"But Lauren how can you write about no energy creation and share all this discernment without actually living it?"
Indeed, I respond, but how can you create a Magic space of Being without social media, advertising, or fundraising?
We already are - with out passion for the Magic of Being!
If you were with us back on Patreon you know I hated the pay-to-play and rewards mechanism of that set up. I'd much rather people here "pay" with their consciousness, show up in alignment, share their wisdom pearls, and call me out on my bullshit. God knows it is vastly needed sometimes.
It has felt so good first to announce my "retirement" from the spiritual and conscious community circus in October. It was moths in the making to say I am no longer holding sessions, charging people just as consciousness if not more to hang out with me (stupid and icky).
At that time I was living off a no frills budget and pulling in some funds from client sessions, Patreon, etc. When I announced that I no longer wanted to work in that old human control model but from pure soul passion instead, I had no idea where money was going to come from - only that it would come.
Twelve hours after announcing that to you all AND clearly stating my passion from my I AM to operate solely in the divine I Am space and in no energy creation expression about half a million dollars showed up for my passion. It matched what was already set aside for my passion - a place for ascended and embodied masters to gather together.
I loved what Adamus St. G said in the Shoud and what El Morya has been gently whispering in my ear all these lifetimes.
You simply have passion, express it, and the creation will bloom, or it will not, and you won't care. You will not give a shit about the outcome.
I got it mentally, but I am just now actually living it. My human has been so skeptical. Really??? I don't need a New Energy business to pay for this space I want to create? No. I won't care about the outcome, seriously? No.
So I took the $2,500 collected on Patreon to pay for this space which runs about $800 a year. Este stepped up to create the Ryver community space, which costs nothing but Este's precious gift of time + consciousness. After that runs out, maybe I'll put up a tip jar. Or maybe I'll foot the bill myself. Or maybe the space disappears having served out it's full expression. It doesn't matter - at all.
This online, etheric space is so robust with our chats, wisdom pearls shared and received, and our Banyan Tree gatherings. It is plenty. Indeed, a blooming rose, which needs no watering to sustain itself. Lovely.
And I cannot tell you how relieved Master Morya is to not do sessions in return for a monetary commitment. It was not his thing, though he always said he would support this if I chose. Now you all can and do dial him direct.
I do still hold a deep passion for creating a gathering space AND I want to live in it. I want a surf-friendly ocean in the lush garden of the Center's backyard. If it shows up, I have a budget that continues to multiply to purchase it. If it does not, well, it's a huge travel budget. Who cares...Not me....
For those who don't know me, I'm not interested in fancy things. I have a nice small efficient house. I drive a beat up old Toyota Tacoma pick up truck with more than 100,000 miles on it. I wear my pajamas all day and only brush my hair if I'm going out. I eat simple foods. My pants have holes in them. I don't own stuff because stuff owns you. If my car gets a dent in it, I shrug, and move on. That's my FREEDOM. That's my Ahymo life.
I am never going to sell you a coffee mug or a T-shirt or crowd fund you. Tip jar. Maybe. We'll see. Your pearls of wisdom are worth more than gold or a Bitcoin or a Visa card.
In the book The Red Lion, St. Germain is described as always the patron and never the recipient of the patronage.
Truly, in this designated lifetime of embodied enlightenment, what role do we want to play? Of course, you answer for yourself always. But for me, I never want to create a system where I need to sell my bill of goods, or peddle conscious bumper stickers on mugs to make my creation happen. That's just me.
Instead, I allow it (now) to bloom if its divine will or if not, I'm happy floating under the Banyan Tree with you fine beings. I'm happy surfing the waves and sleeping in a beach hut.
Indeed, the Center has already been created, and we are just reversing back into the moment in time and space where it already exists. Do we want to have the experience in the physical or do we want it to simply exist in the ethers, on Theos, if you will.
On January 27th I'm headed down to Costa Rica for some sun, sand, and surf. If a space unfolds that feels good, I might just buy it, pay cash, and invite you over for a juice, tea or cocktail. And I promise not to try to sell you a coffee mug on your stay.
Stay tuned for more divine unfolding....Living it and not just talking about it....
In honor of the Banyan Tree and El Morya who truly held the space for this to come to own its own without effort or interference. Forever grateful.