The Divine Gypsy
(c) 1956, Self-Realization Fellowship
I will be a gypsy--
Roam, roam, and roam.
I will sing a song that none has sung!
I will sing to the sky,
I will sing to the winds,
I’ll sing to my red clouds!
I’ll roam, roam, and roam--
King of the lands through which I roam.
By day, the shady trees will be my tent.
At night, the stars shall be
My candles, twinkling in the firmament;
I will call the moon, then, to be my lamp
And light my silver, skyey camp.
I will be a gypsy—
Roam, roam, and roam.
I will eat the food which chance may bring;
I will drink from crystal sparkling springs;
I will doff my cap and off will go,
Like a wayward brook of long ago;
I will roll o’er the green
And scatter joy petals from my heart
To birds, leaves, winds, hills — then depart
To strange and still stranger lands, from East to West.
Oh! I will be a gypsy— Roam, roam, and roam!
But always, when I lay my head to rest, I’ll sing to Thee my gypsy prayer,
And find Thee, always, everywhere.
The Body of Beyond
I was having a lovely massage when a piece of my future presented itself to me this evening. What I will be experiencing in Costa Rica is allowing the body to integrate into the soul, just as the human and it's once-perceived control has integrated in the past few months.
I will be writing all I observe down in my journal, leaving my computer at home, and presenting it here upon my return in a little series.
One of the major facets I perceived in this massive 'download' from my future Self was when we TRY (implies effort) to regulate or to heal our body in any way, we are still operating in the human having the control rather than being in divine will, in which our soul has "control" or allows things to naturally unfold in a grand creation.
In fact, it matters not what the body is doing before integration, Sar'h says, and when we try to regulate, heal or improve our body from the human or spiritual human mechanisms, what we are saying to the soul, is I do not trust you, my human will handle it. And the soul says, OK, I'll be here waiting when you are ready. In the transfiguration process of the body integrating into the soul or GodSelf we do not bring all the junk with us, so trying to improve the body before the transfiguration is a huge waste of time, effort, and energy, Sar'h added.
I'm ready, and my future Self has already shown me how it works out. It's quite lovely.
Off to bed, and see you all the week of February 5th. I got the beach condo in Encinitas, California and will be moving in February 15. This series will be the bulk of what happens next and will include a channel from one of the contributors. Also, we have a new one, but that will have to wait. Hint: SHE is all about BLISS.
Happy 60th birthday to Karen! We love you, lady! Thank you so much for all your bring here and a giant birthday hug!
DISCLAIMER: Please seek the advice of a medical professional and use soul discernment in all cases. You are responsible for all creations in your life. This is a personal story shared for entertainment purposes only.
Completely personal post. As always not teaching anything, simply sharing my inner world, and I hope you will share too your experiences.
Wow or holy freaking crap!!! The grand flashes of realization - a coin termed by Este on Ryver - will knock you off your feet if you are not steady in your Universe of Self, won't they?
Over here, they've been rolling in like mad, and I wanted to share one with you that 'started' in my human awareness last night and 'finished' this morning (because I made space for bliss!) if you view it in linear time.
If I see it through the eyes of the divine, all of this already happened and I'm watching it unfold in real time.
I can see BOTH so clearly - through the human and divine vision we have talked so much about here.
With each breath I take what was fuzzy in my vision becomes focused (a sense not mentality).
I have deemed it THE BREATH OF CLARITY.
Last night I heard the words from my soul - or now - integrated being-ness, "Your duty here is done. You have served well, and it's time to move to the next community - leap to the next destination on Babaji's enlightenment map."
For new people, Babaji's enlightenment map is a dark representation of the world he shows me from time to time where self-realization activity is shown by twinkling lights across the globe.
In the past months, I have been hearing less and less of the distinct human and soul voices and it has felt much more like a warm stream of consciousness flowing through the center of my being. Yet, for a big move, I appreciated this declaration.
My human facet already knew it, yet it felt so darn good to state it out loud and with clarity. And let's face it, sometimes it is a huge comfort to hear those words so clearly from the Source within.
My tenure in Shaumbraland is over. Sigh. I felt human relief and, most of all, I felt love - the kind that is in complete honor of an experience and those in it. What amazing souls I have seen and known and recognized from lifetimes. Truly grand. And, I am simultaneously passionate about my new life.
As I write, my friend Chris (from the Thirty Days of Self-Love) in Encinitas is out looking at a new place to give me the thumbs up if the energy is supportive. He is also Shuambra but out living it and not watching it on a computer screen.
I have been released not by my human self - who kicked and screamed and then surrendered in these last two years. In the gift of hindsight like Yogananda talked about recently, it was never ever the decision of the human.
Others might say if you did not like it, you can move anytime. In divine will of the God Self space, that's not so true, for me. My human cannot do what it wishes.
Even when it wanted control, my soul would allow the human to play, and then wait patiently as it came back home. The human integrating seamlessly with grace into the soul space and not the soul integrating into the human space. Together they inhabit this vessel that is some biology and more so light with every breath.
Now, the human doesn't want to leave the soul space or try to control anything. It feels safe and warm in this vessel of consciousness. The human is happy to serve the soul's will/ passion in such a beautiful way.
All those voices that pulled in different directions now all flow in the steady stream of the God-Self's unfolding creations. The voices may become one for a time, or they may become distinct, yet they are all integrated and in service to the God-Self, or master as some of you call it. It is such a wonderful sensation within I cannot begin to do it justice with words.
All of this doe not happen in linear steps, but for the sake of recording an experience and bringing the human along, I am breaking it down a bit more mentally....
I can see, sense, and know there is a blueprint in my soul that creates, rather than guides, my experiences here on Earth, and no amount of human bitching has been able to change that in any way - that was the sacred art of surrender I wrote about in October.
As an integrated being, the human no longer bitches about the blue print - that has passed. Instead, the highest authority in my life - my soul - released me, Lauren human facet, from this experience because we have the wisdom distilled AND because the blueprint within is taking me to our next stop on Earth. He/she/it said or declared with a gavel pound, rather, and in the spirit of its divine will, we are done here. Celebrate in softness and in joy.
Last night, I felt this overwhelming sensation of completeness in my bones that the reason I had to stay here longer than when I first wanted to leave was that I needed to be here through Prognost, to support that beautiful energy by being (not even having to say anything), which is why I am on this planet (it's not to drive a fancy car and fly first class, Adamus), and now I can move on being in another space.
If you think my concept of service implies I have not held sovereignty, I ask you to expand into the sovereignty that comes from the sacred art of surrender into the divine will of the soul or God Self. The one that shows you, ever so gently and ever so wise, the role you play or the expression of the I AM that is in the blue print of the soul. It is not who you are (none of this is) but how you express the I AM, rather, in physical form.
I know, I know... many here would correct me (man, they love to correct) that being in Crimson Circle was not about doing anything for anyone else, and that's quite true for most of them. It is not my truth, though, and I am the ultimate sovereign authority on my own experience. There's an AND I'd like to add.
For me I didn't need to do anything here. I only needed to BE - the human just couldn't remember that for some time with that maya amnesia (forgetfulness caused by the density of duality, gravity and linearity).
Everything Adamus St. G has shared, El Morya and my soul voice, Sar'h, already showed me, the human, well before I arrived in Colorado or Shaumbra-land.
I know many of you relate to already knowing most of this and it just being a reminder for the human. I am not alone, unique or special in this regard at all. So many of you here have already checked the ascension box and have come back here for another round, in limited human terms.
I simply had to go through it again, so I could write about it and leave my written legacy behind, El Morya reminds me of our many conversations on the topic. It is something I chose to do. To give me the vocabulary that would appeal to a new generation of self-realized beings. One that would make sense to the modern world.
Now this Colorado/ Shaumbra experience is done for me. What a wonderful experience watching my human self and the others around me embrace the master, soul, GodSelf into their lives and finally becoming it.
And further, I was not here in Colorado for only me (I could be out in the ethers having a party - I already did this), yet I held a passion so deep and still do to sovereignly support others in the God-Self realization experience that for the past two years this was the place to BE it and to express and connect.
It was nothing the human would expect. There's no thank you's or recognition in holding a standard, in being an example. In fact, if your presence opens people up, they will not thank you. Most will hiss at you. And that's okay.
In this integrated state, the recognition would feel really in discord with my state of being. I only bring it up to note that letting go of the human need for recognition was one of the most intense experiences I've had in this lifetime.
Today, right now, I am a joyful bowl of laughter and honor for each and every person I came across here. When you see through the eyes of the divine, beyond the human junk, there is nothing left but the radiating soul gems of each person I came across here.
Service is something I have never shied away from. When I sat with Babaji, Yogananda, and El Morya (and Mark - he just reminded me) last night AND I was in the radiating space, we hummed, we om-ed, and we breathed those deep, delicious breaths of clarity. All the way into our next stop on the enlightenment map:)
"Encinitas!" Yogananda exclaimed - his hermitage is just down the street from the potential place I found yesterday.
I smiled big. "Surf's up, dude!"
For clarification, I am not directed by the masters who sit with me - like you here who talk to them too - they simply reflect back to you your GodSelf. Yogananda is not telling me to go to Encinitas, California for a mission. He is saying, "Lauren, your God-Self says with every fiber of its being that this is your next place to BE."
I hope that makes sense that these wonderful beings never give directions to the human, yet reflect back the God Self within.
I had another breath of clarity and divine sight...
Those who are firmly rooted here in Shaumbra-land - not the un-rooted vagabond souls just passing through - they are about a decade away from expansion if you looked at it from this space and time - AND that could change. It's not set in stone.
In this vision I saw self-realization represented as a tall, thick totem pole made of all sorts of animals. And in my third eyes vision, I see shaumbra (no faces, no names) running around the totem pole.
They point at it. The talk non-stop about it. But they never actually touch it. They don't embrace it. It sits outside themselves because of illusory limitations that simply don't exist beyond the veils.
Yet, we all know you cannot tell someone this, and it's certainly not my place, nor would it change anything. Being the standard now, means moving on. I do not need to sit in this jungle anymore. There's another one waiting for me.
Part of my vision also showed me the "trickle effect" as Sar'h called it.
When leaders of an organization play in the mud of gossip and control, it trickles down into the whole system. There's no way around it. It permeates and it stinks like hell, making everything else stink that touches it.
The human thought we might be here to change that. No, in this service experience, all we were here to do was observe it.
Simply breathe, be, and observe. It really was that simple, and my human made it so freaking hard. It's laughable now. I'm having a good chuckle at my own expense. :P
Removing the veils of maya while laying in my bed last night I saw a golden road before me. Yogananda stood on the side of the road smiling and glowing...
"All road blocks cleared. California here we come," he said with pure joy.
Tears. What friendship really looks like.
It's right here in my home. Heart explosion.
The gold- bricked road ended in Encinitas, California. That's where the next chapter of my life of service (yep, I said it without a disclaimer - kiss it) will begin. I will carry this space with me, of course, and the Banyan has no geographic location.
But I am done with all outside channels, especially the Crimson Circle (there's no judgment from me and it's totally appropriate here if you are not - this is a personal post).
I talked with someone on Sunday who has some years on me in this space, who shares in a similar way, and she shared how she stopped listening to channels about three years ago. She said she no longer needed her "fix."
Truly, as addictions disappear from my body of consciousness, listening to channels is the next to go - to make room for so much more. LIVING IT.
It was August 2015 in the Texas Hill Country. The stifling heat radiating off the dry ground below in waves had given way to an unusually cool evening. I was sleeping in the back of my pick up truck.
The open air enveloped me, and I was relaxed after a long day of volunteering in the kitchen of a youth camp for refuge teens from war-stricken countries.
Washing dishes in a make-shift kitchen in the stifling sun proved so laborious, I held only one speck of energy reserved at the end of the day to do much but surrender to the exhaustion.
I had just gotten off the phone, texting with Jack - a man I spent many lifetimes with and was deeply in love with. He loved me, he said in energy not words, but we would never be together. I took the scraps he gave me like a starving dog and thanked him after he scolded me.
The night gave way to the brilliant stars that lit up the sky and a meteor shower of epic proportions filled the cosmic movie screen projected above as I drifted off to sleep. I lay unable to move in the back of the truck with nothing but a pillow, a sheet, covered with the coarse salt of dried sweat, and a copious amount of hope.
Not hope that Jack and I would be together one day. Not hope that I would stop having all these human problems that never seemed to end. It was the kind of hope that fills up your body crown to toe tips when you have nothing else to lose. Some call it freedom. It was a surrender of sorts, and more so, a path when none others were visible to the human eyes.
I drifted off to sleep. In my dream, I was driving my white truck. Suddenly, thieves approached and began to strip the car as I drove. They ripped off the rearview mirrors, even the doors - anything and everything. I found I held no fear - at all. I just watched.
When the vandals took the tires off the truck, I got out and walked, totally un-phased by the stripping of my vehicle and all that I owned. I just kept walking, nothing in my hands, only the clothes on my back. I walked steadily and peacefully. Numb but full of sensation.
I came to a stream. Jack was there, and he kissed me. But I walked on.
I walked through a knee-deep stream as my clothes began to fall off. Piece by piece I became fully naked.
And I kept walking through the water. I stepped on rocks and my feet bled, the red pools forming in the water beneath them. Jack did not follow, and I did not care. I did not look back. I didn't need to. I knew he was not there.
I passed a group of souls, beings, and I somehow knew were awake, and they said, "Stay here with us. We found Utopia."
I did not look up when I nodded in their direction. I walked on and on, through dark waters. My feet continued to bleed. All I could feel was bliss. Bliss in this moment was steadiness without a high or low. It was pure existence without interference.
I reached a stopping point, still all darkness, and there was no one there. I felt a sensation sort of like love and a lot like acceptance fill my body. It was a peace not available to the human experience and therefore held no words.
I guess it's the kind of experience which only runs on a hope no one else can taste, a freedom which only comes from losing everything. One you cannot know until you are stripped down and strung out.
After the dream, I would try to go back to human life. I continued to wash dish after dish at the youth camp. I smiled at everyone I came across and they smiled back.
And then the hope that often felt like desperation, disease, and despair turned into something else - a guiding force that would not let me stop walking. When the car died, I kept moving. When the clothes came off, I walked naked. When my feet bled, I did not stop. When people showed up, I did nothing more than smile and walk on.
These days - I have been sober for so long now - yet I am strung out.
High as a kite on the non-linearity. Spinning and twirling in infinity beyond the veils of maya.
Instead of walking, I've taken up floating and flying.
My head spins, my heart beats fast and then not at all, and I spin and spin and spin.
And that weird desperate hope thing has turned into knowing.
The knowing feels like the motion of waves in the ocean.
Am I seasick or I am experiencing a reality long forgotten?
Banyan Story Time & Ryver Updates
Welcome Peter and Virginia! Lovely to have you here.
If you are not aware, we meet in the ethers each New Moon under the Banyan Tree – a gathering of embodied masters and ascended masters hanging together – to BE together for a time.
Tomorrow I will have an audio recording of a message from Yogananda. It was my commitment to myself to not share anything I did not live, so after he delivered the message to me on Friday night (party!), I have been sitting with it and letting it seep into my bones. I must say it is much different than El Morya. All heart, all compassion, and so much belly laughter! I look forward to hearing your experiences with it. He truly shows up as a friend and not a teacher. I wouldn’t say it’s channeled but translatedJ - forever dodging that word channel.
Good day, friends!
I wanted to round up some of the Banyan Tree experiences from the New Moon gathering on January 16th. I will say this was an intense one for me. I felt my body vibrating in such a manner it was almost irritating and I asked El Morya, “Is this too much?”
He said absolutely not, that everyone could ‘handle it’ and that it would get smoother each month as our humans ‘caught up’ with us, something we are bringing along in this embodied experience.
El Morya added that everyone hanging out not in a physical body knew exactly what it was like to be in one and interacted with us in the most efficient and supportive way to the expansion which occurs under the Banyan Tree.
Joanna seemed to feel that too. She said, “(I) actually felt and saw the tree grow slightly...like it shifted in some way. Expand is probably a better word. Seemed like the place to be for many beings! Standing room only.”
I too felt there were many more beings who joined us on the 16th and 17th than in previous gatherings. I sense the word got out that we were inviting the ‘ascended masters’ to hang out, and people were beyond excited – especially Mark and other ‘new’ and ‘lesser known’ masters who are really eager to interact with us all.
Karen shares a great experience about Mark below, but first I am going to share a dialogue from our Ryver community. Thank you so much for being so open with all of us in this GRAND space.
“Under the Banyan tree I experienced singing with the group. We were singing in the Indian language and I remember not knowing the words but singing along with the tune as best I could. A beautiful Indian woman, didn't feel a name but would love to know who she was, dressed in a sari came up to me and said I could hear you, it was sweet like honey floating through, I was so surprised as I didn't feel anyone could hear me singing, I smiled gratefully and thanked her!” – Juls
“I’m in travel mode today and airport hang time. Last evening was beyond words. Soooo powerful it was almost uncomfortable. And I kept going between realities when the human would need to tend to some travel or packing item. I had many experiences of meeting and talking to various masters. I’ll bet the Indian woman was Quan Yin. And I hung at the back when we as a group gathered to listen. I felt I was being introduced and wired up to be able to handle the intense energies And, today I’m in this wonderful bubble.” – Ruth
“Aha... Juls & Ruth. I saw a woman whom I did not recognize that in hindsight may well have been Indian. And yes, quite possibly Quan Yin. That resonates. And Ruth, I felt the intensity as well. I saw a few other faces. I experienced mostly an energy exchange without comprehension of a message. Just a wee tidbit, perhaps because I was pondering speaking from my Soul to other Souls (as opposed to speaking from human) I was given the analogy it was like using Bluetooth. It transfers info from one being to another over consciousness waves.” – Karen
“I felt a lot of activity, aware of many, the joy and sense of communion going on. Sharing of essences and woke up this morning for first time all week not feeling tired, simply nice balanced harmony.” – Xanthe
“Yesterday and last evening were very powerful. I too, like Ruth would describe my experiences as uncomfortable at times - the magnitude of the energies was intense. I felt like I was being shown so much all at the same time. I know I met several masters and was being supported in the uncomfortableness at times by them. I cannot say I experienced any singing and dancing - although that would have been lovely! Today, I do feel expanded and rewired - although still a bit groggy.” - Deneen
“Obviously, I was there too, I have no definite memories except when I arrived that many were already in levitation. I enjoyed listening to the energy of the grass below. Tonight, I also experienced what it means to get out of the gravity of the old earth or mass consciousness.” – Este
“My experience also included a grand dose of dancing and singing...the first time was levitated freeform playful "dance/flight" under the tree and among the wide expanse of branches. Later that day I went to a sacred land on Whidbey Island where there is a large skull of a baby grey whale...it was the first I ever knew or saw this place and the sign there asked visitors to sing so I began to be sung...songs that were wordless and very distinct came through and resonated in my body and relationship to the whale bones. I was invited to move my 11-sided dance/song sanctuary to that place...not sure if it will happen in physical but just going there (it is called Earth Sanctuary) was mysterious and expansive EEE. Then later in the night/dreamtime, I had a number of intentional explorations of multi-locating...where my awareness dissolved from the physical and into the omnicentric...
This morning my mom came into my dance class and said I'd appeared as a "spirit" in her room in the middle of the night. It sort of scared her since she worried maybe I had died or left my body. I do not consciously remember specifically visiting her but she said I appeared kind of "perched' on the windowsill. She has never said or seen anything like this before to/about me.
Then also this morning a dear friend who paints my body in huge oil canvases first shared an image she was working on of me perched on a stone at the edge of a precipice -- looking about to leap. ....Some of you may remember that I had a dream featuring a very similar image earlier this week...
I posted it in the dreams forum. Somehow, my conscious awareness of going to the Banyan and other places besides the one I am physically located in...and encountering people in the other than physical realms of freedom are not as vivid while they are happening...
Yet, there are these ripples or reflections in the world that indicate through keen synchronicity that something of the Body of Beyond is certainly at play with this EEE and visiting of the Banyan.
I want to thank Lauren and El Morya and all of you for being here...I "get" what he said about needing others to encourage remaining in the body. If it were not for the love, compassion and care I feel...as if I AM Quan Yin....for all the embodied beings on earth...I can't imagine why I would stay.” – Momo
“My experience with the gathering this month was I started to feel a smooth pull to it a day or two before, like I was already there and then on the new moon night I clearly sensed like a very crowded spot buzzing with activity and people -if floating around may be considered and activity, although it's just a metaphor. You know when you have to go to a gathering with some friends and they're already there and your kind of late and sense them there before you get to the place... That kind of feeling. And I didn't have any particular dream or feeling in the morning.” – Guillem
“I've had a lot going on within me this week, so this momentarily slipped my mind. When I entered the Banyan tree gathering, one of the first beings that came up to me was Mark. He seemed quite animated and like there was something he really wanted to share. And I wanted to hear it! Perhaps I was trying too hard, but the message did not and has not come into my human consciousness. I'm sure it got transferred through the "Bluetooth" from Soul to Soul, but I am still curious as to what Mark was trying to get across.” – Karen
I would write more but the magnitude of the experience beyond linearity has not sunk in yet enough to find words. Thank you all for sharing.
Please feel free to share your experiences below in the comments section. If you would like to join us on Ryver and have not received an invite, you can email Este at firstname.lastname@example.org.
RYVER FORUM DESCRIPTIONS
The Pause. It is something I used to teach when I began teaching people to talk, or commune, rather, with their soul, or master voice within - in 2014. I was so deeply passionate about showing people where to find their soul/ master voice, this would be my work and my writing for three solid years.
In my sessions, I would ask the person to do something habitual - to play it out in their third eye space, rather than the physical. Then I would say 'hit pause' and see what happens. Sometimes the person would realize the habit was just that - an unconscious action driven by a human aspect, and they would stop doing it. For example, stress eating or self-sabotaging pattern repeating. Or, the person would take a deep breath and continue with the 'habit' yet with a little more consciousness or awareness of self.
I too hit pause since I posted the video letter (channel) from El Morya. It's only been five days, but it feels like a lifetime to me, as I am used to posting every other day or every day for many months.
I have used the pause to breathe, to dream, to discern, and more than anything observe what is going on within me. The voice of my soul, my human and other facets is now part of an integrated BEINGness that is made up of the all that is of me. It's something you cannot teach but only experience.
The wisdom - along with a little bitching/ resistance (I can laugh at myself) - has been flowing so fluidly without a thought, a doubt about sharing it since October 2016 when I wrote my first published Book, and again in March when we began this journey - at first on Patreon. That series can be found on this website under the Thirty Days tab.
After the Thirty Days of Self-Love experience we flowed with El Morya this time into No Energy Creation. He said without examining discernment vs. judgment and using that discernment to observe creation within a system, there would be no way we could even fathom creation from source and without interference.
From there we went into divine will vs. perceived human free will. There is no enlightenment without the divine will realization - the experience of knowing I AM GOD, also. I have had someone tell me you are a divine will person - like it was a category of enlightenment - a type of enlightenment - for me, it is enlightenment.
In human free will or the perception of it, you cannot create in a vacuum. There are so many influences involved in what we once thought was creation, yet what really just building - like I talked about here.
To create as a master like El Morya and the others who join us, the surrendering the control of the aspects so only the soul/spirit/master radiates is essential to where we are going , where we have already been, and what we are reversing into.
Once firmly in the I AM GOD, also, then and only then can we truly create - with pure passion and without agenda.
I look back at our manifesto statement, which I co-wrote with El Morya - this was created last summer in linear time - I ask you to read it if you have not. You can find it HERE.
Speaking of which, welcome, Ana! Great to have you here.
We were flowing in what seemed to be separate of what was going on at the Crimson Circle, and then the two merged - with ProGnost, with the recent Keahak. When I view it, it like two spiraling lines that meet for a time. There seems to be a tipping point needed to move forward. That means when addressing a group, an Ascended Master, for lack of a better term, must ensure there is enough people not only understand something on a mental level but to realize it within the Universe of Self - to live it - to be it.
Here at the Magic of Being website, on the Third Circle, that happens much quicker. There are sixty of us not ten thousand. El Morya and Sar'h, the voice of soul wisdom within me, say we are now ready to plunge further into our experiences. It is beautiful because now we can recognize a two things openly:
1) We chose to incarnate now for the embodied enlightenment experience a 'reason'. For SELF, first and foremost, but also to create passage ways of potentials and probabilites or those who will choose consciousness over automation for eons to come without trying to convince, save, or manipulate - all symptoms of human free will. The "free" in human free will should really be in quotes. It's not freedom when your aspects are in charge.
2) We can talk about divine will freely and openly here. Post about divine will elsewhere, and see what happens. I have as an experiment. I posted on many facebook groups and the Keahak forum. The mind goes straight to following an external God, and people get angry. God does not exist, they yell.
Here, we know external and internal are dualistic constructs, and God is not going to fit into an either/or category. God is neither external nor internal. Yet, that's not even a concept that can be twisted here - because everyone gave up some grey haired man ruling their lives long ago. We know God is that which cannot be explained and can only be experienced.
The divine will experience is one in which their is no separation. Your human self is not separate from your infinite spirit or soul. You don't have to invite your "master" in anymore. It's always there. There is no master and human voice anymore in such distinct categories created by the mind.
You are an integrated being - SPIRIT embodied. Sure, you might hear your soul and you might hear your human but they are not in a dialogue of compromise or getting to know each other. They simply come forth when appropriate for your various needs. In this state of integration, everything is there to serve you - even all the voices that once pulled you in a million different directions - they are now all flowing in a the river of wisdom that is YOU, all in service to YOU - You are God, also.
Why be here in this space?
And El Morya says this is where we veer from the Crimson Circle. He says, yes, Adamus St. G is also teaching this - fully and in line with everything he shares and I share as the Lauren/ Sar'h integrated being.
Yet, a bulk of the people in CC are just now beginning to identify the voices within themselves. As they do so, it will take some linear time for them to do the inner work needed to find the integrated being state. It's no small task and there is no hurry. Yet, we are going to move forward here before everyone gets so bored they leave the body out of sheer boredom.
"We are not going to sit by and wait for them to catch up, though we can honor them and the experience we know is a difficult one for the human grasping onto control for dear life" El Morya said.
"Instead, we will go back and visit when they do realize how simple this all is. If you would like, keep taking the Crimson Circle classes and simply use this space as a supplement. Use it as a place to discuss the beautiful realizations blooming within you in a place where people get you. There's nothing wrong with that and the two are in line. Others of you are done with that space, and I understand that fully too. It's all appropriate."
He continues...and reminds me he talks with St. G everyday....
"Yet, We are moving forward. And, I'm sick and tired of pretending there is no larger picture. Yes, this is a journey of Self, by yourSelf....AND, your embodied enlightenment experience is the greatest gift you can give to this world, this Earth you love so much. If that is something that upsets you, it is time to go to one of the other spaces."
I couldn't agree more. If we can't talk about the imperative and implications and impacts of the embodied enlightenment experience on the Earth (without going all crusader aspect on it), I cannot stay here and write because it would be ignoring the core of why I came here and what I am doing by BEING.
Every breath I breathe is in service to me and in service to the consciousness of planet - the two are one in the same - and for me, that is the Magic of Being. You don't have to do anything, simply hanging out as an integrated being under the Banyan creates universes and moves mountains. Pure Magic!
When you have a grand realization, you open the door for others to do the same - just by BEING you. And, this is the space to share those realizations with your friends who won't be jealous or competitive and who won't shoot you down because they don't get it. Friends, who will celebrate with you instead. Sovereign joy!
It's a huge relief to be able to say it to readers who will get it - who will understand that I will not be out there with my sword fighting evil if I am in service. Service and surrender are not bad words to me. That word police thing gets kind of old, doesn't it? The makyo police becomes the true makyo. Nothing is static. It serves its purpose, and then becomes obsolete. Just like the word and makyo police. We've matured...
One final thing and a few reading suggestions...
I asked El Morya yesterday why create this space when this is a solo journey? I understood it, but needed help with the words.
He replied, it is much easier to stay in the body when you have other like conscious souls to play and interact with. And playing we are. The Ryver community is a bustling place to do so. Thank you everyone who graces that space with your presence. We hope others will come play too.
For those of you who want to read more about the integrated being...
Check out: www.beingenlightenment.com/private-third-circle/how-aspects-become-facets-the-energetic-dynamics
Also, for tips on locating that soul voice within and communing with it - the Thirty Day of Self Love has 30 different experiences to be had.
And don't forget to read, E Morya's letters here. He's been talking about all of this for some time, and if you are new, you might want to check it out.
I will share YOUR Banyan Tree experiences in a post and with some insights from Sar'h and El Morya. If you would like to add to it and are not on Ryver, please send your experiences to email@example.com or you can wait and comment on the post.
See you tomorrow, friends. Sounds cheesy, but I love you all.
Hello friends and welcome our newest Third Circle readers/ participants Yuri and Deb! Don't for get to introduce yourselves here. Joanna, it was wonderful to read yours yesterday.
For so long, I have denied this "channel" and still don't want to call it that so here is a video letter...
What is the Third Circle REALLY about....
Why have the embodied enlightenment experience (Triple E) now....
More about our contributors....
Allowing humans to be human around us (not expecting them to be anything else) and switching the sense of focus on our embodied consciousness experience...
Discernment is beyond human thoughts and emotions....
"Discernment contains no emotion."
Most important, or expanded rather: the experience of knowing we are God also!
On a personal level, it was quite hard to make this video and even harder to upload it. Not only did I have to clear my own internal junk, I had to clear it off my computer - for hours.
Let's just say yesterday was hard. El Morya kept me up all night long and then I made a video having had no real sleep....
The human facet that wants to be perfect rose from its dormancy of my normal state of being and never needing to be perfect and so on...
Thank you for the morale support I received willingly from the Ryver community yesterday as I struggled to get this out technologically but also courage wise. Deep breath. Hit send. Repeat.
The videos will get better, words will become more clear, as I make the space for it. And with sleep and rest.
Oh, if you decide to watch Prognost, which fits in perfectly with our Magic manifesto ....
To be in JOY. In the physical expression of SELF.
In creation of energetic pathways - potentials not directives -
For those who will choose consciousness over automation.
For eons to come.
...You can find the prognost video here...https://store.crimsoncircle.com/prognosttm-2018-into-the-new.html
I don't usually recommend materials, yet it is said in such a way here that can not be replicated. Or as El Morya said in the video, tap into the consciousness of it, if you WILL.
Crimson Circle materials seem to be right in line with what we are doing here - for this short moment. Inevitably, that space has to slow down because there needs to be time for the tens of thousands to catch up, or at least a bulk of them. When that happens, we will continue on....TINY BUT MIGHTY, as El Morya said.
In honor of you!
"I love all your sharings and those from others and it's the first time in my life I've felt able to speak openly, freely and sovereignly about my own experiences, however different they may be from others." - Sarah. who has been in this space since Patreon
I am so glad to hear that, and we will keep it that way. On that note of keeping the space fresh and open, we have created a new forum on the Ryver community about the body - The Body of Beyond, as Este called it.
Because we have gone beyond processing and limitation and linearity, perhaps it is a great space to talk about the transfiguration of the physical into "light" and how you got there. Maybe even channel your future self you says hey, it all works out - even the physical nature of embodiment. Please honor this space by resisting the temptation to go into "body issues", human limits, and shed the light of awareness on the physical nature of being EMBODIED enlightenment.
I love that people can share everything and anything they would like to about this experience without being shamed, blamed, or worse, corrected. I am so impressed by you all and how you share with others. It goes without saying, yet if we can keep the space free of advice and judgment and use the sense of focus on compassion and discernment, we can avoid the pitfalls of the "other" forums that we have encountered.
Most of all, remembering energy is simply communication, and we can decide what to engage with or not, knowing there is no longer room for limited human emotion and concepts of what's right and wrong, etc.
If I have "learned' anything these past few months, it is that I am not going to change the behaviors or opinions of others AND it doesn't matter. I am still flabbergasted with my human self that I wasted so much time and energy on such things, when I could have spent my energy on something I actually desired - Expanding into the Beyond & The Magic of Being.
All that being said, I am very much enjoying the space Este created. The freedom of it. Learning more about you all. The stories you share. All of it is amazing, and I am stunned in the best way possible at the lack of drama. I feel we hit the point beyond all that, choosing when and where to spend our time and energy, and more so, focusing in the broad sense of the word on the Triple E and not the human dynamics like needing to like everyone or worrying about what people say or did not say. That's truly GRAND.
If you would like to join us, please email me or Este and let us know. Thank you to everyone in the space already and those who share their comments online or in private emails.
See you there or under the Banyan Tree,
More about the New Moon gathering & an experiment
A message from all of us at the Center of Being (Lauren, Sar'h, El Morya, Babaji, Yogananda, Mark....and on)
You can hear it from people everywhere who have chosen enlightenment but have not yet stepped into being it.
The complaints echo like howling ghosts through the chambers of the limited human, and swirl up into the ethers of the collective consciousness of those in their "last lifetime."
"I am so bored. I am so sick of allowing."
Some of us, however, are left wondering: how in the ever living fuck can you be bored?
There's so much here to explore, play with, and create. Come play in the infinite, if you WILL.
Once you open up the senses that take you beyond the veils there is no way to be bored. Ever.
Just laying in bed last night (and after posting our new moon gathering information yesterday) Lauren was taken on a magical journey beyond the veils of maya in which she was shown the future self meeting and overlapping with the 'first' self and all that she have EVER created and will create, all folding itself into one infinite now moment.
Forget a fireworks show, this was so much grander. It was more stimulating and entertaining than any movie could be.
For those who are not living in the Magic of Being the majority of the day, we offer some ways to open up to the Magic of Being. Resist it and be bored still OR play with the experiment like a child. It does not matter to us. But you cannot complain of boredom, knowing it is all here for you at anytime.
Stop desensitizing yourselves. With food. With alcohol or pot. With endless movies and television and books. With the internet and channelled information.
Want to talk with an ascended master? We are right here! Talk with us.
Those channels are for other people, who are stuck, who are swirling, not for you anymore.
Sure, spend some time with these things if it still feels good, but also give yourself a BIG window of seemingly nothing. Or time with YOU.
At first, it may be a bit painful for the human, who has become so used to constant external energy stimulation that it won't know what to do.
Then, something shifts and your human calms down and quits calling opening up to the infinite "boring".
What a label for something so grand?!?! Seriously?!?!?!
Enter with ease into the magical world of your sensory being, where boredom is not even an option.
Being IS perpetual becoming. It is not static but infinitely dynamic. BEING, the consistent and constant unfolding of your divine nature. Of the experience of knowing your are God, also. Not as a mental concept but as an experience.
We repeat, how can this be boring?!
If one more person tells us they are bored, well, we will probably scream. Not really, we are having too much fun to scream.
Yet, please, if you will, take a look at how you are distracting yourselves with outside energy.
Or better yet, EXPERIMENT!
Trying finding a nice, clear space in your house or in nature.
Enter it sober and on an empty stomach. Those digestion juices take up more energy than you remember and take your sense of focus from the upper communication sources and sensory channels within you straight into the gut.
Give your digestive system a much needed break. (Those aren't allergies by the way - that's your body saying it does not need so much food anymore.)
Maybe just try going eight to twelve hours - while awake - without food and observe. Nothing drastic.
Put your phone in a drawer. Unplug the internet. Do it.
Unplug the router machine from the wall and watch how the energy in your space changes and opens up.
Now, clear the air of what is not yours. Take what is yours into the deep well of your being. The chalice of your being.
Then take some deep breaths and open your eyes inward - seeing through the eyes of the divine - and open to the magic occurring within the Universe(s) of You.
Be patient. If it is dark or dull inside. Wait. Breathe. Open.
Allow your I AM to take you on a journey never leaving your yoga mat or chair.
(Maybe not your bed, which should be reserved for sleep time. That's a different consciousness experience. How you interact in your dreams and awake is still much different, though that will change.)
Travel the cosmos of creation without lifting a finger.
Converse with the I AM, open to others who have completed their cycles of lifetimes on Earth - not to learn anything but to talk to a dear friend with no agenda, who is not trying to sell you anything.
We can promise you will not be bored and the treasures will be worth leaving the human comforts behind for an hour or so.
Soon, this hour will turn into four. Then into days. And into weeks. And then it will become timeless.
Overcome by the beauty of the world beyond the veils of maya is an amazing place to reside. Do not fear you will lose the physical body. It is rooted on Earth with even a tiny kernel of intent that does not waver. It is safe.
In my human life in 2008, I went on a long eight-day hike into the woods. I only had some oatmeal and coffee and a few dried fruits and nuts and no phone. There was no shower or flushing toilet. You don't need to be this extreme. It is only an example.
For the first three days, I was miserable. What was I to do with myself - without all my distractions and external energy sources - the phone being the hardest to give up for the journey?
By day four, I had opened to the magic of the forest.
The sound of the flies' wings beating a thousand times per minute.
The moose ever so quiet steps that I would have gone unnoticed without my new keen sense of hearing that returned after all the stimulus disappeared.
The smell of the blooming flower that was a football field away.
The freshly sprouted grass glowing neon green in the vast sea of rich, brown soil.
The rainbows illuminating off the mountain glacier.
The feel of the ice cold water on my sore feet after a long day's hike.
The whispers of the trees that said, "Finally, you can hear us!"
Experiment with it on your own.
And if and when you are ready, join us on January 16th for an experience of lifetimes underneath the majestic Banyan Tree, while your human rests in the comfort of your own home.
Try coming on a empty stomach. Try turning your internet router off. Place your phone on off or in a drawer far away from your body. Definitely come sober.
You think the drink relaxes you. Instead it takes your open energy and twists it beyond recognition into something that is not yours.
We are not telling you what to do, but if you visit the Banyan Tree, respect it enough to come as pure you without the consciousness-altering substances in your blood stream.
When you do drink, if you do, simply watch without judgement (we do not judge you but simply bring the light of awareness) hows it moves through your body, especially the blood and nervous systems.
Try the same thing with food. Watch with your inner vision how the food moves through and interacts with your body. Do not stop your habits (except for a brief pause for the New Moon gatherings), simply watch how they move through and interact in your body of consciousness, as you call it.
Open your eyes not to the physical illusion in front of you but to what lies beyond it.
No fear. All trust of Self - no one else.
Behold - The Magic of Being Enlightenment - unfolds and unfolds and unfolds.....and unfolds.....and unfolds......and unfolds....
And none of it is boring.
In honor of YOU!
The Center of Being contributors in sovereign support and recognition of your GRANDness
I've been talking with our contributors about what the next New Moon gathering on January 16th will look like.
First, the ascended masters who have the joy of existing beyond the Veils of Maya (our current series) would like to communicate with us all about how they "got past" the linear nature of human life. They said they will be open for discussion about that experience. If you would like, they offer to provide some insight about moving beyond the Earth time constructs. What "worked" for them without it being in a teaching format. This is not a mystery school, they add, but an opportunity to share.
Next, the ascended masters would like to hear from those embodied. They recognize that our experience in this different time and space of embodied enlightenment is much different for us than it was them. They would love to know - in distilled soul wisdom form, not human complaining - what truly makes it unique for you.
El Morya says, "We get that your experience is unique and different from most of ours. You never fail to tell us this."
"Over and over again," he says laughing. "Yet, it would be beneficial if you could tell us how it is different, so that we may hold an understanding beyond surface level."
I am doing some research for a book and came across El Morya's initiative for entering his etheric retreat in Darjeeling.
I add it below and translate it into the common language with the help of El Morya, who is now shouting out word replacements. This is my life:P
"There may be some who come to the retreat (now the Banyan Tree)...but their motives are not pure. They are self-seeking. They want power not Glory in God (the experience of the God Self), but for the vainglory of the synthetic self (human identity) which they refuse to surrender (integrate). They are told politely by the gatekeeper that those who enter must leave the slippers of the lesser self at the door. Those who are unwilling to take off the shoes of the shadowed self may not walk upon this hallowed ground."
That being said, we have no gatekeeper. It's not needed.
Yet, if you don't take your shoes off, there is no way in.
Some "tips" -
Create a quiet place without interfering energies if you would like to join us while awake.
It is also great and possibly even better to visit the Banyan Tree in the dream state on the night of December 16th.
Better yet, try both.
If you will, please share your experiences.
I will create a post for this purpose, so maybe write down your experience notes.
I really sense this is such a nice expanded experience to gather in the etheric.
As soon as a gathering happens in the physical, it is almost impossible that the limited human does not appear.
I know this will change, and I also sense gatherings like these pave the way for that to happen.
COME FLOAT WITH US - BAREFOOT!
IN HONOR OF YOU!
I will be typing up my Prognost notes and sharing them on the Ryver community forum.
Depending on the material - if relevant - it will appear in posts.
With it being my last in-person event for the foreseeable future,
I see this space moving away from the Crimson Circle cloud.
The Center landed next to them for a bit to share,
and now its time to go back out into its own space.
Surely, we will return at some point to check in again.
And it is all appropriate.