Please join me in welcoming Guillem's guest post to our community.
It was lovely to talk with a dozen of you on our conference call Tuesday.
I am continuing to write but feel more so energy building as to what will come this summer. El Morya also is ready to add his wisdom, yet I'm not quite ready yet to hold that consciousness in my physical body right now.
Thanks for your patience, and happy Easter weekend and full moon experience.
To visit Guillem's blog and more about Aliyah, please visit his website HERE.
The Conscious Breath
Today was a beautiful sunny day. After some windy, rainy days, the spring is finally displaying its splendor, and I went out for a walk in the forest.
I was depressed and miserable. Very tired of doing… nothing! I was walking up the path only to hear my mind mumbling and groaning and I couldn’t help but thinking I would reach my favorite spot in the middle of nowhere and lie down to rest for a while.
So I did. My favorite spot is a place under a huge pine tree hidden between bushes where the ground is sloping and has the form of my back. Once there I just gave up and slowly fell asleep beginning to drift away in that space between here and there. It felt good.
All of a sudden, a sound of footsteps woke me up and there was a dog a couple of meters from me. He started to bark and I stood up a bit scared. Then another dog appeared, and another, until there were four of them. I saw they were greyhounds and thought these ones are not dangerous. I stepped outside of my favorite spot and half scared half in trust walked away while one of the dogs chased me barking.
I walked and walked feeling a bit upset like when you’re in a sweet sleep and the alarm clock sounds furiously waking you up in a non-natural way. I still felt tired and a bit sad.
You know, those of us who have chosen embodied enlightenment always have moments of feeling tired in the body and the mind without an apparent reason. It’s the “tiredness” of the process. Yesterday I was in a Zoom conference call with a group of near and dear friends who are – just like me – into this “business” of embodied enlightenment. One of the topics we talked about was just the inability of the physical body to accommodate more light in the cells as more of the soul is embodied in biology. It’s ok, you have chosen this path but then who says the physical body is ready for it? But once chosen you have to cope with it and allow the body its time, and it’s not always an easy thing.
I kept walking though the main path feeling out of sorts and I decided to stop and get myself back in the forest. I found a good place and sat in the lotus position. With my human barely doing nothing I started to breathe very consciously and soon enough I was feeling energies seeping in though one of my fingers – then another finger, an arm and finally my hands. I was breathing fresh and deep and started to feel re-charged and alive.
I heard footsteps on the foliage and holy shit I saw another dog nearby – they seem to be loving me! There was a man too and they walked away. This time though the visitors didn’t upset me as I was feeling nothing in the world would take me out of my sweet re-charging breathing…
I remember the first time I breathed like this – and allow me to digress a bit here… It was 3 years ago or so and the situation was practically the same: one day I was with anxiety and a very uncomfortable boredom and I went for a walk just like today. I sat in the first place I found in the forest – not very far from today by the way – and started to breathe like my breath was penetrating and re-charging my body. I think that day was very important because I experienced for the first time I guess what these breatharian people talk about when they say they re-charge themselves with prana from nature or the universe or whatever. Have you seen their perpetual smile? Some of them have even replaced food and even water for this form of pranic nurturing.
Anyways, back to today’s experience. This type of breathing for me is like I am breathing with my senses or my energy body. It’s not just breathing with my lungs for relaxation but putting my awareness a half a dimension away and breathing from the infinite pool of energy available there. The soul resides in that “a half a dimension away” spot! You don’t go there with the mind but with the senses. I think I also talked about this in my latest posts. And by the way this is the state of consciousness that Aliyah can facilitate too.
Wow, I felt different from that point on. No more exhaustion and existential boredom. I got up from my “forest temple” and started to walk back home feeling like I wanted to write about this experience, and when this happens – that I feel excited to write about it – it means that it is a breakthrough in my process and I’m alive and in the “right track”! That’s the very reason I started this blog!
To sum it all up, no matter how bored you feel with your human in this embodied enlightenment process, there is always a way out, and this is the conscious breath, but real conscious breath!… How do you know you’re doing it right? Well, because you feel the air you’re breathing in is no longer air but life itself! You feel like you’re eating, like your physical body is literally feeding from the breath. But this life force energy is a half a dimension away, at least the way I sense it. You go there and grab it, and it really feels unlimited. If you breathe in your soul, if you’re nurturing from your soul, the fucking sky is the limit! So these are my questions to me and to you: are you able to move your awareness a half a dimension away to access the real Self that you have already chosen to become? Are you breathing with your mind or are you breathing for real?
And now, I just allow myself to forget about all this until the next time I remember to allow myself to nurture from my consciousness. I’m totally ok with that.
Hey friends, I wanted to write down a few notes. I'm still in this holding pattern my soul showed me - that it will be June before I am sharing more about this space and self realizations. Yet, I do want to check in a share a slice of life.
Besides my soul whispering to me that we (my multiple self) were releasing identity over the next few months and showing me some sort of creative bloom in June, my soul has been whispering to me about my body.
A couple months ago I really wanted to create a series on the body of the beyond - what the body goes through and how it transfigures in the embodied enlightenment experience - both Sar'h and El Morya and other contributors have a lot to say about it, yet I can't really write about something or share a channel unless I go through it.
Some channelers can share things without having to go through them;
A storyteller must have the experience first. I am the latter.
So, as I said, my writing is in a bit of a hold pattern as a result.
I will say for two weeks or so my soul has whispered to me - "It doesn't matter what you eat."
For about six months, I was unable to eat meat or drink anything. That has let up significantly, yet I know I will not return to the animalistic method in which I did before. I know there is nothing wrong with letting your human be human. I went all out, and in the end, my human nature said to me, I'm done, it is out of my system. I'm ready for NEW.
Sar'h said yesterday to the human self who is a bit confused yet relaxed at the moment:
"Your body is no longer biology, no longer an expression of the Earth; your body is an expression of me, your soul, and needs no Earth, no biology to exist. That's what it means to be on Earth, not of it."
My soul also whispers each day:
"It does not matter what you eat or do now - this body as a physical expression of soul."
This is understood by me Lauren, the human, but am I living it??? Not really.
In one reality I am, and in another it hasn't spiraled down into wisdom as of yet. Here's why....
When I used to have realizations, there seemed to be a natural progression - a move through linear time. It's different now.
The realization occurs or exists, rather, outside linear time. So there is one Lauren incarnation who totally gets what my soul is saying and there is another who is puzzled. They exist in different realities. I can see one linear day soon that the two will overlap. Let me try to explain this again, please.
What's different is that I am not going through a Darwinian evolution this time. I see time folding on itself for this to "happen."
If you stretch out a string and make a knot on one end - that knot would represent the biology body. The knot on the other end would represent the soul expression body/ the body of beyond. If you take the two knots and place them together (beyond linearity). That is how my soul is showing me that this happens.
Should be interesting....
In all of this letting go of identity and the move to conscious acts or roles in the context of divine will, anxiety has come up. Fear around losing my dog, mainly. I have been dreaming with Shakespearean levels of tragedy and comedy -- and realizing there is not much difference between the two.
Admittedly, I am much more in a state of allowing the change than being right now - yet I can see clearly the peice of me sitting under the Banyan Tree. This fracture of self is uncomfortable to the human, yet the human is in so much trust at the same time. I am watching the fear like a play.
Funny enough, yesterday I stepped on a sting ray after catching a beautiful wave with D. The pain from the venom is incredible. I was living the tragedy and the comedy - simultaneously screaming at the indescribable pain AND laughing at myself as I hobbled home with a trail of blood pouring out behind me.
We cannot take anything too seriously in this life of maya illusions!
Further, I have been wanting to write about friction. So many of us, myself included, want to avoid at all cost and drama or uncomfortable exchanges with other people and that is understandable. I can really see a difference in drama and natural friction.
You can avoid human drama unless you choose to play the act (I do sometimes).
Yet, friction as perceived by the human is simply the sensation of motion to the soul.
You cannot avoid friction (human) and motion (soul sense) in life. Even if you lived in a cave in the Himalayas, you are still going to get sick of snow (probably yell at it because you are alone and have nothing else to get pissed at). You will feel friction or motion from the changing tides of your consciousness or awareness.
Just because you stop interacting with people, does not mean you will never have friction. Further, I sense friction as expansive and healthy for the human.
What I am generally trying to say is friction is a natural part of life and each time it happens you don't have to get out of all interactions with people. You don't have to create new boundaries. You don't have to blame yourself or others for the friction. It just is.
Surfing is a great example. You have to paddle over breaking waves that hit you in the face before you get beyond the break. You have to miss a few waves before you catch the best ride of your life.
Sometimes you accidentally step on a poor stingray and it kicks your ass. But if I just stood on the "safe" shore, I would miss all the soul experiences - the experiences that create the wisdom.
Further, there is no safety on the shore. It's an illusion. I could be standing on the shore "safe" and my dog or my mom could get hurt. The only safety is in the I Exist. In the wisdom that this world is an illusion. That death and pain are illusions. That is the only safety - WISDOM of the SOUL.
For me, I am realizing the friction does not matter. The energy I spent on trying to avoid friction actually had the opposite effect, creating more of it. The old saying what you resist persists.
As we move into more about conscious creation (this summer, my soul says), one of the imperatives besides the self-observation beyond identity is the ability to allow human friction/ sense of motion to flow without knocking us back into a place of hiding. I am not talking about hiding from the people around us, but hiding from SELF. The inner world reflected in the outer world and vice versa.
As I write I realize, anything and everything until June will just be preparation for the the human manifestation knot on the string (resenting malleable linear time) to fold over and meet with the soul creation knot on the string.
Your questions and experiences are alway welcome here. Welcome new member, Elisheva. Honored to have you here. I'm glad Momo told you about this space.
First I want to say that we are good on the Ryver donations - completed and appreciated. Please note I also donated because I enjoy it so much. Thank you! Next year we can look at if Ryver is still serving us well or if we have moved on - transient beings we are:)
The Banyan Tree Story Files continue to grow. For those of you who have just joined us in the physical, Babaji shares with me what he calls the enlightenment map. On this map of Earth, Babaji shows me with little bright lights where embodied masters exist all over the planet. There's a little star on the map for each person and they move and change in real time on the map. (I wrote about it here, too)
Under the Banyan Tree, we connect with these beings, and several of you on Ryver have been reporting the connections to beings like us in Africa - so cool. One even said he was a friend of Yogananda. Not only is it cool, it is part of the imperative of this space - TO CREATE POTENTIALS AND POSSIBILITIES FOR THOSE CHOOSING CONSCIOUSNESS OVER AUTOMATION FOR EONS TO COME - stated in our Magic Manifesto.
As you are well aware, 99.99% of those in the embodied enlightenment experience are not out there teaching, making movies, being famous teachers, whatever. They may look like regular beings, going about their regular lives, and living the Magic that is BEING for they joy of it, first, and in support of the magic of BEING, and what that creates for souls on Earth with each breath we take. We've been talking about this for some time, and those who needed confirmation have found it in the Prognost materials from January this year.
The Banyan Tree was created for sovereign beings such as ourselves and our new friends in Africa to sovereignly interact or observe other masters of Self - whether embodied or ascended (the line is blurred between the two under the Banyan). It is a place beyond the noise and a place to experience divine will of the soul, the third circle of creation, or to simply be....
Further, true creation comes from the state of BEING (enlightenment). The joy of being here in physical form is creation. The depression, anxiety, whatever, comes from not creating, which is what your soul is here to do, to BE. Next New Moon we will go further into this creation from being.
Speaking of creation from soul, I am being guided by my own wisdom to explore my soul in the absence of identity as a preparatory (for the human) experience for diving into the no energy creation experience - creation from pure consciousness or awareness. To create from consciousness, the awareness must permeate tout to the edges of our being-ness - throughout the Universe of Self.
BEING IN THE ABSENCE OF IDENTITY
This was the theme of the New Moon gathering on the 17th but it has lasted a while for me, and will continue on, according to my soul awareness/ wisdom.
One of you sent me the following note, and it has captured a lot of what I am experiencing.
"Yesterday when I connected with the Banyan Tree, I had an interesting and very personal experience. It was like a funeral celebration for my identities. Not that I will never have human roles anymore, but it was like breaking up with an old version of me. Very expansive, joyful and also feeling sadness for letting go of something that was mine for such a long time. Some of the masters (embodied and ascended) came by, and I also felt your presence, but I wasn’t so much interacting with others, as just being in celebration of this change."
I too have been watching the identities go, integrate. It's not that it will make your pure and authentic - there is no such thing as authentic. We are always playing a role - every time we interact with this world.
Instead, what this experience is gifting me is the chance to really sift through the junk and find the radiating diamond that is my divine will role. What is the role(s) of the GodSelf, the soul, the master on this Earth, in this incarnation? What does that look like for me? How does it shift, change, evolve, and expand? What's the big motion picture and what role does my soul want to play in it? The future self has already decided it, now I'm having fun retracing the steps with childlike curiosity.
WHY THIS SPACE IS UNIQUE
As a side note, I tried to listen to Keahak yesterday. While I couldn't get through it, I did realize my contribution in writing and my talk with Adamus about Shaumbra made it into the channel - YOU CANNOT MENTALIZE WISDOM.
As you will recall about two months ago, I wrote a little article and posted it on the Keahak forum - not to get responses but to add my wisdom of experience to the group. It took a while, but it was nice to hear my contribution make it to a channel yesterday.
I bring this up because instead of getting out of a group in disgust - there is another option.
You can step into the third circle of creation in JOY and then share the wisdom of your experiences with the consciousness/ spiritual organization that you disconnected with. You can visit in joy and be under the Banyan Tree in your sovereignty simultaneously because you are beyond linear time. And you will not get sucked back in because you exist beyond gravity.
Here's a bit of Sar'h and El Morya's vision for the space: READ HERE
Here is the Keahak wisdom I shared, which has finally made it into the channels (both Keahak and a shoud): THE BLOOMING FLOWER
If you are joining us after, I highly recommend reading these to grasp the essence of this space.
EXPERIENCES, IF YOU CHOOSE
Have you ever felt into Divine (GodSelf/ I am God also) Will and then examined the relation to your role on Earth?
If you were going to contribute your wisdom to others choosing embodied enlightenment what would it be?
What is your energetic relationship like with mass consciousness and spiritual or consciousness groups? is it a reflection of your soul state of being or human nature? or Both?
Who are you beyond role/ identity? (for me it is a sensation that has no words)
What does this sentence mean/ invoke/ create in you? -
In creation of energetic pathways - potentials not directives -
For those who will choose consciousness over automation.
For eons to come.
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If you would like to meet D, myself, and our Italian faceted host Este (the supreme dancer of realities) October 1st- 3rd near Florence, Italy please let us know. We are creating an interest list to find a suitable location, based on number of people attending.
Check out what Este has presented so far....
I know many people will be traveling in Italy at this time. If you have similar conscious friends who would like to join us as well, I am very open to that. Not one to exclude anyone....but I don't want to make it a huge event, either. Intimate.
Please feel free to share with me and/or Este if you would like to come, have any feedback or suggestions. As always there is no entry fee, but responsibility to cover your own expenses.
First of all welcome Nici - we met at a workshop some time ago, and she recently emailed me voicing a lot of what is occurring in here. She joins us both on the website and Ryver. Honored for you to grace this space with your presence, Nici! Truly!
Speaking of Ryver, that's going to be your goto Center of Being place for the next couple of months. I have literally been writing almost every day on here for a year. March ninth was the start date last year!
And, I'm going to take some time off posting here - but for another more important reason. We will continue the conference calls per request AND of course, the Banyan Tree meetings. Next new moon: March 17th!
Here's the main reason. My soul whispered to me yesterday, "June, in June everything will change - like at an expanse where you won't like what you have written before it."
"Well, okay. Didn't we just move across three states, sell a house (closes on Monday- woot!), integrate an Atlantean implant and go through the karmic/ as central release thing with shuambra AND publish a book? Can I have a break, please????"
As you know here, we define being as perpetual becoming - it never stops - it is a dynamic, expansional experience and long after we leave Earth, we'll expand beyond our Earthy experiences into so much more.
A friend here recently asked me does enlightenment happen in stages or is it an ever-expanding experience of the soul without clear stages like aspect integration/ threshold/ etc?
I would say, for me, the later, but because the human is in linear time - stages is a linear time concept - and we are bringing the human along it can feel like a phase or stage. Plus, in the workshop world you can't just shove it all into one.
For example, El Morya says he continues in his state of perpetual becoming - only he is more aware because he lives outside the veils of maya. Yet, we still are here in physical form.
So I asked my soul to clarify in a dream and man did it suck.
In the dream, I was with someone - a female I do not know in this life - and we became really drunk (in this case a symbol of unconsciousness). I blacked out and when I came to I had all these tattoos on my body that I could not remember getting. I was able to get rid of a few of them with a conscious swipe of the hand but some stuck. I can't tell you the fear and anxiety I had while in this in the dream - palpable.
When I woke up, I realized the tattoos where representative of identity - identities that attached to me when I wasn't paying attention. Some were easy to get off and others clung onto my wrists. Even a letter from the tattoo artist saying I needed to be more aware....
Publishing a book and being on Facebook this week, identity has been a major theme for me. The writer identity coming in strong. It doesn't feel like ego, and I am certainly unattached to sales etc. But writing goes so much deeper to me.
One night when I was nineteen or twenty I almost overdosed on drugs. I knew if I passed out, I'd be gone, so I kept myself awake. That's when I heard my soul voice say, "you will write books that help people, if you stay here on Earth. Is that what you choose?"
It kept me alive through the experience, and stuck with me - of course. So "Writer" goes well beyond ego and into a deep part of my consciousness.
Also, being back on social media, I see 99% of comments and shares are reinforcing identity - mostly the I'm so conscious hear me roar identity. I am not exempt. There's absolutely nothing wrong with any of it. For me or for others.
What my soul is asking me to do now is examine who I am beyond identity - sure, I have done this before and you have too. But I'm going to explore it in the uncharted corners and depths of my being. Going down the spiral into the depths of my being-ness.
Speaking of body and the silly exchange between Xavi and I, I also see myself still indeitified with my body. Not how it looks, but the Earth it is made from - the biology of it. "A biology addict," my soul said.
Sar'h keeps telling me it does not matter what you do or do not do with your body right now - that is not going to make human sense - she says this so clearly because in this next phase (to the human, not the soul who lives beyond linear time and dualistic constructs) we are going to integrate the body - just like I integrated the human in my recently published book.
For these reasons, until June when this is all going to happen according to the voice of my soul, I'm going to relax into the experience of knowing who I am beyond any and all identity. I will keep notes and journals, possibly make a video, but my soul says not to share any of it until June because my views and how I share myself with the world will change so drastically I will not be the same voice.
It's quite strange to keep the Facebook author page going and dive into this experience but I am simply going to be putting book material out there and less in the group/ identity-clinging space (again, nothing wrong with reinforcement - I am simply embarking on a different kind of journey).
The human body/ biology as an identity is something I have been pondering a while now with no clear direction or ability to share, so as a writer and human, I sure hope I find words. Sylvia - I get why you couldn't find words on the last conference call. So understand now.
See you on Ryver, under the Banyan, and on our next conference call whenever that may be.
Also, under the Banyan this month I invite you to explore BEING beyond identity, if you choose. Or simply stop by and have a dance outside gravity. What fun?!
Please keep commenting, posting, and interacting while I'm on "vacation" - HA!
So much love and gratitude,
VANCOUVER, BC: August 10-13
Please join us for the New Moon Banyan Tree gathering in beautiful Vancouver, BC!
Karen will host us in her home on August 11th. Thank you! I'd love to meet for dinner on the 10th and explore Stanley Park (amazing if you have not seen it yet) on the 12th. I fly back home the morning of the 13th.
I have stayed at and loved The Sylvia Hotel, which is very close to Karen's house. I just checked the website and this boutique hotel still has some rooms available - they book fast in August. There is a room for 5 - two queens and one single bed - that would significantly reduce the cost. It runs about $380 USD a night but divided up would be an economical route. Plus, AirBNB and many other options at all price points.
Please let me and Karen know - you can email me at firstname.lastname@example.org if you are coming and when.
I'm definitely going to require help with details and activities - free flowing! - so please let me know.
https://sylviahotel.com - The Sylvia Hotel
Florence, Italy: First week in October...?
Damian and I would love to meet you in Florence, Italy during the first week in October. I'd love to get a head count for people interested in gathering - possible to rent an AirBNB home with several rooms. Last year, we did this in the Netherlands (Damian, Este, Nazar, and several others) and it was so fun to share a home with a kitchen - cooking together is so fun! Please let me know if you would be interested in gathering - whether you would like to stay in the home too or prefer to rent your own place. Or maybe, we find a nice place boutique hotel...Open to suggestions.
Meeting along the way...
Damian and I will be driving Berlin to Florence and Florence to Slovenia in last September to early October - please let us know if you are on the route! If you come to California - please let me know.
AND - the most important thing.
The more people in the third circle space/ under the Banyan Tree = the easier it is for people to get out of the molasses loop. In physics - the tipping point. Using gravity in our creative favor as more consciousness sits outside the molasses loop - something I wrote about in my new book.
If you have not received a copy, you can download a free copy on www.becomingsarh.com. Click on reader portal, register and download.
Hit me up with questions and comments and your personal views, please. This will continue but wanted to keep it short.
March marks the one year anniversary of sharing stories and friendship with you all. In the last year, I have been amazed at all the material we have covered and the friendships we have fostered during this transformative time for us all.
For me the time is marked by the self-love experience, the moving beyond external channels and gurus, and more so by the Divine Will experience we have dove into with reckless abandon since September.
Like my post detailed yesterday, there is no greater mystery and no simpler mystery than examining from the soul space the experience of knowing you are God, also AND exploring the context of individual soul sovereignty in the ineffable experience of God/ Source/ Spirit.
If there is one thing I have to offer you all, it is a space to share and be that experience. Sar'h says one way you can bring the experience forth in awareness is to ask you soul, "Show me my grandness," and then wait for the ride of lifetimes. You're all ready to step into that GodSelf, if you have not already done so.
More than anything I greatly appreciate the experience of sovereign soul friendships we have established in that time frame. It is not a space I created but one WE created.
I now have a website and a Facebook page for the Becoming Sar'h books that are designed for a wide audience in the space between awakening and enlightenment and less for folks like you who are tuned into the soul voice as the sole voice. If you wish to support us on Instagram or any of these sites, thank you!
Once I finish my story, El Morya and I have a co-authored book planned about modern masters of the Far East who walk the Earth today. That one, I think you all will be very interested in and of course, will be offered to you for free as well as the Thirty Days of Self Love, which will come out this summer.
Please know I will be keeping this space - website, Third Circle, and Ryver - private. The last thing in the world I want is 6,000 people hanging out in our sacred Banyan Tree space.
I prefer to have the thirty or so expanded beings here in a place where we can be ourselves without teaching, preaching, or correcting each other. I am about to take down the application page as well. It's great where its at, but if you have friends to bring in, I am open to that.
Damian, my partner, has some how convinced me to attend a last Crimson Circle workshop in the place where we met - Italy. The topic is what it means to live and breath as a master after all the integration is complete - a continuation of Prognost in living form. It is a great way for us both to circle back to where it all started with our friends of lifetimes who are walking, breathing, living mastery in motion.
The people attending this workshop are the ones I started with on the journey and it will be an amazing place to see and be seen. They are folks like you and me living in mastery in the day to day. They show up to lend their essence to an event, to contribute wisdom, rather than to absorb information from outside themselves.
When I went to sign up for this last event the Adamus quote said something like, "Stop seeing your family as relatives, but as sovereign beings."
Perhaps that is where I am headed with Shaumbra - instead of focusing on each other as family, I can see beyond that perceived group identity covered in red shawls from 2,000 years ago as sovereign souls coming together to share their unique embodied enlightenment experience. I sure do hope Adamus was accurate in his 3-5 year timeline.
Regardless, we have the Center of Being, and its all inclusive-ness to those choosing enlightenment without a brand name.
Like Guillem said recently - he's not on the Adamus plan or the El Morya plan - he's on the ME PLAN. Indeed, everyone here is!
The beautiful thing here is we never tried to be family or a group consciousness. We all come from various walks of life, geographical locations, and schools of wisdom that we left behind for our own unique soul wisdom.
It is my hope that both Damian and I will see some of you European Center of Being people on our journey this September. I really sense it as a transformative time and space for me to really step out publicly in the multiplicity I have been hiding behind closed doors or only in here where I feel safe to be multiple and inconsistently expanded.
If you would like to help organize an Italy or Europe event, please let me know. Este has suggested a place, and I'm feeling into that as well.
As you know, we will be meeting in Vancouver over the August New Moon. And, we will have a conference call Monday. If you are not on Ryver and want the details of the call, please email me at email@example.com.
With love and gratitude,
Lauren, Sar'h, El Morya &
The Center of Being Contributors - increasingly that includes YOU as well