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Grounding in the Cosmos

10/28/2018

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I've been pondering a lot lately my personal and unique NEWNESS (and yours). I have been pondering -- pondering for me is exploring the energetic makeup and sensations associated with a sense of focus in a current state of being that knows no past, not future yet one expanded Infinite NOW -- I have been pondering how I have stepped into a new way of BEING me and what it means for each of us sovereignly and uniquely as we reverse into the realized state of BEING. 

What once worked - categorization, for example - no longer is a coping mechanism for the vastness of being embodied in human form. Categorization - what do you mean by that? Well, once upon a time, it was so easy to place the voices inside of myself into categories - human and divine, for example. By divine, some use there term soul voice or the ever-so-popular term - master voice. 

But how do we operate in the world when the two distinct voices human and divine become ONE - a symphony of the songs of our soul that is both human and divine as one - with no clear or present separation. For that is the definition of NEW ENERGY, allowing the integration of duality, including our divine nature and our human nature. You can no longer create a divide between human and soul, human and master, as they all merge into one. 

However, that ONE is not (at least not for me) a singular voice that has the quality of a human-constructed singular voice. Instead, it is a symphony of all parts and pieces of Self that create a cohesive song, a playlist even. With the sense of focus, you can zero in on the violin perhaps, or maybe the flute solo. Yet, any human concept of clarity - it seems to me, personally - must be thrown out for a new sense of clarity - one of simultaneous multiplicity in a singular Self. 

Let me try it again -- Simultaneous realities and expressions occur in an expanded NOW moment and all radiate from Self. In other words, the Experience of Self is expansional in all directions at the same time. New Energy. 


And that's a whole lot of NEW to take in! 

In the baby steps I've taken into the NEW, I have noticed (observation in the sense awareness) that this state of being has no center -- for example, my soul is no longer the core; the I AM is no longer in a firm place. All of these parts and pieces do NOT have a central sun to orbit around in an organized manner. Damn.

In this state, I have found a new way to "ground". Once I placed my bare feet into the grass to ground myself - to relocate my center. Once I asked myself questions and discerned the soul voice from the human one - to relocate my center of Self.

But what is left to do when there is no center and no categories and no separation between human and divine or any other parts and pieces of Self?  

Now, I find I look to the cosmos. I watch the stars pop into the night sky and form constellations. I admire the Milky Way from the desert landscapes around me. 

I watch, I observe something with no perception of order - the universes above me. I watch them exist without the need for definition, for plans, without any need for order. They simply exist in their own magnificence. 

Master Morya once described to me that I was in the moment knowing the Universe(s) of Self, of the Universe(s) of Me,  allowing it to flow into my awareness. I am just now starting to fathom what that really means. 

And, what better way to let go of the old definitions of clarity, order, the present moment, and singularity than looking up to the universes above, for they are the universes within when you see through the lens of no separation.  

Through that expansion, I find there is nothing left to do, only to be. And have some fun too. Why not?
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Atlantean Integration = Sovereign Creation (Video)

5/18/2018

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I posted this somewhat funny video on my private Third Circle page on March 8th but decided to share it publicly after seeing that many people understood what I was sharing. I was not strung up by my toenails and instead people really related. 

Later someone send me a message that said Tobias via Crimson Circle also said that the Atlantean lifetime was the hardest aspect to integrate. I share that text here but had not read it when I made the video. http://gejirin.com/spirit/SPR_src/T/Temples_of_Tien.htm

Notes from the video...

​AND - the most important things to add....


​The more people in the third circle space/ under the Banyan Tree = the easier it is for people to get out of the molasses loop. In physics - the tipping point. Using gravity in our creative favor as more consciousness sits outside the molasses loop - something I wrote about in my new book. 

Finally, until you find yourself outside of the group consciousness that is the molasses loop, you will not be able to experience true creation in your realized state. One must stand on their own sovereign ground - free of group identity or any identity really - to step into the Third Circle of creation. And to me, that's the best news ever. 

Related article: The Collective Consciousness of Self
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Welcome Ascended Master Mark!

12/22/2017

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I hope those of you who joined us under the Banyan Tree under the New Moon sky enjoyed it. You can share your experiences below or on Ryver if you choose. 

When I started the Center of Being the intent as described on the MAGIC page was to provide an etheric place for Ascended AND Embodied Masters to gather together. 

Mark, an Ascended Master also known as Lanello, was all about it. I would say he is our newest member, but I am wanting to stop using that word. Instead, I will say Friend of the Center of Being - because that sounds better to my soul.

Let me tell you a bit about Mark. He and his wife, Elizabeth, started the Lighthouse Summit, which was a school and center for sharing with people the wisdom of Ascended Masters and Archangels (in the tradition of the Masters of the Far East) with those who might not have heard about them. Perhaps you had the seven rays book at some point in your journey? 

For more information: https://www.summitlighthouse.org

Mark says for some here the Summit Lighthouse might sound New Age, and he understands that as he has been watching it all from his 'post' as he calls it.

Yet, he said the Lighthouse Summit was indeed a radical creation at the time to share that people could talk with Ascended Masters on their own - without a need for a channeler or messenger. Instead, they could dial direct.

He is also a dear friend of El Morya, so be sure to read that story below the bio. 

Here's some of his bio from the Summit Lighthouse website...How convenient it is all right there for me and I do not have to translate it! 

MARK L PROPHET

People remember him as deeply spiritual and at the same time fun loving, spontaneous and practical, a down-to-earth person who loved to talk to people from every walk of life.

The Ascended Master El Morya first appeared to Mark when he was a young man, but unable to reconcile the turbaned Eastern adept with his lifelong devotion to Jesus, Mark dismissed him.

Years later, having realized that the path of the Ascended Master was also the path of Jesus, Mark accepted Morya as his teacher and took on the rigors of discipleship in the tradition of the East. Mark also studied the teachings of Paramahansa Yogananda and was for a time associated with Self-Realization Fellowship as well as the Rosicrucian Order.

After serving in the Air Force in World War II, Mark lectured on Christian and Eastern mysticism and the Masters of Wisdom from 1945 until 1952, when he began publishing a series of letters for his students called Ashram Notes, dictated by El Morya.

In 1957 El Morya called Mark to Washington, D.C., to found The Summit Lighthouse and publish the teachings of the Ascended Masters. On August 8, 1958, El Morya dictated the first of the Pearls of Wisdom to Mark, launching a worldwide movement. In February 1973, Mark delivered his final dictation which was given at the Santa Barbara Motherhouse in California. Not long after that, Mark ascended to reunite with God (self). He is known today as the Ascended Master Lanello.

Funny enough, El Morya pointed out to me the other day that the letters (now emails) sent out from the Lighthouse Summit were in fact called "Pearls of Wisdom" just like our own "Wisdom Pearls" emails. I had not known that at all before calling it such. Sneaky, El Morya, sneaky. 

Mark says he was incarnated as Launcelot and his wife and co-founder of Summit Lighthouse, Elizabeth Clare Prophet, as Guenevere. And we all know El Morya, was incarnated as King Arthur. Thus, their lifetimes together span eons. 

I did talk to Elizabeth briefly last night. I am not sure whether she considers herself an ascended master.

I asked her, "Are you an ascended master?" 

Elizabeth replied by saying her name, which I asked her to spell to assure I got it right. When she said her name I also felt she was telling me her role was messenger. 

She spelled her name L-I-O-R-A and then she was silent with words and communicated with energy. I looked it up this morning and Lior is Hebrew for light. Lior - a is the feminine version of the word/ name. I reason she considers herself a messenger of light. 


Even though Master Mark as known as Lanello he said I could call him Mark in the same style we use as using the name of this designated ascendee lifetime as our title. 

I encourage you to talk to the masters who gather whether in physical form or not. Not as a means to learn something but rather to make new friends who see, sense, and know mastery in the same way you do.

When I was communicating with Master Mark - in sensations or energetic packets to be placed in to words if desired, he shared his passionate enthusiasm with me for the Center of Being, and he asked to be a contributor as well as El Morya and Yogananda, who are his dear friends. I said, of course, we would love to have him. 

I felt many more ascended masters join us last night but spent so much time with Mark, who was so happy I could hear him and communicate with him, I didn't have much space in my human focus to talk to more.

If you find you are learning about other ascended masters joining us (there are a little less than 10,000 total ascended masters), please send me a note. I will publish your story. 

​I am super interested in hearing about "new" ascended masters. The well-known ones are fantastic but how interesting to get to know others who may not be "famous"???

Please join me in a warm welcome to Master Mark and Liora for joining us here in celebration of the Magic of Being. 
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Memoirs of a Modern Master: Joe's Story

12/5/2017

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These stories are in the format of the book, Memoirs of a Master by Adamus Saint-Germain. I love reading this book from the perspective of a new master, and the learning curve that comes with it - rather than the perspective of a student - although I can identify with that as well.

I have written it in third person to make it clearer for me - Sar'h, my master Self, and Lauren, the human. 
Please note sometimes I use composite characters and the timeline may very slightly from linear time for story sake, and I do not view the world in linear time. You can click on 'Memoirs of a Modern Master' in the categories section to your right to read all of them. Enjoy!

It was 2014, and the New Master, Sar'h, still held some of her human qualities, one of which was a desire for human romance. So Lauren accepted dates as they came up, but the same story line always played out. 

On her first date with Joe, he had told her his mom had left the physical body recently. He said he knew there was life after death now from his experiences, and he knew there was much more to the Universe that what man saw with his two physical eyes. 

"That's nice," Lauren thought. "I can be myself. He is aware."

As they talked and went on further dates, she noticed the roles changing. He saw her as a teacher - someone to learn from. Each date ended up being a session of sorts in which Joe asked questions about the nature of enlightenment and Lauren answered them as the Master. 

Lauren had told Joe about her relationship with El Morya. Instead of inquiring what it was like for Lauren and how it impacted her life, he wanted a reading from El Morya - right now. What did El Morya have to say about his life, about his journey? Lauren was not seen as a person, but as some sort of oracle or free teacher/ healer/ guide.

Lauren told Joe it was not appropriate to ask her such questions, and that El Morya had nothing to share with him. 

"You are doing alright on your own, Joe," she said. "Everything is unfolding in divine perfection."

Joe became angry. "I want to see him NOW. Make him appear."

"Well, Joe, El Morya doesn't appear on demand. In fact, he never appears in the way you wish to see him."

Joe had said he wanted him or any Ascended Master to appear in such a physical state "you could bounce a quarter (coin) off of them."

The notion was insulting and ludicrous. 

The more he went into his human need to see an ascended master, the angrier he became. 

He begged, pleaded, and then demanded that Lauren teach him the ways of the magus - right here, right now. 

He was so desperate, Lauren tried to show him some ways to connect with his own wisdom. 

His own wisdom - fuck that - he wanted answers from a master! And he wanted them now!

The angrier he became the more Lauren began to sink into her mastery. She had given him a pearl and he had cast it before the dogs and the swine. (See related post)

The master, Sar'h, sat and watched this all patiently, allowing Lauren to learn, or remember, something or many things, rather.

First, dating was not going to be a part of this enlightenment lifetime. Sar'h had pointed out every single boyfriend she had experienced. Each and everyone thought they were attracted to Lauren physically, yet each demonstrated that they sought her awareness, her light more than anything. 

Sarah asked Lauren, "Have you ever been on a date when you weren't "helping" the man out, answering his questions, and providing solutions to his spiritual crises?" 

"Well, no, I have not, not since I became aware of who I AM," Lauren replied. 

It was that neediness from others who did not know the kingdom was within - again. 

You could tell them a million ways they did not need healing, readings, workshops, or anything external to know they were God, also - but it never sunk in. Their eyes would become hazy when she talked about the kingdom within. These men where not even capable of understanding that - very few were - she knew this from other lifetimes. 

When Lauren did not give them what they needed, they would go to someone else for energy - someone to stroke their egos, so to say. 

In 2014, Lauren had been so blinded by the need to belong - the human desire to be desired - that she continued to accept dates until one day, she realized what was occurring inside of her. Then she stepped back into her mastery. 

"Lauren, dear, you are never going to have a boyfriend in the human way. I watched with compassion as you put yourself in these situations over and over again to show you something. It's time to move on," Sar'h said and continued... 

"The master has to give up perceived human comforts - and there will be many more to renounce with joy - and one of those is fulfilling the human desire for a boyfriend. I know it sounds harsh now, but one day you will realize that was some old aspect playing in human free will who needed that boyfriend, not you - the master. 

The boyfriends know enough to see your light of awareness, but they will never match you in awareness in this lifetime. Not only boyfriends will fall away, but also your need for any external energy force. I know you cannot see it now but one day you will not even need to eat to live, to be. You won't want to fill yourself up with wine and cheap talk as you do now. You will relish in being alone on a Saturday night. 

You have come to the fork in the road in which you can now leave this pattern of trying to find 'the one.' You are the ONE. You know that. You always have. 

As for the rest, continue to live your life. Continue to feed on your addictions whatever they may be. Allow them to run their course, just as you have in dating so much. One day very soon, you will wake up and not desire a single thing outside of yourself."

Lauren didn't know what to believe, but she trusted Sar'h, and she knew she was right at least on the dating.

It had been exhausting. Every man wanted something from her - not her body, but her inner light - and that was not something she could give. She had given her soul to another man in another lifetime, and after twelve lives had finally reclaimed it. (Another story for another time.)

Lauren was lonely at first, and then she started to realize she was not alone. Instead, she was in the company of masters - ones without physical form - but ones who knew how to be a friend without needing anything from her. It was a steep learning curve, but one Lauren was happy to experience. 

Lauren's desire to become herself had trumped Lauren's desire to belong - once again. 

It was not a pattern she needed to repeat. This time she was honest with herself about the nature of her own needs and the patterns they created, keeping her from her mastery. 

And indeed, Lauren did not know it at a human capacity then, but in 2017, she would wake up not needing food, wine, the company of human friends or boyfriends, or anything from outside of herself. 

It was and is beyond Lauren's wildest human imagination as most things in mastery are. 

Step of the edge, and you will fly, too. 

What human needs are keeping you in the patterns that hold your from claiming your mastery? Can you be honest in your answers?

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Macro-vision: Seeing through the eyes of your own divinity

11/28/2017

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El Morya once said many will ask what their soul's purpose here is on Earth and fewer will ask the purpose in the context of divine will. When he said it, the group he addressed was that of the spiritual warrior variety.

It was people unknowingly feeding their spiritual egos to create roles in which they place their human beliefs disguised as spiritual laws as some sort of doctrine before others who are in the awakening process. A confusion of ego with soul. A confusion of human free will, perceived, with divine will, realized. A spiritual teacher aspect confused with the I AM THAT I AM. 

If we expand in the spiral of awareness, we can see that those old new age roles play out in the new energy space as well. Those who have been great spiritual teachers, or desired to be so, in other lifetimes are rebranding themselves with the new language, the hip conscious vocabulary. And there is nothing wrong or bad about it - it just is. 

I'm so glad the seduction to play in that world was there for me, too, so that I could witness this first hand and understand it in various levels of my existence. To see, not only the spiritual teacher aspects of perceived human free will, play out but to also hold compassion for it, is quite the experience when viewed from the eyes of the divine and of the human. 

I can also see that, it is a way for some - myself included in the most recent linear past - to distill what they have learned. If you teach it in the physical, it can be extremely helpful for bringing your human self along in the Triple E, embodied enlightenment experience.

The difference is the discernment in understanding you are teaching to distill for Self, rather than "helping" people.

Everyone here understands that no one needs to be helped. That everything is perfectly unfolding in divine timing. That is almost a 'sin' to interfere with the perfection that is unfolding in the petals of the blooming self-realization occurring within each of us, right now. 

It's the same for the 'teachers' out there, who like us here, wake up one morning, realize they have distilled the wisdom needed from the experience, and then realize - wait, what? - that the desire to "help" went right on our the door when they became to know deeply within that everything is and always was absolutely perfect - that all is well in all of creation. 

Yesterday, I wrote about not having to expend the effort on the physical creation when playing out roles. It's a lot of work to put together a NEW new energy business. Word selection. Marketing that does not look like marketing. Sexy conscious language. Appearing to have it all figured out. That's exhausting. Although I have never even attempted to look like I have "figured it out."

Soon enough, those new new new super new energy teachers will tucker out - the old energy ways will seem too laborious - hold the realization that what has been distilled is distilled. However, some will find they have attached onto that identity with such a force in so many times, that it will feel like amputation of limb to leave the identity behind, and bring all of the lifetimes of it into alignment with soul/ source and all lifetimes running in simultaneous flow. 

I use it as an example because it's familiar and I can see it clearly, yet it could be any identity - for example I know a master who is hanging onto the healer identity for dear life. It could be anything, and there is no shame in it, as we have all clung to something human at some point in this experience for dear life, because letting it go is scary.

The void we experience after human free will has gone can feel dark - can feel empty. Yet, as most of know, if you breathe through the nothing-ness, the everything-ness shows up. If you resist the human seduction to go back to playing in the physical creation space to fill the void - and it won't work for very long - then you open up to the infinite gifts of the THIRD CIRCLE existence.  

Going back to El Morya's comment above. Of course, we all know here our purpose, which is really passion from the depths of who we are, from our soul, to experience embodied enlightenment on Earth. 

Sometimes, though less and less frequently now, it seemed like an arduous task. And when we relaxed into it, we realize there was never a task. It was simply a matter of the flower of Self blooming from within - the seed of the soul, singing the song of the soul. It was always going to bloom, regardless of the workshops, classes, readings...and on...and on....

Moving beyond. Gathering in the space beyond the noise. Some say it feels like a void. But one only needs to open up their macro-vision and see through the eyes of the divine that the Magic of Being is taking place here and everywhere masters walk the shores of embodied enlightenment. 

When you gathered with me under the Banyan last night, for my birthday celebration, I could see something from the macro level, though the eyes of my own divinity, that each time you dance in joy in the space beyond the noise, each time you distill the wisdom of self-realization, each time you know you are God, also - you are without doubt, the true teachers of consciousness - no facebook post needed.

I know we have let go of the desire for recognition, but as we are bringing the human along in this experience of humanizing divinity, I want to say that I see you and honor you. 

And, I am not the only one, so is every master of Self, who has walked the shores of embodied enlightenment before you.

I sense into the essence of Mahavatar Babaji. He has no books, no story, no designated channeler. Yet, he has dedicated his BEING to keeping the doors of consciousness open for anyone who chooses it - for anyone who chooses consciousness over automation for eons to come. 

There may not be shrine in your honor - just yet - but what you are doing, or being rather, is nothing short of grand. And, it is pure joy to witness, and that is what this website is all about - honoring you in your embodied enlightenment experience - in the undiluted Magic of Being, which is described in the manifesto of this creation. 

So with that, I welcome you to take a look at what you are creating beyond the noise, for eons to come - your legacy of your 'last' life on Earth. I ask you to see through the eyes of your own divinity what service means in the context beyond duality, gravity, and most of all beyond physical time and space.  

I invite you to view the the grandness of your creation, that is simply being here - a walking, breathing master on Earth. 

In honor of you!

Lauren/ Sar'h, Master Morya, and all the ascended and embodied masters of Earth
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The Banyan Tree:: The New Moon

11/13/2017

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The story behind the Banyan Tree and New Moon Gatherings for new readers....

I, Lauren, was laying down in a hotel in Saigon, Vietnam one afternoon in late September, when I found myself simultaneously elsewhere. 
El Morya, my beloved friend of lifetimes, was making his usual visit, yet we were meeting in a different place, or so I thought.

Awake in my physical reality and aware of the simultaneous reality, I saw the dark-eyed magus levitating cross-legged in the lotus position beneath the canopy of a grand Banyan Tree. The branches hung down low and golden glittering consciousness - not energy, pure consciousness - flowed from each branch into the ground and then back up through the tree trunk in the movement of the dynamic infinity symbol. 

"Won't you join me?" El Morya gestured toward me without making a sound.

As I moved beneath the Banyon's branches, I found I too levitated in the crossed-leg, lotus position. 
I have been there ever since simultaneous to the reality in which I write. Perhaps I have been there all along.

After the experience, the Banyan Tree began to represent - to myself and the group of embodied masters I write for - a gathering place in the space beyond the noise. Some might call it Theos. You may call it what you like, but it does not exist in the physical form most humans consider real. You cannot get on a plane to find it. Perhaps it holds a similar quality of Avalon in the mists of Britaine - the home of King Arthur, another name by which El Morya was called - a lifetime we shared together. 

As the Banyan Tree was adopted by the group eagerly as our new gathering space, one of the members marked the flow of life in the Banyan is a lot like the flow of divine will in the Universe of You, of SELF. Truly, I sense this intensely. 

Every New Moon, we gather under the glittering gold consciousness of the grand Banyan. 
You are welcome to leave all the human mentality behind and levitate with us, if it is your soul's will, also called passion.  
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October New Moon: What Lies Beyond the Illusion

10/23/2017

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Don't talk about night anymore!-
In our day there is no night.
In our religion of Love
There is no religion or love.
Love is the endless ocean of God
Yet a thousand souls, drowning in that ocean, cry out- 
"There is no God!"
-Rumi 


Any human who travels to far lands returns home forever changed. It’s no different for the conscious being. Yet, the magnitude of the earthquake of change upon arrive ‘home’ – with one thud of a heavy passport stamp – the world becomes different in ways previously unimaginable for the mere human traveler.

To know this yourself, you need not step on a plane or drive across borders – you need only expand your mastery in perspective and perceptions to seeing, sensing, and knowing deeply that everything – every little last thing in this life and all others – is and was an illusion.

“Who are you beyond these illusions?” Master M and Sar’h asked Lauren, the human who is finally catching up to her own mastery, as we flew sixteen hours across the world from New Delhi to New York. 

It wasn’t just a question for me but for everyone who joined in the New Moon gathering of embodied and ascended masters.

I was able to see so clearly the roles I had played on the Earth’s stages. I was able to see how I was the writer and producer of my life. Knowing that used to be a big realization – I create my own reality. And then like any realization, there comes a point when it is time to let it all go, once again. 

Something in me clicked – this was no longer needed, no longer desired - I did not need to write anymore human free will plays. In that realization, I completely had to let go of every single thing I have shared and wrote about on the New Energy Creator website. 

In embodied enlightenment, these concepts of creatorship are outdated, and obsolete, though they were a vital part of my journey. You no longer need to create with New Energy (energy containing consciousness). Instead, creation requires no energy at all.

We are marked by the grace in which we let things go. I watched that body of work be sucked into the vortex of what no longer serves. What do I do with all the New Energy Creator work? I archive it into the library of the soul’s wisdom, and I walk on. It’s that simple.

In the New Moon gathering, I saw in divine will I was beyond acting roles, beyond writing a script, directing, and staring in it. For those roles were the will of the human and not the will of God. 

In other words, in the will of God there is a different script, or perhaps none at all, Sar’h and Master M suggested, allowing me the wiggle room to discern for myself, as I will allow you to do as well.

So as I found myself behind the curtain of all stages, I had a backstage pass to watch as more things were sucked into the vortex of what was no longer mine. I watched the stories, the plays, and the movies that no longer served reverse with the changing tide of my soul’s wisdom. 

I remember in 2014 standing at a Mayan ruin in southern Mexico. As I entered the hearth of a stone structure, I heard Sar’h and Master M telling Lauren, my human self, “Let go of the need for recognition.” 

For years, in the human will, I felt I needed to become unattached to being seen, so that people would see me. In this New Moon moment, it became very clear that I no longer wanted recognition at all. Not wanting it did not mean letting go of it, not being tied to it, but really with every cell of my being desiring the opposite experience. I want to be left alone, to play no role at all, and simply BE in my own essence.

This trip was defined by the letting go of human free will and stepping into the will of God. There are several things that got twisted around by the human. I feel like it is hugely supportive to talk about what I got “wrong.” The feeling of embarrassment left me some years ago, anyway. 

First, Master M said he was going to meet me in India. He certainly did but, of course, it was not on the old physical Earth. It was beneath a Banyan tree, of which only those with eyes can see it.

Going back to the beginning of the trip, I realized deeply that I would no longer be sharing with the audience that is Masters Hub and other groups spiraled off from the Crimson Circle. Not because it was wrong or bad – it serves many right now – but I had quickly outgrown it. 

My human free will reasoned it was because we (multiple me) were “supposed to” “work with” a larger audience. In that human thought form, I created the ‘Return to Self’ series for a larger audience, advertised it as a way to explore this theory. 

I could not have been more off. That is not what I am “supposed to do.” Too funny! 

What I really did was set up my own energy portal for ME – not the readers – to Return to SELF, and what I found is I no longer want to teach anything, and I certainly do not want to work with anyone in awakening stages of realization. 

Why? Because I can see, sense and know everything is perfect - absolutely perfect for them - and requires zero interference. Also, I do not enjoy it at all. More importantly, it is not the will of God. 

Teaching is rarely, very rarely a divine will action. As I have seen in myself, it is so easy to turn and manipulate what is definitely human will into believing from a human perspective that it is divine will.

Sar’h ever so gently whispered, “Those who are out there teaching are doing so because they still need to learn the material themselves.” 

It makes so much sense. All of what I have been sharing – writing the Thirty Days of Self-Love was about me finding that space for myself. Each client I met with and reflected their mastery back to was a way for me to reflect mastery back to myself. I no longer need the mirror – I can see myself so clearly in the darkness of the New Moon. 

Yet, I took a pause to honor the experience that playing the teacher, facilitator role gifted me, and let it go, as it no longer serves.

So what does exist beyond the illusions of human free will living – for me?

There is one thing I kind of got right, or was at least on the right track. I said I would be “working with” those who are committed to the embodied enlightenment experience – beyond the circus, beyond the social media videos, beyond the cool kids club (none of which are wrong or bad but simply do not flow with the state of divine will). 

I am not here to “work” with anyone, yet in this New Moon gathering, which created such an expansive space beyond the noise, I can see what I can offer you all and what you offer as well – a space for embodied masters and ascended masters to BE beyond all the human constructs and systems. That cannot be done on a Facebook platform. It cannot be done right now in a physical old Earth space. It can only be held beyond the illusions.

Myself and others like you are holding a space in the physical and Master M and his friends are holding a space in the ethereal for those who have the passion to stay here in body and BE. Not teach, not draw a crowd, but to simply be. 

For that reason, I do not want this space to continue on Facebook or Patreon. By 2018, I’m going to move all this content onto a password protected website, which will include a forum for those who make the shift over. More updates on that will be forthcoming, but I did want to share my personal realizations before going into the bigger picture. 

Note: The site was moved over here in November 2017.

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Coming back from our journey, I cannot un-see what I saw. To know everything around you is an illusion is one thing and experiencing every single reality as a movie screen projected into the physical is quite another. 

Since returning I have not had one brief moment in which I did not see the illusion clearly. Not a single second has passed in which I did not know I was walking though a movie set. The woman who passed me on the trail yelling at me to put my dog on a leash was nothing but an actor on the stage.

So what is real? Let me begin again, please.

Any human who travels to far lands returns home forever changed. It’s no different for the conscious being. Yet, the magnitude of the earthquake of change upon arrive ‘home’ – with one thud of a heavy passport stamp – the world becomes different in ways previously unimaginable for the mere human traveler.

To know this yourself, you need not step on a plane or drive across borders – you need only expand your mastery in perspective and perceptions to seeing, sensing, and knowing deeply (from experience, not a mental construct) that everything – every little last thing in this life and all others – is and was an illusion but one thing – that thing is called love.

Speak not of the human kind of love, but the kind you find in dark crevices in the space between the cells of your being. This kind of love is an experience that can only be found beyond the illusions and behind the curtains of all perceived realities.

The only thing real in this world free from illusion is this dark love – love you can only experience and know when you have given up the rest, including your human free will and any human passion beyond self-realization, through the art of complete surrender. 

I will write it again. To experience this kind of love, you must see clearly and know deeply your perceived passions are but mere distractions.

It’s the kind of love that exists beyond the stages, beyond the movie projected, and it can only be sensed in the absence of that movie screen – one you can step away from for a time and space, like we did in the New Moon gathering, if you joined us.

This dark love - this love that exists outside illusion has another name. It is the Love of God, and that, my friends, is what we brought forth in the New Moon gathering and what I will continue to do each month should you feel compelled to join, checking your human free will at the door, please.

I hate to say it, but Adamus was right. Kuthumi was right. Master M was right. In this embodied enlightenment experience, you will not want to be social. You will not want to be online. Enjoy it while you can. Have the experience in the illusion. 

One day you will wake up, and you will not want to play a role in the illusions anymore. You will see so clearly how nothing is authentic. Everything is an act. And for a time, you would rather be alone, wandering realities. The only company you will welcome is those who pass by who are also walking beyond the veil of illusion. 

Like Kuthumi, you will want to talk to trees. Like Adamus, you will trade your proverbial castle for a forest. Like Master Morya, you will leave your role as prince and become the ruler of your own kingdom, instead. 
And, just like anything else, that too will dissolve. But for a time, you will not want to play in the video game that is Earth’s illusions.

When Adamus first said these things, such as masters are not on Facebook. Masters don’t go to organized Shaumbra events. I said, “Hey buddy, you don’t get to define my enlightenment experience.” That was the human free will talking. 

I will not speak for you all, but for me, he was entirely spot on.

I feel the need to untangle myself from all the roles I created. The master laughs and says, “Hey, just walk away.” And so I am. 

I will continue to meet you all in the space beyond the noise, beyond the veils of illusion, and in complete resonance with the dark love, that is the love of God (SELF). 

As we said before, once you stop grasping at the figurative $100 bill, there are millions waiting for you on the 'other side', and those riches are found only in the love of God. 

Creation no longer requires New Energy; it requires no energy, no effort at all. In fact, it is essential that you do not use effort or energy in your creations in this space. 

This is something we’ve been discussing at length and will some more. 

I will also be sharing about PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder) as related to stepping into divine will.

On Wednesday, I am headed to the desert of New Mexico before going to visit my mom. I will surely be bringing anyone with me who wants to come visit and have a cup of tea, go for a long walk among the desert sands, and of course, play with Professor Ollie.

Thank you for your gracing this space with your essence. Oh be ahn, fellow travelers!

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A Letter from El Morya: Divine Will

9/12/2017

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This letter was dictated to me by El Morya on September 12, 2017, in Kuta, Bali, Indonesia for the patrons of the page. The pledges totaling about $2,500 from Patreon, which is no closed, pay for this website to run for the next five years. All of us at the Center of Being greatly appreciate the support to allow this place of no energy to come to light.

Dearest friends and patrons of the page, 

My what a journey we have been on the last few months, and well, lifetimes. Yet, you all know the embodied enlightenment experience is not a journey arriving at any particular destination, but rather an experience beyond linear time and space. 

We looked at discernment. We looked at judgments. We examined human systems – both their benefits and limitations.

You already understand deeply there is no right or wrong once perceived through the duality of human judgments – yet there now there is only what serves now and what no longer serves. 

Discernment is just that - knowing what serves you and lifts up your soul’s ignited passion to know itself- to know the God self within - and knowing, firmly yet with compassion, what no longer serves your divine purpose - beyond distraction.

Finally, and most spectacularly, we explored the depths of sovereignty. Rather than myself or Lauren telling you what sovereignty looked like for you, we held an expanded space for you to discern what sovereignty looked like both for your human and God selves. We looked at reconciling the two at a personal level. 

Some of you yes, may still be giving sovereignty, or free will, to your thoughts and emotions. Those ever critical, sometimes blaming, sometimes fearful, repeating thoughts cycling through the Universe of You, are not something to be ashamed of. They are residual of the human lifetimes past. 

As the thoughts clear in protest of no longer holding free will within the Universe of You, they tend to get louder just before they realize it is a lost battle, for you have no fight or force left within you at your core SELF. Let us wave and smile as they walk out the door, knowing how much they served us at a point in our existence.

Some of you chose to dive deeply into what free will looked like for the human self and have chosen to melt seamlessly into divine will, as part of the natural evolution of SELF.

You are just now beginning to understand the ineffable magnificence of God, which resides within you. Yes, I am here to tell you, of course, there is much more when you are ready.

Others are still waiting and watching a bit unsure of giving up the free will of the human self – the free will of your thoughts, emotions, and yes, your human creations too. Knowing you do not ever have to renounce anything external, the inner renunciation takes some time, or relaxation rather, to unfold. You and you alone can only define what perceived fear is holding you back from stepping into divine will. 

Lauren personally asked for me to help shine a light on these remaining attachments, in which her soul showed her (not me) exactly where the fear resided. All it took was awareness of SELF for those attachments to dissolve. I am always available to support you personally. All you need do is call me and show up as the master, as you would say.

For some of you, Lauren included, it may feel like you are abandoning your human self by flowing into the divine will of the soul. I can assure you it is not happening. Instead, you are moving from any human construct that is not in resonance with your divine will.

You fear you will lose your uniqueness in this transition and the recognition you have come to depend on at the human level, but it is not so. You are all diamonds radiating the will of God in your own light.

In this experience in my last life on Earth, I found I became more of myself, not less of – “much more muchier” as Lauren once wrote in Thirty Days of Self-Love.

I know you do not like the word service, and I understand that completely. Service once meant indentured servitude and locked you in a prison in other lifetimes. Service has dimmed your light, and those life experiences have been distilled into the soul’s wisdom. 

Any pain or trauma from the concept of service has been integrated and turned back into light. When I say light, I do not mean light in opposition to the dark. I am speaking of a cellular shift – one from density into expansion, from physical to ethereal.  It was only in the attachment to a dualistic view of right and wrong that the word lost its true meaning. 

Instead, please allow me to honor your legacy instead – a word that stands in resonance with many of you.

- Here El Morya is sharing a deep sensation of appreciation and honor without appropriate words. - 

For every thought pattern that loses its grip on you, for every emotion which no longer holds free will governing your life, you open up a passage, a creative potential, for individuals in the world consciousness to move from mental focus into soul focus into the God consciousness, should they choose it.

– Master M says he is so glad he can use the word God now without it being misconstrued - the traditionally Eastern understanding of God within SELF. -

In conclusion, I want to remind you of what you already know. In the space of divine will, God internal does indeed take care of all your worldly desires in ways your human never could - money, relationships, everything in and beyond human imagination. It is the true creator nature that unfolds in releasing the free will of the human, which requires no effort, force, or materials to create the lives you desire.

To put it into your language, we are moving from the allowing of the human and master self to cohabitate into BEING in which the true sovereignty or independence of your soul rings in the totality of freedom. 

I 'cannot wait' (he exudes passion here) to explore this more with you. It is an exciting ‘time’ from the view of the Ascended Masters, and we hope you will feel that joy from within the Source of Self, too.

I am with each and every one of you – though not needed - should you extend an invitation. Perhaps we can enjoy a cup of tea together one morning as friends. I would very much like that.

If you choose, pay close attention to your dreams. Not the human ones, but those from the God within you.

Expect miracles and a gift that could never be wrapped for it is far too grand. It is not a gift from me but rather from the God within the Universe of You.

In honor of you, 

El Morya

P.S. Perhaps as you move into divine will and left free will behind, you will mull over the word service once again outside the duality of teacher and student concepts – just like we have the concept of light above.

For Lauren, it has taken on a whole new meaning.

If this letter makes sense to you, and you would like to join us on our private page - THIRD CIRCLE - please email beingenlightenment@gmail.com and share your story. 
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