The Pause. It is something I used to teach when I began teaching people to talk, or commune, rather, with their soul, or master voice within - in 2014. I was so deeply passionate about showing people where to find their soul/ master voice, this would be my work and my writing for three solid years.
In my sessions, I would ask the person to do something habitual - to play it out in their third eye space, rather than the physical. Then I would say 'hit pause' and see what happens. Sometimes the person would realize the habit was just that - an unconscious action driven by a human aspect, and they would stop doing it. For example, stress eating or self-sabotaging pattern repeating. Or, the person would take a deep breath and continue with the 'habit' yet with a little more consciousness or awareness of self.
I too hit pause since I posted the video letter (channel) from El Morya. It's only been five days, but it feels like a lifetime to me, as I am used to posting every other day or every day for many months.
I have used the pause to breathe, to dream, to discern, and more than anything observe what is going on within me. The voice of my soul, my human and other facets is now part of an integrated BEINGness that is made up of the all that is of me. It's something you cannot teach but only experience.
The wisdom - along with a little bitching/ resistance (I can laugh at myself) - has been flowing so fluidly without a thought, a doubt about sharing it since October 2016 when I wrote my first published Book, and again in March when we began this journey - at first on Patreon. That series can be found on this website under the Thirty Days tab.
After the Thirty Days of Self-Love experience we flowed with El Morya this time into No Energy Creation. He said without examining discernment vs. judgment and using that discernment to observe creation within a system, there would be no way we could even fathom creation from source and without interference.
From there we went into divine will vs. perceived human free will. There is no enlightenment without the divine will realization - the experience of knowing I AM GOD, also. I have had someone tell me you are a divine will person - like it was a category of enlightenment - a type of enlightenment - for me, it is enlightenment.
In human free will or the perception of it, you cannot create in a vacuum. There are so many influences involved in what we once thought was creation, yet what really just building - like I talked about here.
To create as a master like El Morya and the others who join us, the surrendering the control of the aspects so only the soul/spirit/master radiates is essential to where we are going , where we have already been, and what we are reversing into.
Once firmly in the I AM GOD, also, then and only then can we truly create - with pure passion and without agenda.
I look back at our manifesto statement, which I co-wrote with El Morya - this was created last summer in linear time - I ask you to read it if you have not. You can find it HERE.
Speaking of which, welcome, Ana! Great to have you here.
We were flowing in what seemed to be separate of what was going on at the Crimson Circle, and then the two merged - with ProGnost, with the recent Keahak. When I view it, it like two spiraling lines that meet for a time. There seems to be a tipping point needed to move forward. That means when addressing a group, an Ascended Master, for lack of a better term, must ensure there is enough people not only understand something on a mental level but to realize it within the Universe of Self - to live it - to be it.
Here at the Magic of Being website, on the Third Circle, that happens much quicker. There are sixty of us not ten thousand. El Morya and Sar'h, the voice of soul wisdom within me, say we are now ready to plunge further into our experiences. It is beautiful because now we can recognize a two things openly:
1) We chose to incarnate now for the embodied enlightenment experience a 'reason'. For SELF, first and foremost, but also to create passage ways of potentials and probabilites or those who will choose consciousness over automation for eons to come without trying to convince, save, or manipulate - all symptoms of human free will. The "free" in human free will should really be in quotes. It's not freedom when your aspects are in charge.
2) We can talk about divine will freely and openly here. Post about divine will elsewhere, and see what happens. I have as an experiment. I posted on many facebook groups and the Keahak forum. The mind goes straight to following an external God, and people get angry. God does not exist, they yell.
Here, we know external and internal are dualistic constructs, and God is not going to fit into an either/or category. God is neither external nor internal. Yet, that's not even a concept that can be twisted here - because everyone gave up some grey haired man ruling their lives long ago. We know God is that which cannot be explained and can only be experienced.
The divine will experience is one in which their is no separation. Your human self is not separate from your infinite spirit or soul. You don't have to invite your "master" in anymore. It's always there. There is no master and human voice anymore in such distinct categories created by the mind.
You are an integrated being - SPIRIT embodied. Sure, you might hear your soul and you might hear your human but they are not in a dialogue of compromise or getting to know each other. They simply come forth when appropriate for your various needs. In this state of integration, everything is there to serve you - even all the voices that once pulled you in a million different directions - they are now all flowing in a the river of wisdom that is YOU, all in service to YOU - You are God, also.
Why be here in this space?
And El Morya says this is where we veer from the Crimson Circle. He says, yes, Adamus St. G is also teaching this - fully and in line with everything he shares and I share as the Lauren/ Sar'h integrated being.
Yet, a bulk of the people in CC are just now beginning to identify the voices within themselves. As they do so, it will take some linear time for them to do the inner work needed to find the integrated being state. It's no small task and there is no hurry. Yet, we are going to move forward here before everyone gets so bored they leave the body out of sheer boredom.
"We are not going to sit by and wait for them to catch up, though we can honor them and the experience we know is a difficult one for the human grasping onto control for dear life" El Morya said.
"Instead, we will go back and visit when they do realize how simple this all is. If you would like, keep taking the Crimson Circle classes and simply use this space as a supplement. Use it as a place to discuss the beautiful realizations blooming within you in a place where people get you. There's nothing wrong with that and the two are in line. Others of you are done with that space, and I understand that fully too. It's all appropriate."
He continues...and reminds me he talks with St. G everyday....
"Yet, We are moving forward. And, I'm sick and tired of pretending there is no larger picture. Yes, this is a journey of Self, by yourSelf....AND, your embodied enlightenment experience is the greatest gift you can give to this world, this Earth you love so much. If that is something that upsets you, it is time to go to one of the other spaces."
I couldn't agree more. If we can't talk about the imperative and implications and impacts of the embodied enlightenment experience on the Earth (without going all crusader aspect on it), I cannot stay here and write because it would be ignoring the core of why I came here and what I am doing by BEING.
Every breath I breathe is in service to me and in service to the consciousness of planet - the two are one in the same - and for me, that is the Magic of Being. You don't have to do anything, simply hanging out as an integrated being under the Banyan creates universes and moves mountains. Pure Magic!
When you have a grand realization, you open the door for others to do the same - just by BEING you. And, this is the space to share those realizations with your friends who won't be jealous or competitive and who won't shoot you down because they don't get it. Friends, who will celebrate with you instead. Sovereign joy!
It's a huge relief to be able to say it to readers who will get it - who will understand that I will not be out there with my sword fighting evil if I am in service. Service and surrender are not bad words to me. That word police thing gets kind of old, doesn't it? The makyo police becomes the true makyo. Nothing is static. It serves its purpose, and then becomes obsolete. Just like the word and makyo police. We've matured...
One final thing and a few reading suggestions...
I asked El Morya yesterday why create this space when this is a solo journey? I understood it, but needed help with the words.
He replied, it is much easier to stay in the body when you have other like conscious souls to play and interact with. And playing we are. The Ryver community is a bustling place to do so. Thank you everyone who graces that space with your presence. We hope others will come play too.
For those of you who want to read more about the integrated being...
Check out: www.beingenlightenment.com/private-third-circle/how-aspects-become-facets-the-energetic-dynamics
Also, for tips on locating that soul voice within and communing with it - the Thirty Day of Self Love has 30 different experiences to be had.
And don't forget to read, E Morya's letters here. He's been talking about all of this for some time, and if you are new, you might want to check it out.
I will share YOUR Banyan Tree experiences in a post and with some insights from Sar'h and El Morya. If you would like to add to it and are not on Ryver, please send your experiences to email@example.com or you can wait and comment on the post.
See you tomorrow, friends. Sounds cheesy, but I love you all.
On this POST, Raphealle wrote the following comment. It's so much what I sense going on and reflects so perfectly the conversations I've been having with others and mySelf I wanted to share her wisdom and add a few notes...Perhaps you will add your wisdom in the comments section too....
She wrote, "Dear Lauren, as always thank you for this space! I deeply can feel and love the discernment between building and true creation. Between allowing creation to happen from soul passion, without agenda, vs. planing, working and forcing things into reality. I see that those principles Adamus named as Ahmyo life are identical with the basics of creativity and art (those artists commited to express divne will, mostly without naming it so).
And there comes the point where I stumble again and again : connecting with my soul passion I hear loud and clear that it is time to step out of hiding, to start to share! It is so I started creating a blog, without knowing what I will share and with who, to find my many ways of sharing.
So what happens? The agenada comes back though the backdoor, as building the ground for soul passion became the agenda. And of course this goes beyond comfort and the human fears and limitations, so sometimes it feels like effort, as work, as you surely experienced also with your physical creations in the last years. Or not?
And if I don't go into physical, if I stop when it comes to the point when physical action beyond human fear and laziness is required, labeling it building and effort/ what sense does it make to even stay in physical?"
I see this a lot especially with my friends whom I hold in high regard, like you. They have so very much to share but when it comes time to put things on paper or a website, that voice inside says something is off. When it comes to charging money, again the voice comes.
In fact, sometimes I feel those like you have so much to say, more than me, it is hard to focus on one thing. For example, your wisdom, your beautiful singing voice, your understanding of healing, and your amazing connection to worlds beyond this physical one. That's a hell of a lot of stuff to bring into the physical.
How do you choose what to focus on? How do you bring all that magnificence into a website? It's near impossible. (However, you do capture it so well in a song. You make my heart expand infinitely when you sing...) Yet, there is the distillation of soul wisdom which can create the matter, consciously, if you choose (or better yet, don't)....
Old Lauren would tell you to have a deep, sensual conversation with your soul about passionate physical expression and see what comes up. That's old Lauren.
However, I have found there was no conversation with my soul about what my passionate creation was or is. It simply unfolds each day. I do not think about anything. I move from bed to laptop and everything unfolds.
I say and I mean it, I do not want to do anything or participate in any conscious community anymore. Yet, more and more and more money shows up AND I know psychically and intuitively EXACTLY what is going on in the conscious community on physical Earth and non-physical Earth, without actually wanting to know it.
In this space, for me, choice is completely irrelevant and soul and human are ONE voice, although the human has become a facet, which can still have an opinion but nobody in my body of consciousness listens to it anymore. So basically, it talks like three times a week.
I call my friend Tess the master of non-physical creation (I will not share the details because it is not mine to share but I hope she shares her story at some point). She doesn't have a website. She doesn't work at a job either. She has everything she needs and more. If and when she does decide to create in the physical, well...I cannot wait to see it.
Yet, I do NOT see her struggling to create in the physical. The divine unfoldment is in a beautiful ease in her body of consciousness. It is a pleasure to watch and to spend time in her radiating presence. One of my favorite things. She doesn't need a website. It might even diminish her grandness.
I offer this story to share that one does not have to be going big on a giant project or crowd funding campaign to be a Master of Self and in bliss. In fact, it seems to go the opposite way....
Indeed, as you know, not everything has to be created in the physical. Creations are no less real if you cannot touch them with your human hands or see them with human eyes.
Raphaelle, I would say you have many creations already. It's like a buffet. What item from the buffet would you like to bring into the physical, if any? Could you view it as an experiment? Watch agenda pop up and circumnavigate it? When the agenda pops up, I have found it is a great opportunity for distillation of wisdom. Where did the agenda come from? Is it mine? If so, let's integrate the bitch...
Actually, none of my creations in the past years since closing my Public Relations firm have felt like work. It felt entirely appropriate for a while to charge people for sessions (to have the experience so I could write about it not because I loved it but I did and do love the people so much), and I had to charge for the workshop in the Netherlands to pay Sandra and Jonathan. To bring my creation forth at that time, I had to play by their rules and/ or the rules of the conscious community - that collective consciousness thats says unless you pay money, it is not worth anything. Blah...
I desired the experience so I was willing to pay the fees laid out in the contract, something I knew was important to Sandra, so I respected it as I was in her domain. I did not make so much money, I was paid in the experience of the community sharing. That's okay, and I am grateful for the experience with many of you all, and the other piece was only a slight irritation. Worth it, but not something I am going to repeat.
Also, I have found, for me, if I express a passion and I stay in that passion (not by choice or effort but because I have no other choice but to bloom in expression, like an orgasm you cannot hold back) - money shows up to support it. Yet, the money doesn't have to come from quid pro quo sources.
A soul expression may be funded with an investment that has been stagnant and then all of sudden blooms in correlation with my passion, for example. This money has no strings attached. I don't owe anyone a good, service, or my time. I am not beholden to anyone or anything.
I have written about it HERE.
"I watch this line moving also with Sandra and Jonathan, I see both of them truely commited to their soul passion and then it gets kind of twisted by human will force."
My comment: I love them both and see their soul's passion expressed and then squashed with hardness and effort like shooting darts, and that is why I took the time to write them. I do not take the time to write other people. I can relate so much and hold so much compassion. I think the masters hub and the movie hold many potentials. I wouldn't even bother if I did not think the pure passion was there - even if it is a tiny spark, that's all you need to start a fire.
I am not against charging for things or even asking for monetary support. It is not something I want to do, but others can certainly make it a conscious endeavor if they choose. Yet, when you take money for such things, you are beholden to it and often affected by the consciousness of the person who gave the money. There's a reason patrons are patrons, often because it gives or buys them a voice. I know this from my non-profit work days. We were always beholden to our donors. Always.
My alternative: Begin to make the movie, paint the picture, create the album with pure passion and watch all the support you need show up. Take the mechanical structure out of creation as to not limit its grandness. Easier said than done, I know. And allowing. More allowing. Don't punch me:P
"The years before I stopped everything from my professional life, that was always connected to healing, therapy and art, because I felt it gets poisoned when the need for money comes in. That was a good thing to distill, to get to the roots, to make my way through all those layers of fear, basicly to die and to die to find the simple soul passion within. Surprise, it goes perfectly together with what I learned in this lifetime. And all the physical basics are gone, except a old car I use a lot and a flat payed from social welfare. If it comes out that I am constantly travelling I go to jail, sound and feels like a joke. Haha. Really.
Maybe even this wish or dream to have a professional life that is completely independent from Income, or income that is independent from work/expression also is just human will- wanting to escape the density of this reality? Really, I would love to hear some outside insights on that."
My comment: Gosh, doesn't escaping the density of this reality sound good? Sometimes when I venture out of the house, I want to stop having to be around people. Yet, people will be human. They will smile and laugh and hiss and hit. This world will be dense and unfair. The government will be corrupt and the money system stifling.
And then I take a deep breath. I cannot change people or the physical earth. I can change my perspective. I can change how I interact with both people and the world. And I love to play in the space beyond the veils of Maya.
That's why we use the word BEYOND. It is not one or the other. We don't exist either in gravity or not in gravity. We do not exist in linear time or not in it. We exist in both gravity and no gravity. We exist in linear and non-linear time. We create and we build and we evolve. What experience do we choose consciously? Do we have any choice left at all? For better and worse, I do not have choice left in me.
Going BEYOND is all inclusive. It simply means our awareness has gone beyond the limits of maya, and we still play in all fields. We can hate it and curse it, or we can see it as a playground to experiment on. We can sense how amazingly grand it is to be incarnated as self-aware beings right here, right now. Or we can curse it and dream every day of escaping it.
It will always be both for me, yet I choose to focus on the fun. My soul's passion is to play in no energy creation for conscious creations and new energy creations and new energy businesses are a chapter I already closed. There is no more passion for it.
And the honor for those who do love to build runs deep in me. Enjoy it before it exhausts you beyond all fun and pleasure and begins to feel like work with a conscious twist. Or even worse, the "have to complete" the project because I took donor money weight becomes too heavy to carry around. A master never wants to "have to do" anything. The I AM is not beholden to anyone or anything, and their soul expressions reflect that.
In honor of you all and Raphaelle who has the voice of an angel. (Deep gratitude)
What if your ultimate physical creation is the embodied enlightenment experience and everything else - the movies, the websites, the books, and everything besides that experience - are mere distractions in the GRAND radiance of your Being (essence) embodied? Is that not the Magic of Being? Is it not that simple?"
Last night I went to bed with the notion that I would wrap up the Magic of Being series. For those who are newer to the site, the sharings are part of a larger series, like a television show season. We experienced the thirty days of self-love then dove into the senses of the soul. Then in late summer we started the Magic of Being series, to be finished January 1.
The Magic of Being series kicked off with us talking about creation from Source, like the Masters of the Far East, who are able to manifest and create without use of energy. Master Morya then said, "Hey, you want to learn to create from Source? Great, but there are several things we must experience first."
As you will recall, we examined systems - to see how systems held us reliable on old energy sources. Systems in our human lives could be anything - food systems, bank systems, and well just about anything you consume. In our spiritual lives, systems included any sort of spiritual or conscious groups. The Adamus channels are part of a system. You all know we are not listening to St. Germain, purely. Adamus is a collective shaumbra consciousness channeled. ADAM - US - the experience of the collective reflected back is in the title.
During this time over at the Masters Hub, they were setting up something called trybe - or tribe with a y. It was a new energy bank account for loans to new energy businesses, which would be paid back to the bank of the Masters Hub with interest.
Master Morya said this was more of the old systems just repackaged. Side note: I believe to the best of my limited knowledge they dropped the tribe with a "y for yes" idea. I only heard about it as one of the leaders stood on a chair announcing it this summer at the BBQ.
It is not that we needed to leave systems - for example, taking our money from a bank, or stop eating food or breathing air - yet we needed to be able to be free from dependence on them through pure awareness.
We needed to recognize, if we chose to do so, our dependency on them. We needed to dive deeply into recognizing on our own, what dependency tethered us to the systems in which we participated.
We then went through judgements and discernments. Letting go of human judgements meant allowing aspects, including the human, to not rule our lives any longer. Judgements being mental and emotional perceptions of realities, and discernments being soul sensory perceptions of realities.
It's not these judging aspects went away, yet instead transfigured into facets of the master. It was again more about awareness than external change, like in the systems examination. For external change, like taking all your money form a bank, does not mean you no longer have the ties to the system.
It was much more about infusing the ties with consciousness, and thus untangling yourself from these systems and judgements with pure awareness. Discernments became knowing deeply what served the master self and what no longer served the master self.
Finally, the grand finale - divine will, or the third circle of creation, which is the name sake of the private website we are on.
As Tobias said you will want to have both your free human will and divine will but it is not possible to have both - you operate in one or the other.
Without the state of Divine Will in total surrender and acceptance (trust) from the human, there is no creation from source or pure consciousness, there is only energy - dependent creation - which is neither good nor bad, yet is included in the expansion and gifts of your mastery.
Why not claim the gifts of the soul, of the God, also, which lies on the other side of the fire-breathing dragon you have passed or will pass into gates of enlightenment?
Tobias called this the third circle - the third circle is the place of no energy creation - our original intent for this space. We came full circle into the third circle - Or moved along the lines of the infinity symbol as I described in my inaugural post of this site. You can read it HERE. It is the basis for everything here.
The first circle was you, your soul, before you came through the Wall of Fire, and the second circle was all your human lifetimes, culminating with this one of the designated ascend-ee, as he called it. (Over simplified for the sake of brevity...More posts with details or you can read the Creation Series for free online.)
I also wrote about trading one type of sovereignty - the sovereignty of the human - for another type of sovereignty - the super sovereignty of the soul, or what many of you call the Master self.
My personal example was a deep, unwavering desire to surrender my human free will to my soul will, the will of God within me.
At the time I was bringing in my income from sessions, workshops, charging for writing. My soul told me when you put out that you will make money off of your energy expenditures, energy reacts accordingly. If you work, you will continue to have to work to bring in money. You are signaling to your Master self that you do not need it, that your human is in charge.
If you surrender to the God, the Source that flows within you - for me that meant stopping consciousness as a business - then and only then can you create from Source.
Within twelve hours of announcing to you all that I would no longer provide new energy creations for money, a huge check showed up from Source. I am still processing how this all works yet remaining committed to the divine will, or third circle experience in surrender from the human, trust from the human, and most of all, patience from the human.
Divine Will was my ticket per say into this Ahmyo life, which is simply a repackaged word for creating without energy, or the third circle. Not being beholden to anyone, anything or any energy only pure consciousness to create your life from here forward, as Adamus said in Keahak. I love this definition.
In this recap of the last months, I am kicking of the season finale of the Magic of Being series, which will finish on January 1. I don't have the words yet for our next series but I am sure it will come up to the surface soon. If you have ideas, please share them.
A note on my last post: I had a huge aha! moment come up for me. Since stepping into the third circle....
Again, I ask if you have not, please read this post that marked the start of the new site HERE. You can also click on the divine will category to your right for all the musings on the topic.
...like anything, when you make the flip, or transfigure into to something new, you begin to recognize the old. It becomes very clear what is a divine will creation and what is a perceived human will creation. For me, Crimson Circle as an organization (not the master channeled) is a human free will creation, though very beautiful and serving to those also in free will. As El Morya wrote in his LETTER to you all:
"Some of you yes, may still be giving sovereignty, or free will, to your thoughts and emotions. Those ever critical, sometimes blaming, sometimes fearful, repeating thoughts cycling through the Universe of You, are not something to be ashamed of. They are residual of the human lifetimes past.
*** The story experience I described in my last post was just that. A lovely soul giving into the perceived free will of their aspects - the ones who feel left out in the cold, and when repressed rear their ugly heads for attention, rather than being invited in for nurturing. As Master Morya says, there is no shame in it. It only begets awareness and the opposite of judgement - discernment. ***
He continues, "As the thoughts clear in protest of no longer holding free will within the Universe of You, they tend to get louder just before they realize it is a lost battle, for you have no fight or force left within you at your core SELF. Let us wave and smile as they walk out the door, knowing how much they served us at a point in our existence. Some of you chose to dive deeply into what free will looked like for the human self and have chosen to melt seamlessly into divine will, as part of the natural evolution of SELF. You are just now beginning to understand the ineffable magnificence of God, which resides within you. Yes, I am here to tell you, of course, there is much more when you are ready."
Perhaps we are ready?
"Without the divine will experience, there is no enlightenment," said the Master of the Far East to the man plummeting to the ground under the majestic banyan tree.
A SIGNIFICANT CENTER FOR BEING UPDATE WRITTEN BY SAR'H AND EL MORYA TOGETHER
Remember when you were a kid or perhaps even as an adult, and you would have a grand idea for creation - a magic one without regard to linear space, time, and limits.
And then - inevitably - you would share with with a parent or friend and they would tell you all the ways it was not possible.
For example, maybe as a child you said you were going to create an experiences theme park. In this theme park, there would be no gravity so anything not nailed down would float. You didn't think about money because it was not needed to create. Each child in the the amusement park would be given a wand to perform magic tricks - optical illusions - with the flick of their magic wand.
Then your parents or friends would say stuff like:
"You are just a child. You don't get it. This would costs millions, and you have no money."
"Magic doesn't exist."
"This theme park of yours would be begging for a lawsuit."
The lists goes on.
A truly masterful idea of creation was then reduced to ruins as one person after another piled their old belief systems on top of your expression and experience - over and over again.
In other words, they beleaguered your creation with their be-LIE-fs.
Beliefs like you need money to create. Magic is a lie. Fun is dangerous.
"Go home. Get out of my creation!"
Whatever the lie the person believes to be true about their reality - called by the human: beliefs - they place it on the creation and burn it to the ground, but not before taking a hammer to it. They take your idea and beat it to death with a stick made of their own limitations - called by the human: beliefs.
Beliefs are just that: LIES AND LIMITATIONS.
If you were a child when this happened repeatedly, it is likely after a while you decided to keep your visions and creations to yourself or only share with a friend who knew magic was just as real as this physical world.
In our mastery, when we have creations and manifestations coming forth, we often keep them to ourselves after being beaten down by others beliefs again and again. We know the drill.
Yes, there is a reason, masters don't talk very much. Because they know what happens when people place their doubts, fears, limits, and lies upon something - they can reduce them to shit. A watered down version of creation.
The soul is no longer expressing and experiencing. The human is trying to build a house of wood made of limitations and belief systems. Systems were something we discussed at length this summer, remember? Beliefs come in the form of systems; they do not stand alone.
In master level creation, the master is the vessel for spirit/ soul / the God (also) part of our nature - whose passions are two things: expression and experience. No emotion. No thoughts. No limits. No bank accounts or Earth-bound laws.
The master knows anything and everything is possible.
The master knows limits are lies.
The master knows there is always a blank canvas on which to paint the expression.
Perhaps the amusement park is created in the non-physical world, and the master goes each night to play with their master friends. Those who still hold the be-LIE-fs and limiting thoughts, of course, do not go visit and play because they cannot see what their human mind-level beliefs will not let them.
You don't think you have limiting beliefs? Try this one with me, and watch what comes up inside of you sphere of consciousness.
For the last two months, El Morya has talked with me about coming into a physical body. Reincarnating.
Watch the beliefs as they pop up for you one by one:
"An ascended master would never reincarnate. That would be stupid."
Ok - Saint Germain came in as Mark Twain, well after his ascension on a linear time line.
One of the lies and limitations in this thought would be that time is linear and a belief that there is such as things as past and future lives. They are all happening now, simultaneously.
"An ascended master would never come into a baby's body."
Yogananda sure did, and he even wrote about it in his book, Autobiography of Yogi.
More lies and more limits will come up as you ponder this. I am not saying this to judge. I am providing an opportunity to watch and observe where limiting beliefs are still playing a role in your creation experiences.
*** I will not say if this is a true story or not right now because I don't want to be whipped by other's limitations. It's simply an exercise in observing, or becoming self-aware in what beliefs are still whipping you around, especially around creation. What lies are you still telling yourself and calling them beliefs?
If you want to discuss it with El Morya directly, feel free.
I am not immune. Yet, through the eyes of the master I simply see the lies and limitations floating around, and they rarely have a place to land in my thoughts and in my words.
If they do land in my thoughts and/or words, I notice immediately and make a note of observation. Not correction, observation.
"How did that trash get in there?" I ask myself without beating myself up. I move on and the muscle memory of the sensation allows me to not have the experience again unless I consciously choose it - after a little practice.
It is not that the beliefs will not still be buzzing around you ever again. It's just that they will not have any place to land. ***
With that, let's play in creative expression without limits:
First, I like to create in the non-physical where there is no should or supposed to. There is no duality or linearity. There is no money. That's how I wrote my book - out in the ethers and then I brought "down" to the physical.
Try this, if you please.
Breathe and turn internal. Connect to the master creator within you.
Individually we are going on a journey.
First, cross the road that is humanity.
Then walk a path deep into the forest. Hear the birds chirp and the leaves crunch beneath your feet.
Notice the smells and sensations.
Next, you come to a gate that is locked. Open the gate without effort.
Inside is a garden. A blank canvas for you to add any plants, tress, or animals to your liking.
Does the garden have gravity?
You decide what is going on in your garden.
Does it have animals that are extinct or ones who have never been on physical earth?
What about water? Perhaps there is an entire ocean within your personal master garden.
As you walk or float through creating whatever it is - see what beliefs come up, what limits - as you notice them add something to your garden which destroys the myth.
For example, plants must grow in the ground.
Ok, now it is time to create a plant that grows in the air suspended.
Continue to express and experience your garden creation.
As we move forward here in creating our etheric space for the Center of Being, I am holding a space - a waste basket of sorts - outside the Banyan Tree. It is a place for you to deposit those old limiting belief systems.
Don't worry, we will recycle them - dumping the container back down on old Earth, where the lies we tell ourselves called beliefs are welcome. Yet, there is no place for them under the golden branches of the Majestic Banyan Tree.
If this is too much, that's okay. There are so many playgrounds to play in beliefs and local linear limitations. We will honor you in that experience.
Yet, as El Morya and I continue to create the Center of Being (as well as you - in your master version of Self) why not try placing the beleaguering beliefs at the door - I know at the soul level you would never want that to hinder the experience that is the Magic of Being.
Currently, we have been creating with broad stokes (as Karen would say) the gardens surrounding the Banyan Tree.
El Morya and I have been creating limitless pathways for others to discover the Banyan, from all walks of life and all types of mastery.
We are setting up pathways that beget the soul's passion to let go - sovereignly, of course - of all limits - pathways leading to the Banyan Tree.
We are creating a conducive environment for those choosing the embodied enlightenment experience to go beyond the mind and emotions.
Those who sense they are drawn to the Banyan Tree will then be able to choose, in the sovereign will, whether they would like to have this limitless experience or not.
As we create the pathways - none are straight forward, they spiral and dance through the cosmos.
One is the divine will experience.
Another the end of the karmic cycle of human reincarnation without awareness of pattern.
The next is simply a passion for being - a complete self-awareness. And on...
They are not just garden paths, but experience vortexes and roller coasters of epic proportions - but they all lead to the Center of Being - Your Being.
Who decides to enter? Well, we leave that completely open.
As new people join us - Marcos from Patreon, Xanthe, welcome! - I wanted to share a story with you all. As we grow and expand, I want to remind everyone whether they are a reader, excited participant, or gawker - yes, we have a few and that's okay - anyone who graces the space with your presence, I want to remind you that ----
YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR THE CONSCIOUSNESS YOU BRING INTO THIS SPACE.
How you manage or do not manage your energy affects those around you.
This is a personal journey, but sometimes it helps to look up and witness the people around you -
You might just have your mastery reflected back to you.
That being said I am loving the Ryver community set up by Este - who has been given full sovereign reign to 'manage' that space. I love that we can create story boards, have a conference call (we must try it), post pictures and more. Plus, each master of Self can configure their own settings determining what level of communication they want to receive. To try it out, email Este at firstname.lastname@example.org. But first, please read this story and consider making a commitment to honor the Banyan, if you feel passionate about the space.
I want to create a space that is everything we hoped the other consciousness-related groups would be - no advertising, no feeding, no one trying to make money or prolong dependency on workshops, sessions, etc. If you are new here, be sure to read our manifesto too. I also wrote recently about Divine Will Boundaries - you can click on the category called Boundaries to your right. Bare with me as I have to say the same thing in multiple ways.
Now time to check out the latest Banyan Tree Story. In honor to you and your self-awareness!
The Banyan Tree of Being
What a lovely place to gather as masters -
Under the golden branches of the majestic Banyan Tree.
The community of self-realization had loved the concept - as I had.
A place to gather, a place to visit, to BE in mastery.
I cherished the space that was shown to me by El Morya.
I was honored we hosted Babaji on his occasional visits.
I loved what it represented in all that we share here - in this space.
Enlightenment is not all rainbows and butterflies - we all know that.
Yet, the Banyan Tree is a place to put that aside.
Not to fix anything, not to release anything.
Yet, the human self can get confused.
Some loved the way they felt under the Banyan Tree -
so they wanted to fill it up with light - to give back.
Others felt they needed to be filled up with the golden light of the Banyan Tree -
so they visited it frequently to fill themselves up, when they felt they did not have enough.
Forgetting - the Banyan Tree is neither a place to give or receive - but only to BE.
The Banyan Tree could handle the weight of these human needs from time to time.
But there it was - more needing - needing more -
The Banyan Tree knew needing is the same - whether it is to give or receive -
for giving and receiving are based on energy exchange.
Being - on the other hand - is based on no energy.
The absence of energy dependence, or energy addictions.
Being under the Banyan Tree means being in your pure consciousness -
without the need from any external energy source.
On Saturday, I went on a long walk through the snow-packed woods -
my feet crunching the bright white snow beneath with each step.
I went to visit the Banyan Tree and noticed something -
the branches were drooping, sagging under the wight of the energy exchanges going on -
of giving and receiving energy - of needing energy.
I noticed the ascended masters there had left.
At first I blamed myself -
I had not been clear.
Second, I blamed myself -
this was my creation.
No, I swept that aside.
This was our creation.
It was not a problem after all.
It was a remembering of who we are - the I AM. The I Exist.
My human self wanted to fix it.
No, my master self said.
The only thing to do is to be.
So I found myself floating alone under the Banyan Tree -
in pure consciousness - without having to fix or repair anything about me or others or the tree.
Only in awareness - conscious observation.
In breathing deeply in my cross-legged stance, levitating under its branches -
I watched and observed, with awareness of all that is, with awareness of the I AM.
In my state of pure consciousness, the branches began to lift again.
They un-flolded and reached toward the skies.
I noticed a few of you levitating there with me -
In the state of being - without giving or receiving.
I smiled in your direction.
Sparkles of gold began to fall like snow flakes from the tree's tops -
Not to give anything for me or us to receive,
but to demonstrate the magic -
the magic of being - the magic of being in a pure state of consciousness.
The invitation always stand to join us - to join you -
to join your master Self under the majestic branches of the golden Banyan Tree -
not to fill yourself up -
not to heal your illusory human wounds -
not to give in gratitude -
only to BE - for that is your greatest gift you can give to the worlds you inhabit.
You are responsible for the consciousness you bring into the worlds you inhabit -
your worlds - not for anyone else - but for yourSelf.
I took a deep breath, in honor of remembrance.
I took a deep breath, in honor of this space.
I took a deep breath, in honor of you.
Most of all, I took a deep breath, in honor of ME.
El Morya once said many will ask what their soul's purpose here is on Earth and fewer will ask the purpose in the context of divine will. When he said it, the group he addressed was that of the spiritual warrior variety.
It was people unknowingly feeding their spiritual egos to create roles in which they place their human beliefs disguised as spiritual laws as some sort of doctrine before others who are in the awakening process. A confusion of ego with soul. A confusion of human free will, perceived, with divine will, realized. A spiritual teacher aspect confused with the I AM THAT I AM.
If we expand in the spiral of awareness, we can see that those old new age roles play out in the new energy space as well. Those who have been great spiritual teachers, or desired to be so, in other lifetimes are rebranding themselves with the new language, the hip conscious vocabulary. And there is nothing wrong or bad about it - it just is.
I'm so glad the seduction to play in that world was there for me, too, so that I could witness this first hand and understand it in various levels of my existence. To see, not only the spiritual teacher aspects of perceived human free will, play out but to also hold compassion for it, is quite the experience when viewed from the eyes of the divine and of the human.
I can also see that, it is a way for some - myself included in the most recent linear past - to distill what they have learned. If you teach it in the physical, it can be extremely helpful for bringing your human self along in the Triple E, embodied enlightenment experience.
The difference is the discernment in understanding you are teaching to distill for Self, rather than "helping" people.
Everyone here understands that no one needs to be helped. That everything is perfectly unfolding in divine timing. That is almost a 'sin' to interfere with the perfection that is unfolding in the petals of the blooming self-realization occurring within each of us, right now.
It's the same for the 'teachers' out there, who like us here, wake up one morning, realize they have distilled the wisdom needed from the experience, and then realize - wait, what? - that the desire to "help" went right on our the door when they became to know deeply within that everything is and always was absolutely perfect - that all is well in all of creation.
Yesterday, I wrote about not having to expend the effort on the physical creation when playing out roles. It's a lot of work to put together a NEW new energy business. Word selection. Marketing that does not look like marketing. Sexy conscious language. Appearing to have it all figured out. That's exhausting. Although I have never even attempted to look like I have "figured it out."
Soon enough, those new new new super new energy teachers will tucker out - the old energy ways will seem too laborious - hold the realization that what has been distilled is distilled. However, some will find they have attached onto that identity with such a force in so many times, that it will feel like amputation of limb to leave the identity behind, and bring all of the lifetimes of it into alignment with soul/ source and all lifetimes running in simultaneous flow.
I use it as an example because it's familiar and I can see it clearly, yet it could be any identity - for example I know a master who is hanging onto the healer identity for dear life. It could be anything, and there is no shame in it, as we have all clung to something human at some point in this experience for dear life, because letting it go is scary.
The void we experience after human free will has gone can feel dark - can feel empty. Yet, as most of know, if you breathe through the nothing-ness, the everything-ness shows up. If you resist the human seduction to go back to playing in the physical creation space to fill the void - and it won't work for very long - then you open up to the infinite gifts of the THIRD CIRCLE existence.
Going back to El Morya's comment above. Of course, we all know here our purpose, which is really passion from the depths of who we are, from our soul, to experience embodied enlightenment on Earth.
Sometimes, though less and less frequently now, it seemed like an arduous task. And when we relaxed into it, we realize there was never a task. It was simply a matter of the flower of Self blooming from within - the seed of the soul, singing the song of the soul. It was always going to bloom, regardless of the workshops, classes, readings...and on...and on....
Moving beyond. Gathering in the space beyond the noise. Some say it feels like a void. But one only needs to open up their macro-vision and see through the eyes of the divine that the Magic of Being is taking place here and everywhere masters walk the shores of embodied enlightenment.
When you gathered with me under the Banyan last night, for my birthday celebration, I could see something from the macro level, though the eyes of my own divinity, that each time you dance in joy in the space beyond the noise, each time you distill the wisdom of self-realization, each time you know you are God, also - you are without doubt, the true teachers of consciousness - no facebook post needed.
I know we have let go of the desire for recognition, but as we are bringing the human along in this experience of humanizing divinity, I want to say that I see you and honor you.
And, I am not the only one, so is every master of Self, who has walked the shores of embodied enlightenment before you.
I sense into the essence of Mahavatar Babaji. He has no books, no story, no designated channeler. Yet, he has dedicated his BEING to keeping the doors of consciousness open for anyone who chooses it - for anyone who chooses consciousness over automation for eons to come.
There may not be shrine in your honor - just yet - but what you are doing, or being rather, is nothing short of grand. And, it is pure joy to witness, and that is what this website is all about - honoring you in your embodied enlightenment experience - in the undiluted Magic of Being, which is described in the manifesto of this creation.
So with that, I welcome you to take a look at what you are creating beyond the noise, for eons to come - your legacy of your 'last' life on Earth. I ask you to see through the eyes of your own divinity what service means in the context beyond duality, gravity, and most of all beyond physical time and space.
I invite you to view the the grandness of your creation, that is simply being here - a walking, breathing master on Earth.
In honor of you!
Lauren/ Sar'h, Master Morya, and all the ascended and embodied masters of Earth
Some of you have asked to do introductions again as we have some new people. If you have been here a while, if you will indulge the group, and even though I know you, I would be appreciative. It does help this feel like home and a super sovereign safe space to share when we know who we are sharing with. I really wish you could all share photos too in comments, and hopefully we will get to that...This post is tagged Introductions, so you can always find it under the Categories space to your right, which I am really trying to keep up. Look for goodies in your inbox. To get it going I posted my introductions in the comments below. Big hugs, big gratitude!
Cool breezes wooed the warm lake waters,
Half-hidden in a snow-white mist
That did not resist
Invasion of two leaflike canoe vessels --
Gliding like peaceful swans
At farewell hour of the sun.
In mind's swift-passing fantasy,
Like mystic barks they seemed,
Laden with silhouetted singing angels
Sailing across the sky.
- Paramahansa Yogananda
Excerpt from the poem, "Paupack's Peak"
From the book, Songs of the Soul
This evening at dusk I walked the gravel path of a lake that sits just before Long's Peak, a spectacular event courtesy of the Rocky Mountains. I watched the last glimmer of the sun's rays fall behind the jagged mountain peaks and stood awe struck by the glittering stars who were allowed to shine as the moon bowed out of sight.
There is still magic to be experienced in this world as we begin to see through the eyes of our own divinity, I was reminded tonight. And, I breathed a sigh of sensual relief to be meeting you all in the space beyond the noise - at last. I will see you in the dream world too, friends. Beneath the golden rays of the divine Banyan Tree we will float and speak the language of silence. I am delighted. And honored.