Hello, friends. Working on my book and defined New Energy as such...
New Energy is what comes after the New Age. This evolution of energetic dynamics allows for the integration of duality, including the human and divine parts of Self becoming one, a singular I AM. While the New Age is based on vibrational energy and dimensional delineation, New Energy is expanses in all directions simultaneously, branching from the single point of the I Exist.
(keep in mind my audience)
If you have anything to add, by all means. Corrections, does it make sense?
MORE IMPORTANTLY, as I was writing this I began to think of our Will conversations we had in the summer/ fall last year. We talked about the difference between human (perceived free) will and divine will, or soul will. We talked about seeing through the eyes of the human and the eyes of the divine.
Later we talked about the human and divine merging into one - Infinite I - with one voice.
Made the leap today in hindsight, that as this shift occurs, the debate and conversations between voices dissipates. There's no internal debate left. And I see so clear so does the will.
Perhaps it is time to reclaim the concept of FREE will, the will and passion of the Infinite I - with no duality in distinction from the human and divine. I will distinguish it in the book as free will (human) and FREE will of the Infinite I.
As a great experiment or a joke on myself, I decided to post the below post on the Crimson Circle facebook group - I have expanded below. More so, it was about expressing my passion for being without boundaries, and I was taking the temperature of other Shaumbra who also may have experienced sovereignty beyond a conscious/ spiritual group identity.
Surprisingly, I received an overwhelming response and the only person that got ugly with me was someone in Colorado who makes it her life's purpose to get pissed off at anything and everything. She posted that she was laughing at me and 'bye, Felicia!' - too funny and lacking in creativity. If you're going to berate me, at least be fresh and creative! :P These things breeze past me these days.
For me, the post was a huge humbling realization to realize what I was experiencing in Colorado was not mine. If I was poking fun at anyone, it was only myself. I am the butt of my own jokes - always.
Further, I was surprised to see a note from Robert Theiss who posted it in his new facebook group, Masters Unplugged. In this forum, Robert will share free bi-weekly information related to walking as a master in this life. I have not watched anything from him ever, but in my conversations with him (expansive), I am interested to see what he shares there. If you would like me to add you to that group, let me know.
Karen had asked me on Ryver if I felt that I was playing a divine/ soul will role in my time in Colorado. Indeed, I felt that I was and that I would not have played the role so well if I had not lost sight of my self sovereignty. When I go back to my experience, when I left, the three wisemen came and did a deep bow in my honor - Kuthumi, El Morya & Dwal Kuhl.
I was flabbergasted because that has never happened. What they seemed to be saying is - "Lauren, we understand how hard that role was to play, how much it sucked for your human self. While others may not see it now, for the service that it was, we see you, and we honor you for following the voice of your soul, rather than playing in the enlightenment popularity contest."
Indeed, El Morya has been spouting off about the enlightenment popularity contest that pervades spiritual and conscious groups. But I will save his musings for another time. Let's just say this - he is relentless and I love it but others, probably not so much.
In the end, those integrated souls have played many roles over many lifetimes - the villian, the beloved, the hated and admired, so who would know better than the human strife associated with it and the deep knowing of the great cosmic game called human life.
Further, as captured in this tiny post, I have begun to sense into illusory human identities as aspects (unintegrated) and roles as facets (integrated) and in recognition in the gray area between because nothing is black and white. Something I wrote about in my new book. You can get that for free here: www.becomingsarh.com.
Further, since we have covered divine/soul will in here expensively, I see the role/ facet is where your divine - god, also - experience plays out on this enlightened lifetime stage. More on that later, but someone let me know if that makes sense, please...
Here is the post extended. Curious to know what you are perceiving as self beyond firm identity and what roles you have, are playing, or will play, and how that ties into moving from perceived human free will into the expanse of divine/ soul/ master will. Please comment below with your infinite wisdom.
Strange days are here again 🎶.... it's only been five weeks or so since I left living in Shaumbraland, Colorado. In the vein of wisdomizing, I lived there two years- bought and sold a home, had many experiences, and made many friends.
When I left, I cried a thousand tears and died a thousand deaths. But if I try to recall any of the two years, the memories are as faded as my old blue jeans. Memories just as hazy if not more than my previous lives, which appear in the shadows of my consciousness.
I asked my soul why I couldn't remember, why I can't recall what it felt like to live there? It's much too far away to grasp onto anything. Too energetically expensive.
I will say I can remember one-on-one conversations (especially with my close friends); I remember deep connections. I really remember vividly all the trips I took outside Colorado, which were many - it is just the periods in Colorado where people were mad at me, asking to borrow money, owing me money, playing out the wounds of Isis and Adam, etc. that I cannot remember. I can only vaguely recall that leaders of the CC got angry at me for some bullshit. It's like it never happened. So why, my human asked,...why can't I remember something that is only five weeks away from me????
My soul replied, you were there only to play a role - the antagonist at times, the devotee at times. You felt everything every Shaumbra has ever felt, so you would know the experience. Partly for writing purposes and more so because I wanted the full experience - that is my soul's personality. Nothing half ass. For example, when I was going to do drugs in my teens, I was going to experience all of them. Full experience beyond right/ wrong, good/ bad....
My soul continued....When that role was over, the dramatic death only came from lack of awareness that it was indeed a simple role and not the illusory identity you held onto far too tightly.
Now, human Lauren, you know the difference between a conscious role, a perceived identity, and who you really are.
In these experiences, my human finally understood, it knew more fully, the I am who I am. The I AM beyond any identity or role. The cosmic grand being that I am and you are, too. The God also.
So what role are we playing now? I asked my soul - now knowing there is no time, no experience in life in which we are not playing some sort of role. In that case, if I playing a role, I choose the divine will roles rather than the old human games, unless it will be fun for me.
She said: the role of the integrated soul, who knows how to radiate, rather than absorb and reflect, unless it is an act of consciousness. The role that knows only joy and inexpressible compassion.
Indeed, I know deeply that 99% of my Colorado experience was not mine. That is why I can only remember 1%. It was the 1% that was mine. And that was all I was willing to pack and take with me. It was not a mental exercise of what was mine and what was not, but a deep soul knowing. The soul sifted on autopilot without me having to do anything. Memories erased in the divine will role play.
How often have I thought I held sovereignty, when it was nothing more than a human constructed illusion. These sort of questions will make the faint of heart wildly uncomfortable. To know nothing - absolutely nothing - is authentic is enough to blow up the human mind. Authenticity is relative!
Then my soul sang in images and sensations....
Unsubstantiated human/untethered soul, I joyously surf the waves of passionate expression - until my next starring role on my own sovereign stage emerges.
I find the human need for boundaries and declarations of "truth" evaporate when the changing tides of conscious move from absorbing to radiating. The boundaries just as illusory as the identity I was so fiercely guarding.
Thus far, this new sovereignty feels so loose, so floaty and not at all as solid and substantiated at the illusory sovereignty I thought I held before. The irony...too much not to laugh at myself and how seriously I took everything...and then I remember it was part of the act.
Xanthe, helped me with the words of this last sentence - unsubstantial - it was the perfect word to describe the sovereignty of my soul experience.
How laughable it is that sovereignty is not the image of a person standing tall holding a staff in one hand and standing their ground ready for battle but instead a soft, flowing motion that is the song of my soul?
How funny is it that I was so in battle for my boundaries that I failed to see the boundaries I so fiercely guarded were only there to protect an identity that was never mine in the first place?
In the irony of it all, is one beautiful thing: the experience called freedom!
First I want to say that we are good on the Ryver donations - completed and appreciated. Please note I also donated because I enjoy it so much. Thank you! Next year we can look at if Ryver is still serving us well or if we have moved on - transient beings we are:)
The Banyan Tree Story Files continue to grow. For those of you who have just joined us in the physical, Babaji shares with me what he calls the enlightenment map. On this map of Earth, Babaji shows me with little bright lights where embodied masters exist all over the planet. There's a little star on the map for each person and they move and change in real time on the map. (I wrote about it here, too)
Under the Banyan Tree, we connect with these beings, and several of you on Ryver have been reporting the connections to beings like us in Africa - so cool. One even said he was a friend of Yogananda. Not only is it cool, it is part of the imperative of this space - TO CREATE POTENTIALS AND POSSIBILITIES FOR THOSE CHOOSING CONSCIOUSNESS OVER AUTOMATION FOR EONS TO COME - stated in our Magic Manifesto.
As you are well aware, 99.99% of those in the embodied enlightenment experience are not out there teaching, making movies, being famous teachers, whatever. They may look like regular beings, going about their regular lives, and living the Magic that is BEING for they joy of it, first, and in support of the magic of BEING, and what that creates for souls on Earth with each breath we take. We've been talking about this for some time, and those who needed confirmation have found it in the Prognost materials from January this year.
The Banyan Tree was created for sovereign beings such as ourselves and our new friends in Africa to sovereignly interact or observe other masters of Self - whether embodied or ascended (the line is blurred between the two under the Banyan). It is a place beyond the noise and a place to experience divine will of the soul, the third circle of creation, or to simply be....
Further, true creation comes from the state of BEING (enlightenment). The joy of being here in physical form is creation. The depression, anxiety, whatever, comes from not creating, which is what your soul is here to do, to BE. Next New Moon we will go further into this creation from being.
Speaking of creation from soul, I am being guided by my own wisdom to explore my soul in the absence of identity as a preparatory (for the human) experience for diving into the no energy creation experience - creation from pure consciousness or awareness. To create from consciousness, the awareness must permeate tout to the edges of our being-ness - throughout the Universe of Self.
BEING IN THE ABSENCE OF IDENTITY
This was the theme of the New Moon gathering on the 17th but it has lasted a while for me, and will continue on, according to my soul awareness/ wisdom.
One of you sent me the following note, and it has captured a lot of what I am experiencing.
"Yesterday when I connected with the Banyan Tree, I had an interesting and very personal experience. It was like a funeral celebration for my identities. Not that I will never have human roles anymore, but it was like breaking up with an old version of me. Very expansive, joyful and also feeling sadness for letting go of something that was mine for such a long time. Some of the masters (embodied and ascended) came by, and I also felt your presence, but I wasn’t so much interacting with others, as just being in celebration of this change."
I too have been watching the identities go, integrate. It's not that it will make your pure and authentic - there is no such thing as authentic. We are always playing a role - every time we interact with this world.
Instead, what this experience is gifting me is the chance to really sift through the junk and find the radiating diamond that is my divine will role. What is the role(s) of the GodSelf, the soul, the master on this Earth, in this incarnation? What does that look like for me? How does it shift, change, evolve, and expand? What's the big motion picture and what role does my soul want to play in it? The future self has already decided it, now I'm having fun retracing the steps with childlike curiosity.
WHY THIS SPACE IS UNIQUE
As a side note, I tried to listen to Keahak yesterday. While I couldn't get through it, I did realize my contribution in writing and my talk with Adamus about Shaumbra made it into the channel - YOU CANNOT MENTALIZE WISDOM.
As you will recall about two months ago, I wrote a little article and posted it on the Keahak forum - not to get responses but to add my wisdom of experience to the group. It took a while, but it was nice to hear my contribution make it to a channel yesterday.
I bring this up because instead of getting out of a group in disgust - there is another option.
You can step into the third circle of creation in JOY and then share the wisdom of your experiences with the consciousness/ spiritual organization that you disconnected with. You can visit in joy and be under the Banyan Tree in your sovereignty simultaneously because you are beyond linear time. And you will not get sucked back in because you exist beyond gravity.
Here's a bit of Sar'h and El Morya's vision for the space: READ HERE
Here is the Keahak wisdom I shared, which has finally made it into the channels (both Keahak and a shoud): THE BLOOMING FLOWER
If you are joining us after, I highly recommend reading these to grasp the essence of this space.
EXPERIENCES, IF YOU CHOOSE
Have you ever felt into Divine (GodSelf/ I am God also) Will and then examined the relation to your role on Earth?
If you were going to contribute your wisdom to others choosing embodied enlightenment what would it be?
What is your energetic relationship like with mass consciousness and spiritual or consciousness groups? is it a reflection of your soul state of being or human nature? or Both?
Who are you beyond role/ identity? (for me it is a sensation that has no words)
What does this sentence mean/ invoke/ create in you? -
In creation of energetic pathways - potentials not directives -
For those who will choose consciousness over automation.
For eons to come.
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Friends, with the physical and etheric move, and in this new space of existence, I invite you to read the following, and ask yourself if you are in the place that fits your current soul experiences.
I am sensing a few people in this Third Circle space are simply peering (that's cool) and sneering (nope) into the pane of the window from outside, roll their eyes at the new moon gathering space, and have not yet stepped into the experience of sharing the God, also, among friends. Or simply do not wish to have that experience, and that's okay.
This is a place to see other souls through the eyes of the divine AND be seen for who you are through the eye of the divine - because you and I as sovereign souls created it that way. To share from the experience of the heart space, where your unique humanity and divinity meet. The Center of Being.
It is not a space to compare your mental level of consciousness with another's perceived level of consciousness. There's plenty of other spaces, places for the human free will to play out, where that is entirely appropriate - ones you can pay to be in or find on Facebook.
I sense beyond a doubt the majority here - we have hit the tipping point - of those who honor and grace this space and the Banyan Tree with their God-ness/ goodness is no longer going to be able to support those who are here to simply peer and sneer. There's a handy unsubscribe button at the bottom of the email should you need it, but I respectfully request you read the whole article before doing so. Thanks for stopping by.
HUMAN LIFE IN THE GOD, ALSO EXPERIENCE
A friend of mine once met Gopi Krishna to photograph him for his book jacket in a New York City apartment.
Chuck is his name, and he asked the radiant being before him what the secret to enlightenment was.
"As often as you can," he replied. "Think about God."
Now my friend told me this story some years ago, and I did not believe in God external, so I rolled my eyes.
I still don't believe in God external but I know now - I had hit the glass ceiling on God awareness - a ceiling that is now shattered beyond repair.
My days are filled with no more distractions like gossip, group dynamics, or perceived human struggle. They are filled with the unparalleled experience of knowing I am God, also. Every breath, every step, every interaction no matter how mundane it seems to the human is an experience of the God, also state of being.
And now I understand what Gopi Krishna meant. I embody it, though I would choose different words.
So here it is - my words. As always, I invite you to write your own and post them below with an audience who will honor them without the mental comparison exercise, or better yet, why not write a whole article or make a video to share on this space.
God Individualized meets Spirit & Bursts Forth in Joyful Expression = Conscious Creation
I see without eyes, sense without emotion, and know without thought God is a living, breathing stream of pure consciousness that flows from the source of soul individualized - without energy, only pure consciousness/ all-seeing soul awareness - and meets the river of Spirit universal in an unfiltered, unwavering stream of pure creative joy. And it creates every single experience I have in every single reality I experience.
I sense my Soul as Spirit or God individualized. It is the immortal, immaterial essence of my being, holding the wisdom distilled from all human lifetimes, between lifetimes, and beyond lifetimes. I sense my soul as an invisble library of wisdom integrated from all experiences.
I lean into the experience of knowing my soul is inimitable. It cannot be imitated or copied. It has always existed and will always exist beyond the constructs of time, space, and physicality AND without governance from any outside force - without governance by this human incarnation and the mentality of this human facet. And knowing Spirit never wanted to govern anything. That lies outside it's passion.
I see without eyes, sense without emotion, and know without thought Spirit as the soul of all of creation - a creation without agenda and detached compassion - and on this planet, for the experience that is human life. I see Spirit's only passion is to know it is God, also. Spirit - the soul of the greater consciousness - with wisdom distilled beyond indivualized experiences.
I see so clearly the experience of maya on Earth is a soul creation - a giant playground in which you have the grand experience of Returning to Self, once again, and know the perceived separation between human and divine is and was an illusion. It meets in the Center of Self, the Center of Being.
True creation - conscious creation - without energy or effort - occurs, for me, in the space in which the two - Soul AND Source - meet in the MAGIC that is BEING. From that space every creation unfolds in response to expression of the JOY of BEING.
In El Morya's chosen words - he also invites you to write your own - In the mighty ocean of consciousness that is the will of God, I find I can suddenly be still and BECOME, I can BE the drop of sovereign individuality - the place of no movement and instead dynamic motion within the all that is. Being is perpetual becoming.
And for me, in this space, the dualistic lines between external and internal are no longer perceived.
WHAT MAKES THE PRISON DISAPPEAR?
For me as the individualized soul, it is only in moving beyond the veils of maya, that I can be freed from the Earth prison and still embodied on Earth.
If you are new, beyond the veils of maya is a term I use for an expanded awareness beyond duality, gravity, and linear time.
In Autobiography of a Yogi (Chapter 30), Paramhansa Yogananda explains the ancient Vedic scriptures say that the physical world operates under one fundamental law of maya, the principle of relativity and duality.
It is only through maya that we perceive a separation between God external and ourselves as God also. Further, it is only through maya that we see a separation between human and divine. Maya was created by us and for us to have the experience of the Return to Self.
And in bringing the human along into individualized ONE-ness of SELF, there is another way out of prison. An AND, if you will.
I was on a video chat with my partner D yesterday. For an extended period of time, we just looked into each other eyes. No words were said aloud, and the soul spoke volumes.
To see and be seen beyond the veils of maya is what my embodied experience is about, it is why my soul says we will be here for a while longer AND it is why I created this space. You can see how I would not want others stepping into it who were not ready or do not want to show up in this space. If you feel the potential in your soul's passion, please stay a while and see how it goes.
Tears rolled down my cheeks as I saw how truly amazing D's soul is and he saw the same in me. This experience is beyond the human construct of love. It is beyond an roles, any conditions, and is not limited to boyfriends or even friends. It is how I see the whole world (now, gosh it took a long time). It is how I see so-called strangers.
And to have that reflected back, well, it removes the bars from the prison cell created by the veils of maya.
There is no separation between human and divine. There is no separation between Soul and Source, AND there is sovereignty of individualized Spirit and Spirit at large because none want to govern, they want to passionately express and experience - something that can never be comprehended by the mind that defines perception as either or and not in 'the AND.'
"Do you know what makes the prison disappear? Every deep, genuine affection. Being friends, being brothers, loving, that is what opens the prison, with supreme power, by some magic force. Without these one stays dead. But whenever affection is revived, there life revives." - Vincent Van Gough
My heart is where my humanity and divinity meet. My heart is where Soul and Sprit collide in passionate expression of joy. That is the Magic of Being, and the Banyan Tree is where we meet for the experience of that passionate expression.
And that is where I will see you all on the March 17 new moon, or anytime you grace this space with your being-ness, your God-ness, and everyONE here at the Center of Being is deeply honored from the Center of our Being to yours. There is simply no room for anything beyond the infinity of Self here.
I've heard it to many times in my life. How do you get so clear in making decisions? I don't - the human never will.
The human doesn't ever get real clear. So often I feel like I wake up one day and can't do anything else but what my soul already decided to do.
It's not like I got a clear vision and human certainty about selling my house, moving, and leaving a consciousness group.
Instead, it all just happened. (seemingly) Suddenly, I had a place to live in California, the money to move, and the realtors who were competent enough to prepare and sell my house in a week. (seemingly) Suddenly, I could not go to a group event anymore without feeling like a caged animal.
It all comes back to divine will - and the absence of human free will. That is the crux, the cog in the wheel of everything I write here.
The human is not in charge ever - though it may think for a time it is. INSTEAD, the clarity of movement comes from the will of the soul, of the GodSelf. This is what we are doing, this is how we are being in our 'new' state of awareness.
So if there is anything you are waiting to get real clear on at the human level to make an informed and logical decision - I would say there is no thought involved in divine will - there is no logic, no logic decisions. I would argue there is never such a thing as a logical decision - only the perception of it.
All of this is going to appear like chaos to the human brain and subsequent emotions, yet to the soul it will seem like a grand plan. To the soul, decisions - which are never really a choice - will not appear "clear" to the human.
So if you are waiting for the human self to get real clear on a direction, decision, or vision, in my experience, that human type of clarity won't come - until the gift of hindsight is afforded or you become so non-linear at the human level you can see it right then.
Instead, I say fuck clarity, and go with the flow of your soul instead. Surrender to the divine will of God - that is neither external or internal - a God that ceases to be limited by the dualistic constructs of inner and outer - those are simply mental categories - and mental categories have no place in divine will.
In these shifting tides of the soul's will, the clarity for the human comes afterwards - and the lag time gets shorter and shorter - until you become so non-linear it happens instantaneously (as everything does in the infinite NOW).
Small human example - the soul's desire to be free from virtual spaces other than this (i.e. facebook)...My partner sent me a conversation that was being held on facebook group yesterday. Something my human would have loved to be a part of.
Oh, the linearity and mentality of the conversation. My soul said, "see we have no place in there, no dog in that fight, no need to convince anybody of anything or any audience to convince of our enlightenment with a mental test or any test created by another's brain aspect."
Then in the hindsight, the human catches up. The delay becomes shorter and shorter in the linear time. Even if we wanted to be involved in such a situation, we could not, for it is not the will of the soul.
The master is busy BEING - so busy it does not have time to be involved in mental discussions about an experience that has no words but can only be felt. The energetic effort - much too expensive.
So much more to write, but that's my note for today.
PERCEIVING CLARITY THROUGH THE EYES OF THE DIVINE & (THEN) THE HUMAN CATCHES UP,
UNTIL THE NON-LINEARITY SETS IN COMPLETELY
If you are new, here's some of my posts on divine will....
The Pause. It is something I used to teach when I began teaching people to talk, or commune, rather, with their soul, or master voice within - in 2014. I was so deeply passionate about showing people where to find their soul/ master voice, this would be my work and my writing for three solid years.
In my sessions, I would ask the person to do something habitual - to play it out in their third eye space, rather than the physical. Then I would say 'hit pause' and see what happens. Sometimes the person would realize the habit was just that - an unconscious action driven by a human aspect, and they would stop doing it. For example, stress eating or self-sabotaging pattern repeating. Or, the person would take a deep breath and continue with the 'habit' yet with a little more consciousness or awareness of self.
I too hit pause since I posted the video letter (channel) from El Morya. It's only been five days, but it feels like a lifetime to me, as I am used to posting every other day or every day for many months.
I have used the pause to breathe, to dream, to discern, and more than anything observe what is going on within me. The voice of my soul, my human and other facets is now part of an integrated BEINGness that is made up of the all that is of me. It's something you cannot teach but only experience.
The wisdom - along with a little bitching/ resistance (I can laugh at myself) - has been flowing so fluidly without a thought, a doubt about sharing it since October 2016 when I wrote my first published Book, and again in March when we began this journey - at first on Patreon. That series can be found on this website under the Thirty Days tab.
After the Thirty Days of Self-Love experience we flowed with El Morya this time into No Energy Creation. He said without examining discernment vs. judgment and using that discernment to observe creation within a system, there would be no way we could even fathom creation from source and without interference.
From there we went into divine will vs. perceived human free will. There is no enlightenment without the divine will realization - the experience of knowing I AM GOD, also. I have had someone tell me you are a divine will person - like it was a category of enlightenment - a type of enlightenment - for me, it is enlightenment.
In human free will or the perception of it, you cannot create in a vacuum. There are so many influences involved in what we once thought was creation, yet what really just building - like I talked about here.
To create as a master like El Morya and the others who join us, the surrendering the control of the aspects so only the soul/spirit/master radiates is essential to where we are going , where we have already been, and what we are reversing into.
Once firmly in the I AM GOD, also, then and only then can we truly create - with pure passion and without agenda.
I look back at our manifesto statement, which I co-wrote with El Morya - this was created last summer in linear time - I ask you to read it if you have not. You can find it HERE.
Speaking of which, welcome, Ana! Great to have you here.
We were flowing in what seemed to be separate of what was going on at the Crimson Circle, and then the two merged - with ProGnost, with the recent Keahak. When I view it, it like two spiraling lines that meet for a time. There seems to be a tipping point needed to move forward. That means when addressing a group, an Ascended Master, for lack of a better term, must ensure there is enough people not only understand something on a mental level but to realize it within the Universe of Self - to live it - to be it.
Here at the Magic of Being website, on the Third Circle, that happens much quicker. There are sixty of us not ten thousand. El Morya and Sar'h, the voice of soul wisdom within me, say we are now ready to plunge further into our experiences. It is beautiful because now we can recognize a two things openly:
1) We chose to incarnate now for the embodied enlightenment experience a 'reason'. For SELF, first and foremost, but also to create passage ways of potentials and probabilites or those who will choose consciousness over automation for eons to come without trying to convince, save, or manipulate - all symptoms of human free will. The "free" in human free will should really be in quotes. It's not freedom when your aspects are in charge.
2) We can talk about divine will freely and openly here. Post about divine will elsewhere, and see what happens. I have as an experiment. I posted on many facebook groups and the Keahak forum. The mind goes straight to following an external God, and people get angry. God does not exist, they yell.
Here, we know external and internal are dualistic constructs, and God is not going to fit into an either/or category. God is neither external nor internal. Yet, that's not even a concept that can be twisted here - because everyone gave up some grey haired man ruling their lives long ago. We know God is that which cannot be explained and can only be experienced.
The divine will experience is one in which their is no separation. Your human self is not separate from your infinite spirit or soul. You don't have to invite your "master" in anymore. It's always there. There is no master and human voice anymore in such distinct categories created by the mind.
You are an integrated being - SPIRIT embodied. Sure, you might hear your soul and you might hear your human but they are not in a dialogue of compromise or getting to know each other. They simply come forth when appropriate for your various needs. In this state of integration, everything is there to serve you - even all the voices that once pulled you in a million different directions - they are now all flowing in a the river of wisdom that is YOU, all in service to YOU - You are God, also.
Why be here in this space?
And El Morya says this is where we veer from the Crimson Circle. He says, yes, Adamus St. G is also teaching this - fully and in line with everything he shares and I share as the Lauren/ Sar'h integrated being.
Yet, a bulk of the people in CC are just now beginning to identify the voices within themselves. As they do so, it will take some linear time for them to do the inner work needed to find the integrated being state. It's no small task and there is no hurry. Yet, we are going to move forward here before everyone gets so bored they leave the body out of sheer boredom.
"We are not going to sit by and wait for them to catch up, though we can honor them and the experience we know is a difficult one for the human grasping onto control for dear life" El Morya said.
"Instead, we will go back and visit when they do realize how simple this all is. If you would like, keep taking the Crimson Circle classes and simply use this space as a supplement. Use it as a place to discuss the beautiful realizations blooming within you in a place where people get you. There's nothing wrong with that and the two are in line. Others of you are done with that space, and I understand that fully too. It's all appropriate."
He continues...and reminds me he talks with St. G everyday....
"Yet, We are moving forward. And, I'm sick and tired of pretending there is no larger picture. Yes, this is a journey of Self, by yourSelf....AND, your embodied enlightenment experience is the greatest gift you can give to this world, this Earth you love so much. If that is something that upsets you, it is time to go to one of the other spaces."
I couldn't agree more. If we can't talk about the imperative and implications and impacts of the embodied enlightenment experience on the Earth (without going all crusader aspect on it), I cannot stay here and write because it would be ignoring the core of why I came here and what I am doing by BEING.
Every breath I breathe is in service to me and in service to the consciousness of planet - the two are one in the same - and for me, that is the Magic of Being. You don't have to do anything, simply hanging out as an integrated being under the Banyan creates universes and moves mountains. Pure Magic!
When you have a grand realization, you open the door for others to do the same - just by BEING you. And, this is the space to share those realizations with your friends who won't be jealous or competitive and who won't shoot you down because they don't get it. Friends, who will celebrate with you instead. Sovereign joy!
It's a huge relief to be able to say it to readers who will get it - who will understand that I will not be out there with my sword fighting evil if I am in service. Service and surrender are not bad words to me. That word police thing gets kind of old, doesn't it? The makyo police becomes the true makyo. Nothing is static. It serves its purpose, and then becomes obsolete. Just like the word and makyo police. We've matured...
One final thing and a few reading suggestions...
I asked El Morya yesterday why create this space when this is a solo journey? I understood it, but needed help with the words.
He replied, it is much easier to stay in the body when you have other like conscious souls to play and interact with. And playing we are. The Ryver community is a bustling place to do so. Thank you everyone who graces that space with your presence. We hope others will come play too.
For those of you who want to read more about the integrated being...
Check out: www.beingenlightenment.com/private-third-circle/how-aspects-become-facets-the-energetic-dynamics
Also, for tips on locating that soul voice within and communing with it - the Thirty Day of Self Love has 30 different experiences to be had.
And don't forget to read, E Morya's letters here. He's been talking about all of this for some time, and if you are new, you might want to check it out.
I will share YOUR Banyan Tree experiences in a post and with some insights from Sar'h and El Morya. If you would like to add to it and are not on Ryver, please send your experiences to firstname.lastname@example.org or you can wait and comment on the post.
See you tomorrow, friends. Sounds cheesy, but I love you all.
Bringing the human FACET along in the Triple E...by Miss Le Grande:)
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