment as the Jesus quote, and I find her research fascinating.
By the way - you know this AND it's worth repeating - I treasure each and everyone one of your pearls shared here and in private conversations more than I could ever explain in words.
Of course, who is the pearl caster and who is the swine is a matter of perspective, but you catch my drift. I am still the swine, the dog to El Morya sometimes. For example, he only tells me so much about his lives and experiences. He has become more open as my consciousness has expanded, yet not entirely open. He is only going to share his full story with me, when I can actually understand it, he says. That is why there is no book about his life. Casting pearls, he would say.
Many of you have been hesitant to publicly share and perhaps it is because you are much wiser than myself (who shared extremely publicly for so long) and your have known this at such a deep level for much longer than me.
Yet, I needed to have the experience to gain the wisdom and refine how and why I share, and all is always perfect. Like El Morya suggested, it's simply time for me to use greater discernment in sharing my story now.
Before I got off Facebook I posted about the parallels between Adamus' teachings to those of the masters of the Far East. I simply asked if anyone saw them too. All but one response was shredding and trampling my sentiment to bits. Shredding it with the metal filter, I might add, and totally unconsciously.
In St. Germain's last life his permanent home was in fact, the Himalayas, and he was a vegan yogi at the end (only at the end because just about everything human gets gross in enlightenment not because of some dogmatic reasons), but you can read The Red Lion and discern for yourself. Or just ask him.
He had a nice "over meat consumption" and "onion and garlic" side comments at the beginning of the last shoud, too, that gave me a good laugh...He was extra snarky Saturday... you had to be quick to catch it all between the mental repeats...
What I am saying is much of this history is buried because people have taken the ancient far east wisdom and turned it mental.
They took gold and turned it to shit (yet it will always go back to gold) which is why everything has to be re-packaged...
...poor Adamus is working his ass off to tell us the same shit with different words all the time:P...
...like the Ahymo Life is the new term for the Third Circle (Divine Will)...
In a summer shoud - June maybe - Adamus said this almost directly - if you heard the words and the words in between the words - You do not have to take my word for it. You can find it yourself.
People only hear what they can grasp, and mainly take a conscious concept and filter it right on through the mind, which is where the pigs and dogs hang out. It's not the person that's the dog or pig; it's their aspects.
They are not the ones making mental judgements, the aspect is as it hasn't been integrated yet. In time...
That's why Adamus repeats himself over and over. The blue story from the last Shoud has been told in three venues now - probably more I cannot recall.
---- Digression over----
As I was saying, in this Facebook post, I was chewed to bits. But it's not wrong or bad or lacking in compassion. Just like El Morya has a huge amount of compassion for me (although he won't share everything), I do for others as well.
However, just like he said, they won't get it, so don't waste your breath.
(Facebook - for me - became one giant waste of breath - in the way I was using it to bare my soul. My breath is not wasted here. Ever. Neither is yours! I love what you share so deeply. )
People in the Facebook group simply did not know enlightenment history. It's not that they are wrong or bad but simply would not see, sense, or know the magic in that statement. I learned quickly from it, and deleted it. It was a test of sorts as I made the decision to get off the forum.
(It's truly consciousness-expanding to see how it all runs parallel but another post, another time. Perhaps a book: The Complete History of Enlightenment. Nah...Although I could....)
It was just the same when I posted about divine will on the same facebook group. One or two people understood, but for the rest that could not see the pearl. One said allow & and was it, was all there was --- yet what is the purpose of allow & and? It's the third circle....You see what I am saying here.
If they cannot see the string between the pearls, they don't know it is precious jewelry, so they stomp on the pearls, thinking they are trash.
Why is El Morya quoting Yeshua or Jesus?
Many of you may know this but it was asked - El Morya and his fellow master friends Kuthumi and Dwal Kuhl were present at the birth of Jesus/ Yeshua, appearing as the three wisemen or magi. They also were part of his education in India as was Babaji, his direct teacher. More on this another time.
All of this writing had me into the discernment vs. judgement experience again yesterday.
I realized while I had integrated the judgement, it had not yet fully disintegrated. For me the integration and then disintegration is where the wisdom distillation comes into play. I will write more on the soul wisdom distillation experience.
It also had me thinking about all these masters gatherings in which you have to pay to attend. I totally get someone being compensated for their time and talents. Yet, something else is brewing in my soul's creative passions.
I have only taught two day-long workshops. One in January 2016 and one in June of 2017. Both times amazing people showed up - many of you - and it was a very valuable experience for me.
The first one was moving from New Age to New Energy concepts and the second was opening the door to no energy creation by creating a deep connection with the divinity residing within SELF.
Whether people knew it on the surface level or not, we tapped into no energy creation in that space. I believe most people did understand this, although I have not received feedback and surveys are not my thing.
I simply had the experience and left it immediately as to not have my identity tied to being a teacher - that's unpleasant for me to have my identity tied to anything.
Now I'm going very personal here and opening up to you all. Each time 50% OR MORE of the money collected went to the person(s) hosting the event, and I never recouped my travel costs AND I was never worried about that.
Yet, it always felt off to me. Collecting the money and then handing it over to another. Both exchanges - collecting money and then handing it over- felt entirely icky to me. Yuckity yuck.
It is one of many reasons I have only done this twice. It's not that I cannot fill up a room...
What has always felt soul good, pure in passion to me was my relationship with El Morya, which has never cost a thing.
Yet, I was constantly told to charge for my services and charge well. So I did it. Now my soul voice is the sole voice.
Right now it seems to me an old concept of masters having to pay fellow masters to hang out. Sure pay for your own food and travel costs, but I don't need to profit though our soul to soul meetings as soul source has filled up my bank account.
El Morya and my hangouts never costed a thing and do you think Madame Blavatsky ever paid El Morya for his "soul sessions" and "coaching sessions." NOPE! Further El Morya says he would not need the money as he had more than he could ever spend.
This week a few of you reached out to talk about getting together in Canada. My eyes lit up.
Can you imagine what it would be like to get together as masters without having to pay one another? Without marketing materials - of course not called marketing because that's a bad word but the same none the less? Without powerpoint and dry erase boards? Without agendas? Without labeling something fancy and two-point-zeroing it? Without the defined role of teacher and student but soul to soul? That's really what it has always been about to me. That is what would feel good.
Although I understand - for example - why the Crimson Circle's Threshold workshop is expensive. If it wasn't, there would be way more than 13 people in it and the content would be watered down. There needs to be a Threshold for threshold. Now that threshold is sharing pearls for pearls.
Yesterday as a I pondered "pearls before swine," I understood something.
When you are in your third circle of creation you are a consciousness magnet for others in the same space. When you are pure in intent, you attract others with the same purity.
For example, meeting Lindsay (who is on here - I hope you don't mind me using you as an example) virtually - she sent me an email long ago - by just reading that email I knew instantly that she held the same purity of intent I did. I knew I would never have to examine her motives with a suspicious eye. Instant respect and trust. Just one example as it has happened with many of you.
It's not going to be popular yet I am just going to say it. My fucks to give are gone, and I don't need to make people happy anymore....
These highly marketed flashy gatherings like the CC's new Villa Ahmyo, the never ending advertisements on Masters Hub (yes, I know I did this too, so I can actually talk about it from the back end and Maurice is a dear friend yet I cannot see #spiritualteacher one more time or I will vomit), the channeler of Archangel Michael upping his marketing game in a sleek new way (Several shaumbra have pointed this out to me in concern - I don't watch it. I can't watch it. Tried to...)
All those things seem to serve many others well. Yet, I think we hit a threshold where our souls become too expanded to tolerate it or enjoy it anymore. And those spiritual teachers are having the experience of that identity.
But you cannot mistake that identity with enlightenment. It is not enlightenment. It is an identity of the human. I know because I did it. It was a cool experience, but a total distraction from my enlightenment.
The temptation was there for me - yet all I knew after dipping my toes in the water is I had to get out as quickly as possible. To run.
The friends I met - on the individual level - are priceless - worth more than gold AND the system is full of muck and people taking their identities way too seriously!
When I really tap into the consciousness of those choosing embodied enlightenment or a consciousness/ soul-driven life, what I sense is a deep desire to connect. When you pay for that connection, it takes away from it.
As masters, we have the enlightenment trust fund at our disposal. Once tapped into it, more and more people will find this old monetary exchange as barbaric as I do.
"Just give it some time," my soul tells me, "and be honest about your experience with it. Don't filter how you feel."
Isn't it enough to share your pearls of wisdom with those who will cherish them? That is how I want to pay AND be paid, from now on.
So that being said, I would love to gather with you all at some point. I am making arrangements for the Canada crew.
So in 2018, if you want to get together and have a real time Banyan gathering without agenda, without all the noise, without marketing and media pushes, shoot me a note.
In the meantime, we will carry on our New Moon Gatherings. They are listed on a calendar here...http://www.beingenlightenment.com/new-moon.html ...and I will remind you.
November 18, 2017: Exploring Communication in Divine Will with
Master Morya & Mahavatar Babaji
November 26, 2017: Birthday under the Banyan!
Also, clarity on the Center of Being space came in this week. It will be purchased at the beginning of 2019 and you are all invited to the grand opening. There will be no fee for sign up.
You bring your pearls and I'll bring mine. We will dine like kings and queens, together.
In honor of you and your experience,
At your urging I am watching the shoud. Lots of great stuff so far but I loved the opening "ending" consciousness is a creative magnet. Because we tend to like human stories that match our mastery, I thought I would share a few.
I am currently visiting my mom for her 70th birthday. I have not spent time with her since July 2016, which was painful. She is a beautiful soul. She understands the true teachings of Yeshua. Yet, she is madly human. I mean energy grasping, mental as hell, well, human.
Someone once told me, if you think you are enlightened, go home for Christmas. Meaning, you would most certainly realize you were not.
Well, I have to tell you I am more bothered to be in a big city than in her company. I find the sound of the electricity wires in the street and all the street lamps more annoying than anything.
The noise is obnoxious, but I am still just as expanded. I have not shrunk to the situation. My experiences are not hindered either by the city or by my mom.
Last night I took a hot bath and talked to Yogananda about his poetry in the book, Songs of the Soul, which I highly recommend. I went to Theos after that. I will add I am not sleeping much, but I am entirely rested.
This time last year, I would have shrunk in my mom's presence and of course, blamed her, when everything is my own creation.
Here's the first story of consciousness is a creative magnet.
I have never worried about money even when I had none. The first Crimson Circle event I went to was Threshold in October 2015. Adamus asked me about money and I said I was tapped into the enlightenment trust fund.
Mind you this comment was stricken from the Threshold transcript in which I said, "I have an unlimited bank account."
Did I really have that in my actual bank account at the time? No. But I knew - not believed, KNEW it with my entire essence this to be the case.
Also, I did not spend money like a crazy person. Abundant people don't do that because they have nothing to prove to themselves or others. People wildly spending money are trying to convince themselves of something. My mom is the prime example.
I stand by my enlightenment trust fund theory although not being attached to HOW it shows up is essential. I also found being okay with being homeless and happy in a tent - i.e. not needing money - was the best way to attract it.
I believe any and all of us can tap into it at anytime. If someone calls me a trust fund baby, I say "why yes I am!"
My mom is the opposite. Everything is about money. Grabbing at having enough. We were shopping yesterday and picked out the exact same pillows. Mine were one color and hers another. My mom was rambling on about affording the pillows. I did not even check the tags.
We walked up to the check out counter.
The lady exclaimed to me, "These pillows are half off."
"Great!" I said.
My mom walked up with the same pillows in different colors. They were full price AND her coupons would not work. She argued over the coupons for sometime and paid twice the price for the same pillow.
Not only was there the physical experience. I sat back and watched the whole energy of the exchange. Feeling like you don't have enough put off a stinch, an energetic stink, in life that begets not having enough. Then comes the energy leak.
You already know all of this, but I sense you like the stories sometimes.
The second story:
I decided this year not to do Keahak. Then when it started I received five emails inviting me to join. I had donated to Crimson Circle to honor it and say goodbye around that time. Yet, I did not pay for Keahak.
"Hey, Adamus, is this a gift for me or a mistake?"
"No, it's a gift. I want you to listen one more year. Write your stories about it."
So I signed up, and must admit I have enjoyed it.
If you guys tell on me, no worries D has a subscription and Linda says partners can listen. Also, I will know it is one of 55 of you. Kidding. I know no one will do that.
My point. I wasn't even expecting it, and I received a hugely precious gift.
And I said, "Of course."
I could write pages on everything and anything landing in my lap my whole life but that will get obnoxious. The thing is I have never felt I needed anything. Whatever I had felt like enough for now. And always temporary.
I loved Adamus invitation to sense into consciousness as a creative magnet beyond any mental concept. If you mental-ize it, like the old "it comes to me" saying, it is not going to work.
Instead of "it comes to me" I'd rather say for myself "It comes FROM me. I created it without even knowing while I was hanging out in my tent happily."
Let me know if you like these stories or find them too human. I'm happy to discard them as I don't gain a whole lot from it. If it is helpful I will share from time to time like this.
Okay, I am going to finish that Should now. I like no bullshit Adamus act.
Also, I want to add that the more money I have, the less I want to own things. I love my old beat truck and a room without any nick knacks. The more stuff you own, the more it seems to own you. Give me a clean blank room in open natural landscapes over the Villa Ahmyo any day ;)
"The Ahmyo Life is not about being rich," Adamus said in the last Keahak.
In fact, I feel abundance has absolutely nothing to do with a bank account. It is when you feel passionate about creating something you can do so simply by being, without any dependence from outside of yourself.
Also, a concept from "The Red Lion" and Adamus' last life.
Something I will write about more...
Good morning, America. Good afternoon, Europe. Or good evening if you are on the other side of the world, Kiara, Sue, Donna and Cathy (Sorry if I missed you others).
It's pretty fucking amazing to connect into all your being-ness across the globe. We are re-wiring the history of this Earth, whether anyone sees or knows this is their own business. No YouTube video or Facebook post needed. It can only be sensed and known by those you also see and know.I want to welcome, Sylvia, our newest "member" of a group without membership.
Please take a look back. We started with the 30-Days of Self-Love, dove into systems, judgement vs. discernment and somehow ended up in moving from free will to divine will. Your patronage also means you will get a copy of my next book - whatever book comes out, whenever it comes out.
Also, we have a facebook group, and Karen LeGrande (add her as a friend) can add you if you wish. I am off Facebook indefinitely. Thanks, Karen. I appreciate you and all that you add with your presence and words. It is helpful for everyone, including me.
OK - here is me pouring out everything I know - right now- subject to the changing tides of consciousness - without editing it. I don't have the time for that. I'm too busy BEING, staring at the sky from my New Mexico porch.
Never did I think I would be saying this. The divine will experience has become so sacred and so personal to me, I hesitate writing about it, and I have never hesitated to share anything personal about myself EVER.
Per soul and source request, I have to write in symbols and myths to even convey it, which I am doing so here, in an expanded way: http://www.beingenlightenment.com/writing/the-sacred-art-of-surrender-divine-will.
In this link you will find an extended and expanded story. I add to it each day. Feel free to explore the website, which is updated daily, as I build its foundation.
Yet, here's my attempt at some hard facts and stories about what is occurring. My mother is off the site, so I can also speak more freely. Ha!
BODY: My whole life I have felt the effects of a nervous system upgrade. Even as a small child the bottoms of my feet constantly throbbed as my nervous system was completely being re-wired. At almost 37, I feel that is now complete.
Now, I feel my bones re-structuring themselves. The only thing I have to compare it to is braces on the teeth. You cannot reset bones without surgery, so I feel deep in my bones a complete shift happening at the speed of braces correcting a smile, for lack of any other comparison.
I felt something digging into my collar bone, which I describe on the new website, the other day, and the soaking in the healing mineral springs of Ojo Cliente, New Mexico sure helped.
On a radio show, Adamus once described shitting and pissing himself in a forest when he was stepping into his third circle, as Tobias called it. I will neither conform or deny that I have done this recently...I shrug knowing what is going on, clean up, and move on without emotion. I am so glad St. Germain shared this nasty-to-the-human fact. He said he thought he was dying, and we are.
I want to take one for the team and reinforce the normality of this occurrence in the shift you are going through. It will happen, and you are completely okay. No you did not east something bad. No you are not gluten intolerant. Stop it, mind.
At least we live in the time of toilet paper and running water - other masters did not have that. You will shit yourself, and you will like it because you will know what is happening. You are transfiguring into a master.
All the human will is literal being purged from my body.
Yesterday when I woke up, my eyes had changed (attached photo). The whites of my eyes are super white like they have never been. My eyes have turned from a sandy brown blue to a brighter blue. It is quite strange to see. I am told this is what happens when you see through the eyes of the divine and the human (talked about on the link above), and it is why many ascended masters appear to have bright blue or other pooping eye colors.
I am now feeling the fat cells which contain old free will matter dis-integrating. I have lost weight despite continuing to eat plenty albeit, very vegan-ly as I'll admit meat has become just as unfitting as alcohol (and y'all know I used to love steak and wine).
Neither is disgusting. I simply look at it and the energy of the meat and the alcohol does not comply with the energy of my body. I have not tried but suspect it would be like the effects of food poisoning. My stomach has had enough to deal with in DIS-INTEGRATION, thank you very much. No wonder Adamus is always talking about oats and honey. I am eating oats and honey too because that is what works.
Tea is also creating an elixir which works better than wine. A little high from the potent tea leaves gives my human that buzz it used to seek from the booze. Furthermore, drinking wine and beer was a great way to regulate my energy. It worked super well. Now the tea is doing that instead as I am too sensitive for the potency of alcohol. I like super green and Oolong teas. A little chai mixture in my morning coffee, too.
Also, a tiny, tiny dose of medical marijuana has also been helpful for carrying me through the shift. I'm talking 1/10th the normal does. 1/10th of a 5 mg chew. So 0.5 milligrams is the perfect amount for me when things get real intense - about once or twice a week now. This is only for me and not a recommendation to anyone else.
* I am not a doctor. I do not give medical advise. Please note I do not promote illegal activity. It is legal where I live.*
During this time I have been told by source and soul to open your eyes to DIS-INTEGRATION.
For the past years, especially those in CC schools, we have talked incessantly about integration. This is the time for dis-integration, I am told.
WHAT HAS BEEN INTEGRATED, NOW TRANSFIGURES IN THE DIS-INTEGRATION PROCESS. In other words, internal integrated SHIT now turns to GOLD. Be patient with yourself. Relaxing speeds up the "process."
What that means to you - is always up to you. It applies to other things besides body as well. Here we go...
HUMAN THOUGHTS/ EMOTIONS/ CREATIONS:
Having a very open crown chakra as of late (yeah I said it chakra. Chakra. Chakra. Chakra. Who cares if it's a banned word from the CC word police. ), I keep seeing various potential and possibilities in my third eye (did it again:P).
These potential and possibilities appear in super seductive visions of the future self- and they felt so freaking real - until I REALized - big wow realization- what was taking place...
I spoke of the seduction of human plans and creations in a previous post; in case you missed it here's a recap.
This is important --- The visions of future human potentials and possibilities become super seductive and sophisticated when you begin the shift into Divine Will.
You can recognize its occurrence because they pull you out of the infinite NOW and show you the linear future. You can use your fine-tuned discernment here, if you wish.
In other words, Human Free Will will do anything to survive, to grasp onto its control of your creations. And because your human will has existed for eons, it will be super sophisticated in its seduction.
Free Will will tell you that you are here to be a famous spiritual teacher. It will tell you that you will become rich, look like a model, and married to the rockstar of your dreams - or whatever your greatest human desires have been - IF you just stay in the space of free will.
The visions will be so wonderful, you will want to say YES. And it is totally okay if you do. Once you veer down the path, you will know what has taken place as it will not be in the flow of your soul's wisdom. In that, there is absolutely nothing to be afraid of AND there are no mistakes.
Please note: I have sensed all of these seductive visions as happening "out there" - in my body of consciousness but not within the I AM presence. It happens in the "spiritual head space" so you think it's not human AND it totally is.
***There is the sophistication. It will talk to you like it's your soul voice, and it is really the human free will talking.
Discernment. Discernment. Discernment. Discernment. Discernment. Discernment.
And, the flowing river of your soul's wisdom will speak in the softest whisper so low you can barely hear it. You will feel it in your bones. You will feel it in the space between the cells. You will feel it in the bottoms of your feet, and more than anywhere in your heart space, where your YouMan (human) and Soul meet. It will not seduce you with grand visions. It will not promise you gold, a barbie body, and a rich husband, thousand of YouTube followders, whatever.
It will only say: I AM THAT I AM.
Indeed, for me, what took place was that everything I created - everything I created with human will wishes and intents - was unraveling.
As you step into divine will, all human creations MUST go no matter how conscious they may seem.
Creations you made in the physical AND creations you made with a mere wish. All of them will unravel.
Just like aspect integration, which you all know well, there is no need to analyze each story line dis-integrating.
You only need to allow the dis-integration and consider if you want to grasp onto a "story creation" or let the big, fat story go. The bigger, the fatter the story, the harder it is to simply open your hand and release the string tied to that particular helium balloon of a story (one filled with hot air) and allow it to fly away into the void of the divine will darkness.
It's not the kind of thing where you can pick and choose. You cannot say I am in Divine Will and I am going to bring this human relationship with me. You cannot say I am in Divine Will and I am going to bring my coaching business with me.
All identities are shed. Everything must go. Everything that was created with energy. Everything created from free will is going to be replaced with no energy creation and from the space of divine will. Every. Last. Thing.
As Tobias said, you will want BOTH, but you cannot have both. I do believe it will vary what that looks like from person to person.
But I know for sure:
ALL HUMAN FREE WILL CREATIONS WILL HAVE TO GO as you step into the third circle.
The absolutely glorious thing is once you sense what is on the other side, you *will not want* to participate in those human creations anymore.
For example, I used to be involved with a man I call Jack. In my mind, I built a life with Jack and his daughter (my own daughter from another life). I felt the seduction of this creation pulling me back in several days ago and of course, Jack called me in real life to see me, along with his daughter.
If this happened eight months ago, I would have hopped in the car with all my belongings and moved into Jack's house happy as a clam. It was my greatest human desire to be with the two of them again in this life.
But, much to my surprise, I found I no longer desired my human's greatest wish. What was really happening is I was watching a movie reel, a picture show of all the human free will creations unravel as I stepped into divine will.
It was the same with being a teacher of consciousness. Of having my youtube channel and a massive client list. The more and more that business grew, the more my soul found discord in its resonance.
It was my second greatest human desire to "help" people reach enlightenment. And that too DIS-INTEGRATED, as I moved into the Divine Will experience.
I will say it again - Everything you create through human free will - no matter how much consciousness goes into your creation - will have to disintegrate before you are fully in your third circle space (If someone has a better term, please comment below). Third circle sounds a bit outdated for me, but so you know what I am talking about...
PTSD: Jean-Pierre is onto something. The PTSD is in the bone marrow. This is likely not your first time in ascension - yet maybe it is your first time embodying enlightenment.
You experienced that "Biblical life" in which you went through the sacred art of surrender into the divine will. You watched Yeshua hung on the cross. You watched Romans kill your family. You lost children and you knew it was the will of God. You screamed to the heavens "why?!" Perhaps like Tobias, you were in prison rotting when your ascension occurred. It's no wonder PTSD is residing in the depths of your bone marrow.
I can assure you Divine Will has changed in this last lifetime. Joy and love and grace and ease are yours to re-claim in this last human life.
D, my partner, showed up just at the right time as I stood on the threshold of divine will enlightenment. A second earlier, and he would have been cast aside for human free will life creations. I hope to talk about that more and more in coming posts. There are relationships on the side of divine will. Something which has only been recently revealed to me by soul and Source.
Indeed, I can tell you with certainty, this divine will will be similar but different in how it appears in your human life. The Atlantean dream will be realized and it includes all the love and all the riches you ever desired - if only you dis-integrate and transfigure with ignited soul passion your free will as the limited human.
And, it will happen so naturally, you will look back at laugh at new energy creation for it is the no energy creation you sought all along.
In honor of you,
Lauren and El Morya who sits here by my side, silently sipping his Oolong tea. He extends and invitation to visit you as well. Perhaps you might meet him under the golden rays of the majestic banyan tree.
Don't talk about night anymore! -
In our day there is no night.
In our religion of Love
There is no religion or love.
Love is the endless ocean of God
Yet a thousand souls, drowning in that ocean, cry out -
"There is no God!"
-Rumi, In the Arms of the Beloved
Any human who travels to far lands returns home forever changed. It’s no different for the conscious being. Yet, the magnitude of the earthquake of change upon arrive ‘home’ – with one thud of a heavy passport stamp – the world becomes different in ways previously unimaginable for the mere human traveler.
To know this yourself, you need not step on a plane or drive across borders – you need only expand your mastery in perspective and perceptions to seeing, sensing, and knowing deeply that everything – every little last thing in this life and all others – is and was an illusion.
“Who are you beyond these illusions?” Master M and Sar’h asked Lauren, the human who is finally catching up to her own mastery, as we flew sixteen hours across the world from New Delhi to New York.
It wasn’t just a question for me but for everyone who joined in the New Moon gathering of embodied and ascended masters.
I was able to see so clearly the roles I had played on the Earth’s stages. I was able to see how I was the writer and producer of my life. Knowing that used to be a big realization – I create my own reality. And then like any realization, there comes a point when it is time to let it all go, once again.
Something in me clicked – this was no longer needed, no longer desired - I did not need to write anymore human free will plays. In that realization, I completely had to let go of every single thing I have shared and wrote about on the New Energy Creator website.
In embodied enlightenment, these concepts of creatorship are outdated, and obsolete, though they were a vital part of my journey. You no longer need to create with New Energy (energy containing consciousness). Instead, creation requires no energy at all.
We are marked by the grace in which we let things go. I watched that body of work be sucked into the vortex of what no longer serves. What do I do with all the New Energy Creator work? I archive it into the library of the soul’s wisdom, and I walk on. It’s that simple.
In the New Moon gathering, I saw in divine will I was beyond acting roles, beyond writing a script, directing, and staring in it. For those roles were the will of the human and not the will of God.
In other words, in the will of God there is a different script, or perhaps none at all, Sar’h and Master M suggested, allowing me the wiggle room to discern for myself, as I will allow you to do as well.
So as I found myself behind the curtain of all stages, I had a backstage pass to watch as more things were sucked into the vortex of what was no longer mine. I watched the stories, the plays, and the movies that no longer served reverse with the changing tide of my soul’s wisdom.
I remember in 2014 standing at a Mayan ruin in southern Mexico. As I entered the hearth of a stone structure, I heard Sar’h and Master M telling Lauren, my human self, “Let go of the need for recognition.”
For years, in the human will, I felt I needed to become unattached to being seen, so that people would see me. In this New Moon moment, it became very clear that I no longer wanted recognition at all. Not wanting it did not mean letting go of it, not being tied to it, but really with every cell of my being desiring the opposite experience. I want to be left alone, to play no role at all, and simply BE in my own essence.
This trip was defined by the letting go of human free will and stepping into the will of God. There are several things that got twisted around by the human. I feel like it is hugely supportive to talk about what I got “wrong.” The feeling of embarrassment left me some years ago, anyway.
First, Master M said he was going to meet me in India. He certainly did but, of course, it was not on the old physical Earth. It was beneath a Banyan tree, of which only those with eyes can see it.
Going back to the beginning of the trip, I realized deeply that I would no longer be sharing with the audience that is Masters Hub and other groups spiraled off from the Crimson Circle. Not because it was wrong or bad – it serves many right now – but I had quickly outgrown it.
My human free will reasoned it was because we (multiple me) were “supposed to” “work with” a larger audience. In that human thought form, I created the ‘Return to Self’ series for a larger audience, advertised it as a way to explore this theory.
I could not have been more off. That is not what I am “supposed to do.” Too funny!
What I really did was set up my own energy portal for ME – not the readers – to Return to SELF, and what I found is I no longer want to teach anything, and I certainly do not want to work with anyone in awakening stages of realization.
Why? Because I can see, sense and know everything is perfect - absolutely perfect for them - and requires zero interference. Also, I do not enjoy it at all. More importantly, it is not the will of God.
Teaching is rarely, very rarely a divine will action. As I have seen in myself, it is so easy to turn and manipulate what is definitely human will into believing from a human perspective that it is divine will.
Sar’h ever so gently whispered, “Those who are out there teaching are doing so because they still need to learn the material themselves.”
It makes so much sense. All of what I have been sharing – writing the Thirty Days of Self-Love was about me finding that space for myself. Each client I met with and reflected their mastery back to was a way for me to reflect mastery back to myself. I no longer need the mirror – I can see myself so clearly in the darkness of the New Moon.
Yet, I took a pause to honor the experience that playing the teacher, facilitator role gifted me, and let it go, as it no longer serves.
So what does exist beyond the illusions of human free will living – for me?
There is one thing I kind of got right, or was at least on the right track. I said I would be “working with” those who are committed to the embodied enlightenment experience – beyond the circus, beyond the social media videos, beyond the cool kids club (none of which are wrong or bad but simply do not flow with the state of divine will).
I am not here to “work” with anyone, yet in this New Moon gathering, which created such an expansive space beyond the noise, I can see what I can offer you all and what you offer as well – a space for embodied masters and ascended masters to BE beyond all the human constructs and systems. That cannot be done on a Facebook platform. It cannot be done right now in a physical old Earth space. It can only be held beyond the illusions.
Myself and others like you are holding a space in the physical and Master M and his friends are holding a space in the ethereal for those who have the passion to stay here in body and BE. Not teach, not draw a crowd, but to simply be.
For that reason, I do not want this space to continue on Facebook or Patreon. By 2018, I’m going to move all this content onto a password protected website, which will include a forum for those who make the shift over. More updates on that will be forthcoming, but I did want to share my personal realizations before going into the bigger picture.
Note: The site was moved over here in November 2017.
Coming back from our journey, I cannot un-see what I saw. To know everything around you is an illusion is one thing and experiencing every single reality as a movie screen projected into the physical is quite another.
Since returning I have not had one brief moment in which I did not see the illusion clearly. Not a single second has passed in which I did not know I was walking though a movie set. The woman who passed me on the trail yelling at me to put my dog on a leash was nothing but an actor on the stage.
So what is real? Let me begin again, please.
Any human who travels to far lands returns home forever changed. It’s no different for the conscious being. Yet, the magnitude of the earthquake of change upon arrive ‘home’ – with one thud of a heavy passport stamp – the world becomes different in ways previously unimaginable for the mere human traveler.
To know this yourself, you need not step on a plane or drive across borders – you need only expand your mastery in perspective and perceptions to seeing, sensing, and knowing deeply (from experience, not a mental construct) that everything – every little last thing in this life and all others – is and was an illusion but one thing – that thing is called love.
Speak not of the human kind of love, but the kind you find in dark crevices in the space between the cells of your being. This kind of love is an experience that can only be found beyond the illusions and behind the curtains of all perceived realities.
The only thing real in this world free from illusion is this dark love – love you can only experience and know when you have given up the rest, including your human free will and any human passion beyond self-realization, through the art of complete surrender.
I will write it again. To experience this kind of love, you must see clearly and know deeply your perceived passions are but mere distractions.
It’s the kind of love that exists beyond the stages, beyond the movie projected, and it can only be sensed in the absence of that movie screen – one you can step away from for a time and space, like we did in the New Moon gathering, if you joined us.
This dark love - this love that exists outside illusion has another name. It is the Love of God, and that, my friends, is what we brought forth in the New Moon gathering and what I will continue to do each month should you feel compelled to join, checking your human free will at the door, please.
I hate to say it, but Adamus was right. Kuthumi was right. Master M was right. In this embodied enlightenment experience, you will not want to be social. You will not want to be online. Enjoy it while you can. Have the experience in the illusion.
One day you will wake up, and you will not want to play a role in the illusions anymore. You will see so clearly how nothing is authentic. Everything is an act. And for a time, you would rather be alone, wandering realities. The only company you will welcome is those who pass by who are also walking beyond the veil of illusion.
Like Kuthumi, you will want to talk to trees. Like Adamus, you will trade your proverbial castle for a forest. Like Master Morya, you will leave your role as prince and become the ruler of your own kingdom, instead.
And, just like anything else, that too will dissolve. But for a time, you will not want to play in the video game that is Earth’s illusions.
When Adamus first said these things, such as masters are not on Facebook. Masters don’t go to organized Shaumbra events. I said, “Hey buddy, you don’t get to define my enlightenment experience.” That was the human free will talking.
I will not speak for you all, but for me, he was entirely spot on.
I feel the need to untangle myself from all the roles I created. The master laughs and says, “Hey, just walk away.” And so I am.
I will continue to meet you all in the space beyond the noise, beyond the veils of illusion, and in complete resonance with the dark love, that is the love of God (SELF).
As we said before, once you stop grasping at the figurative $100 bill, there are millions waiting for you on the 'other side', and those riches are found only in the love of God.
Creation no longer requires New Energy; it requires no energy, no effort at all. In fact, it is essential that you do not use effort or energy in your creations in this space.
This is something we’ve been discussing at length and will some more.
I will also be sharing about PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder) as related to stepping into divine will.
On Wednesday, I am headed to the desert of New Mexico before going to visit my mom. I will surely be bringing anyone with me who wants to come visit and have a cup of tea, go for a long walk among the desert sands, and of course, play with Professor Ollie.
Thank you for your gracing this space with your essence. Oh be ahn, fellow travelers!