First I want to say that we are good on the Ryver donations - completed and appreciated. Please note I also donated because I enjoy it so much. Thank you! Next year we can look at if Ryver is still serving us well or if we have moved on - transient beings we are:)
The Banyan Tree Story Files continue to grow. For those of you who have just joined us in the physical, Babaji shares with me what he calls the enlightenment map. On this map of Earth, Babaji shows me with little bright lights where embodied masters exist all over the planet. There's a little star on the map for each person and they move and change in real time on the map. (I wrote about it here, too)
Under the Banyan Tree, we connect with these beings, and several of you on Ryver have been reporting the connections to beings like us in Africa - so cool. One even said he was a friend of Yogananda. Not only is it cool, it is part of the imperative of this space - TO CREATE POTENTIALS AND POSSIBILITIES FOR THOSE CHOOSING CONSCIOUSNESS OVER AUTOMATION FOR EONS TO COME - stated in our Magic Manifesto.
As you are well aware, 99.99% of those in the embodied enlightenment experience are not out there teaching, making movies, being famous teachers, whatever. They may look like regular beings, going about their regular lives, and living the Magic that is BEING for they joy of it, first, and in support of the magic of BEING, and what that creates for souls on Earth with each breath we take. We've been talking about this for some time, and those who needed confirmation have found it in the Prognost materials from January this year.
The Banyan Tree was created for sovereign beings such as ourselves and our new friends in Africa to sovereignly interact or observe other masters of Self - whether embodied or ascended (the line is blurred between the two under the Banyan). It is a place beyond the noise and a place to experience divine will of the soul, the third circle of creation, or to simply be....
Further, true creation comes from the state of BEING (enlightenment). The joy of being here in physical form is creation. The depression, anxiety, whatever, comes from not creating, which is what your soul is here to do, to BE. Next New Moon we will go further into this creation from being.
Speaking of creation from soul, I am being guided by my own wisdom to explore my soul in the absence of identity as a preparatory (for the human) experience for diving into the no energy creation experience - creation from pure consciousness or awareness. To create from consciousness, the awareness must permeate tout to the edges of our being-ness - throughout the Universe of Self.
BEING IN THE ABSENCE OF IDENTITY
This was the theme of the New Moon gathering on the 17th but it has lasted a while for me, and will continue on, according to my soul awareness/ wisdom.
One of you sent me the following note, and it has captured a lot of what I am experiencing.
"Yesterday when I connected with the Banyan Tree, I had an interesting and very personal experience. It was like a funeral celebration for my identities. Not that I will never have human roles anymore, but it was like breaking up with an old version of me. Very expansive, joyful and also feeling sadness for letting go of something that was mine for such a long time. Some of the masters (embodied and ascended) came by, and I also felt your presence, but I wasn’t so much interacting with others, as just being in celebration of this change."
I too have been watching the identities go, integrate. It's not that it will make your pure and authentic - there is no such thing as authentic. We are always playing a role - every time we interact with this world.
Instead, what this experience is gifting me is the chance to really sift through the junk and find the radiating diamond that is my divine will role. What is the role(s) of the GodSelf, the soul, the master on this Earth, in this incarnation? What does that look like for me? How does it shift, change, evolve, and expand? What's the big motion picture and what role does my soul want to play in it? The future self has already decided it, now I'm having fun retracing the steps with childlike curiosity.
WHY THIS SPACE IS UNIQUE
As a side note, I tried to listen to Keahak yesterday. While I couldn't get through it, I did realize my contribution in writing and my talk with Adamus about Shaumbra made it into the channel - YOU CANNOT MENTALIZE WISDOM.
As you will recall about two months ago, I wrote a little article and posted it on the Keahak forum - not to get responses but to add my wisdom of experience to the group. It took a while, but it was nice to hear my contribution make it to a channel yesterday.
I bring this up because instead of getting out of a group in disgust - there is another option.
You can step into the third circle of creation in JOY and then share the wisdom of your experiences with the consciousness/ spiritual organization that you disconnected with. You can visit in joy and be under the Banyan Tree in your sovereignty simultaneously because you are beyond linear time. And you will not get sucked back in because you exist beyond gravity.
Here's a bit of Sar'h and El Morya's vision for the space: READ HERE
Here is the Keahak wisdom I shared, which has finally made it into the channels (both Keahak and a shoud): THE BLOOMING FLOWER
If you are joining us after, I highly recommend reading these to grasp the essence of this space.
EXPERIENCES, IF YOU CHOOSE
Have you ever felt into Divine (GodSelf/ I am God also) Will and then examined the relation to your role on Earth?
If you were going to contribute your wisdom to others choosing embodied enlightenment what would it be?
What is your energetic relationship like with mass consciousness and spiritual or consciousness groups? is it a reflection of your soul state of being or human nature? or Both?
Who are you beyond role/ identity? (for me it is a sensation that has no words)
What does this sentence mean/ invoke/ create in you? -
In creation of energetic pathways - potentials not directives -
For those who will choose consciousness over automation.
For eons to come.
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Hi friends, thanks for all your notes and offering to help me move energetically - Gosh I appreciate that! I think in all this realization we forget that those around us are human too and appreciate kindness. I will never be too conscious to be kind. Most of all, I appreciate all of you for BEING you in all your multiplicity.
THE CENTER OF BEING
First off, what cut off the video....The Center of Being WILL NOT have a physical space. The Center of Being exists within he GodSelf of us all. And when we gather, our GodSelves meet in recognition of the God also experience under the Banyan Tree or where ever you choose to show up in alignment.
Should I disappear from this physical world...I think I will be here some years - my divine will is serving - how I do, or BE, rather, that may shift and change with the changing tides of consciousness...but if I should disappear, this space will always continue on under the Banyan Tree and we will always meet - if you would like - on the New Moon each month for as ever long as you would like.
I talked yesterday about embracing the multiplicity and blurred lines between the ascended and embodied master. The more automation and technology advance, the more the lines will blur between the two. I feel right now I inhabit both worlds and my body is simply a facet that is really serving me well moving boxes :)
I get a strong sense, when the body integrates fully, it will not matter your health or what you did or did not do to it. Any relief is temporary and in support of the human self - something that I choose not to ignore. Like getting a new tooth - 3D printed no less - is supportive of my human experience.
In all of this I finally understand, what the saying "the human does not become enlightened means." It is a sensation rather than a thought so I cannot describe it at all except a deep peace in my heart. And if the human is annoyed or upset or crying or whatever, it is still all in alignment with the GodSelf. Those tears actually feel so freaking good.
Another thing I want to challenge my own human on is the concept of old and new earth. Two choices? Fuck that. There are millions and none of us are going to have the same reality perception - everyone is going to view it through a different lens - the own lens of divine perception. Let's move from beyond yet another dualistic concept between new and old earth? Just writing it makes me feel constricted.
When Adamus first talked about new and old earth and Theos- I really felt like he was watering down for a limited understanding audience. So I am going exploring on my own without looking at life through a group consciousness perspective. My own lens of perception is so much more expanded! I'll bet yours is too.
LETTING GO OF CONSISTENCY
As a multiple master of Self, I am never going to be just one thing or think just one thing. I don't make decisions that are set in stone. That would be too limiting. Consistency is a human value and is much in conflict with the soul's deep desire to go beyond linearity and radiate in all the tens of thousands of realities available to it.
So as we move beyond the veils of maya, I invite you to embrace multiplicity within yourself and in your peers. So what if I or they say one thing and then shift gears and go another way. Let's not box ourselves in. Blah!
SAR'H's LIFE WITH YESHUA
In my alt-reality I have been having sensational conversations with M. Babaji and Yeshua about my lifetime with them 2,000 years ago. For me, previous life information has only come forth when it would be of service to me in the human NOW moment. I am just now - at the human facet - able to really absorb what they want to share OR rather what my soul wants to make the human facet aware of.
All of them have been reminding me (much to the chagrin of my human) that I was not Egyptian in that life, but rather Indian (from the Himalayas), yet Yeshua explained my dark skin saying I was from Alexandria to those we could not trust.
When I asked if I was a blood relative/ child of Yeshua - I no longer feel that I was ever a blood child of Mary Magdalene - he simply answers - it does not matter - I held the Christ seed consciousness.
"It doesn't matter if it was my seed (sperm) or not," Yeshua said laughing his ass off. HA! Limited human question - sorry:P
Regardless, I seem to have been some child picked up when Yeshua spent seven years with Babaji before he began his role/ play of the crucifixion. And, then I was brought back to the middle East and then France.
WHY NOW, DO I SEE THIS...?
Well, it relates to integrating and moving beyond the Shaumbra identity, and I had asked my soul, "why the hell am I so upset by it all? Seriously, why???"
Sar'h showed me this is not the first time I have been disillusioned by Shaumbra - which was a group of beings who incarnated together around the time of Yeshua.
This group of people, many of whom are incarnated again at this time, they wore red scarves to indicate it was time for a secret meeting, which is why everyone was wearing red scarves last week, if you saw the Should or Facebook.
Seeing everyone in the red scarves on the internet made me physically sick, and I knew it must be something deeper than just being so done at the human facet level. More than me just being disappointed in behaviors and limits.
Sar'h explained to me that as an outsider - the weird Indian child who embodied the wisdom of the East those 2,000 years ago - I would watch these Shaumbra in red scarves basically argue amongst themselves what was the true word of God, the true words of Yeshua.
They would use Yeshua quotes and teachings to measure the level of consciousness of each other and were fiercely competitive - sound familiar?
Babaji showed me in that life, I was holding the energy of BEING God, also, and feeling just as alienated as I do now at the human level - that is expected - the human is not enlightened ever.
Bababji showed me to go deeper, to visit the soul space, to watch the plays and roles repeat themselves and do what I do best, what I have been doing for eons - to BREATHE JOY AND BE GOD TOO - and to go about my human way.
In that life, my refuge was nature and my male partner - a Druid. Indeed, as I leave Colorado as certain magical mountain space is what I will miss the most. D- is meeting me in California, so that's the best for my human too.
Babaji added that's why I have so many Far East friends. They have played the role I am now. They have felt the disillusion, the competition, the argument of scripture, the externalization of the divine in so many lives.
Master M added - talking directly to my human self - that I have been seeking empathy from those in human form -- I still allow my human to desire empathy and kindness, I will not ever discredit my humanity -- when there is a whole crew of masters not in physical form who understand deeply what I am doing, what I have done.
Yogananda reminds me that I am not alone, and I can find the human support there with him. He has been entertaining me while I move, which has been awesome.
The deep honor and understanding these beings bring is beyond words and emotions. I am so grateful.
Truly, the SOUL or GODSELF is always going to be the best company. But going directly to the masters of self - without a channel or medium or muddled go between - is really a great joy for the human Lauren. Sar'h has been there under the Banyan Tree this whole time. It's about time my human joined in more often in more awareness.
I will see you all under the Banyan Tree on the New Moon - Feb. 15 in linear time. The theme is embracing multiplicity and moving beyond the perceived human desire for consistency that is a strong side effect of linearity.
I plan to show up aligned in my multiplicity and invite you to do the same.
For those of you who are new, the Banyan is not a place to bring or solve human problems (we can all feel that crap when you do so don't...), it is a place to celebrate your mastery, your I AM God, also.
Love to you all,
Lauren, Sar'h and all the beings under the Banyan Tree
For those of you who don't know, I have a tiny 'spade' tattooed on my wrist. Some of thought it was a a symbol of my membership to a Shaumbra group. Truth is I never had one single Shaumbra friend when I got it.
Instead, it was a reminder for when I was still tumbling around in human life, that I was here for one thing - embodied enlightenment. Jack - my then flame would send me into despair - and just when I was about to throw in the towel on life, I'd look down as the tiny spade on my wrist, smaller than an inch but mightier than any comforting words.
"The 'spade' is a symbol of ascension...ascension is the acceptance and integration of our human nature with out divine origins. When this occurs, karma is released from our life path and we complete our series of lifetimes on Earth, we go to what he (Adamus St. G) calls the Third Circle where we become full, conscious creators.
The creator does not need energy to exist; they do not need to be connected with anyone or anything in order to define themselves (identity). It is the realization of the compassionate "I AM" state of BEING. The spade, according to Adamus, represents outward expansion of consciousness, beyond limitations of the human dimensions.
The inverted spade, pointing downward, represents descending of our angelic nature to the denser vibrational energies of Earth. The inverted 'spade' also represents the heart or love that we, as angels, have shared by agreeing (yep, you did) to embody in physical reality for the good of All That Is." - Masters of the New Energy (book), by Adamus St. G, 2007.
Today the 'spade', as it is called in the human world, is also a symbol for my third circle along with the beautiful Banyan Tree, gifted to us by El Morya. It seems what used to be a comfort in reminding me of why I was here is now a symbol of FREEDOM, and is that which needs no human reminder, but at the time, it served.
On my right wrist, I have a tiny star. It is the north star. The one that guided the wise men, the magi, to the birth of Yeshua. It too was a symbol of why I am here and reminder that there were others to meet along the path, who were following the same star - one that was outside, way up in the sky and one that is now within us, the Christ seed consciousness.
It's true that while this is a solo experience most of the time, I likely would not have made it to the Magic of Being space I inhabit today, without my yoga mat.
In my human world, the only place I found peace most of the time was in the ninety minutes I spent on my yoga mat, a habit that rooted and took shape, in my very first class in 2006.
It wasn't any yoga teacher, in fact most did not talk about anything but how to do the poses. It was the fact that an ancient practice opened up the channels inside of my physical body to allow the wisdom of the soul to seep into the cracks.
It re-wired my biology to allow my soul to inhabit this meat suit - this physical body. Without it, all those classes with Adamus and Tobias would likely be floating on the outer edges of my body of consciousness. Instead, in three short years, everything I learned is housed within this physical vessel. And, it has done so without short-circuiting the system. It is also how I finally allowed El Morya to come into my human life and not just my dreams....
In the year that I was first married to my previous husband (2010), wine was my medicine, and working was my perceived passion, yoga class was the only time I caught a break and was with me and me alone. No teacher was trying to convince me of any dogma in the studio I went to then. They just made sure I did the poses in a way that I would not pull a muscle.
"Peace is an inside job," the teacher said, and we were left to our devices, though there were books in the lobby if we wanted to look at them. I didn't. I had my book, "The 21 Lessons of Merlyn." The story of King Arthur before he became king. His self-realization story.
I had the book since 1992 when it was published. In the times when my husband was away I would pull it out for comfort. One of those times, I heard a voice. A deep masculine voice, "Are you ready yet?"
I was so startled I slammed the book shut, dropped it, and went and poured more wine. I was terrified. I had no idea what was going on.
It was not until 2012, when I gifted myself the month in India for the yoga teacher training that I was able to start to allow his presence. It was not until 2013 in a medium reading, that I could mentally confirm his presence. (In my book for free on the site here)
Again without my yoga mat and without having listened to that deep undeniable whisper of the I AM that said leave your marriage and live alone (let me assure this was extremely radical in my community - something women did not do), I would not be in the Magic of Being space.
Sure, I would have gotten there, probably after my potential kids with my previous husband went off the college, or worse, I would have had to leave my children with him because I simply could not do it.
Indeed, I see that the most important factor in all of this was listening to the inner voice, I have called Sar'h, and who is now my I AM. Yet, the little helpers along the way to reflect that north star (Sar'h) back to me from above - well, I am so grateful.
THE PAUSE BUTTON
As I move forward in life I feel my three years with the Crimson Circle were like hitting the pause button, a break I gifted myself. In these three years, I was given a community to know I was not alone. I was gifted language to describe what was naturally occurring.
Even though the materials, especially Divine Will and the Threshold guarded by the Dragon of forgiveness, were taught to me by El Morya, long before the courses, books and channels, it was a sanity check. No, I did not make this up. Yes, there were others like me. I created a space for the last three years without a human world. No work. No human friends anymore. A space to really go within.
THE PLAY BUTTON
Lately, in this non-linear path, I feel I am back at the point with El Morya before we ever embarked on the Crimson Circle pit stop on the journey that is mine but is also ours. My guide went away, sure, but my best friend (besides me) has always been here.
When I was in the Crimson Circle teachings experience it seemed like it was the end. And now I know it was simply the beginning. It was the pause button and now we are hitting play.
El Morya just showed me a desk with a red button on it. He's smiling, laughing, and teasing that he's about to hit the button. "3-2-1....Blast off!" he yells in play. "I'm packing my bags," I respond.
Then these radiant beings appeared because I am ready to remember the creation.
I have written some of the story of how I know them on the HONORS page.
Lately, my "visions" are increasing and expanding. What the Center of Being already is and how I went/ am going backward and down the spiral into that creation of my future Self.
Gosh, this non-linear time stuff is hard to write about. D has a soul experience last night with non-linear time, and we are still trying to put words to it.
Everyday, I am back at the map with Babaji. It is a dark map of the world. Geographical pockets and people close to their self-realization are depicted with a light - bright stars that appear across the map and move like waves in the ocean. Dynamic not static.
When I look down at my feet, we are on a snowy mountain top. The Himalayas. The thing is when I check in with this. I am brown skinned. I see the ends of my dark curly hair flowing in the breeze. It is NOW that exists beyond linear time. It is not the past or the future. The map is 'outside' of linear time. It is at the "begging", the now, and the future - all together in an expanded point in space.
I begin more and more to remember our creation. To remember our conversations with words and sensations. I see that Yogananda is there, but it is not Yogananda. His soul is in another body. And, we are all standing in the snow bare foot. Yet, we are not cold. I wish I could show with words this does not occur within linear time.
I am watching it all unfold. The role I will play. I also hold a deep sensation and knowing most "important" - not the right word - is the role of the souls who will retain the embodied form in self-realization or enlightenment. Holding onto it a little bit more - in legacy, sure, but more so in the creation of an experience so GRAND, it do not yet have the words for it. Let me try again...
Simply BEING embodied enlightenment is the creation juice for world and universes not yet realized. Beyond any and all human imagination.
"This is what you signed up for in choosing the Triple E," El Morya adds. He has a shit eating grin because he cannot wait for you to see what's behind the curtain, what we are creating by simply BEING enlightenment. He wants to shout it from the rooftops, but he cannot.
I wil come back and try again to capture this in words, but it will have to suffice for now.
My role in this conversation and creation is to sovereignly support this embodied enlightenment experience with my Being, with my writing if needed, and with my story. Those words are so limiting (UGH!) but in the conversation - in sensations not words - with these souls, I remember in divine unfoldment. It is nothing the human thought it would be.
I also will officially kick off the Beyond the Veils of Maya series after the New Moon gathering on January 16th.
In honor of YOU!
Beyond the Veils of Maya Series
Do not fret, we will talk about the Threshold of Enlightenment and the dragon which guards it.
We will continue to talk about Divine Will and No Energy Creation, deeply.
However, in the last week of 2017, thanks to your supremely conscious communications,
I realized it might prove fruitful, lending words and images to an experience unfolding for all of us at this time.
As we move further into our own being-ness, as the voice expression of our I AM become sharper and more defined,
so too does the veil lift that held us in the gravity, linearity of time (how funny the human believed there was a past, present, and future!), the limits of beliefs, and blind to seeing our own grandness.
The human is ready to join Self in the realization process - seeing through the eyes of the divine within us.
The fire breathing dragon who guards the gates of of the Threshold only does so for one thing - CLARITY.
The fires burns up anything that is keeping us from the totality of our embodied enlightenment experience.
Clarity of the ever present now moment in all its multiplicity.
AND the multiplicity of who we are in totality - beyond the veils of maya!
Maya: The Great Cosmic Illusion
You have the gift of consciousness. Consciousness centered in the flame of life anchored in the heart (which) knows itself as God - as limitless potential, as being infinite though tethered to a matrix which is finite. The flame that you are is the flowing stream of consciousness that ever was, that ever shall be, that even now as the fulfillment of the law of your Being (the natural self-realization experience).
Tomorrow, I will share a dream I had which inspired this next series along with the painting I have to go with it. Like you all many things are unfolding for me, us, this space. New spaces to share and connect on Ryver being one I will share in the next week.
Please know that I understand in the embodied enlightenment experience that most people will not have daily visits from the people I list as contributors on the Honors page.
I never share my visits from these masters as a way to make you feel less than, but to add words to the wisdom flowing within all of us, uniquely.
Your embodied enlightenment experience will likely be all about YOU and not about these beings. In fact, I can see how talking to masters all day can be a distraction from knowing the Self. I will also add ascended masters make amazing friends (rather than teachers) because there is never any feeding. We are all going to be unique in this regard, and there's always a million ways to look at anything. Truth is an illusion in the Maya, too.
To share a bit about where I am coming from. I have experienced self-realization that was just for me - all me. It was so special and truly an experience alone with Self.
As we do not like the word service here, and I understand that completely. This is a legacy (thanks Kiara for the word you provided so many moths ago) lifetime for me. My expression of the I AM in this life includes embodied enlightenment and it also includes - from a deep passion within - the creation of an etheric library of sorts for those who will choose embodied enlightenment in the linear years to come. Not to convince but simply create another door to choose from, for lack of a better analogy.
My future self comes to visit and shows me how others will interact with this space WE are creating - each of us adding our sovereign touch to this pathway of consciousness, which will be open for those choosing consciousness over automation for years to come as stated in the manifesto of the space.
My "advisors" in this regard - chiefly, M. Bababji, P. Yogananda, and Master Morya - are providing me with the support of this legacy. After my personal enlightenment lifetime, my I AM presented me with a few options. Nothingness for a bit. A visit to other universes and experiences. OR - sharing my passion for the embodied enlightenment experience with the humans who I love so very much. In the end, like anything, it was never a choice. Here I am back on precious Earth, with precious humans, sharing as I am able, in the grandest experience available - SELF-REALIZATION.
One of you had a word for my talks with these masters who are sharing their creative wisdom with my human who is catching up just like yours. It was "(w)hoopla" - I guarantee that none of these three masters of the Far East contain any hoopla. You can get irritated with me - I'm not always a rose, sometimes my human thorns stick out, and I hope you call me out on it. But don't call the masters who grace this space with their presence - hoopla. It's so disrespectful. And all is forgiven AND there's nothing to forgive....I know these things come from a frustration - and it is frustrating - but just be aware, please, who you are actually frustrated with.
I will leave you with my working definition of BEING, which I quite love at the moment.
BEING IS PERPETUAL BECOMING.