Good morning friends! Lauren (human) and Sar'h (divine) here with you all. The Beyond the Veils of Maya (defined below) Series continues...
My human body has just awoken. The rays of the golden sun and salty air poured through the cracked windows of my new California home signaling it was time to rise. The whistle on the kettle, letting me know it was time to pour the water into the french press, and sit down to write. Only I forgot the French Press needed to be pressed and now my coffee is full of grounds. Human fail.
On Friday, 'we' posted on Ryver, that we dove back into writing the book and would take a pause - two days which was more like two lifetimes - with the posts for a bit. The book is now - 16 hours of writing later - an entity of its own creation. It's fascinating.
I also wrote - "One thing I'd love to hear about is bringing awareness to the multiple realities we exist in naturally. I am having this especially at night before I go to bed - lately about 8 p.m. Without a movie, TV or music going I find myself in the last hours before bedtime off in the mystery school of my own soul who is showing me how to perceive Self in realities simultaneously and with human awareness."
I will get to that but first a quick note on humanizing divinity...
I had written in the past few posts that the human never becomes enlightened - instead it becomes a facet of our master self or soul in which it retains human qualities. Yet, I would say my human is assimilating to the wisdom of the soul through awareness.
Assimilation is defined for mySelf as the process of taking in and fully understanding wisdom.
In other contexts, assimilation is synonymous with "fitting in." It is often used in the context of a person or group of persons moving into a new and foreign land and learning the ways and language of the new culture they find themselves in.
For me that culture of assimilation is not to a group or culture, but assimilation to the wisdom of the soul distilled from all experiences in and out of body. That is where I fit in, where the lines of separation have dissolved between HUMAN AND DIVINE.
The only place in the universe(s) where we can and would experience the separation from our divinity - knowing we are God, also - is Earth -- in it's illusion of maya.
And everyone here on this page created Earth -- for the experience of separation only to have the joy of returning to self once again.
For those new to the site, "beyond the veils of maya” is a term I use for an expanded perception of reality outside duality, gravity, and linear time.
In Autobiography of a Yogi (Chapter 30) by Paramhansa Yogananda, he explains the Vedic scriptures say that the physical world operates under one fundamental law of maya, the principle of relativity and duality.
It is only through maya that we perceive a separation between God external and ourselves as God also. Further, it is only through maya that we see a separation between human and divine.
The Banyan Tree represents not a space to meet and leave the human behind but a place for our human expression of Self and our GodSelf to have no dividing line.
When I first began working with clients and myself being my most frequent client, Sar'h whispered to me.
"One day the conversation between human and divine will merge into ONE voice."
In sensations, she said it was the experience of separation between human voice and soul voice that we would arrive AT-ONE-MENT. The true meaning of atonement as found in biblical discussions.
Thus, the Banyan Tree gatherings are a place to experience the AT-ONE-MENT. It's not that you leave your human problems at the door. It's simply that human problems cease to exist when you are at one in your humanity and divinity.
All those human problems were illusions created by the maya, the illusions, on Earth.
The Banyan Tree exists beyond the veils of maya, beyond the illusions of separation between human and the God, also.
As my human self becomes more at one with my God nature, my divinity, I am stepping into multiple realities AND with human awareness.
Here, I let go of the expectations of grandeur. I think some of us are still expecting to walk on water, to appear in a living room of another and be seen there. Let's simplify the experience of multiplicity and bring the human facet along, if you will play with me for a bit.
For example (separate experiences we all have):
Beyond the veils of maya, there is no separation, no linear time to distinguish between two realities.
For example (simultaneous experiences):
When I asked how others were experiencing the multiple realities, I felt a little resistance and some found it too obscure, so I wanted to make it concrete for the human sake.
I understand. It seems we are not going to wake up one day and be all aware all the time - we actually could if we did not bring the human along. But because this human is hopping the divine experience train and riding it into alignment with Self, I invite you to celebrate the "smaller" more human experience of multiplicity that lie outside the veils of maya.
By starting small, my soul tells me, it opens a floodgate for human awareness of dozens realities - AT ONCE. I sense with a perception shift, my soul told my human, you will begin to view the multiple-reality experience in a new light.
I have had moments where I am in twelve realities at once and aware - yet that's only been twice in two years - and each time I was so drained, ungrounded and confused. By starting with little concrete examples for my human - the soul already knows, of course - I am creating a space for my human to ease into the experience, to be grounded, and to be able to discuss it with you beautiful, radiant people.
Another way of perceiving realities was recently brought up by Xanthe and Ruth lately - the perception of contrast.
One example would be seeing the contrast internal. The reality of how you felt in one situation drastically changes - yet the situation has not. Ruth said that she used to get upset when her husband went to see her step-daughter - a relationship she tried to make work and it simply hasn't. She said she found when he went to see her this last time, she found that she was not upset but at peace with the relationship where it was at, right then.
Compassion in action. Honoring everyone where they are at without trying to change it. Easy to understand mentally. Beyond GRAND when the sensation runs through the cells of your being.
Another example would be observing your reality versus another with compassion.
Xanthe said, "My sister is moving out, and I’m very aware of multiple layers of that as it is occurring. And what has been interesting for me is that over the six months we lived in the same physical space, for most of it and increasingly, I have felt we have been operating in different realities. The detachment, awareness of her has varied, yet arriving at a place in the last two weeks in particular where she just feels far away to me and it’s all perfect."
So I'm going to ask again. One thing I'd love to hear about is bringing awareness to the multiple realities we exist in naturally. Please comment below, on Ryver, or send me a personal note, if you are not quite ready to share with the full audience.
Also, just a funny note, I popped into the Keahak reality yesterday, just like I will pop into the concert/ mass consciousness reality on Friday (surfing across the realities and not getting stuck! woot!), and I noticed Adamus borrowed our Banyan Tree for an experience. I though it was quite funny. For the record, ours is much better:P
I hope everyone has an amazing Sunday or Monday or whatever day you are reading this. I'm taking my human body to pilates to see if I can't get the engine tuned up.
Much love and big Texan hugs.
Hi friends, thanks for all your notes and offering to help me move energetically - Gosh I appreciate that! I think in all this realization we forget that those around us are human too and appreciate kindness. I will never be too conscious to be kind. Most of all, I appreciate all of you for BEING you in all your multiplicity.
THE CENTER OF BEING
First off, what cut off the video....The Center of Being WILL NOT have a physical space. The Center of Being exists within he GodSelf of us all. And when we gather, our GodSelves meet in recognition of the God also experience under the Banyan Tree or where ever you choose to show up in alignment.
Should I disappear from this physical world...I think I will be here some years - my divine will is serving - how I do, or BE, rather, that may shift and change with the changing tides of consciousness...but if I should disappear, this space will always continue on under the Banyan Tree and we will always meet - if you would like - on the New Moon each month for as ever long as you would like.
I talked yesterday about embracing the multiplicity and blurred lines between the ascended and embodied master. The more automation and technology advance, the more the lines will blur between the two. I feel right now I inhabit both worlds and my body is simply a facet that is really serving me well moving boxes :)
I get a strong sense, when the body integrates fully, it will not matter your health or what you did or did not do to it. Any relief is temporary and in support of the human self - something that I choose not to ignore. Like getting a new tooth - 3D printed no less - is supportive of my human experience.
In all of this I finally understand, what the saying "the human does not become enlightened means." It is a sensation rather than a thought so I cannot describe it at all except a deep peace in my heart. And if the human is annoyed or upset or crying or whatever, it is still all in alignment with the GodSelf. Those tears actually feel so freaking good.
Another thing I want to challenge my own human on is the concept of old and new earth. Two choices? Fuck that. There are millions and none of us are going to have the same reality perception - everyone is going to view it through a different lens - the own lens of divine perception. Let's move from beyond yet another dualistic concept between new and old earth? Just writing it makes me feel constricted.
When Adamus first talked about new and old earth and Theos- I really felt like he was watering down for a limited understanding audience. So I am going exploring on my own without looking at life through a group consciousness perspective. My own lens of perception is so much more expanded! I'll bet yours is too.
LETTING GO OF CONSISTENCY
As a multiple master of Self, I am never going to be just one thing or think just one thing. I don't make decisions that are set in stone. That would be too limiting. Consistency is a human value and is much in conflict with the soul's deep desire to go beyond linearity and radiate in all the tens of thousands of realities available to it.
So as we move beyond the veils of maya, I invite you to embrace multiplicity within yourself and in your peers. So what if I or they say one thing and then shift gears and go another way. Let's not box ourselves in. Blah!
SAR'H's LIFE WITH YESHUA
In my alt-reality I have been having sensational conversations with M. Babaji and Yeshua about my lifetime with them 2,000 years ago. For me, previous life information has only come forth when it would be of service to me in the human NOW moment. I am just now - at the human facet - able to really absorb what they want to share OR rather what my soul wants to make the human facet aware of.
All of them have been reminding me (much to the chagrin of my human) that I was not Egyptian in that life, but rather Indian (from the Himalayas), yet Yeshua explained my dark skin saying I was from Alexandria to those we could not trust.
When I asked if I was a blood relative/ child of Yeshua - I no longer feel that I was ever a blood child of Mary Magdalene - he simply answers - it does not matter - I held the Christ seed consciousness.
"It doesn't matter if it was my seed (sperm) or not," Yeshua said laughing his ass off. HA! Limited human question - sorry:P
Regardless, I seem to have been some child picked up when Yeshua spent seven years with Babaji before he began his role/ play of the crucifixion. And, then I was brought back to the middle East and then France.
WHY NOW, DO I SEE THIS...?
Well, it relates to integrating and moving beyond the Shaumbra identity, and I had asked my soul, "why the hell am I so upset by it all? Seriously, why???"
Sar'h showed me this is not the first time I have been disillusioned by Shaumbra - which was a group of beings who incarnated together around the time of Yeshua.
This group of people, many of whom are incarnated again at this time, they wore red scarves to indicate it was time for a secret meeting, which is why everyone was wearing red scarves last week, if you saw the Should or Facebook.
Seeing everyone in the red scarves on the internet made me physically sick, and I knew it must be something deeper than just being so done at the human facet level. More than me just being disappointed in behaviors and limits.
Sar'h explained to me that as an outsider - the weird Indian child who embodied the wisdom of the East those 2,000 years ago - I would watch these Shaumbra in red scarves basically argue amongst themselves what was the true word of God, the true words of Yeshua.
They would use Yeshua quotes and teachings to measure the level of consciousness of each other and were fiercely competitive - sound familiar?
Babaji showed me in that life, I was holding the energy of BEING God, also, and feeling just as alienated as I do now at the human level - that is expected - the human is not enlightened ever.
Bababji showed me to go deeper, to visit the soul space, to watch the plays and roles repeat themselves and do what I do best, what I have been doing for eons - to BREATHE JOY AND BE GOD TOO - and to go about my human way.
In that life, my refuge was nature and my male partner - a Druid. Indeed, as I leave Colorado as certain magical mountain space is what I will miss the most. D- is meeting me in California, so that's the best for my human too.
Babaji added that's why I have so many Far East friends. They have played the role I am now. They have felt the disillusion, the competition, the argument of scripture, the externalization of the divine in so many lives.
Master M added - talking directly to my human self - that I have been seeking empathy from those in human form -- I still allow my human to desire empathy and kindness, I will not ever discredit my humanity -- when there is a whole crew of masters not in physical form who understand deeply what I am doing, what I have done.
Yogananda reminds me that I am not alone, and I can find the human support there with him. He has been entertaining me while I move, which has been awesome.
The deep honor and understanding these beings bring is beyond words and emotions. I am so grateful.
Truly, the SOUL or GODSELF is always going to be the best company. But going directly to the masters of self - without a channel or medium or muddled go between - is really a great joy for the human Lauren. Sar'h has been there under the Banyan Tree this whole time. It's about time my human joined in more often in more awareness.
I will see you all under the Banyan Tree on the New Moon - Feb. 15 in linear time. The theme is embracing multiplicity and moving beyond the perceived human desire for consistency that is a strong side effect of linearity.
I plan to show up aligned in my multiplicity and invite you to do the same.
For those of you who are new, the Banyan is not a place to bring or solve human problems (we can all feel that crap when you do so don't...), it is a place to celebrate your mastery, your I AM God, also.
Love to you all,
Lauren, Sar'h and all the beings under the Banyan Tree