The wisdom pearl of the trip...
Sar'h - my soul voice - said to me a few months back, "Lauren, you have done so, so much work to get to this space. It is time to savor the enlightenment experience not elbow your way through it. What do you want it to be? This is your grandest creation embodied of all the human experiences. Lean in and enjoy!"
Well if Costa Rica was a taste of it, I'm all in - leaning:)
Costa Rica was the magic of being. Everything lined up for perfection and ease.
There was shuttle driver waiting for me when I parked at the airport. My taxi was waiting for me when I landed with a beautiful wise woman picking me up. Free upgrades on the planes the whole way there and back.
I lost my phone - didn't even look for it (who cares!) and it was returned to me no problems. I didn't even lock my hotel door. I left my surf board out on the beach. Not caring with a single cell of being seems to be synonymous with conscious creation.
I met David, who is on here, and Elia - they were a breath of fresh air - and we laughed and had a great time. I surfed four hours a day. Enjoyed human conversations in the restaurant by my house. Ate fresh food everyday. Never got in a car or watched TV, or anything like that. Read some great books - Travelers and The Invisible Library. Got a suntan. And expanded.
While I was gone my house was repaired, and I got an offer on my house for top dollar - just signed the contract and waiting for the inspection and other things to unfold. Ollie was so well taken care of. He's so happy.
A couple of nights there, I went through a massive integration, which was huge but not terribly uncomfortable minus a huge sore on my lip - that was the only physical symptom.
Mainly, I integrated the Shuambra identity/ aspect/ ancestral freedom AND I was awed to find it was not just the lifetime of Yeshua, but more so the Atlantean group dynamic that really had to go. The Atlantean connection was where the heavy dose of ancestral freedom played out. The release of the need to be in a group of people in the exact same situation.
This is how my realization reverberated in the Universe of Self...
My embodied enlightenment experience has nothing to do with anyone else's. Period. The end.
"We" aren't doing anything together. I AM - AND - YOU ARE. And we can share from that space of alignment, from the center of our being-ness.
The shift of leaving a group for support or a sense of family was replaced by the most amazing experience of self-love enveloping all of me and everything I could ever want was/ is right there. The simplicity of it. The freedom of not needing to belong yet simply become.
Being = Perpetual Becoming.
At some point, for me, there seemed to be a clear choice -- I can either belong OR I can become - the belonging was getting in the way of becoming.
In the end, it was never a decision. Becoming is all that feels good. All that flows.
I am going to write much more and record some notes but I just wanted to say hello. I AM HERE.
El Morya has some notes he wants to share on aspects/ facets.
"Stop calling them aspects like they are a pest," he said to me. "They are beautiful parts of who you are and your story and brought forth the wisdom you enjoy today."
He goes on about how he conceptualizes them and approaches the experience of multiplicity further - but that's just a sneak peak.
Welcome to Boggy and Alice who have just joined us. We (me and the contributors) are honored from the center of our being to yours.
While I was away Ryver has become a robust, free-for-all conscious community, which I really love. People are opening up and blooming in that space. For the first time, I don't ever feel like I need to edit myself or hold back - THANK YOU!
The quote above is a little from my next book experience.
I'm packing this week so fewer posts...as the wisdom distills and the boxes get filled.
In the mean time...how are you all savoring your Triple E (embodied enlightenment experience) ??