A SIGNIFICANT CENTER FOR BEING UPDATE WRITTEN BY SAR'H AND EL MORYA TOGETHER
Remember when you were a kid or perhaps even as an adult, and you would have a grand idea for creation - a magic one without regard to linear space, time, and limits.
And then - inevitably - you would share with with a parent or friend and they would tell you all the ways it was not possible.
For example, maybe as a child you said you were going to create an experiences theme park. In this theme park, there would be no gravity so anything not nailed down would float. You didn't think about money because it was not needed to create. Each child in the the amusement park would be given a wand to perform magic tricks - optical illusions - with the flick of their magic wand.
Then your parents or friends would say stuff like:
"You are just a child. You don't get it. This would costs millions, and you have no money."
"Magic doesn't exist."
"This theme park of yours would be begging for a lawsuit."
The lists goes on.
A truly masterful idea of creation was then reduced to ruins as one person after another piled their old belief systems on top of your expression and experience - over and over again.
In other words, they beleaguered your creation with their be-LIE-fs.
Beliefs like you need money to create. Magic is a lie. Fun is dangerous.
"Go home. Get out of my creation!"
Whatever the lie the person believes to be true about their reality - called by the human: beliefs - they place it on the creation and burn it to the ground, but not before taking a hammer to it. They take your idea and beat it to death with a stick made of their own limitations - called by the human: beliefs.
Beliefs are just that: LIES AND LIMITATIONS.
If you were a child when this happened repeatedly, it is likely after a while you decided to keep your visions and creations to yourself or only share with a friend who knew magic was just as real as this physical world.
In our mastery, when we have creations and manifestations coming forth, we often keep them to ourselves after being beaten down by others beliefs again and again. We know the drill.
Yes, there is a reason, masters don't talk very much. Because they know what happens when people place their doubts, fears, limits, and lies upon something - they can reduce them to shit. A watered down version of creation.
The soul is no longer expressing and experiencing. The human is trying to build a house of wood made of limitations and belief systems. Systems were something we discussed at length this summer, remember? Beliefs come in the form of systems; they do not stand alone.
In master level creation, the master is the vessel for spirit/ soul / the God (also) part of our nature - whose passions are two things: expression and experience. No emotion. No thoughts. No limits. No bank accounts or Earth-bound laws.
The master knows anything and everything is possible.
The master knows limits are lies.
The master knows there is always a blank canvas on which to paint the expression.
Perhaps the amusement park is created in the non-physical world, and the master goes each night to play with their master friends. Those who still hold the be-LIE-fs and limiting thoughts, of course, do not go visit and play because they cannot see what their human mind-level beliefs will not let them.
You don't think you have limiting beliefs? Try this one with me, and watch what comes up inside of you sphere of consciousness.
For the last two months, El Morya has talked with me about coming into a physical body. Reincarnating.
Watch the beliefs as they pop up for you one by one:
"An ascended master would never reincarnate. That would be stupid."
Ok - Saint Germain came in as Mark Twain, well after his ascension on a linear time line.
One of the lies and limitations in this thought would be that time is linear and a belief that there is such as things as past and future lives. They are all happening now, simultaneously.
"An ascended master would never come into a baby's body."
Yogananda sure did, and he even wrote about it in his book, Autobiography of Yogi.
More lies and more limits will come up as you ponder this. I am not saying this to judge. I am providing an opportunity to watch and observe where limiting beliefs are still playing a role in your creation experiences.
*** I will not say if this is a true story or not right now because I don't want to be whipped by other's limitations. It's simply an exercise in observing, or becoming self-aware in what beliefs are still whipping you around, especially around creation. What lies are you still telling yourself and calling them beliefs?
If you want to discuss it with El Morya directly, feel free.
I am not immune. Yet, through the eyes of the master I simply see the lies and limitations floating around, and they rarely have a place to land in my thoughts and in my words.
If they do land in my thoughts and/or words, I notice immediately and make a note of observation. Not correction, observation.
"How did that trash get in there?" I ask myself without beating myself up. I move on and the muscle memory of the sensation allows me to not have the experience again unless I consciously choose it - after a little practice.
It is not that the beliefs will not still be buzzing around you ever again. It's just that they will not have any place to land. ***
With that, let's play in creative expression without limits:
First, I like to create in the non-physical where there is no should or supposed to. There is no duality or linearity. There is no money. That's how I wrote my book - out in the ethers and then I brought "down" to the physical.
Try this, if you please.
Breathe and turn internal. Connect to the master creator within you.
Individually we are going on a journey.
First, cross the road that is humanity.
Then walk a path deep into the forest. Hear the birds chirp and the leaves crunch beneath your feet.
Notice the smells and sensations.
Next, you come to a gate that is locked. Open the gate without effort.
Inside is a garden. A blank canvas for you to add any plants, tress, or animals to your liking.
Does the garden have gravity?
You decide what is going on in your garden.
Does it have animals that are extinct or ones who have never been on physical earth?
What about water? Perhaps there is an entire ocean within your personal master garden.
As you walk or float through creating whatever it is - see what beliefs come up, what limits - as you notice them add something to your garden which destroys the myth.
For example, plants must grow in the ground.
Ok, now it is time to create a plant that grows in the air suspended.
Continue to express and experience your garden creation.
As we move forward here in creating our etheric space for the Center of Being, I am holding a space - a waste basket of sorts - outside the Banyan Tree. It is a place for you to deposit those old limiting belief systems.
Don't worry, we will recycle them - dumping the container back down on old Earth, where the lies we tell ourselves called beliefs are welcome. Yet, there is no place for them under the golden branches of the Majestic Banyan Tree.
If this is too much, that's okay. There are so many playgrounds to play in beliefs and local linear limitations. We will honor you in that experience.
Yet, as El Morya and I continue to create the Center of Being (as well as you - in your master version of Self) why not try placing the beleaguering beliefs at the door - I know at the soul level you would never want that to hinder the experience that is the Magic of Being.
Currently, we have been creating with broad stokes (as Karen would say) the gardens surrounding the Banyan Tree.
El Morya and I have been creating limitless pathways for others to discover the Banyan, from all walks of life and all types of mastery.
We are setting up pathways that beget the soul's passion to let go - sovereignly, of course - of all limits - pathways leading to the Banyan Tree.
We are creating a conducive environment for those choosing the embodied enlightenment experience to go beyond the mind and emotions.
Those who sense they are drawn to the Banyan Tree will then be able to choose, in the sovereign will, whether they would like to have this limitless experience or not.
As we create the pathways - none are straight forward, they spiral and dance through the cosmos.
One is the divine will experience.
Another the end of the karmic cycle of human reincarnation without awareness of pattern.
The next is simply a passion for being - a complete self-awareness. And on...
They are not just garden paths, but experience vortexes and roller coasters of epic proportions - but they all lead to the Center of Being - Your Being.
Who decides to enter? Well, we leave that completely open.
As new people join us - Marcos from Patreon, Xanthe, welcome! - I wanted to share a story with you all. As we grow and expand, I want to remind everyone whether they are a reader, excited participant, or gawker - yes, we have a few and that's okay - anyone who graces the space with your presence, I want to remind you that ----
YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR THE CONSCIOUSNESS YOU BRING INTO THIS SPACE.
How you manage or do not manage your energy affects those around you.
This is a personal journey, but sometimes it helps to look up and witness the people around you -
You might just have your mastery reflected back to you.
That being said I am loving the Ryver community set up by Este - who has been given full sovereign reign to 'manage' that space. I love that we can create story boards, have a conference call (we must try it), post pictures and more. Plus, each master of Self can configure their own settings determining what level of communication they want to receive. To try it out, email Este at email@example.com. But first, please read this story and consider making a commitment to honor the Banyan, if you feel passionate about the space.
I want to create a space that is everything we hoped the other consciousness-related groups would be - no advertising, no feeding, no one trying to make money or prolong dependency on workshops, sessions, etc. If you are new here, be sure to read our manifesto too. I also wrote recently about Divine Will Boundaries - you can click on the category called Boundaries to your right. Bare with me as I have to say the same thing in multiple ways.
Now time to check out the latest Banyan Tree Story. In honor to you and your self-awareness!
The Banyan Tree of Being
What a lovely place to gather as masters -
Under the golden branches of the majestic Banyan Tree.
The community of self-realization had loved the concept - as I had.
A place to gather, a place to visit, to BE in mastery.
I cherished the space that was shown to me by El Morya.
I was honored we hosted Babaji on his occasional visits.
I loved what it represented in all that we share here - in this space.
Enlightenment is not all rainbows and butterflies - we all know that.
Yet, the Banyan Tree is a place to put that aside.
Not to fix anything, not to release anything.
Yet, the human self can get confused.
Some loved the way they felt under the Banyan Tree -
so they wanted to fill it up with light - to give back.
Others felt they needed to be filled up with the golden light of the Banyan Tree -
so they visited it frequently to fill themselves up, when they felt they did not have enough.
Forgetting - the Banyan Tree is neither a place to give or receive - but only to BE.
The Banyan Tree could handle the weight of these human needs from time to time.
But there it was - more needing - needing more -
The Banyan Tree knew needing is the same - whether it is to give or receive -
for giving and receiving are based on energy exchange.
Being - on the other hand - is based on no energy.
The absence of energy dependence, or energy addictions.
Being under the Banyan Tree means being in your pure consciousness -
without the need from any external energy source.
On Saturday, I went on a long walk through the snow-packed woods -
my feet crunching the bright white snow beneath with each step.
I went to visit the Banyan Tree and noticed something -
the branches were drooping, sagging under the wight of the energy exchanges going on -
of giving and receiving energy - of needing energy.
I noticed the ascended masters there had left.
At first I blamed myself -
I had not been clear.
Second, I blamed myself -
this was my creation.
No, I swept that aside.
This was our creation.
It was not a problem after all.
It was a remembering of who we are - the I AM. The I Exist.
My human self wanted to fix it.
No, my master self said.
The only thing to do is to be.
So I found myself floating alone under the Banyan Tree -
in pure consciousness - without having to fix or repair anything about me or others or the tree.
Only in awareness - conscious observation.
In breathing deeply in my cross-legged stance, levitating under its branches -
I watched and observed, with awareness of all that is, with awareness of the I AM.
In my state of pure consciousness, the branches began to lift again.
They un-flolded and reached toward the skies.
I noticed a few of you levitating there with me -
In the state of being - without giving or receiving.
I smiled in your direction.
Sparkles of gold began to fall like snow flakes from the tree's tops -
Not to give anything for me or us to receive,
but to demonstrate the magic -
the magic of being - the magic of being in a pure state of consciousness.
The invitation always stand to join us - to join you -
to join your master Self under the majestic branches of the golden Banyan Tree -
not to fill yourself up -
not to heal your illusory human wounds -
not to give in gratitude -
only to BE - for that is your greatest gift you can give to the worlds you inhabit.
You are responsible for the consciousness you bring into the worlds you inhabit -
your worlds - not for anyone else - but for yourSelf.
I took a deep breath, in honor of remembrance.
I took a deep breath, in honor of this space.
I took a deep breath, in honor of you.
Most of all, I took a deep breath, in honor of ME.
This letter was dictated to me by El Morya on September 12, 2017, in Kuta, Bali, Indonesia for the patrons of the page. The pledges totaling about $2,500 from Patreon, will pay for this website to run for the next five years. All of us at the Center of Being greatly appreciate the support. - Lauren
Dearest friends and patrons of the page,
My what a journey we have been on the last few months, and well, lifetimes. Yet, you all know the embodied enlightenment experience is not a journey arriving at any particular destination, but rather an experience beyond linear time and space.
We looked at discernment. We looked at judgments. We examined human systems – both their benefits and limitations.
You already understand deeply there is no right or wrong once perceived through the duality of human judgments – yet there now there is only what serves now and what no longer serves.
Discernment is just that - knowing what serves you and lifts up your soul’s ignited passion to know itself- to know the God self within - and knowing, firmly yet with compassion, what no longer serves your divine purpose - beyond distraction.
Finally, and most spectacularly, we explored the depths of sovereignty. Rather than myself or Lauren telling you what sovereignty looked like for you, we held an expanded space for you to discern what sovereignty looked like both for your human and God selves. We looked at reconciling the two at a personal level.
Some of you yes, may still be giving sovereignty, or free will, to your thoughts and emotions. Those ever critical, sometimes blaming, sometimes fearful, repeating thoughts cycling through the Universe of You, are not something to be ashamed of. They are residual of the human lifetimes past.
As the thoughts clear in protest of no longer holding free will within the Universe of You, they tend to get louder just before they realize it is a lost battle, for you have no fight or force left within you at your core SELF. Let us wave and smile as they walk out the door, knowing how much they served us at a point in our existence.
Some of you chose to dive deeply into what free will looked like for the human self and have chosen to melt seamlessly into divine will, as part of the natural evolution of SELF.
You are just now beginning to understand the ineffable magnificence of God, which resides within you. Yes, I am here to tell you, of course, there is much more when you are ready.
Others are still waiting and watching a bit unsure of giving up the free will of the human self – the free will of your thoughts, emotions, and yes, your human creations too. Knowing you do not ever have to renounce anything external, the inner renunciation takes some time, or relaxation rather, to unfold. You and you alone can only define what perceived fear is holding you back from stepping into divine will.
Lauren personally asked for me to help shine a light on these remaining attachments, in which her soul showed her (not me) exactly where the fear resided. All it took was awareness of SELF for those attachments to dissolve. I am always available to support you personally. All you need do is call me and show up as the master, as you would say.
For some of you, Lauren included, it may feel like you are abandoning your human self by flowing into the divine will of the soul. I can assure you it is not happening. Instead, you are moving from any human construct that is not in resonance with your divine will.
You fear you will lose your uniqueness in this transition and the recognition you have come to depend on at the human level, but it is not so. You are all diamonds radiating the will of God in your own light.
In this experience in my last life on Earth, I found I became more of myself, not less of – “much more muchier” as Lauren once wrote in Thirty Days of Self-Love.
I know you do not like the word service, and I understand that completely. Service once meant indentured servitude and locked you in a prison in other lifetimes. Service has dimmed your light, and those life experiences have been distilled into the soul’s wisdom.
Any pain or trauma from the concept of service has been integrated and turned back into light. When I say light, I do not mean light in opposition to the dark. I am speaking of a cellular shift – one from density into expansion, from physical to ethereal. It was only in the attachment to a dualistic view of right and wrong that the word lost its true meaning.
Instead, please allow me to honor your legacy instead – a word that stands in resonance with many of you.
- Here El Morya is sharing a deep sensation of appreciation and honor without appropriate words. -
For every thought pattern that loses its grip on you, for every emotion which no longer holds free will governing your life, you open up a passage, a creative potential, for individuals in the world consciousness to move from mental focus into soul focus into the God consciousness, should they choose it.
– Master M says he is so glad he can use the word God now without it being misconstrued - the traditionally Eastern understanding of God within SELF. -
In conclusion, I want to remind you of what you already know. In the space of divine will, God internal does indeed take care of all your worldly desires in ways your human never could - money, relationships, everything in and beyond human imagination. It is the true creator nature that unfolds in releasing the free will of the human, which requires no effort, force, or materials to create the lives you desire.
To put it into your language, we are moving from the allowing of the human and master self to cohabitate into BEING in which the true sovereignty or independence of your soul rings in the totality of freedom.
I 'cannot wait' (he exudes passion here) to explore this more with you. It is an exciting ‘time’ from the view of the Ascended Masters, and we hope you will feel that joy from within the Source of Self, too.
I am with each and every one of you – though not needed - should you extend an invitation. Perhaps we can enjoy a cup of tea together one morning as friends. I would very much like that.
If you choose, pay close attention to your dreams. Not the human ones, but those from the God within you.
Expect miracles and a gift that could never be wrapped for it is far too grand. It is not a gift from me but rather from the God within the Universe of You.
In honor of you,
P.S. Perhaps as you move into divine will and left free will behind, you will mull over the word service once again outside the duality of teacher and student concepts – just like we have the concept of light above.
For Lauren, it has taken on a whole new meaning.
Good morning, dearest friends! I am writing to your from the Third Circle of my sovereign-est of domains - the radiant diamond of my being-ness - and putting forth the facet of the diamond that is wisdom to reflect your own mastery of knowingness back to you.
As we re-define what it means to be in our sovereign domain and how we interact - not aspect to aspect - but facet to facet, I wanted to share something that has been occurring within the depths of the I AM.
In the old New Age days, everyone was sharing symbols of the spiral - of the fibonacci sequence. That spiral has come back into my awareness recently as my human catches up with the flowing river of the souls wisdom.
When we are first introduced to a concept such as energy dynamics, or Divine Will, or the absence of linear time, we begin to understand them on different points of experience in the spiral of self-awareness, which originates and ends, in the I AM THAT I AM.
For example, we remember - or are reminded - time is not linear - it does not have a beginning and an end, yet flows like the infinity symbol, all lifetimes occurring simultaneously, and radiating out from the Center of our Being.
We can grasp that on a mental and emotional level. We can correct our language - it is not a past life, but a concurrent or simultaneous one. We can sense within our body of consciousness the other lifetimes occurring.
Perhaps we have dreams to show us. Perhaps a person from one of those lives re-appears, and we feel instantly the seduction of having that person in our lives.
Our soul begins to create experiences in this human life, in physical form to provide concrete examples of a concept, so that we may distill the wisdom of it, once again, for the human to come with us on this grand enlightenment experience.
Sometimes we get stuck in the experience for a bit - like in the karmic relationship - or once I spent a great deal of time looking into past lives and trying to align them neatly on a history-book-like timeline.
We become stuck in the crystal of our own creations, until we are freed from the illusion of the prison, through the distillation of soul wisdom - knowing deeply everything serves us as it is occurring. Then we can further expand into the spiral of awareness.
First, we understand a conscious concept in the mental and emotional bodies, then we go into experiencing concept in our physical world - to provide the human with an example - and sometimes get stuck there for a bit.
Now I am discovering a new layer - not even a layer but a different point on the spiral of awareness. Not only understanding with my head and heart a concept of mastery, but knowing it in the core of my BEING - without having to dive deep into a human, physical experience to represent the concept.
If I do have something come up in my Universe of Self - an experience that needs to be had to distill more wisdom for the human to catch up with my mastery - it can occur in seconds or minutes, rather than linear years - like perhaps a karmic relationship running its course might take.
Here's what I mean, stay with me, please...
In the last month, I've had a few opportunities arise - that were quite seductive - a temptation of sorts to get caught up in human experiences.
I like to think of them as invitations for karmic play, in which I decide if I want to participate or not. It's all part of the embodied enlightenment experience, and choosing to play in duality is a choice in experience - and without right or wrong labels. In Divine Will, it seems the choice disappears, but that is another post.
In knowing the embodied enlightenment experience occurs within and not in human life events, I have found I can let those seductive situations play out in the absence of linear time and space. In other words, I do not have to create these massive distractions by allowing them to play out in physical form.
For example, an old karmic lover inviting me to meet in the physical world. I don't have to drag myself into that physical experience but can unravel it without the use of energy or effort.
Stay with me...
Instead, I have found these type of scenarios can play out in the body of consciousness much quicker if they do not occur in linear time, if they do not occur in the physical world.
In other words, the creations of soul wisdom distilled - for me now - are much easier to create and experience - without having to manifest them in the physical.
I can create the wisdom distilling experience in the space beyond gravity, beyond linear time, and outside the focus of this human life, which allows me to have the experience I need to have in a few minutes - on a walk in nature or while taking a nap - without having the massive distraction in my physical world, which often left me energetically drained or very sick on some occasions.
When we create the experience - which supports our expansion - outside, or beyond the physical realm, it is a lot easier on the physical body and the mental and emotional bodies, for no effort or energy is required.
Additionally, in the same vein of no energy experiences, I am also finding I can observe others in their effort-laden experiences (with honor and compassion) and distill the wisdom without actually having to go through it.
For example, another master once told me their greatest fear was being homeless. Knowing whatever we fear- whatever is keeping us from the Triple E, whatever perceived limitations we have that keep us from the Magic of Being - our soul will create an experience in which we move beyond the fear.
As I said, as we expand into the spiral of awareness, I am finding that we do not have to create that wisdom-filled experience in the physical, which requires ridiculous amounts of energy. It is "energetically expensive", in other terms.
For this person who feared homelessness, I said why not let that play out in the body of consciousness - in the Universe of SELF, rather than in real life. Allow yourself to have the full experience of homelessness to move through the fear of it, without actually having to do it in physical life. It is no less real, no matter in what realm of consciousness you create the experience.
Then you can move beyond the perceived limitation, which is like a rope that ties you to the limited human and to the limited linear and mental perspectives.
In diving deeply into the fear or whatever perceived limitation, you can then cut the rope that holds you down into the density of gravity and duality and fly into your mastery - or float beneath the grand and majestic Banyan Tree, if you wish.
As I expand into the spiral of awareness, I notice I can witness certain things in others. Even in everyday life situations that would appear seemingly mundane.
For example, a friend was trying to give me a king size quilt because she said she had a queen mattress. It didn't match in her head. Only a king quilt goes on a king bed.
Then she was trying to hang pictures on either side of a window, but the nails on which they hung were not exactly even on either side of the window, so she just gave up. Placed the framed picture on the ground because it was not in her perception that pictures could hang staggered. The trap of local linear thoughts permeating every experience in her physical life in an energetically expensive way.
It made no sense that one picture would be staggered to the other - that they did not need to line up - that is was not in linear order on purpose. It made no sense that the king quilt would certainly work on a queen bed, and in fact, might look even better.
It's an extremely concrete example to demonstrate that enlightenment is not going to fit in a nice, neat box. The boxes are creations of the limited human. They are a result of the confines of linear time.
My homework for myself - and yours if you choose it - is to fathom with ocean of your consciousness, of your awareness, where the illusion of local, linear time is holding you back in your embodied enlightenment experience - sensually, that is.
If a fear or karmically seductive situation comes up, can you receive the distilled wisdom through allowing the scenario to play out within your body of consciousness rather than to create a perceived prison in your physical world that will end up being a huge distraction and massively energetically expensive.
Most importantly, the distinct difference in creating the physical experience to gain soul wisdom - to move through the human muck - and creating the wisdom-filled experience in the absence of gravity, duality and linearity is one thing - energy and effort.
In NO ENERGY CREATION, we do not need anymore to use effort/ energy to create the situations, which allow us to spiral deeply into our expanded mastery of SELF. We no longer need to create in the physical to have the master experience. Though, like this website, we can if we choose.
Instead, we can prop our feet up and allow the creation to move through the Universe of Self, while completely relaxed and without any energy expenditure at all - beyond grand. We can take a stroll beneath the glowing sun of awareness, breathing easy, knowing our creations without effort can serve us in ways our human never imagined.
My birthday wish:
With that, I will remind you that tomorrow I am celebrating me and, more so us, under the Banyan Tree. The greatest birthday gift you could give me would be to come play with me in the no energy sandbox.
Lets create with consciousness, which needs no energy and physical representation. Let's explore tomorrow life beyond linearity - beyond gravity - beyond duality - and into the infinite abyss of our awareness. Let's open up to the senses, which only lie beyond linearity, beyond gravity, and beyond duality.
Part of the reason I shared my story yesterday was to begin to move this space beyond linear time and space, which is the natural state of being in Divine Will.
As we move through post traumatic soul injuries, or PTSI, I found instead of writing about it in a mental way, I might instead create a space for us to do so - for yourself and by yourself - outside the confines of human, physical life.
The soul trauma was not created on the physical Earth but beyond it. Thus, perhaps the space to unravel the trauma is in the space in which it was created. The space beyond the noise.
Happy no energy creation, friends!