Friends, with the physical and etheric move, and in this new space of existence, I invite you to read the following, and ask yourself if you are in the place that fits your current soul experiences.
I am sensing a few people in this Third Circle space are simply peering (that's cool) and sneering (nope) into the pane of the window from outside, roll their eyes at the new moon gathering space, and have not yet stepped into the experience of sharing the God, also, among friends. Or simply do not wish to have that experience, and that's okay.
This is a place to see other souls through the eyes of the divine AND be seen for who you are through the eye of the divine - because you and I as sovereign souls created it that way. To share from the experience of the heart space, where your unique humanity and divinity meet. The Center of Being.
It is not a space to compare your mental level of consciousness with another's perceived level of consciousness. There's plenty of other spaces, places for the human free will to play out, where that is entirely appropriate - ones you can pay to be in or find on Facebook.
I sense beyond a doubt the majority here - we have hit the tipping point - of those who honor and grace this space and the Banyan Tree with their God-ness/ goodness is no longer going to be able to support those who are here to simply peer and sneer. There's a handy unsubscribe button at the bottom of the email should you need it, but I respectfully request you read the whole article before doing so. Thanks for stopping by.
HUMAN LIFE IN THE GOD, ALSO EXPERIENCE
A friend of mine once met Gopi Krishna to photograph him for his book jacket in a New York City apartment.
Chuck is his name, and he asked the radiant being before him what the secret to enlightenment was.
"As often as you can," he replied. "Think about God."
Now my friend told me this story some years ago, and I did not believe in God external, so I rolled my eyes.
I still don't believe in God external but I know now - I had hit the glass ceiling on God awareness - a ceiling that is now shattered beyond repair.
My days are filled with no more distractions like gossip, group dynamics, or perceived human struggle. They are filled with the unparalleled experience of knowing I am God, also. Every breath, every step, every interaction no matter how mundane it seems to the human is an experience of the God, also state of being.
And now I understand what Gopi Krishna meant. I embody it, though I would choose different words.
So here it is - my words. As always, I invite you to write your own and post them below with an audience who will honor them without the mental comparison exercise, or better yet, why not write a whole article or make a video to share on this space.
God Individualized meets Spirit & Bursts Forth in Joyful Expression = Conscious Creation
I see without eyes, sense without emotion, and know without thought God is a living, breathing stream of pure consciousness that flows from the source of soul individualized - without energy, only pure consciousness/ all-seeing soul awareness - and meets the river of Spirit universal in an unfiltered, unwavering stream of pure creative joy. And it creates every single experience I have in every single reality I experience.
I sense my Soul as Spirit or God individualized. It is the immortal, immaterial essence of my being, holding the wisdom distilled from all human lifetimes, between lifetimes, and beyond lifetimes. I sense my soul as an invisble library of wisdom integrated from all experiences.
I lean into the experience of knowing my soul is inimitable. It cannot be imitated or copied. It has always existed and will always exist beyond the constructs of time, space, and physicality AND without governance from any outside force - without governance by this human incarnation and the mentality of this human facet. And knowing Spirit never wanted to govern anything. That lies outside it's passion.
I see without eyes, sense without emotion, and know without thought Spirit as the soul of all of creation - a creation without agenda and detached compassion - and on this planet, for the experience that is human life. I see Spirit's only passion is to know it is God, also. Spirit - the soul of the greater consciousness - with wisdom distilled beyond indivualized experiences.
I see so clearly the experience of maya on Earth is a soul creation - a giant playground in which you have the grand experience of Returning to Self, once again, and know the perceived separation between human and divine is and was an illusion. It meets in the Center of Self, the Center of Being.
True creation - conscious creation - without energy or effort - occurs, for me, in the space in which the two - Soul AND Source - meet in the MAGIC that is BEING. From that space every creation unfolds in response to expression of the JOY of BEING.
In El Morya's chosen words - he also invites you to write your own - In the mighty ocean of consciousness that is the will of God, I find I can suddenly be still and BECOME, I can BE the drop of sovereign individuality - the place of no movement and instead dynamic motion within the all that is. Being is perpetual becoming.
And for me, in this space, the dualistic lines between external and internal are no longer perceived.
WHAT MAKES THE PRISON DISAPPEAR?
For me as the individualized soul, it is only in moving beyond the veils of maya, that I can be freed from the Earth prison and still embodied on Earth.
If you are new, beyond the veils of maya is a term I use for an expanded awareness beyond duality, gravity, and linear time.
In Autobiography of a Yogi (Chapter 30), Paramhansa Yogananda explains the ancient Vedic scriptures say that the physical world operates under one fundamental law of maya, the principle of relativity and duality.
It is only through maya that we perceive a separation between God external and ourselves as God also. Further, it is only through maya that we see a separation between human and divine. Maya was created by us and for us to have the experience of the Return to Self.
And in bringing the human along into individualized ONE-ness of SELF, there is another way out of prison. An AND, if you will.
I was on a video chat with my partner D yesterday. For an extended period of time, we just looked into each other eyes. No words were said aloud, and the soul spoke volumes.
To see and be seen beyond the veils of maya is what my embodied experience is about, it is why my soul says we will be here for a while longer AND it is why I created this space. You can see how I would not want others stepping into it who were not ready or do not want to show up in this space. If you feel the potential in your soul's passion, please stay a while and see how it goes.
Tears rolled down my cheeks as I saw how truly amazing D's soul is and he saw the same in me. This experience is beyond the human construct of love. It is beyond an roles, any conditions, and is not limited to boyfriends or even friends. It is how I see the whole world (now, gosh it took a long time). It is how I see so-called strangers.
And to have that reflected back, well, it removes the bars from the prison cell created by the veils of maya.
There is no separation between human and divine. There is no separation between Soul and Source, AND there is sovereignty of individualized Spirit and Spirit at large because none want to govern, they want to passionately express and experience - something that can never be comprehended by the mind that defines perception as either or and not in 'the AND.'
"Do you know what makes the prison disappear? Every deep, genuine affection. Being friends, being brothers, loving, that is what opens the prison, with supreme power, by some magic force. Without these one stays dead. But whenever affection is revived, there life revives." - Vincent Van Gough
My heart is where my humanity and divinity meet. My heart is where Soul and Sprit collide in passionate expression of joy. That is the Magic of Being, and the Banyan Tree is where we meet for the experience of that passionate expression.
And that is where I will see you all on the March 17 new moon, or anytime you grace this space with your being-ness, your God-ness, and everyONE here at the Center of Being is deeply honored from the Center of our Being to yours. There is simply no room for anything beyond the infinity of Self here.
Banyan Story Time & Ryver Updates
Welcome Peter and Virginia! Lovely to have you here.
If you are not aware, we meet in the ethers each New Moon under the Banyan Tree – a gathering of embodied masters and ascended masters hanging together – to BE together for a time.
Tomorrow I will have an audio recording of a message from Yogananda. It was my commitment to myself to not share anything I did not live, so after he delivered the message to me on Friday night (party!), I have been sitting with it and letting it seep into my bones. I must say it is much different than El Morya. All heart, all compassion, and so much belly laughter! I look forward to hearing your experiences with it. He truly shows up as a friend and not a teacher. I wouldn’t say it’s channeled but translatedJ - forever dodging that word channel.
Good day, friends!
I wanted to round up some of the Banyan Tree experiences from the New Moon gathering on January 16th. I will say this was an intense one for me. I felt my body vibrating in such a manner it was almost irritating and I asked El Morya, “Is this too much?”
He said absolutely not, that everyone could ‘handle it’ and that it would get smoother each month as our humans ‘caught up’ with us, something we are bringing along in this embodied experience.
El Morya added that everyone hanging out not in a physical body knew exactly what it was like to be in one and interacted with us in the most efficient and supportive way to the expansion which occurs under the Banyan Tree.
Joanna seemed to feel that too. She said, “(I) actually felt and saw the tree grow slightly...like it shifted in some way. Expand is probably a better word. Seemed like the place to be for many beings! Standing room only.”
I too felt there were many more beings who joined us on the 16th and 17th than in previous gatherings. I sense the word got out that we were inviting the ‘ascended masters’ to hang out, and people were beyond excited – especially Mark and other ‘new’ and ‘lesser known’ masters who are really eager to interact with us all.
Karen shares a great experience about Mark below, but first I am going to share a dialogue from our Ryver community. Thank you so much for being so open with all of us in this GRAND space.
“Under the Banyan tree I experienced singing with the group. We were singing in the Indian language and I remember not knowing the words but singing along with the tune as best I could. A beautiful Indian woman, didn't feel a name but would love to know who she was, dressed in a sari came up to me and said I could hear you, it was sweet like honey floating through, I was so surprised as I didn't feel anyone could hear me singing, I smiled gratefully and thanked her!” – Juls
“I’m in travel mode today and airport hang time. Last evening was beyond words. Soooo powerful it was almost uncomfortable. And I kept going between realities when the human would need to tend to some travel or packing item. I had many experiences of meeting and talking to various masters. I’ll bet the Indian woman was Quan Yin. And I hung at the back when we as a group gathered to listen. I felt I was being introduced and wired up to be able to handle the intense energies And, today I’m in this wonderful bubble.” – Ruth
“Aha... Juls & Ruth. I saw a woman whom I did not recognize that in hindsight may well have been Indian. And yes, quite possibly Quan Yin. That resonates. And Ruth, I felt the intensity as well. I saw a few other faces. I experienced mostly an energy exchange without comprehension of a message. Just a wee tidbit, perhaps because I was pondering speaking from my Soul to other Souls (as opposed to speaking from human) I was given the analogy it was like using Bluetooth. It transfers info from one being to another over consciousness waves.” – Karen
“I felt a lot of activity, aware of many, the joy and sense of communion going on. Sharing of essences and woke up this morning for first time all week not feeling tired, simply nice balanced harmony.” – Xanthe
“Yesterday and last evening were very powerful. I too, like Ruth would describe my experiences as uncomfortable at times - the magnitude of the energies was intense. I felt like I was being shown so much all at the same time. I know I met several masters and was being supported in the uncomfortableness at times by them. I cannot say I experienced any singing and dancing - although that would have been lovely! Today, I do feel expanded and rewired - although still a bit groggy.” - Deneen
“Obviously, I was there too, I have no definite memories except when I arrived that many were already in levitation. I enjoyed listening to the energy of the grass below. Tonight, I also experienced what it means to get out of the gravity of the old earth or mass consciousness.” – Este
“My experience also included a grand dose of dancing and singing...the first time was levitated freeform playful "dance/flight" under the tree and among the wide expanse of branches. Later that day I went to a sacred land on Whidbey Island where there is a large skull of a baby grey whale...it was the first I ever knew or saw this place and the sign there asked visitors to sing so I began to be sung...songs that were wordless and very distinct came through and resonated in my body and relationship to the whale bones. I was invited to move my 11-sided dance/song sanctuary to that place...not sure if it will happen in physical but just going there (it is called Earth Sanctuary) was mysterious and expansive EEE. Then later in the night/dreamtime, I had a number of intentional explorations of multi-locating...where my awareness dissolved from the physical and into the omnicentric...
This morning my mom came into my dance class and said I'd appeared as a "spirit" in her room in the middle of the night. It sort of scared her since she worried maybe I had died or left my body. I do not consciously remember specifically visiting her but she said I appeared kind of "perched' on the windowsill. She has never said or seen anything like this before to/about me.
Then also this morning a dear friend who paints my body in huge oil canvases first shared an image she was working on of me perched on a stone at the edge of a precipice -- looking about to leap. ....Some of you may remember that I had a dream featuring a very similar image earlier this week...
I posted it in the dreams forum. Somehow, my conscious awareness of going to the Banyan and other places besides the one I am physically located in...and encountering people in the other than physical realms of freedom are not as vivid while they are happening...
Yet, there are these ripples or reflections in the world that indicate through keen synchronicity that something of the Body of Beyond is certainly at play with this EEE and visiting of the Banyan.
I want to thank Lauren and El Morya and all of you for being here...I "get" what he said about needing others to encourage remaining in the body. If it were not for the love, compassion and care I feel...as if I AM Quan Yin....for all the embodied beings on earth...I can't imagine why I would stay.” – Momo
“My experience with the gathering this month was I started to feel a smooth pull to it a day or two before, like I was already there and then on the new moon night I clearly sensed like a very crowded spot buzzing with activity and people -if floating around may be considered and activity, although it's just a metaphor. You know when you have to go to a gathering with some friends and they're already there and your kind of late and sense them there before you get to the place... That kind of feeling. And I didn't have any particular dream or feeling in the morning.” – Guillem
“I've had a lot going on within me this week, so this momentarily slipped my mind. When I entered the Banyan tree gathering, one of the first beings that came up to me was Mark. He seemed quite animated and like there was something he really wanted to share. And I wanted to hear it! Perhaps I was trying too hard, but the message did not and has not come into my human consciousness. I'm sure it got transferred through the "Bluetooth" from Soul to Soul, but I am still curious as to what Mark was trying to get across.” – Karen
I would write more but the magnitude of the experience beyond linearity has not sunk in yet enough to find words. Thank you all for sharing.
Please feel free to share your experiences below in the comments section. If you would like to join us on Ryver and have not received an invite, you can email Este at email@example.com.
RYVER FORUM DESCRIPTIONS
One of the beloved friend of the Center of Being had quite a fall that sent her to the hospital and into surgery, and I learned about it just as I hit publish on my last post where I was talking about allowing healing of my body ails without a doctor. I spoke of my backaches, the lymph nodes, and the sore throat - the unease that was working its way through my body.
By the way and most importantly, Margaret is awake and doing well after her surgery. You can post a comment below for her, if you wish.
I will add I was keeping a close watch on what was occurring in my body in case it did go beyond my limited healing skills. Healing a sore throat myself is a lot different than Margaret's situation of healing a broken shoulder. We live in modern medicine times (finally!) and should take advantage of them. That's a lot different than my mother who has been on antibiotics no less than twelve times this year for any minor imbalance.
In April of 2016, I had my own bump and fill experience. I tripped in a hotel bathroom, fell and split my left eyebrow open, blood spurting everywhere. I drove myself to the hospital immediately and demanded a plastic surgeon be called. The mormon angel doctor of St. George, Utah, carefully and cheerfully sewed my eyebrow back on straight and covered it in antibiotics (also thank goodness we have these, two or three lifetimes ago it did not exist).
Once released from the hospital, then it was my turn to take the reigns on the healing, finishing what the doctor started. I used my imagination techniques I used to teach clients to heal the deep, 21-stitches cut on my face. It healed quickly and the stitches came out four days later. I was like new. And more of my soul had sorted itself out in my body.
This morning Margaret emailed me the following from Kryon. And I felt compelled to share it.
Doctors and Drugs or Spiritual Methods?
Let’s use some spiritual logic: Here is a hypothetical answer, “Don’t go to a doctor, for you can heal everything with your mind.” So now I will ask: How many of you can do that in this room right now? How many readers can do that with efficiency right now? All of you are old souls, but are you really ready to do that? Do you know how? Do you have really good results with it? Can you rid yourself of disease and chemical imbalance with your mind right now?
I’m going to give you a truth, whether you choose to see it or not. You’re not ready for that! You are not yet prepared to take on the task of full healing using your spiritual tools. Lemurians could do that, because Pleiadians taught them how! It’s one of the promises of God, that there’ll come a day when your DNA works that efficiently and you will be able to walk away from drug chemistry and the medical industry forever, for you’ll have the creator’s energy working at 100 percent, something you saw within the great masters who walked the earth.
This will be possible within the ascended earth that you are looking forward to, dear one. Have you seen the news lately? Look out the window. Is that where you are now? We are telling you that the energy is going in that direction, but you are not there yet.
Let those who feel that they can heal themselves begin the process of learning how. Many will be appreciative of the fact that you have some of the gifts for this now. Let the process begin, but don’t think for a moment that you have arrived at a place where every health issue can be healed with your own power. You are students of a grand process that eventually will be yours if you wish to begin the quantum process of talking to your cells. Some will be good at this, and some will just be planting the seeds for it.
~ KRYON, through Lee Carroll
I'm not a fan of Kryon, never read anything before as it felt New Age, but this was too relevant not to share. Thanks, Margaret, and best wishes in creation of your graceful recovery. I am cheering for you without interfering.
ASCENDED MASTERS AS FRIENDS
Next Xavi wrote some comments about making friends with Ascended Masters, which I talked about in the last post. I'll admit they have me thinking a lot and I have no clear answer, and I wondered if you all might share a bit of your perspectives.
I am very leery of having that experience or that kind of friend. You always tell us that they are best friends since they do not ask you for anything in return; and yet that is precisely what makes me deny that experience. I'm afraid they'll ask me for something in return that I do not want to fulfill. Because I do not know about you, but I have the feeling (and it could be wrong) that because I am part of the Crimson Circle and the Crimson Council, they are asking me for something in return.
Adamus said: "I am going to help you in every step of your EEE, but in return I want to ask you for certain commitments, remember that you have committed yourself to stay at least seven years after your enlightenment."
Vows or commitments to the experience of the Enlightenment, which ultimately is to liberate oneself, do not go well together.
I am afraid that after my physical Ascension, I will be in the Masters Club and Adamus will start looking for "volunteers" for his next crazy idea that needs a thousand more incarnations for his development, while he remains comfortably on his throne in the Club. I do not want to have to feel obligated to him in any way to accept his help.
But Xavi, are not you already accepting their help? you could say. Not quite, I listen to what he says but I never talk to him and of course I never ask him for advice. What I have done has been to argue with him, to anger him so much that I end up kicking out of his presence, twice. Maybe that's one of the reasons why I do not want to have any kind of obligation with him.
It's a good question. The years I spent in the New Age community was full of drones acting on their guides' advice all the time without any sovereignty whatsoever. In my work with El Morya, if he ever felt a dependence starting with me to him, he would immediately disappear and not come back. If I asked him for answers, he never gave one, but instead showed me a place to look. I have always felt in charge of me. I feel he is a support for my creations, and I am not a support for his.
I look at the channelers of the world. The big ones. The busy ones. Their life is not their own. My life will always be my own. I will always be able to go on vacation when I feel like. I will always be able to work or not if I don't feel like it. I think of Geoff talking about how Adamus is pushing him always to write his age of the machines book. No judgment but that will never be me. This life is my own. I will add El Morya has never pushed me to do anything. He either shows up as a presence that sheds light on concepts and experiences or he's not there at all. He's never asked me to do anything but has only suggested word changes or ideas to add to the recipe of creation.
Thank you so much, Xavi, for bringing this up. I have spent the last day really pondering it. What are the boundaries in our friendships - human, masters, or anyone beyond the Self????
Master Friendships & Loneliness
Every morning I wake up. I have a cup of coffee, sit on my back patio (or the patio of the rental I am in) to get some fresh air and look at the moon, sun, or stars, depending on the time, and then come to my computer to write.
With D here I never feel alone, even though he is usually down in the basement studio by now working on his latest sculpture. When he is not here, I never feel alone because I am writing to you and for you, capturing moments of realization with the words available to us, and perhaps introducing new ones.
Indeed, Este has created a new story board on Ryver to collect the flashes of realization as they occur in a moment. You might check that out and share an Aha! or two. I love to go check in on that page for some conscious conversation.
The words I share are not new rather but a blending of the concepts of realization from the language of the Masters of the Far East and the blending of Western concepts of realization, currently dominated by the Crimson Circle organization - at this point in time and space.
Further, my - or our - ascended master friends, including but not limited to M. Babaji, P. Yogananda, El Morya, Blavatasky, Mark Prophet and Liora AND whether I say it or not Kuthumi is always here too.
When I go through conversations with the beings who grace my space and this space with their presence, Kuthumi always sticks his head out and says, "Me too. I am here." My friend Tess also has a deep friendship with him like I have with Master Morya, and he seeps in that way too and always brings a laugh between the two of us.
In one of the comments, I am not sure if you missed it, D so eloquently captured the essence of something. We were discussing realization-related organizations and he said Crimson Circle was a way to keep us alive and entertained while realization happened naturally. For me, that could not be more true and there is always an AND or many ANDs.
First of all, the Crimson Circle program called Aspectology gave me the words to describe what was happening as all the past lives returned to me. It allowed me to begin to discern what was the voice of my master self, of the soul, or the I AM, the part of me that has always been and will always be - from the aspects of self.
Who was in charge here? Who was creating my reality? AND, it made me feel as if I was not going crazy. I was talking to all these different parts of Self, negotiating with them before I knew better, and basically going on my daily hikes talking with the many voices that make up Self.
Modern psychology would call this multiple personality disorder or schizophrenia. My Austin, Texas New Age community would say they were evil spirits and would have sold me a session with a medium to clear out the spirit. I could go on...Yet, the Crimson Circle class told me I was not alone and I was not crazy. What a nice gift.
Geoffrey, who founded the Crimson Circle, wrote about this in the last magazine article, that was emailed out yesterday. My curiosity gets the better of me and I like to step into how others view things from the inside. I also like to see what similarities lie between what I share and others share, in hindsight.
Another thing he talked about other than Crimson Circle classes and workshops being an anecdote for loneliness what something I have said time and again. There's a whole host of beings - who want to be your friend and support you in embodied realization. You are never alone. In fact, the company is quality - no feeding, infinite wisdom, no social media forum needed.
This is founding tenant of this space - A place for embodied and ascended masters to join together for a time, something we will do again on January 16th's New Moon, yet you need never wait for a formal gathering - something I lay out on the Magic page.
But first back to the classes as an anecdote for loneliness on this experience of embodiment. When I first joined Keahak in 2014, it was a saving grace for me - just like the Aspectology school. I had no friends to talk to and met a few on the Keahak forum, and enjoyed them until the conversations became draining.
But once we go beyond the classes - there is nothing left for me to take - and the forums on the Keahak page and Facebook no longer resonate with us - is it then we are alone?
No! First of all I have created this space for such people. What happens after the classes and workshops, when we do not want to pay thousands of dollars to hang out with our master friends and sit in rows of chairs for hours on end, when we no longer need it or seek the experience of it?
For those, there is the Center of Being. And hopefully, other pages and spaces will pop up as more and more people finish their studies and begin to LIVE the TRIPLE E (embodied enlightenment experience) rather than study it in separation from application.
I do not want to own this space of graduates. Instead, I hope to see more and more of it expanding for people from all walks of life. I hope to keep this small and know each of you beyond a number in an excel spreadsheet. That's not my way.
If you have not looked through it, there are over 55 comments on our Introductions page HERE. We have sixty people registered for the website and about half of those joining us on Ryver. If you have not read through them or responded to new people - Ruth and Sue - just introduced themselves, I would encourage you to do so. For those who find words escape them right now, or it is simply too laborious to type, I understand. I sense you and I offer an alternative.
Send me a message or your friends here a message or reply without using the computer, or a pen. I can hear you all loud and clear, though my human does appreciate the feedback and works to incorporate it back into the offerings as much as possible. I will respond in kind in the method of the message delivery.
Going back to Geoff's article, it also mentioned in the last Keahak, and something I have repeated time and time again. There are so many beings who are honoring you and supporting you in your journey. Beyond what I write and share, beyond the workshops, books, lessons, and channels, there are Ascended Masters who would love to share directly with you without the influence of maya, or duality. Masters who are not beholden to any energy outside of themselves.
Most importantly, in the last Keahak session, Adamus St. Germain said something that really disturbed me AND I am so glad he brought it up. He said he had an etheric gathering with the master selves of each of the participants and came up with a list of things that the Master wanted to share with the human (I will post this list on Ryver).
For example, dear human, don't expect the Master to solve your problems, don't beg the master to solve your problems. Another part of the homework was the human consciously talking with the master. He suggested having time each day to talk with the master. Wait, people are not doing this already? It was hugely informative for me and without judgement.
If this is still going on, I am so glad Adamus brough it up. You cannot move forward without this relationship. I will also note, these basic principles were covered so well in Adamus' book "Act of Consciousness" as was New Energy Creation, which Adamus said is something he will cover in Keahak. It was all in that book - everything - he is repeating it - yet again. I am in awe of how much he has to repeat himself and his commitment to do so until people begin to live it. It is an unwavering commitment.
For me, and many of you on here, the master and the human are no longer separate. They are One. In the divine will experience, you no longer grasp onto the human perceived free will (the perception of control) for divine will of the I AM, the soul, the eternal...and the human simply becomes integrated as well. I feel no separation anymore. However....
The process Adamus lays out is very helpful. It was helpful for me - like I wrote about in my book - to separate the human from the soul voice and have those deep conversations.
That was what my New Energy Creator business I had for three years was about. I taught hundreds of people to have these sacred conversations with Self. To discern soul from human, from aspects. And, it is something I would recommend until the two merge in divine union within you.
Back to the loneliness - as I said I do not feel it anymore yet it was once debilitating - however, when I hear a Keahak session like the last one and visit the forums several things happen....
1) Compassion for people still struggling to locate and speak with their "master" selves.
(Xanthe - I don't like the word either but not have not something to replace it. When you don't have separation between "human" and "master" indeed the words sound funny...)
2) Behind the short wall, I am cheering my ass off for those courageous enough to embark on brining the master into their physical body and bringing awareness to the conversations between human and master, which already occur. No longer taking clients to help them find their voice, I feel I truly am behind the short wall for the first time in a while. And as I said, I am cheering with radiating my own light rather than clapping and yelling from behind the short wall.
3) At a personal level, I realized months or perhaps a year back I no longer fit into the group I once found refuge in.
My friend Iiro once told me don't get off the roller coaster too soon, you'll be standing in the amusement park parking lot alone.
Am I in the parking lot? Yes. Alone? NO.
For there is a Banyan Tree just beyond the edges of the roller coaster theme park. Only those who can see the path unfold before their eyes will be able to find it. When they are ready. Something they can only decide for themselves.
There, they will find me and Master Morya floating under the majestic, golden hues of the Banyan Tree of BEING.
Never alone, human and master as One Self.
BEING is defined here as perpetual becoming. It is never static and always dynamic. Instead of human control, there is a divine unfolding. We may appear to not be moving to any destination, yet motion does not require movement.
Motion does not require movement.
If you are still dividing human and master, and bringing awareness to the conversations between them, BRAVO.
That is truly amazing, and I will tell you they do merge as one soon enough, so enjoy the ride.
AND let me tell you a story about creating the ONE of Self below.
D told me yesterday the words for human free will and divine will are different for him. He said he like perceived human control and divine unfolding, instead. Indeed, I love the unfolding piece.
When I was pondering no energy creation laying in bed one night, I saw creation as a blooming flower. The seed begins to sprout and the petals unfold one at a time until the flower can no longer hold itself constricted and simply bursts open in bloom.
What I see with having to mechanize conversations with the human and soul is that it can go two ways or both ways.
It can coax the flower into blooming. It can be the water to the soil and the sun in the sky that supports this divine unfolding. If you allow it to be so.
Yet, if it becomes too mental, too forced - as I have seen in my previous client work. It would be like trying to glue the petals onto the flower mechanically, without allowing it to simply bloom. The application of the materials is always up to the listener, the student. Yet, something to ponder in creations as well.
I see "masters" trying to build things instead of create things (through soul expression) in the same way. They raise funds to buy petals and glue. They say their soul's desire is to have these funds to buy the petals and glue that is needed to create the flower when really that is the human's way.
It's a conscious creation they say. Indeed, they are aware they are creating a flower, but it's fake. It's not really a flower, it's an illusion of a flower. The master who exists within the veils of Maya, the great cosmic illusion, rather than expanded beyond the veils of Maya, our new series...
In no energy creation, you take a seed, one that you found while strolling peacefully on a walk. You plant it into the ground and say if it blooms that will be nice, if it doesn't, that will be nice, too.
If it's the will of the I AM, to express itself in this flower, the seed will begin to sprout. Each day it will grow a little taller.
As it grows, the master does not feel attached to the outcome at all. It does not listen to or allow the begging and pleading of the human: "If I just had this flower, I will be whole. Please master make this flower bloom."
No. That's not how it works, and eventually the human surrenders its perceived control to the "All that is" within themSelves.
One petal in the bud will open under the glowing sun. The master may go on a long hike, gone for weeks, and then walking back down the path the master is surprised to find a fully bloomed rose bush to enjoy. He or she will say: "I had forgotten all about the seed I planted."
The master laughs at the beautiful creative expression of Self - one he or she completely forgot about in the state of Being Enlightenment - and then sits down to enjoy his or her creation until it returns, disintegrates back into the soil from which it came.
The Body in the Triple E
The body issues we go through are much like the flower blooming. The seed when it cracks open to sprout will feel some discomfort. The seed does not go to a doctor or homeopath to bandage and treat the open wound. It knows it is part of the divine unfolding.
A personal example: In November when sitting in my New Mexico rental I felt a deep tension in my back and neck. It was no where near the surface, so it was not ready to come out yet.
"We (human and master as one) are going to release that soon, " I heard voice from within say. "Okay, no worries, no hurry."
Then in December I woke up one morning to a sharp pain in my back. I took note and went about my day. By the evening the knot had moved up to my neck.
"No worries. No hurry."
Two days later my lymph nodes in my neck swelled to ping pong balls. The next two days it was a sore throat, yet the lymph nodes went down and the back had long since stopped hurting as the dis-ease in the body moved around like a lose marble in my physical body.
The flower was blooming, and with each perceived discomfort moving through my body, that which no longer served would bloom into a beautiful rose, and then disintegrate back into the earth's soil from which it came, my body.
I will write more about the body but please note:
I am not a doctor. You are responsible for all your life's creations. This is not advice but for entertainment purposes only. Please use discernment in the body for which you are solely responsible for.
I used to hate Christmas - all the human expectations, the family drama, the consumerism - you get my drift.
Now in the Embodied Enlightenment Experience, or Triple E, it has become a wonderful time of year to ponder the big picture - to tap into that macro vision of the the divine we recently talked about to see, sense, and know not only our magnificent personal transfigurations, but also to recognize those personal experiences stepping into mastery as part of a grand experience of being on the Earth at this time and this space with so many others choosing Freedom over perceived human free will.
The other day one of our founding members of the Center for Being, Lindsay, wrote about what it was like to make this shift into the Third Circle of Creation, in which we are creating from the God Self within each of us rather than from the human parts and aspects of Self. She wrote,
"As I’m letting go of human free will and stepping into divine will, I’m noticing how much of what’s in my life were human free will creations- basically everything. I got seduced by the grand future visions of the mind that felt like soul. And now I want none of what’s in my life. So I decided to let go of all the human creations and step totally into divine will. As this is happening I’m feeling a LOT of fear."
Me too, Lindsay. Me too. Every previous creation seems to have been affected by the seduction of the future-planning mind and the old ghost of expectations.
It is a massive step into the unknown - it requires surrender and trust, yet also in the fear is a wild excitement that enlightenment is truly upon us. I will not lie to you all and say I do not experience fear too.
The other night before going to sleep my human self said, "I have no idea what I am doing in creating this space we are calling the Center of Being. Am I doing it wrong? Are people understanding my intent to celebrate the Magic of Being? Am I too harsh?"
"Do not worry, " my master voice came in. "I know what we are creating and so do the other master selves of those joining us here in expansion and freedom of Self. It is beyond planning and reason, and at the same time there is a divine will plan, or creation, rather, in which everyone who graces the space with their presence contributes to."
OUR WISDOM PEARLS COMMUNITY
Indeed, I sense deeply all of you here whether you are silent or sharing. Speaking of which the Ryver community has become a robust and friendly place to share stories. If you would like to take a look, you can visit and register here: thirdcircle.ryver.com/.
Este, who runs this page, has recently created a new place for you to share your own stories of enlightenment experiences. You can write them in the format of Memoirs of a Modern Master (for those stories click the category to the right). With your permission, I hope to share some of those stories here on the Third Circle page as well.
In Este's words, "The community is expanding in many free ways of expression and interaction." Indeed, it expands daily in how we interact with each other, and I could not be more excited about the space, which exists beyond the typical social media system. To join, check you inbox for an invite or email Este at firstname.lastname@example.org.
Este recently wrote a melody expression about the Center of Being, which I wanted to share with you all, in case you missed it.
"This is our dream, our passion, the magic of being,
in Embodied Enlightenment Experience.
Make it clear, make it simple, let it be your Third Circle.
Even if you are in a little bit of confusion,
act freely and shift this damn illusion.
There are plenty of opportunities right here,
to go beyond the fear.
Leave your carbon structure behind,
now, you are shining your light.
Go over your blind and stop the fight.
I love to share with a few, like you, what a crew.
I have nothing to do, anymore,
i'm not waiting a door, i can expand in my core.
Yes, I Am in Love with Me, I just let it Be."
It brought tears to my eyes because my "I am" reflected back to me in these words, and it means others share the passion for the Magic of Being as much as I do.
UPCOMING EVENTS: NEW MOON, CHRISTMAS & 2018
While we still have no physical space, our etheric space is growing. For new members please read the stories of the New Moon and the Banyan Tree, so you can feel the essence of the gathering before hand, should you choose to join us.
On December 18, we will gather under the Banyan under the new moon, when the stars shine the brightest each month. The theme this month is simply the Magic of Being - Being beyond limiting beliefs, and beyond the need to give or receive any energy, only to share our states of pure consciousness under the golden, majestic branches of the Banyan Tree.
Finally, in the spirit of the season, Yogananda, after coming to the United States in the 1920s, created a tradition in which all the Self-Realization Fellowship members could create gathering spaces on December 25th to honor and sense into the Christ Consciousness seed planted by Yeshua in his time on Earth. He wrote a meditation in celebration of the birth of the universal Christ Consciousness within ourselves. While not necessarily in our language, I'm sure you can feel the sensuality of his message:
Celebrate the birth of Christ in the cradle of your consciousness during the Christmas season. Let His vast perception in Nature, in space, and in universal love be felt within your heart.
Break the limitations of caste, color, race, religious prejudice, and inharmony, that the cradle of your heart be big enough to hold within you the Christ-love for all creation.
On every Christmas morn of your inner perception, prepare precious packages of divine qualities and deliver them to the beloved souls who gather around the Christmas tree of inner awakening to commemorate His birth in understanding, truth, and bliss.
Celebrating the birth of omniscient, omnipresent Christ Consciousness on the joyous Christmas festivity of your inner awakening, you will find the unbroken happiness of your dreams.
Let the omniscient Christ Consciousness come to earth a second time and be born in you, even as it was manifested in the consciousness of Jesus.
Perhaps you wish to join Yogananda in his tradition on December 25? I will certainly be doing so.
IN CONCLUSION & 2018
As the year comes to a close, I ponder all the experiences we went through in this space that first started in Patreon on March 9, 2017 with the Thirty Days of Self-Love experience.
It has been nothing short of magic, and the best thing has been gaining your friendship and trust and hearing your unique embodied enlightenment experiences.
Because of this, my intentions for 2018, including sharing more and more from the founding members of the Center here, and finding ways for us to connect in person.
Thanks to Karen, Maureen, and Margaret, a seed has already planted for a Canadian gathering in Vancouver, and I will be in Europe this summer (I'm taking a trip to Avalon in July) and hope to find a gathering space free from the old energy ways of contracts and fees, teachers and students.
Let's just get together and BE in our Magic. Please reach out if you would like to host an in-person no energy gathering.
For those at the gathering in the Netherlands, our video of the event is almost finished thanks to Nazar, who joins us here and in Ryver. Thank you so much, Nazar, for capturing the June gathering, which includes many of you all.
With love - viewed through the eyes of the divine,
Lauren, Sar'h, El Morya, Yogananda and last but not least, Mahavatar Babaji, who has been gracing this space with his presence daily now - will write more about that later this month.
As new people join us - Marcos from Patreon, Xanthe, welcome! - I wanted to share a story with you all. As we grow and expand, I want to remind everyone whether they are a reader, excited participant, or gawker - yes, we have a few and that's okay - anyone who graces the space with your presence, I want to remind you that ----
YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR THE CONSCIOUSNESS YOU BRING INTO THIS SPACE.
How you manage or do not manage your energy affects those around you.
This is a personal journey, but sometimes it helps to look up and witness the people around you -
You might just have your mastery reflected back to you.
That being said I am loving the Ryver community set up by Este - who has been given full sovereign reign to 'manage' that space. I love that we can create story boards, have a conference call (we must try it), post pictures and more. Plus, each master of Self can configure their own settings determining what level of communication they want to receive. To try it out, email Este at email@example.com. But first, please read this story and consider making a commitment to honor the Banyan, if you feel passionate about the space.
I want to create a space that is everything we hoped the other consciousness-related groups would be - no advertising, no feeding, no one trying to make money or prolong dependency on workshops, sessions, etc. If you are new here, be sure to read our manifesto too. I also wrote recently about Divine Will Boundaries - you can click on the category called Boundaries to your right. Bare with me as I have to say the same thing in multiple ways.
Now time to check out the latest Banyan Tree Story. In honor to you and your self-awareness!
The Banyan Tree of Being
What a lovely place to gather as masters -
Under the golden branches of the majestic Banyan Tree.
The community of self-realization had loved the concept - as I had.
A place to gather, a place to visit, to BE in mastery.
I cherished the space that was shown to me by El Morya.
I was honored we hosted Babaji on his occasional visits.
I loved what it represented in all that we share here - in this space.
Enlightenment is not all rainbows and butterflies - we all know that.
Yet, the Banyan Tree is a place to put that aside.
Not to fix anything, not to release anything.
Yet, the human self can get confused.
Some loved the way they felt under the Banyan Tree -
so they wanted to fill it up with light - to give back.
Others felt they needed to be filled up with the golden light of the Banyan Tree -
so they visited it frequently to fill themselves up, when they felt they did not have enough.
Forgetting - the Banyan Tree is neither a place to give or receive - but only to BE.
The Banyan Tree could handle the weight of these human needs from time to time.
But there it was - more needing - needing more -
The Banyan Tree knew needing is the same - whether it is to give or receive -
for giving and receiving are based on energy exchange.
Being - on the other hand - is based on no energy.
The absence of energy dependence, or energy addictions.
Being under the Banyan Tree means being in your pure consciousness -
without the need from any external energy source.
On Saturday, I went on a long walk through the snow-packed woods -
my feet crunching the bright white snow beneath with each step.
I went to visit the Banyan Tree and noticed something -
the branches were drooping, sagging under the wight of the energy exchanges going on -
of giving and receiving energy - of needing energy.
I noticed the ascended masters there had left.
At first I blamed myself -
I had not been clear.
Second, I blamed myself -
this was my creation.
No, I swept that aside.
This was our creation.
It was not a problem after all.
It was a remembering of who we are - the I AM. The I Exist.
My human self wanted to fix it.
No, my master self said.
The only thing to do is to be.
So I found myself floating alone under the Banyan Tree -
in pure consciousness - without having to fix or repair anything about me or others or the tree.
Only in awareness - conscious observation.
In breathing deeply in my cross-legged stance, levitating under its branches -
I watched and observed, with awareness of all that is, with awareness of the I AM.
In my state of pure consciousness, the branches began to lift again.
They un-flolded and reached toward the skies.
I noticed a few of you levitating there with me -
In the state of being - without giving or receiving.
I smiled in your direction.
Sparkles of gold began to fall like snow flakes from the tree's tops -
Not to give anything for me or us to receive,
but to demonstrate the magic -
the magic of being - the magic of being in a pure state of consciousness.
The invitation always stand to join us - to join you -
to join your master Self under the majestic branches of the golden Banyan Tree -
not to fill yourself up -
not to heal your illusory human wounds -
not to give in gratitude -
only to BE - for that is your greatest gift you can give to the worlds you inhabit.
You are responsible for the consciousness you bring into the worlds you inhabit -
your worlds - not for anyone else - but for yourSelf.
I took a deep breath, in honor of remembrance.
I took a deep breath, in honor of this space.
I took a deep breath, in honor of you.
Most of all, I took a deep breath, in honor of ME.
Good day, friends! I have been cheating on writing with painting. I am currently working on a large canvas. This picture is a tiny portion of a much larger painting I am excited to share with everyone when I'm done.
I want to welcome Patty to the website. She found out about it after reading my book and through my friend Ruth, who is also on this page. Patty, big hugs as you share yourself here either with your words and/or your consciousness. You are in a supportive space. Thank you for your note.
I have also begun to bring over the Thirty Days of Self-Love Experience. You can find it here. Each day I move over at least one Patreon archived post. There is a category for it to your right. I only work on this about three hours a day, and then I find I have to move onto something else, like Being:)
BOUNDARIES IN DIVINE WILL
As I wrote a little about yesterday on our group email forum (more on that below), the state of Being for me has been shifting and expanding exponentially. On my walk yesterday, I was pondering how my boundaries had shifted in the space of divine will, and I noticed something for myself.
In human free will (perceived), boundaries were based on human judgments about right and wrong, such as - an old example - that I should help a friend in need by, for example, lending them money. Boundaries were based on what I should do - a view through the lens of right and wrong or dualistic constructs - a judgment on how I should behave. This also included societal norms of politeness, etiquette (subjective), and so on. It also included obligations, some of the familial and communal variety.
In divine will, my firm yet expansive boundaries are now based on discernment - discernment of what is serving me and what is no longer serving me. Like you all, this life is all about enlightenment and compassionate detachment - when that serves - and deeper connection - when that serves the soul's passion to know it is God also.
Deeper than that has been expanding into compassion - honor and respect for a person and/or experience - without trying to change it or them. Over the course of 2017, this deeply sunk in - yet just like the spiral I have felt it not just at a mental, emotional or even soul level - the detached compassion has permeated the cells in the Universe of Me. That means all simultaneous lives and facets of mySelf, now truly understand and comprehend compassion - not just human Lauren and my soul.
Sometimes compassion calls for being firm with the people we love, and I will write more about that next week.
Comprehending these boundaries for mySelf and how I apply them to my everyday life - as a walking, breathing master - is something that has been showing up in my life over and over again in order for me to distill the wisdom of the experience. One piece of that discernment is understanding and admitting that any mental task is simply not in alignment with my state of grace right now.
When I set up this new website, one of the options was that you could sign up for a group email or list serve in which everyone can share their experiences. I was managing that list at my own creation. I happen to love reading it, just not managing it.
What serves and does not serve us changes from moment to moment now. As you know well, we cannot be tied to, well, anything. As a result, people were asking to be put on and off the list enough to make me feel a little crazy. It's not you - it's me. Anything mental or task oriented in my life feels like nails being hammered into my brain.
So it's my responsibility to say, hey, that no longer serves me. In fact, I love your requests, and I have always done my best to honor them.
Yet, now if you would like something to be added to the Center of Being offerings, I'm counting on you as part of this amazing community to make it happen. I can't. I simply can't do anything task oriented anymore other than write and post.
Also, my soul is telling me - over and over again - anything that keeps me away from floating under the Banyan tree is not serving me. Painting, talks with kindred spirits, a walk in the woods, writing when it flows, spending time with my partner - that's about all I am capable of, and all I desire right now.
It seems to me now my soul's passionate desires and my human capabilities are synonymous with each other in the Divine Will experience. In Divine Will, human choice is removed from the threshold of how you interact with the world and is replaced with passion instead - and you won't waste a single thought worrying about what people think. It's simply too energetically expensive.
I know many of you can relate to this - deeply and repeatedly.
What I can do - what serves me Now in my passion for embodied existence - is to keep sharing with a group of grand souls who grace this forum whenever it feels good.
We are all sovereign masters experiencing the grandest human experience available - the embodied enlightenment experience - which allows us to shift, change, and expand second by second, minute by minute.
As a result, and with the ingenuity of Karen and Este, we have made this a sovereign site all the way through.
Drum roll, please...
NEW WAYS TO ENGAGE
Facebook: I am beyond appreciative of Karen, who has volunteered her time to establishing a secret Facebook group. Thank you for setting this up. To join that group you first must add Karen as a friend - her profile is under the name of Karen LeGrande - and grande she is! There is more information in the comments section. I am not on Facebook, nor will I be getting back on it - ever. No judgments at all. I used to really enjoy it, too.
Ryver Community: Este has stepped up to set up an online community in which you can post, not post, subscribe, and unsubscribe all you want to - without having to email me. You can email him at firstname.lastname@example.org should you want to be part of that community. Este - thank you so much - this relieves me of a lot of work. Giant hugs!
It seems like a grand solution all around. You can also remove yourself from the emails I send on this website by hitting the unsubscribe button anytime, and I will understand completely. Okay, that's not honest. I simply don't care about numbers. It's all quality over quantity. I'd rather share with five people who understand one another than a million drowning in their own makyo. It's also why I took money out of the equation. I'm not obligated to do anything I don't feel like.
Now that we have a completely sovereign website and community, let's celebrate.
Etheric dance party, anyone?
CONTACT WITH ME
I love hearing from you all. Do not hesitate to send me emails about your journey anytime you wish, without filter.
My only request is that you please be patient in a reply from me.
Also, I do not give personal advice. Ever. All the answers are right there within you.
If you would like a light shined on something in a post or to reflect mastery back to one another, I get that and enjoy it.
You can reach me at email@example.com whenever.
Or, Sar'h is always available for a walk, benching or playing in the dream worlds.
LAST NOTES ON PASSION
In reading your ever-so-aware comments, I had a wisdom pearl come up for myself. One master's task is another master's passion. To some writing everyday might feel like a task, to me it is a passion. I was able to figure out how to build the website by myself because I am passionate about sharing my writing.
Building a community forum might feel like a task to some like me, and a passion to others. What makes this community is that the passions lie in different areas, and we can bring the passions together for a time in sovereign community creation - as I stated in the manifesto. That's the fun in it.
So judgements or beLIEfs on whether a master should be able to work technology and complete tasks become obsolete in the context of Third Circle passion, for me. If we are passionate about something, it will always come together in ease and grace. I sense that is occurring here and now, even though it might appear with jagged edges to the human self. The soul sees the magnificence in the perfectly imperfect facets of its grand creations, for me, in this magical space.
In deep appreciation,
Lauren and the lot
Some of you have asked to do introductions again as we have some new people. If you have been here a while, if you will indulge the group, and even though I know you, I would be appreciative. It does help this feel like home and a super sovereign safe space to share when we know who we are sharing with. I really wish you could all share photos too in comments, and hopefully we will get to that...This post is tagged Introductions, so you can always find it under the Categories space to your right, which I am really trying to keep up. Look for goodies in your inbox. To get it going I posted my introductions in the comments below. Big hugs, big gratitude!
Friends, what an amazing gathering that was with ourselves, first and foremost, and our friends El Morya, Babaji, and your animal friends if you brought them. Really, truly no word are needed these days, but perhaps I can capture the magic of pure consciousness experience with a few words.
I sensed some releasing of the trauma associated with divine will within myself, too. I have not thought of my father's death for quite some time. Yet, it came up in the new moon gathering, and I experienced the trauma once again. You see when my father died in a drawn out saga that lasted many months, I knew then it was God's will that he should leave the physical world, in order to support what I came here to Earth to do - to BE. It was the event that would wake me up at age 31 and remind me why I had come back to Earth in this life. It also allowed me the funds to buy my own house and BE without having to work.
Even in knowing that deeply, the trauma was still present. I had released the mental and emotional wounds some time ago. Yet, this time I felt the trauma leave the cells, leave the DNA, and even deeper realms within my body of consciousness. We will go deeper into this....
More releasing occurred, and then I stood before Babaji. He held my hand and transmuted with no words, the language of silence.
In holding his hand, I released the year of noise of the past year. The Munich Should being the most noisy. The string of houseguests that never seemed to end, Facebook, YouTube, Patreon - the constant and ever-gabbing noise found on the social media sites and at in-person gatherings, countless hours watching things on screens - phone screens, computer screens, television screens. It all left my body of consciousness.
What I was left with - the sweetest space of existence - the space beyond the noise. The space of pure consciousness.
No energy needed in the recipe of my creative existence.
It's not that any of those things are wrong or bad. They served a purpose to get me into the space where I AM THAT I AM and nothing more.
I had a lovely talk yesterday with one of you about boundaries. Seems even when I thought I had them I really had none. And now when I am stating them clearly, people still seem to be stretching them. Yet, they don't even know they are stretching them because they do not yet see the noise in their lives and how it affects their consciousness and everyone around them.
Once you see it, you cannot unsee it. The noise becomes louder and louder until you say no more and walk away from the energy feeding frenzy. And, until you see it with the eyes of the divine and the eyes of the human combined, you will continue to play in the over-stimulated worlds (that you do not even know are over-stimulated at the time) around us until it is no longer palpable. No longer tolerable.
Soon enough, for most of us, the space beyond the noise will not be a place that we visit, but the entirety of our existence. If we leave that sweet spot just for a bit - to have the experience of the noise - it will be consciously. Perhaps we will have "field trips" away from the branches of the Banyan Tree, rather than to it. :P
As the year comes to a close, as my birthday approaches, I am looking to the new era of no energy, of stepping away from the mass consumption of energy (food, screens, mindless and meaningless chatter, oh my goodness the chatter - and what a good chatter I once was).
In this no energy era, I am declaring my home a safe space. A no go for traveling visitors looking to integrate in its walls and rooms. There's a hotel down the street. A no go for people who need a helping hand. In fact, in the same vein of no longer holding sessions, I am no longer lending my hand to anyone in need. Gosh, I have done this for lifetimes.
When someone asks me for something from a space of needing something external, my answer will be:
All the answers are within. The bars on the cage you think are holding you back are an illusion.
And then I will excuse myself.
My table is only open for those who want to gather, perhaps have a cup of tea, and reflect our mastery back to one another, as we have done under the Banyan Tree.
Stepping into the Third Circle, into the space of Divine Will, is a beautifully sacred experience. To honor it with the respect it deserves will mean that we will no longer be living within the noise. I, for one, will fiercely guard my space (not with force, but with intolerant consciousness) to allow myself to have unfiltered the most glorious experience available in this human life - the embodied enlightenment experience.
In one of the last Keahak's Adamus said in his last life he got so tired of being invited over for dinner because he didn't wan to watch people eat. I laughed because I am there.
For my birthday week, I will spend my days in silence, happily, witnessing the shift of lifetimes. I will see anyone who wants to join at my birthday tea and cake gathering under the Banyan.
As always, I have so much more to say about PTSI and Divine Will, it is forming but I will not rush it in respect for the beauty and magnificence of the experience.
I will add that I rarely talk with Yeshua and Mary of Magdala despite my lifetime with them. Yet, they were present as I held Babaji's hand Saturday night. They too did not say anything but honored this experience for what it was - nothing short of GRAND. And I did sense a sovereign connection to you all. Thank you.
I would love to hear your experiences from the New Moon, in the Third Circle or anything else. Please post below.
Good morning, everyone. It's a joy to wake up here to your comments - a breath of fresh air. Over on my old new energy creator page, people are still arguing whether twin flames exist and talking about punching each other. Shoulder shrug. (I can't believe that old post gets people so angry! It's about self-love.)
That is one of the reasons I have almost abandoned that website. Once that information gets into a book, I will take it down. I want to say that while I am really focused in sense not mentality on no energy creation is it is where I am spending my days, I'm not opposed to new energy creation at all.
No energy creation = Creating from the Source of the I AM, through pure consciousness of being
New energy creation = Creating with consciousness or awareness + energy. I associate it with allowing but its semantics...
Or whatever your own definition is for you!
I find I am mostly on Theos, a new earth designated for those in the embodied enlightenment experience, during the day, in which there is only no energy creation. Then I am dropped back down on old Earth for a bit, in which new energy creation seems to be the best available, at times. Both are conscious forms of creation.
Additionally, I offer another view. You can create from source, or no energy creation, and then add energy to your creation. For example, the money which has recently appeared through no energy creation, will be used to create whatever the Center of Being will be - not sure yet - waiting for soul wisdom on that one. (It will not be a hotel like the new Villa Ahmyo - I don't have the human patience required to put up with hotel guests) Then, if it is a physical space or even a virtual space, I will add conscious energy or new energy to that creation to bring it into the physical.
I do believe as we step into our third circle of creation, the ahymo life and divine will, those new energy creations will begin to appear as no energy creation.
But please know - and I know it sounded that way - that I don't think there is anything "wrong" with creating with energy - I am simply so excited (you have to remember I have the mentality of a five year old most days and just get so excited like my parents are taking me to the zoo or something) that I abandon all my old projects and go all in on the new experiences. My enthusiasm can also appear like judgements. Y'all - I am not capable of judgements anymore. My pure excitement is only that - passion.
Also, I love your comments - Tobias stuff, Gene Keys as we have two people from that school of consciousness, whatever. It is so cool to see how it all relates.
So I'll share a personal story. My birthday is coming up. It's been such a special year. I'd love to celebrate it - although I do want the actual day to be all to myself. It sounds a bit strange to want to celebrate by yourself but I really want to honor me, spending the day with my favorite person - ME!
Yet, I also want to celebrate with my friends in Colorado. D is not back to Colorado until December. But I don't want to do the normal stuff your face with food and wine thing. Here's why.
This last life on Earth is flying by. When I go to these big group gatherings based on face stuffing (that's fun too or used to be) - I feel like I don't get to really truly deeply connect with my friends. There is so much chatter I cannot focus on what is being said. The energy also shifts with the amount of alcohol consumed. And, the energy of the party lingers in my house for about three days. I cannot sleep in it after. It's too much for me.
So what I really want for my birthday is present and meaningful conversations - master to master - with my master friends without all the other energy interference.
To many, a party without alcohol and food sounds dreadfully boring. It would have to me three months ago.
But imagine this. Two or more people showing up completely in their essence, in their third circle, in alignment and looked you square in the eyes and really connected with you in conversation. Mastery multiplied.
Before I depart from this Earth, I hope to have as many master to master conversation unfiltered by outside energy. I hope to make eye contact and be fully present with each of the people in my life - without the veils or heavy outside energy influence. I understand some energy influence is always there on old earth. I experience that contrast every day.
I may not get my birthday wish right away, but I am putting it out there. Although I think a few people believe I have totally lost my mind or I'm being rigid.
In fact, I am offering the expanse of myself - without boundary - to my friendships in a way I have never done before.
I may be eating cake and drinking tea (which is what I invited people to do) with Ollie, El Morya and ascended friends only, and I'm okay with that.
I find I simply cannot do the big food and alcohol focused party anymore. On Theos I could. You should taste the whipped cream there. Holy shit! Go do it now:)
I wish I could on some human level because it sure would make me more appealing to hang out with, but its not an option.
Perhaps I will be boring to other people, but I find myself ultimately more interesting on a daily basis.
Why am I writing about this? It's new territory for me, and writing helps me understand what is going on within me. I have already moved through some static just writing it. That the magic of the written word, it moves everything around.
There is no one size fits all Triple E (embodied enlightenment experience) but talking with St. Germain and El Morya and Kuthumi - they too indicate it does come to point where it feels weird to watch people stuff their faces with food. It's not a judgement. It's like meat to me. It's not gross - it simply does not resonate with my internal vibrations.
I have found recently my time on old Earth is very limited, and I am seeking with passion connection to my fellow masters with eye contact and with minimal energetic interference.
The parties I used to have were loud, aspects where left to play in the kitchen for days, and I was left feeling empty in the void of meaningful communication and connection.
What I am opening myself to is pure connections - I may have a much smaller circle of friends, but that's okay. I simply cannot do the old way.
These transformations are happening so quickly. The human has surrendered control. The surrender does not come from the master but the human surrendering its limits (in this case the limits of friendship) to the flowing rivers of soul and source, making their way into the vast ocean of consciousness.
I feel if I wait a bit longer others will join me - finding too much stimulus in what was a normal level of stimulus - as well.
Please note I do have several friends living near me who can hang out in the manner described. I love and honor you all so very much. Thank you.
I don't want to make Facebook videos and pictures at a hang out. I want to look into your eyes and experience friendship in a way I have not before. I want to open myself to the reflection of mastery I only experiences in my soul sessions but without the money exchange.
That is going to make people very uncomfortable. Is it anything new, making people uncomfortable? my souls asks. No. It is nothing new.
Like Kiara said, we can talk to Ascended Masters all day long, but it sure is nice to talk to embodied modern masters. I am making a space for this connection in my life beyond this space.
Is it a judgement on those connecting in the other way? No. I would so join you if I could. Life would be easier that way. Enjoy it as long as you can, for it will likely not be possible in the future.
Who here has read the Red Lion? That gives a glimpse into this shift that occurs. El Morya is also comforting me with his stories of his two best friends in his last life, Kuthumi and Dwal Kuhl. And beyond them and Madame B, he lived in the woods with very little interaction.
It's not that you renounce with human will power this kind of social activity at all. It is that you do not want to play in it at all. The will is no longer there - at all. I was the most social human before this. I still am in a state of disbelief at this massive - for me - shift.
Master M says having two embodied master friends is more than anyone can expect. I say just you wait and see. I'm still holding out. So that's what I am doing. Being here and waiting outside the veils. And in deep appreciation for the connection here. You all are amazing.
On that note, perhaps you will join me for tea and master connection on November 26? I'd love to have you. We'll meet under the branches of the majestic Banyan tree that day.
I want to thank my physical friends in this life for allowing me the space to turn around and go a different direction. I love you.
This is a truly a "I am processing post" of the naked and vulnerable variety. Just so you know what goes on before I post something like this. First, I resist the urge to edit it ten more times. Then, I take a deep breath hoping you understand my intent. Then I hit publish.