Hey friends, I love all of your shares and will respond...eventually...yet I wanted to share what is going on with me right now and why it is so hard to read, respond, etc. on here. Well, hard is not the right word. It's not 'appropriate' to respond in this current context.
Sometime last week, I began having conversations in my dreams (nothing new here but the conversation was). I was going through an awareness of the difference between my soul voice and the voice (not the right word but for the sake of story) of my master self. Like El Morya I find the word master far too limiting and a bit puke-worthy, so perhaps I will just call it the I AM.
So I was discerning between my soul wisdom voice and the deep knowingness of the I AM. Waves of the I AM have been rolling in...I don't have anything to compare it to. It's not integration. It's so far from processing. There is no trash to burn off. There is no fear.
There is discomfort. That feeling like I wrote in my 'Notes' post - like you left the stove on but know you did not. My body feels stretched...I won't say new, because it is too familiar at the same time.
Yesterday was particularly uncomfortable. I was in the bathroom getting something from under the counter and Damaian was out of the house on his own. As I leaned down in the tiny bathroom here at my California home, I felt a very large presence behind me. Damian is a big dude - tall, muscular build. I said out loud, "D, is that you?"
Then I realized the bathroom door was closed. I was alone. Duh. And...
Then I realized this tall figure (HUGE, almost dark - a black hole...) was me. No, I'm not integrating an aspect. Having thousands of experiences in that experience, I'm 100% clear on what that feels like. This was me - this figure was my I Am (my master self).
So I decided to take a long walk alone - even without the dog - a long walk with the huge I AM.
I asked a question without words. An inquiry without a solid question. The "answer" I received about what I was experiencing ...
You are in the Sovniverse - like omniverse. OMNIVERSE is defined as the collection of every single universe, dimension, realm, reality and all the wisdom that goes with it.
In this context, the word was changed to add sovereign. So, my I AM was telling me "we" are in the sovereign omniverse of SELF.
Well, okay...makes sense if you do not think at all.
The GRAND figure continued to walk behind me. I invite it in. More so it is less coming in, that I am letting go.
Letting go of Earth nature, letting go of my biology, letting go of human constructs like systems, concepts of right and wrong. Sure, I did this before as you have but another layer in the spiral of the return to self is seamlessly occurring. Yet, I am still stretched, melting into myself.
I do not care if I die, I tell it. There is nothing I have left to do that cannot be done without a body, I say. I am complete in life. Just come in already and quit following me around. It's so 'time.' Time for the end of separation and a new era of sovereign one-ness (for lack of a better term). The clear drop of consciousness, I think Joanna called it....
No fear. No resistance. I have already died a thousand deaths in this body and lived. I am no longer attached to this body. It's ready to go. But I know deeply I will continue walking on Earth for sometime, just not in a biological vehicle.
By the end of the walk the I AM (master self for you Keahak people) is touching me on my back. I feel it coming into merge with the spinal cord. The base of the neck so irritated from this whole thing.
I realize I cannot create - we cannot create what we wish to do with the Banyan Tree - until each of us are in our SOVNIVERSE. I will not be ready to share until the I AM is done doing whatever it does. Yet, I do have a timeline. That will be June. Then, and only then, will I really be able to ..... create....with you....and not lose myself....without even a molecule of agenda or force....
So until then, I am inviting you to step into your sovniverse - create at will. Create forums on Ryver at will from your sovniverse. You don't need my permission.
I invite you to gather at the Banyan Tree on April 16 from the space of your sovniverse. I have been driving this vehicle for so long, I couldn't pick up the reigns if I tried. It's not that I don't care - well that too - but instead of caring, I'm going to let the seed blossom on it's own. It doesn't need me to water it anymore. The wisdom you add here is plenty.
Like Joanna said and like I stated so clearly in the manifesto, if you are here, this is your creation too. And this creation needs no leadership. It doesn't need anything, of course, but what will make it blossom is more people in their I AM-ness.
Next post, I will share a beautiful poem by Kim, which is the song she is singing to herself and the wisdom she is lending to the Banyan Tree.
One final note, I invite you to sense into archetypal realms that are left from "previous" ancient civilazations, such as Atlantis, Avalon, The Vedic Period, Ancient Egypt....and ponder if that is what the Banyan Tree could be.
Long after we have finished our last lives on this planet, could we possible create something as GRAND... could the achetypal energy/ wisdom of the Banyan Tree exist on for eons of time for those choosing consciousness over automation.
Perhaps we are laying the groundwork, creating a portal/ an energetic pathway - without force or persuasion - into true freedom for those who will live in the age of the machine.
For me nothing is more exciting. And I am not going to taint it will any human garbage, so I will wait until June.
See you under the Banyan Tree on April 16. Perhaps if you have been "using" the tree to heal, fill yourself up, gain something, perhaps you will grace it with your sovniversal wisdom instead.
In the last week or so I have been lending a lot of conscious breath (Thanks, Guillem!) to what we are creating here at the Banyan Tree. I sense your wisdom, and I read it everyday in the comments here and on Ryver. Este and Karen have written poems. Momo has danced away identity. Raphaelle recently wrote a song about it she is recording, which I will share here. So good!!
Right now all that wisdom has been put into the creation of our beloved Banyan Tree, yet I want to capture it beyond the fragments in comments, shares, etc. So I posted this on the Ryver forum:
Recently, I read a book, Balthasar: The Magus, and the story of the three wisemen (and more) written by Marisa Calvi (a friend) and told by Ascended Master Kuthumi. At the end of the book something really struck me. Kuthumi's soul in Balthasar's body realized at the end of the book that the three wisemen (3 sovereign souls) had come together to create an experience that would usher in the new conscious brought forth by Yeshua's birth and his role on Earth.
He said each of these three souls came together in creation and that creation had it's own soul. They were three unique flames in a fire of creation and that fire had a soul and each of the flames as spirit individualized. I bring it up because I have been sensing so keenly that the Banyan Tree has started to have it's own soul, it's own consciousness.
The soul is filled with the wisdom of each of our souls, AND we do not lose ourselves in the experience but enjoy from a place of individualized spirit or sovereign souls. It is our creation to enjoy! And it creates a pathway for lack of a better word for those choosing consciousness over automation for eons to come as well as those who are moving beyond firm group identities into their sovereign states. Simply GRAND!
And like El Morya always reminds me, it's time to allow creations the same sovereignty we allow ourselves. It is only then that the tree will thrive. It is only in allowing the sovereignty of the creation, such as the Banyan Tree, that we move beyond agenda, control and more so, we are not building something anymore with plans and constructed blue prints, we are allowing a creation to bloom from our unique states of being. I'd love to hear from you all on this one before forming a full post. A call for wisdom contributions, if you would like.
Joanna, answered and she captured what I have been sensing in words, and we have decided to gather the wisdom up and put it into a book - PDF I will send out and publish on this website - in the summer.
Here was her response/ wisdom contribution/ so much more:
I had a dream a month or so back, and St. G said to me “You each have a clean drop of this consciousness now; it’s up to you what you do with it.”
Back in 2010 he also told me (through Geoff) that I should write the books I was planning (that I never did), BUT that I would be involved in something that would bring me much more fulfillment. Imagine that. (Lauren here: Indeed, Joanna - my books now feel like a tiny little side gig and not my full creation.)
When I read Lauren’s post about the Himalayas, with the similarity of the St. G message for her, her experience of not quite knowing until now what was being created, and now with the Banyan Soul, it has brought together all I’ve been seeing and hearing over the last few years also. I also began to write with a group of sovereign beings, but at the time I didn’t know there were other humans involved! I’m loving this unfoldment.
Coming together in sovereignty and the birthing of the new. My ultimate passion, both in creating outwardly and within myself. Yep, myself. (Lauren again: such a better definition and words than old divine will - thank you! - I AM CREATION.)
What I see, so far, is this: What we are creating here is entirely new. I don’t fully know what that ‘new’ is yet, just know that it is. While there is nothing new in enlightenment, so to speak, there IS something new afterwards. (YES!)
There IS something brand new that is created when sovereign beings gather. The difference between how this was done before to birth something on Earth, is that this comes from a space within that is entirely free from the past and identity….even before Earth. Now that we are in a new energy from the ones before, gathering like this actually creates another “clean” consciousness…..for any being to access eventually. (OUR LEGACY - El Morya adds)
It is a clean slate - no past, no identity, no story, no old idea of ‘family’. It’s like we go back to ‘original’ but with consciousness and awareness. Because even within enlightenment, and awareness and pulling one’s self together, we tend to have definitions of ourselves that are limiting, until we don’t anymore.
It is no mistake that there is so much coming up for many regarding identity and regarding how we relate to each other in sovereignty, and that sovereignty isn’t what we thought it was.
We are creating this entire space of existence where none of what we have created before exists anymore, except the wisdom. Quite literally, timelines are being disintegrated. This may take some time to trickle down to awareness in full. And of course, it is as we are, always always morphing, changing and becoming.
The beauty is, we don’t know what it will look like. We are making it up as we go along. So there is more here, that I just don’t see yet and that hasn’t been created yet. And I am totally excited to see what it becomes and hear what it has to say.
Yes there is the living in mastery and joy and realizing all these things about being here in freedom… and many many are here just to enjoy that and experience the unfolding of who they are in human form…but many of us are going to the next space of existence…and we can also experience that from HERE.
And we will begin to understand the new we are creating within ourselves as BEINGS also.
For a few years now, I’ve been going to this place of what I (as an integrated being) am going to create myself to be. I am combining my core essence with any other I choose…to create something new within myself and to be whatever/whoever I want to be…and from that come the new creations. And there’s always a good chance I’ll be surprised.
So like we are all combining our wisdom to create this new soul, I do the same within myself.
THANK YOU, JOANNA! When I read this yesterday, I wanted to allow it to sink in a few days before sharing, and then I ws too excited this morning not to put it out.
I am crying knowing that someone else sees the creation, touches and tastes it in a similar way - and is a hell of a lot better at explaining it. Sometimes when we get so close to something, when we are so in the creation, it's hard to see the grand design of it all. Joanna can and did.
And I know you all SEE it too, so we are asking for your contributions for a book that we will put together. You can add art. poems, links to music, and anything that can go into a PDF or weblink. Please send those in by May 21. In the meantime, we have two New Moon Gatherings that you can inJOY and share about - April 16 and May 15.
If you are new, check out the Banyan Tree, New Moon and click on the Banyan Tree Category for all article related - or wait until it comes out in e-book form.
With our human journalism backgrounds (too funny!), Joanna and I are going to compile the creation publication. I will include the full story of the history of the Banyan Tree - El Morya came to me in September 2017 to bring forth the idea.
I will go through your shares and comments dating back to September, yet if you could email me your comments and experiences (dreams, senses, etc) at firstname.lastname@example.org, I would be so appreciative (takes some of the digging work out...). This will also be sent out to new members as they come in as there has been a bit of confusion as to what the Banyan Tree is and how we are creating it with each conscious breath.
More to come!
If you have not read Balthasar The Magus, you can do so here if it calls to you: www.amazon.com/Balthasar-Magus-Lets-Walk-Three/dp/0980350654
I just noticed the publishing date on the book - September 30, 2013. It's quite funny because El Morya showed up on my doorstep for the first time in my adult human life on October 3, 2013. What we are birthing is so much grander than our human self can know.
Love and gratitude from us all.
First I want to say that we are good on the Ryver donations - completed and appreciated. Please note I also donated because I enjoy it so much. Thank you! Next year we can look at if Ryver is still serving us well or if we have moved on - transient beings we are:)
The Banyan Tree Story Files continue to grow. For those of you who have just joined us in the physical, Babaji shares with me what he calls the enlightenment map. On this map of Earth, Babaji shows me with little bright lights where embodied masters exist all over the planet. There's a little star on the map for each person and they move and change in real time on the map. (I wrote about it here, too)
Under the Banyan Tree, we connect with these beings, and several of you on Ryver have been reporting the connections to beings like us in Africa - so cool. One even said he was a friend of Yogananda. Not only is it cool, it is part of the imperative of this space - TO CREATE POTENTIALS AND POSSIBILITIES FOR THOSE CHOOSING CONSCIOUSNESS OVER AUTOMATION FOR EONS TO COME - stated in our Magic Manifesto.
As you are well aware, 99.99% of those in the embodied enlightenment experience are not out there teaching, making movies, being famous teachers, whatever. They may look like regular beings, going about their regular lives, and living the Magic that is BEING for they joy of it, first, and in support of the magic of BEING, and what that creates for souls on Earth with each breath we take. We've been talking about this for some time, and those who needed confirmation have found it in the Prognost materials from January this year.
The Banyan Tree was created for sovereign beings such as ourselves and our new friends in Africa to sovereignly interact or observe other masters of Self - whether embodied or ascended (the line is blurred between the two under the Banyan). It is a place beyond the noise and a place to experience divine will of the soul, the third circle of creation, or to simply be....
Further, true creation comes from the state of BEING (enlightenment). The joy of being here in physical form is creation. The depression, anxiety, whatever, comes from not creating, which is what your soul is here to do, to BE. Next New Moon we will go further into this creation from being.
Speaking of creation from soul, I am being guided by my own wisdom to explore my soul in the absence of identity as a preparatory (for the human) experience for diving into the no energy creation experience - creation from pure consciousness or awareness. To create from consciousness, the awareness must permeate tout to the edges of our being-ness - throughout the Universe of Self.
BEING IN THE ABSENCE OF IDENTITY
This was the theme of the New Moon gathering on the 17th but it has lasted a while for me, and will continue on, according to my soul awareness/ wisdom.
One of you sent me the following note, and it has captured a lot of what I am experiencing.
"Yesterday when I connected with the Banyan Tree, I had an interesting and very personal experience. It was like a funeral celebration for my identities. Not that I will never have human roles anymore, but it was like breaking up with an old version of me. Very expansive, joyful and also feeling sadness for letting go of something that was mine for such a long time. Some of the masters (embodied and ascended) came by, and I also felt your presence, but I wasn’t so much interacting with others, as just being in celebration of this change."
I too have been watching the identities go, integrate. It's not that it will make your pure and authentic - there is no such thing as authentic. We are always playing a role - every time we interact with this world.
Instead, what this experience is gifting me is the chance to really sift through the junk and find the radiating diamond that is my divine will role. What is the role(s) of the GodSelf, the soul, the master on this Earth, in this incarnation? What does that look like for me? How does it shift, change, evolve, and expand? What's the big motion picture and what role does my soul want to play in it? The future self has already decided it, now I'm having fun retracing the steps with childlike curiosity.
WHY THIS SPACE IS UNIQUE
As a side note, I tried to listen to Keahak yesterday. While I couldn't get through it, I did realize my contribution in writing and my talk with Adamus about Shaumbra made it into the channel - YOU CANNOT MENTALIZE WISDOM.
As you will recall about two months ago, I wrote a little article and posted it on the Keahak forum - not to get responses but to add my wisdom of experience to the group. It took a while, but it was nice to hear my contribution make it to a channel yesterday.
I bring this up because instead of getting out of a group in disgust - there is another option.
You can step into the third circle of creation in JOY and then share the wisdom of your experiences with the consciousness/ spiritual organization that you disconnected with. You can visit in joy and be under the Banyan Tree in your sovereignty simultaneously because you are beyond linear time. And you will not get sucked back in because you exist beyond gravity.
Here's a bit of Sar'h and El Morya's vision for the space: READ HERE
Here is the Keahak wisdom I shared, which has finally made it into the channels (both Keahak and a shoud): THE BLOOMING FLOWER
If you are joining us after, I highly recommend reading these to grasp the essence of this space.
EXPERIENCES, IF YOU CHOOSE
Have you ever felt into Divine (GodSelf/ I am God also) Will and then examined the relation to your role on Earth?
If you were going to contribute your wisdom to others choosing embodied enlightenment what would it be?
What is your energetic relationship like with mass consciousness and spiritual or consciousness groups? is it a reflection of your soul state of being or human nature? or Both?
Who are you beyond role/ identity? (for me it is a sensation that has no words)
What does this sentence mean/ invoke/ create in you? -
In creation of energetic pathways - potentials not directives -
For those who will choose consciousness over automation.
For eons to come.
PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SHARE HERE OR SEND ME A PERSONAL EMAIL. IN HONOR OF YOU!
VANCOUVER, BC: August 10-13
Please join us for the New Moon Banyan Tree gathering in beautiful Vancouver, BC!
Karen will host us in her home on August 11th. Thank you! I'd love to meet for dinner on the 10th and explore Stanley Park (amazing if you have not seen it yet) on the 12th. I fly back home the morning of the 13th.
I have stayed at and loved The Sylvia Hotel, which is very close to Karen's house. I just checked the website and this boutique hotel still has some rooms available - they book fast in August. There is a room for 5 - two queens and one single bed - that would significantly reduce the cost. It runs about $380 USD a night but divided up would be an economical route. Plus, AirBNB and many other options at all price points.
Please let me and Karen know - you can email me at email@example.com if you are coming and when.
I'm definitely going to require help with details and activities - free flowing! - so please let me know.
https://sylviahotel.com - The Sylvia Hotel
Florence, Italy: First week in October...?
Damian and I would love to meet you in Florence, Italy during the first week in October. I'd love to get a head count for people interested in gathering - possible to rent an AirBNB home with several rooms. Last year, we did this in the Netherlands (Damian, Este, Nazar, and several others) and it was so fun to share a home with a kitchen - cooking together is so fun! Please let me know if you would be interested in gathering - whether you would like to stay in the home too or prefer to rent your own place. Or maybe, we find a nice place boutique hotel...Open to suggestions.
Meeting along the way...
Damian and I will be driving Berlin to Florence and Florence to Slovenia in last September to early October - please let us know if you are on the route! If you come to California - please let me know.
Banyan Story Time & Ryver Updates
Welcome Peter and Virginia! Lovely to have you here.
If you are not aware, we meet in the ethers each New Moon under the Banyan Tree – a gathering of embodied masters and ascended masters hanging together – to BE together for a time.
Tomorrow I will have an audio recording of a message from Yogananda. It was my commitment to myself to not share anything I did not live, so after he delivered the message to me on Friday night (party!), I have been sitting with it and letting it seep into my bones. I must say it is much different than El Morya. All heart, all compassion, and so much belly laughter! I look forward to hearing your experiences with it. He truly shows up as a friend and not a teacher. I wouldn’t say it’s channeled but translatedJ - forever dodging that word channel.
Good day, friends!
I wanted to round up some of the Banyan Tree experiences from the New Moon gathering on January 16th. I will say this was an intense one for me. I felt my body vibrating in such a manner it was almost irritating and I asked El Morya, “Is this too much?”
He said absolutely not, that everyone could ‘handle it’ and that it would get smoother each month as our humans ‘caught up’ with us, something we are bringing along in this embodied experience.
El Morya added that everyone hanging out not in a physical body knew exactly what it was like to be in one and interacted with us in the most efficient and supportive way to the expansion which occurs under the Banyan Tree.
Joanna seemed to feel that too. She said, “(I) actually felt and saw the tree grow slightly...like it shifted in some way. Expand is probably a better word. Seemed like the place to be for many beings! Standing room only.”
I too felt there were many more beings who joined us on the 16th and 17th than in previous gatherings. I sense the word got out that we were inviting the ‘ascended masters’ to hang out, and people were beyond excited – especially Mark and other ‘new’ and ‘lesser known’ masters who are really eager to interact with us all.
Karen shares a great experience about Mark below, but first I am going to share a dialogue from our Ryver community. Thank you so much for being so open with all of us in this GRAND space.
“Under the Banyan tree I experienced singing with the group. We were singing in the Indian language and I remember not knowing the words but singing along with the tune as best I could. A beautiful Indian woman, didn't feel a name but would love to know who she was, dressed in a sari came up to me and said I could hear you, it was sweet like honey floating through, I was so surprised as I didn't feel anyone could hear me singing, I smiled gratefully and thanked her!” – Juls
“I’m in travel mode today and airport hang time. Last evening was beyond words. Soooo powerful it was almost uncomfortable. And I kept going between realities when the human would need to tend to some travel or packing item. I had many experiences of meeting and talking to various masters. I’ll bet the Indian woman was Quan Yin. And I hung at the back when we as a group gathered to listen. I felt I was being introduced and wired up to be able to handle the intense energies And, today I’m in this wonderful bubble.” – Ruth
“Aha... Juls & Ruth. I saw a woman whom I did not recognize that in hindsight may well have been Indian. And yes, quite possibly Quan Yin. That resonates. And Ruth, I felt the intensity as well. I saw a few other faces. I experienced mostly an energy exchange without comprehension of a message. Just a wee tidbit, perhaps because I was pondering speaking from my Soul to other Souls (as opposed to speaking from human) I was given the analogy it was like using Bluetooth. It transfers info from one being to another over consciousness waves.” – Karen
“I felt a lot of activity, aware of many, the joy and sense of communion going on. Sharing of essences and woke up this morning for first time all week not feeling tired, simply nice balanced harmony.” – Xanthe
“Yesterday and last evening were very powerful. I too, like Ruth would describe my experiences as uncomfortable at times - the magnitude of the energies was intense. I felt like I was being shown so much all at the same time. I know I met several masters and was being supported in the uncomfortableness at times by them. I cannot say I experienced any singing and dancing - although that would have been lovely! Today, I do feel expanded and rewired - although still a bit groggy.” - Deneen
“Obviously, I was there too, I have no definite memories except when I arrived that many were already in levitation. I enjoyed listening to the energy of the grass below. Tonight, I also experienced what it means to get out of the gravity of the old earth or mass consciousness.” – Este
“My experience also included a grand dose of dancing and singing...the first time was levitated freeform playful "dance/flight" under the tree and among the wide expanse of branches. Later that day I went to a sacred land on Whidbey Island where there is a large skull of a baby grey whale...it was the first I ever knew or saw this place and the sign there asked visitors to sing so I began to be sung...songs that were wordless and very distinct came through and resonated in my body and relationship to the whale bones. I was invited to move my 11-sided dance/song sanctuary to that place...not sure if it will happen in physical but just going there (it is called Earth Sanctuary) was mysterious and expansive EEE. Then later in the night/dreamtime, I had a number of intentional explorations of multi-locating...where my awareness dissolved from the physical and into the omnicentric...
This morning my mom came into my dance class and said I'd appeared as a "spirit" in her room in the middle of the night. It sort of scared her since she worried maybe I had died or left my body. I do not consciously remember specifically visiting her but she said I appeared kind of "perched' on the windowsill. She has never said or seen anything like this before to/about me.
Then also this morning a dear friend who paints my body in huge oil canvases first shared an image she was working on of me perched on a stone at the edge of a precipice -- looking about to leap. ....Some of you may remember that I had a dream featuring a very similar image earlier this week...
I posted it in the dreams forum. Somehow, my conscious awareness of going to the Banyan and other places besides the one I am physically located in...and encountering people in the other than physical realms of freedom are not as vivid while they are happening...
Yet, there are these ripples or reflections in the world that indicate through keen synchronicity that something of the Body of Beyond is certainly at play with this EEE and visiting of the Banyan.
I want to thank Lauren and El Morya and all of you for being here...I "get" what he said about needing others to encourage remaining in the body. If it were not for the love, compassion and care I feel...as if I AM Quan Yin....for all the embodied beings on earth...I can't imagine why I would stay.” – Momo
“My experience with the gathering this month was I started to feel a smooth pull to it a day or two before, like I was already there and then on the new moon night I clearly sensed like a very crowded spot buzzing with activity and people -if floating around may be considered and activity, although it's just a metaphor. You know when you have to go to a gathering with some friends and they're already there and your kind of late and sense them there before you get to the place... That kind of feeling. And I didn't have any particular dream or feeling in the morning.” – Guillem
“I've had a lot going on within me this week, so this momentarily slipped my mind. When I entered the Banyan tree gathering, one of the first beings that came up to me was Mark. He seemed quite animated and like there was something he really wanted to share. And I wanted to hear it! Perhaps I was trying too hard, but the message did not and has not come into my human consciousness. I'm sure it got transferred through the "Bluetooth" from Soul to Soul, but I am still curious as to what Mark was trying to get across.” – Karen
I would write more but the magnitude of the experience beyond linearity has not sunk in yet enough to find words. Thank you all for sharing.
Please feel free to share your experiences below in the comments section. If you would like to join us on Ryver and have not received an invite, you can email Este at firstname.lastname@example.org.
RYVER FORUM DESCRIPTIONS
I've been talking with our contributors about what the next New Moon gathering on January 16th will look like.
First, the ascended masters who have the joy of existing beyond the Veils of Maya (our current series) would like to communicate with us all about how they "got past" the linear nature of human life. They said they will be open for discussion about that experience. If you would like, they offer to provide some insight about moving beyond the Earth time constructs. What "worked" for them without it being in a teaching format. This is not a mystery school, they add, but an opportunity to share.
Next, the ascended masters would like to hear from those embodied. They recognize that our experience in this different time and space of embodied enlightenment is much different for us than it was them. They would love to know - in distilled soul wisdom form, not human complaining - what truly makes it unique for you.
El Morya says, "We get that your experience is unique and different from most of ours. You never fail to tell us this."
"Over and over again," he says laughing. "Yet, it would be beneficial if you could tell us how it is different, so that we may hold an understanding beyond surface level."
I am doing some research for a book and came across El Morya's initiative for entering his etheric retreat in Darjeeling.
I add it below and translate it into the common language with the help of El Morya, who is now shouting out word replacements. This is my life:P
"There may be some who come to the retreat (now the Banyan Tree)...but their motives are not pure. They are self-seeking. They want power not Glory in God (the experience of the God Self), but for the vainglory of the synthetic self (human identity) which they refuse to surrender (integrate). They are told politely by the gatekeeper that those who enter must leave the slippers of the lesser self at the door. Those who are unwilling to take off the shoes of the shadowed self may not walk upon this hallowed ground."
That being said, we have no gatekeeper. It's not needed.
Yet, if you don't take your shoes off, there is no way in.
Some "tips" -
Create a quiet place without interfering energies if you would like to join us while awake.
It is also great and possibly even better to visit the Banyan Tree in the dream state on the night of December 16th.
Better yet, try both.
If you will, please share your experiences.
I will create a post for this purpose, so maybe write down your experience notes.
I really sense this is such a nice expanded experience to gather in the etheric.
As soon as a gathering happens in the physical, it is almost impossible that the limited human does not appear.
I know this will change, and I also sense gatherings like these pave the way for that to happen.
COME FLOAT WITH US - BAREFOOT!
IN HONOR OF YOU!
I will be typing up my Prognost notes and sharing them on the Ryver community forum.
Depending on the material - if relevant - it will appear in posts.
With it being my last in-person event for the foreseeable future,
I see this space moving away from the Crimson Circle cloud.
The Center landed next to them for a bit to share,
and now its time to go back out into its own space.
Surely, we will return at some point to check in again.
And it is all appropriate.
I have created a list of New Moon Gatherings and would love to know who is interested or might be willing to help organize - there's not much to do but suggest places to visit as there will be no formal workshop or anything of the sort - just hanging out together, celebrating the Magic of Being. Everyone would be responsible for their own travel expenses, yet there is no cost to gather, of course.
I will continue to update my stops on the NEW MOON page, and here is a list below. I am also talking with Este about a possible Italy gathering. As a surfer and lover of summer, I'd love to make it to Australia and New Zealand, but don't think it will be possible until January 2019.
May 15, 2018
(In person gathering held in Longmont, Colorado, USA at my home + Etheric under the Banyan Tree)
- Colorado and Wild American West beings are invited to my home for a pot luck and new moon gathering on May 15. If you'd rather the weekend before, just let me know. You can send me an email or comment below if you would like to come or you might be in the area. -
June 13, 2018
(In person gathering held on the Dingle Peninsula, Ireland + Etheric under the Banyan Tree)
Juls suggested this magical place when I talked about Galway and I simply love the idea. I would rent an AirBNB or similar to have a space to host and perhaps share space with those who want to join. Here's an article on the location: https://www.ricksteves.com/watch-read-listen/read/articles/dingle-peninsula-pure-ireland
July 13, 2018
(I will be in England visiting the sites of King Arthur with friend Aluna Joy Yaxkin (details on her website) + Etheric under the Banyan Tree)
I will certainly be writing about this trip along the way. I love traveling with Aluna and have twice before to Mexico and Egypt. Time suspends and magic abounds. D and I will also be walking the Wales Coastal Path during this time.
August 11, 2018
(Vancouver, BC + Etheric under the Banyan Tree)
Couresty of Margaret, Karen and Maureen's suggestion. I plan to stay at the Hotel Sylvia on this trip. Stanley park is truly an experience all of its own.
Hello, friends! I wanted to check in with everyone to see if they were settling in to the new space gracefully.
Speaking of PTSI (Post-Traumatic Soul Injury), I was having a cup of coffee this morning on the porch. The wind was blowing and howling, and I was reflecting on something that quite surprised me. I found myself breathing a deep sigh of relief for being in this magical new space, AND...
I had not realized there would be some residual trauma - the trauma of noise - leaving facebook and the social media world. It had become such a normal level of stimulus in my life, I found it did not seem noisy. Then I was traveling and that stimulus was replaced by other noise - traffic, airports, endless negotiation with Indians. Then I was with my mom, which was a lovely visit much to my surprise...
Yet, it wasn't until I got home, found my peace and quiet once again, that I realized the imprints of the noise of the social media, internet world had made on my soul.
It was a bit of an initial shock when that came up in the New Moon gatherings and then it made total sense this too would be a trauma - the trauma of over stimulation - that would appear in this transfiguration - I do not want to use the words release or integrate, but rather distillation of wisdom and transfiguration of divine will, which seem more appropriate for the moment.
Going back to Divine Will Communication, I sense we always held this gift, the experience, yet it had been drown out by the noise, which in my case, caused a trauma imprint on my soul space. In filling those imprints with my own divinity, it opened me up to something much grander.
As I have said before it may seem that my human self is becoming boring (I did go to sleep sober, with no food, at 7:30 p.m.), yet I am becoming infinitely more interesting as a soul, as a master. This space is too sacred to taint with old human tricks to manipulate how I feel. Regardless, wine used to work to manage my energy, and now it does no such thing - I don't feel right, so even if I wanted to it is simply not an option. Instead, how I feel without all of that is too good to taint.
Mahavatar Babaji and El Morya, who live in the space beyond the noise, were simply there to remind us of it's glory. The animals too are noise sensitive and use no words, yet they communicate volumes and only raise their voices when it is necessary for survival or to alert their human companions of something.
I am beyond grateful for the experience and the gift of experiencing every last bit of this with you all.
Friends, what an amazing gathering that was with ourselves, first and foremost, and our friends El Morya, Babaji, and your animal friends if you brought them. Really, truly no word are needed these days, but perhaps I can capture the magic of pure consciousness experience with a few words.
I sensed some releasing of the trauma associated with divine will within myself, too. I have not thought of my father's death for quite some time. Yet, it came up in the new moon gathering, and I experienced the trauma once again. You see when my father died in a drawn out saga that lasted many months, I knew then it was God's will that he should leave the physical world, in order to support what I came here to Earth to do - to BE. It was the event that would wake me up at age 31 and remind me why I had come back to Earth in this life. It also allowed me the funds to buy my own house and BE without having to work.
Even in knowing that deeply, the trauma was still present. I had released the mental and emotional wounds some time ago. Yet, this time I felt the trauma leave the cells, leave the DNA, and even deeper realms within my body of consciousness. We will go deeper into this....
More releasing occurred, and then I stood before Babaji. He held my hand and transmuted with no words, the language of silence.
In holding his hand, I released the year of noise of the past year. The Munich Should being the most noisy. The string of houseguests that never seemed to end, Facebook, YouTube, Patreon - the constant and ever-gabbing noise found on the social media sites and at in-person gatherings, countless hours watching things on screens - phone screens, computer screens, television screens. It all left my body of consciousness.
What I was left with - the sweetest space of existence - the space beyond the noise. The space of pure consciousness.
No energy needed in the recipe of my creative existence.
It's not that any of those things are wrong or bad. They served a purpose to get me into the space where I AM THAT I AM and nothing more.
I had a lovely talk yesterday with one of you about boundaries. Seems even when I thought I had them I really had none. And now when I am stating them clearly, people still seem to be stretching them. Yet, they don't even know they are stretching them because they do not yet see the noise in their lives and how it affects their consciousness and everyone around them.
Once you see it, you cannot unsee it. The noise becomes louder and louder until you say no more and walk away from the energy feeding frenzy. And, until you see it with the eyes of the divine and the eyes of the human combined, you will continue to play in the over-stimulated worlds (that you do not even know are over-stimulated at the time) around us until it is no longer palpable. No longer tolerable.
Soon enough, for most of us, the space beyond the noise will not be a place that we visit, but the entirety of our existence. If we leave that sweet spot just for a bit - to have the experience of the noise - it will be consciously. Perhaps we will have "field trips" away from the branches of the Banyan Tree, rather than to it. :P
As the year comes to a close, as my birthday approaches, I am looking to the new era of no energy, of stepping away from the mass consumption of energy (food, screens, mindless and meaningless chatter, oh my goodness the chatter - and what a good chatter I once was).
In this no energy era, I am declaring my home a safe space. A no go for traveling visitors looking to integrate in its walls and rooms. There's a hotel down the street. A no go for people who need a helping hand. In fact, in the same vein of no longer holding sessions, I am no longer lending my hand to anyone in need. Gosh, I have done this for lifetimes.
When someone asks me for something from a space of needing something external, my answer will be:
All the answers are within. The bars on the cage you think are holding you back are an illusion.
And then I will excuse myself.
My table is only open for those who want to gather, perhaps have a cup of tea, and reflect our mastery back to one another, as we have done under the Banyan Tree.
Stepping into the Third Circle, into the space of Divine Will, is a beautifully sacred experience. To honor it with the respect it deserves will mean that we will no longer be living within the noise. I, for one, will fiercely guard my space (not with force, but with intolerant consciousness) to allow myself to have unfiltered the most glorious experience available in this human life - the embodied enlightenment experience.
In one of the last Keahak's Adamus said in his last life he got so tired of being invited over for dinner because he didn't wan to watch people eat. I laughed because I am there.
For my birthday week, I will spend my days in silence, happily, witnessing the shift of lifetimes. I will see anyone who wants to join at my birthday tea and cake gathering under the Banyan.
As always, I have so much more to say about PTSI and Divine Will, it is forming but I will not rush it in respect for the beauty and magnificence of the experience.
I will add that I rarely talk with Yeshua and Mary of Magdala despite my lifetime with them. Yet, they were present as I held Babaji's hand Saturday night. They too did not say anything but honored this experience for what it was - nothing short of GRAND. And I did sense a sovereign connection to you all. Thank you.
I would love to hear your experiences from the New Moon, in the Third Circle or anything else. Please post below.
Cool breezes wooed the warm lake waters,
Half-hidden in a snow-white mist
That did not resist
Invasion of two leaflike canoe vessels --
Gliding like peaceful swans
At farewell hour of the sun.
In mind's swift-passing fantasy,
Like mystic barks they seemed,
Laden with silhouetted singing angels
Sailing across the sky.
- Paramahansa Yogananda
Excerpt from the poem, "Paupack's Peak"
From the book, Songs of the Soul
This evening at dusk I walked the gravel path of a lake that sits just before Long's Peak, a spectacular event courtesy of the Rocky Mountains. I watched the last glimmer of the sun's rays fall behind the jagged mountain peaks and stood awe struck by the glittering stars who were allowed to shine as the moon bowed out of sight.
There is still magic to be experienced in this world as we begin to see through the eyes of our own divinity, I was reminded tonight. And, I breathed a sigh of sensual relief to be meeting you all in the space beyond the noise - at last. I will see you in the dream world too, friends. Beneath the golden rays of the divine Banyan Tree we will float and speak the language of silence. I am delighted. And honored.